InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Free of Pain, Lost from Love ❯ chapter three ( Chapter 3 )

Free of Pain, Lost from Love

Chapter three

By: opalshyne

 

 

Hiya everybody!

Here is the third chappy of my very fun to write fic, Free of Pain, Lost from Love

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Disclaimer: (Me) Yes, I know everybody says I don't own Inuyasha, but I do, really, all the voices in my head tell me so.

(My therapist) You don't own Inuyasha, no matter what they say

(Me) I don't?

(My therapist) no

(Me) really?

(My therapist) You don't own Inuyasha, so drop it!

 

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Kagome's body felt like it was on fire and she turned on her side and threw off her comforter to try to cool herself down.

Her skin tingled and the air felt thick and hard to breathe. She tossed onto her other side before her eyes opened wide and she sat up straight, her face turning white as the strong youki that filled her room began to suffocate her.

She stood up shakily, gasping for breath, and tried to walk to the door, to escape to the wretched feeling.

Her hands shook violently and stars blinked in front of her eyes as the room began to spin, still she attempted another step towards the door before a voice not her own interrupted her.

"Not a wise idea, miko, I suggest you stay in your place."

Kagome looked over to where the voice was coming from. Sesshoumaru sat in her lounge chair, smiling as she gasped for breath and fought for life.

"Miko, to think you'd be here, to think that old, old scent I'd found would lead me here…"

Kagome's eyes closed as she fought for clarity.

Sesshoumaru growled to himself before collecting his youki and releasing the miko from her attack.

Kagome breathed deeply and sat down heavily on her carpeted floor, wheezing and gasping, relieved that he had spared her.

"Sessh-Sesshoumaru, why…are you here." Here eyes were clenched shut, trying to ignore the dizziness and nausea that assaulted her.

"I'm here to find that bastard mutt of a brother, where is he."

Kagome's breathing slowed and her eyes slowly opened, her mind traveled back in time to the last time she saw his happy face.

 

He spun her around until the world spun with them and he placed her gently on the ground, he rubbed his cheek gently against hers, breathing deeply.

Kagome closed her eyes, filled with joy and imagined the wonderful, happy, life they would have.

There would be a beautiful wedding, and she would give herself to him, then sometime later, there would be little children. Children with Inuyasha's beautiful golden eyes and her dark hair, his fiery stubbornness and yet her kind spirit to go along with it.

She was happier than she had ever been. Eventually she pulled away and looked him in the eye, a beaming smile greeted shining from her face, "We should go tell the others."

Inuyasha nodded, "Good idea."

She took his hand and walked past the well, towards the village that would now be her home, she looked over her shoulder at the well, "Inuyasha wait."

He stopped and turned to look at her, "Kagome?"

"Inuyasha, what-do you think the well still works?"

She heard his footsteps come up behind her and felt his hand on her shoulder, "I don't know, the entire reason you were able to come through the well was because of the Shikon, now that it's gone, who knows."

Kagome walked to it's worn wooden rim and looked down, somehow entranced by it's wooden depths like she never had been before, "I want to test it, just to make sure," she looked quickly over her shoulder at him, if it works, I'll be right back, 'kay?"

She looked into it's dark depths again, "If it doesn't, " her voice had grown quiet and almost sad, "if it doesn't I might need help."

She hopped up onto the rim and took a deep breath before flashing a smile at a confused Inuyasha and jumping down into the disguised portal.

 

"It, never worked again, after I jumped in, I was never able to go back to him, never able to say good bye."

Tears blurred her vision but she blinked them away and looked up at Sesshoumaru who had a very annoyed look on his face, "So, you see, I don't know where he is, so I guess, it would be better if you went back where you came from."

She stood up and began walking to the door when his powerful youki flooded the room again and her breathing became labored once more, "Did I dismiss you, wench?"

Kagome looked up at him, debating on whether to be a smart ass, or to just submit to him, she chose the latter, just because she was less likely to be killed with that one.

"No," she managed to gasp out.

He nodded his head, satisfied with the answer, and only slightly withdrew his youki, making it so she was only weakened enough to keep her from acting out.

"I apologize Sesshoumaru."

He remained silent and looked out the window, "Where is this place, how did you come to be here?"

"We are five hundred years in the future Sesshoumaru, give or take a few years."

The room was silent as each person thought about the past and the future.

Kagome stood shakily and looked at the youkai sitting across from her, "Sesshoumaru, I," she wasn't sure how to put it, "I don't know where you intend to stay, or if you even have a place to stay, but it can't be here."

He looked at her.

"I'm the only one who remembers, anything," pain crashed down on her, and suddenly, it was not his youki, but her own memories which were suffocating her, "Please, could you, could you leave me now?"

She looked at him with pleading eyes, the eyes of one who has been beaten and broken many times, but yet, manages to pull themselves together and appear strong, to appear whole.

He could see the holes in this girls soul, he could see the pain which whipped around inside her like a scalding fire.

Kagome looked away from him, ashamed that he should see her so weak like this, "Please, Sesshoumaru."

The way she said his name made him look straight at her, and she reminded him of another broken hearted young girl.

This girl was his daughter, a girl whom he had raised from the dead, and who sang foolish songs while she followed him everywhere.

The girl even followed him into death, she had died, crying and confessing her love for him, and it had destroyed him, made him die inside.

But that this girls pain, a pain so similar to the tiny girl's, would cause him such, pain, was amazing, and not welcome. So he turned and jumped out the window, leaving her alone in her suffering.

He could here her sobs as he ran away from the house, even as miles separated him the house, her sobs still echoed in his head, making guilt overcome him.

Somehow, he wanted to save her, wanted to make her forget the love, and lack thereof, the way he never could for his little girl.

 

Kagome was found by her mother, lying in the fetal position on the floor of her room.

"Oh dear, Kagome!"

She felt her mother's warm hands flutter over her, trying to find any physical damage that may have come to her daughter, "Mama, did Inuyasha come?"

Her mother stopped her careful ministrations and looked at her daughter, "Who?"

Her daughter's hoarse voice was quiet, "Inuyasha, Inuyasha, don't you know Inuyasha?"

Worry after worry suddenly filled her head, Kagome had never said anything about an, Inuyasha, person.

She shook her head silently, "No dear, no one has come today."

Kagome clenched her eyes shut as the pain ricocheted through her once more, "I miss him."

Kagome's mother once again looked at her daughter and wondered what had happened.

"I was going to marry him."