InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forgotten Memories ❯ The Winds of Change ( Chapter 11 )

Chapter Eleven

The Winds of Change

No one knows how long they just stayed there, watching the motionless InuYasha clutch at the dirt that was once Kikyo's body. His long silver bangs hid his eyes from view. Although no one caught sight of tears, they knew that he wanted nothing more than to cry for his lost love.

It was hard to understand what he might have thought then. Maybe he blamed Kagome for the death of Kikyo. Perhaps he really thought that Kikyo was better off in hell. After all, he'd join her there sooner or later.

"InuYasha…?"

Lifting his head, he saw Kagome hovering over him. Gods, her features were so like her. Her hair, her hands, her body, her nose, her mouth… How he wished he didn't have to face her just then.

"I'm sorry, InuYasha."

He didn't want to see her just then. It's just too painful. Even though a part of him still loved her, he just couldn't face her right then. She killed Kikyo. She killed her.

Hastily getting up, he grabbed a handful of the dirt, and made his way east, back to the direction of Kaede's village. The rest of them watched him go, sorrow filling their every senses.

~*~*~*~

"So it is decided?" Mizu asked, rising from her seat. Her long gorgeous hair tumbled past her shoulders, and glistened in the light. "We shall--"

The door suddenly banged opened, revealing to them two very hassled guards, a very sweaty Jaken, and a bright Rin.

"Sesshoumaru-sama!!!" she cried out, flinging herself onto his leg. "Rin found Sesshoumaru-sama!"

Jaken came forth, panting and wheezing from chasing after this excitable girl. "Thousand apologies...*wheeze*...m'lord Sesshoumaru...*pant*." He said, bowing hastily. "Rin...Rin...*huff*...disappeared and she's...she..." Unabled to finish his sentence, Jaken fainted in a dead heap.

Rin, noting this, laughed gleefully. "Jaken-sama fell asleep! Jaken-sama said Sesshoumaru-sama is in the...in the...con-con..."

"Conference?" Raion offered.

"Hai!" the little girl rewarded him with a melting smile. Immediately, Raion succumbed to her charms. "Conference room! Rin comes to Sesshoumaru-sama! Does Sesshoumaru-sama want to come flower-picking with Rin?"

Mizu glided over, and ruffled Rin's hair. "She's absolutely kawaii (cute), Sesshoumaru." She offered. "But what are you doing with a ningen girl?"

Not in the mood to explain anything, Sesshoumaru woke Jaken. "Bring Rin to the garden."

"B-but...Sesshoumaru-sama!"

"I am busy, Rin. I shall go picking with you tomorrow" The Demon Lord replied sternly. "Go with Jaken."

"When can Rin see Kagome onee-chan?"

At the sound of Kagome's name, Sesshoumaru promptly froze. Gods, when was the last time she's been freed from his thoughts? "We shall see, Rin. Now go."

"Hai."

Turning back to the business at hand, he saw the other lord and lordess look at him in curiosity. "Kagome?" Kirei teased, a smirk evident in her features. "Who is this Kagome, Sesshoumaru?"

"That is none of your concern, Kirei."

Mizu and Raion exchanged knowing look. Nodding wisely, Raion smirked. "No wonder why you hosted this with no complaints." He said. "Your mind is filled with this Kagome." Coming over a clapping his back, he laughed. "Can't wait to meet her, Ice-man. About time you settled down and get yourself an heir."

Sesshoumaru growled, starting to feel vexed. He removed Raion's hands off his shoulder. "We were discussing our plans for the outlaws?"

"Ah, yes." Kirei agreed. "Well, seems as though we've got everything. Lets just go through it one more time..."

~*~*~*~

"What do you mean, you're not coming?!" Sango cried out, shocked.

Kagome looked at the direction InuYasha had ran off. Shrugging, she turned back to them. "I just think InuYasha and I should spend some time away from each other, that's all."

"I'm sure he'll be back to normal in a few days, Lady Kagome." Miroku offered. He stepped towards her, but stopped when he saw her shake her head.

"It's not only that. I need some time away from him too." Shippo whimpered and launched himself onto her chest.

"I'm coming too, Kagome!"

Kagome smiled down at her adopted son. "You didn't think I'd leave you behind, did you, Shippo-chan?"

Sango sighed, and got off Kirara. She stared right into Kagome's eyes, making certain that Kagome was sure about this. "You really won't change your mind, Kagome?"

"Not this time."

Slumping over in defeat, she hugged her close. "Oh well. At least we know you'll definitely be abled to defend yourself out there…"

"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine."

~*~*~*~

InuYasha sat by the God tree. It was where Kikyo had pinned him for fifty years. It was where he'd first met Kagome. It was where he'd planned on meeting Kikyo that fateful day. It was where he'd planned on breaking with Kagome that many months ago.

So much has happened near this tree. This giant, majestic treed--watching and observing, never once complaining from all the events that's occurred before it.

He clenched at the dirt still clasped inside his fist. Kikyo...

~*~*~*~

Sango and Miroku finally returned to the village. Walking into Kaede's hut, the elder lady glanced up. "Where is Kagome?"

"She left."

~*~*~*~

Atop the hut sat InuYasha. His ears pricked when he heard what Sango had replied to Kaede. She left?! Why in the name of Kami did she do that for?

And why shouldn't she, after the way you ran off? His annoying conscience nagged at him.

Shut it!

He could practically FEEL his other half, his better half, grumbling from discontent. Disappearing back to the back of his mind, InuYasha was left pondering what he should do now. Should he go after her?

No. Maybe this time away...will give me the time I need to think.

~*~*~*~

Kagome had reached the Northern Territories. She set Shippo down, and created a fire warm enough to chase the night's chills away. Bringing out her sleeping bag, she cradled her little kitsune, as sleep drifted serenely to the girl...

~*~*~*~

She awoke sometime later, the cracking of a branch alerting the presence of another to her. Lifting her bow, she shot at her left, piercing into the darkness. The lone moon shone in the night sky, illuminating the parts that the trees had not covered.

She had no idea who might be hiding in the darkness. Alert and on guard, she awaited for the slightest of movement. None came.

Sighing her relief, she realized that her arrow must've pierced through the intruder. Setting her bow back down, her eyes widened when she felt a cold hand settle themselves on her mouth and nose.

Willing herself not to breath, Kagome choked. Finally, after what seemed an eternity, she took her breath. Sucking in the drug that the creature had wrapped around her face, the miko sunk into blissful unconsciousness once again.

~*~*~*~

Again, he's dreaming. This time, he's by the edge of the territories. He was on the edge of the Western boundaries, staring off around him.

The sudden movement by the corner of his eyes caught Sesshoumaru's attention. Slashing, he immediately killed his victim, when his poison entered his system.

The creature's eyes widened, and entered hell with that same expression forever imprinted upon his face. Sesshoumaru scoffed. Such weak demons dared to challenge HIM? What fools...

The tides suddenly flooded before him, bringing the many rock's to their destruction. Fascinated by the change of events THIS dream seemed to be having, he watched as another band of youkai came forth.

They carried a carriage. The carriage was decorated by the most beautiful of silk and gold these lowlife could afford. Frowning, the demon lord proceeded to step forth, when he realized that he seemed to paralyzed.

What in the world...?!

The flap of the silk carriage suddenly blew, as though the winds were trying to help him realize what's inside. Or rather, who's inside.

Raven locks met his gaze, and he stared at the unconscious Kagome. Even asleep, she's more beautiful than any goddess.

His heart rate quickened, as he realized that she's being held captive. He willed his legs to work. But no, it's not cooperating. God damn it!

He swore to protect her! He swore! But now...

...Now she's in their hands...

~*~*~*~

Bolting out of bed, beads of perspiration drifted down his brows. "Chikusho (damn)..." he swore to himself. "What was that all about...?"

And was it really JUST a dream...?

Author's Corner

Yuki: *hops up and down* I'll be darned if I'm not happy with these new events that Hachi's supplying! Can you believe that he's gonna have *that* (points at something on a very crudely drawn "map") happen, and then he's gonna have *this* (points at another part of the map) happen? And THEN he's gonna have *allll this* (sweeps her hands around) happen!!! Koolie or what?

Hachi: *nods wisely* Yes, this map I had her made was BRILLIANT!!! She is no longer blabbing out our plans!!! *laughs evilly*

Yuki: And I'm FINALLY finished with the ENTIRE update in ALL those sites! (and posted for some NEW sites too!) I was WAY tired when I was finished, that's why I'm happy I had all these chapters done beforehand!

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~* Fanfiction Responses *~

AnimeFreak: Updated! Thanks for reviewing! And glad you enjoyed it!

Lupine_Lover: Hmm, I guess it's just the normal "can't remember dream" syndrome. You know, the ones that people always have? they'll have a hazy reflection on the dream they had the night before, and then forget it completely. I guess I should've put that into the story...oh well, thanks for pointing that out anyways.

Sweet Cherry Kisses: *winces* So sorry for putting you through that. I myself like Kagura too, mainly because she's not enjoying all the killing she's being ordered to do. I'm thinking of featuring a *nice* Kagura in my new fic (currently not posted) with the Kag/Kur pairing. Naraku, though, I hate the guy. Maybe it's just the whole antagonist thing but I do NOT like him. Nuh-uh!! *shakes head empathically* You've VERY much welcomed to him! *grins evilly* After all, that leaves SESSHIE all to MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (along with the thousand other fan-girls out there, but what the heck.)

SavedFromBoredom: Yea, I saw a few of those myself. And, since I didn't like it, I tried to make it a bit different. And sorry for putting that question onto you! Arigatô for answering my plea for help all the same!

Fluffyscatdemon: Arigatô!!!! I LOVE getting reviews! And sorry for the wait!!!!!!

Jinxandfrost: Thanks so much! Although it's going to be more than just a *bit* hard for those two to become together again. You'll see why in later chapters.

Wake-Robin: Happy to live up to your expectations! ^^

Ryuukai's GF: O_O Serious? Lemon's allowed in ff? People's been telling me that it's NOT allowed...hmm...*strokes chin thoughtfully* Oh well, either way, I'm going to delete all lemon parts for this site--just in case. If you'd like to read the lemon, just visit my other sites, where NC-17 is allowed! And thankee, for reviewing!! Glad you liked! ^^

Queenanneus: Heh, thanks for taking the poll! Were you disappointed with the way Sess treated Rin? I WOULD have made him a bit more comical, but I don't want my Sess too OOC.

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Tsuki Yume: Same here, same here. I wonder what is it about sad endings that turn people off? I absolutely HATE tragedies...*shudder* NEVER do I read tragedies knowingly...its so barbaric.

Flame Fox Enchantress: *sigh* Here's another lover of Sess. I'm NEVER going to have him to myself *bawls* I like Sess have a bit of "nice-ness" in his system. And I'm trying my hardest to keep him in character. But, later on in the series, I noticed that Rumiko is making Sess lot nicer anyways (especially when he saved that little kit's father from the headless realm or whatever). I'm glad you enjoyed this fic, and thanks a bunch for reviewing!

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