InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Friend? ❯ Friend? ( Chapter 1 )

 

Friend?

By ShikonBabyJK

I don't own Inuyasha.

 

 

 

I saw a girl once with tears in her eyes then I asked her. Why baby what makes you cry? She said I loved some one who couldn't love me, and I feel like death has come and took me. I said there is no reason to cry for even though he took your heart. It has yet to die; yes the pains are great but wait and see. There will be another who will forever love thee. She smiles with one last tear in her eye. To say I will love this day and never let love die. Now on this day I say to you love this day do not let it die.

 

 

I woke from another dream. I hated that one; it seemed to become more real as the nights went on. Just for me to be awaken with my friends and a very annoying boy. You see we first met when school begin. I needed help and a friend; thus making us team up and built our group. But he of course didn't know how much I like him wishing we could be more than friends which I find so funny because I never fall in love. In fact I'm the one saying we should be friends. But here I was lying beside a snoring, loud beast that couldn't see my beauty. And the question of the day is why not tell him. Either way you two can still be friend and get over my little crush. Since you took the time to ask I will take the time to answer. He has a girl friend, one who isn't as dumb as she looks and knows how I feel. So yes I'm screwed.

 

As that word pops into my head, his pops up and ask me why I'm still in bed. This genius question leads me to roll my eyes and for once wishing he was talking to that hoe he calls a girl friend. My class didn't start until ten it was six now. So why was he so determine to get me up out of my warm bed? And this would has gone on except everyone else where trying to sleep and nicely told us to leave or be quite.

 

“Ok, what's wrong.” came the question that was lingering in my heard for hours. “Nothing can't I come in your room early in the morning to spend time with you?” “No, not when you have a girl friend who already thinks we're too close.” “Well sorry you feel that way, but I'm not leaving. I just got an email saying the power went out at the school again. So we don't have class to day.” Great now I'm stuck with him annoying me; ignore all calls from his girl friend, who will later call me to tell him to answer the phone. Dang there has to be away for him to tell her he no longer likes her with out me being the one to say it. Yes that sound sorry and I admire it is. But he's my home boy and if all else fails. I'll make him tell her so she can leave me alone for good.

 

“So what now. I figure you didn't come here to sleep. That's why I'm here.” He sat there a moment not saying a word. Taking a deep breath he said we broke up late last night. Now I think you should know something. I'm partly happy, but sad. He really liked her then she turned hoe and they grew apart. “How are you feeling?” “To tell you the truth I'm happy if I have to ask her every minute where she at then you knows it anit love. Plus she found something out and helped me come to face it too.” Now what could a girl who specialized in gold digging help him see. Besides that they would never be.

 

“What?” Came my question. By now I'm laying one his chest just for him to move and lay on top of me. And yes I know some would take that the wrong way but I trust him. Plus he's helped me in a lot of tight spots. “That I couldn't be with any girl at this point.” Wait….he can't be…… “So she helped you see that you are gay?” “What, hell no.” “O, cus I was about to say. We can go get our nails done if needed.” “Sorry to disappoint.” “No you didn't disappoint.”

 

Thank God, I was getting scared that I was going to like my home girl instead of my home boy. That alone sounds nasty. Just as I finish that train of thought I notice too late that his face is getting too close to mine. He takes both hands in mine and starts kissing me. If only he knew how long I've waited for him to do so. The days I spent dreaming of how his lips would feel on mine; yet this didn't feel right. My heart keeps screaming is it me he's kissing or her. Who did he see?

 

I pushed him away discussed by the fact he kissed me. “Don't think I'll be you scapegoat. I hope you don't think you can just run to me then go back to her. Please don't tell me you did this because its convent.” Nothing exited his mouth; all he did was stare at me and do it again. This time not letting me get up. If he thought he could take advantage of me he'd sadly mistaken me for some one else.

 

Finally he realizes my lips and stared at me. He better be glade looks can't kill other wise he'd be dead. “What the hell was that for?” “That's what she helped me realize.” “That you really wanted to kiss me?” “No, that I really want to be with you. At first I put the thought away knowing that we are friends, but it adds up. You're the only one I want to talk to most of the time. The only one I'm thinking about and get made at when you're hanging around other dudes. If you're not close to me then I'm worried about you because no one can take care of you like I can. Over all I guess I was never in love with her, but with you.”

 

“So all this happened with her coming in drink ready to clear her soul. I'm not your girl friend; thus meaning you're going to have to do better than that.” “Why can't you just take what I say and believe it? Does everything have to have a second meaning for?” “No, but breaking up with your girl then confessing your love for me sounds fishy no matter how you spin it.” By this time we're both on our knees yelling at each other. With my heart in my throat; heart killing me and tears yelling for me to let them fall

 

In the mix of this all the other room mates opens my door and give us one last warning. That we either talk quietly; or they would kick us out until they where ready to let us back in. I nicely promised we would and waited for them to shut the door; and turned all my attention to the problem at hand. “Look I know you don't fall in love, hell I've seen how you break most, but you can't tell me you don't wish for more. Wonder how it would be for us to just be together.” “Yes but I wont be sound to anyone!” Wow did I just say that; that wasn't supposed to come out. I meant that to stay in my head. He moved closer to me and moved a string of hair out of the way. Why was beyond me, my hair was still in my bandana. No make up or anything. Over all I looked a mess and didn't care.

 

“Who ever said you where second? Last night she said if she couldn't be number one in my heart then we should let it go.” “And you let her go for me?” “No…” “Then why did you give up the girl you've been dreaming of.” “If you let me finish, I gave he up for a chance to be with you. I even went with a few friends and cut the power so we could have the whole say to talk it out.” “Damn,” was all I could say while closing the gap between us. “Now you do know I can black mail you if you start acting crazy.”

 

“And you know you can't hide the fact you get up early in the morning just so your breath will be fresh. And still look good for me when I come by every morning.” Ok so I can't black mail him, but I was wroth a try. “So what now, we have an entire day to spend together.” “Let's just sit here and chill. I don't see any reason for leaving this room.” “What if you get hungry? I'm sure I can find something.” Yeah he may have told me how her feels, but Inuyasha is still the same pain in the ass I know and love.

 

“Move so I can lay on the bed.” “Kags you could always just lay on me.” “And feel you dick on me, sorry I'll pass.” Like I had a choice in less than two seconds he pulled me down and embraces me with a bear hug. “Now you know this means your mine.” “As long as you know this means your mine.” Yes I know I can love this.

 

 

 

 

 

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