InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ From A Dream To A Reality ❯ Reinstalling Love Chips ( Chapter 7 )

A/N: Sorry for the extremely long wait… here's three new chapters spawned from my brain that I spent some time working on… I hope this pays it off- hey give me a break and get me some more reviews- recommend my story! Aight on with this drabble… warning LIME…

 

We left off with Kagome heading down the road of a young single teenage mother to be, just when she had begun being successful artist. She had broken up with InuYasha after a eighteen month relationship and moved out of her foster parents' home and into a luxurious mansion hidden away from the rest of the world. Sadly she lost contact with her foster parents but it wasn't like she had any real connection with them to begin with. Sango, her agent, Sesshoumaru; and Rinaka still visit her while she tries to hide from the public eye. It has been almost a year since the graduation and the last time she saw InuYasha. InuYasha moved on from Kagome… so he says, and is now working his way to a degree in writing. He has a part time job as an assistant for news anchors and reporters. Sango is working on a degree in dancing/performing arts and is working part time as an assistant to a dance teacher. Rinaka is currently married to Sesshoumaru and visits Kagome everyday, seeing as her husband doesn't want her to work for the time. Sesshoumaru tries his hardest to keep the media away from Kagome's home and hires massive private security to keep watch over the large area. Kagome has been dealing with the pregnancy and working with a private adoption agency that she herself was in when she was in Phili. Nine months have indeed pass, it's now a cold stormy night, February 26th, 2005, Kagome sits in her bedroom, after giving a painful, exhausting birth to her new baby girl.

 

 

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Sango sits to one side of Kagome while Rinaka sits to the other on Kagome's bed. Kagome holds her daughter close to her heart as the baby smiles and tries to grab onto the necklace her mother worn. Sango looks over to Sesshoumaru as he tries to figure out a way to get her into a hospital without anyone knowing. Rinaka was busy watching over the child as Kagome cooed with the baby before the baby fell asleep. The baby was born with a pasty white complexion, silver hair with steaks by where a bang would grow in, silver ears matted down on her head, golden eyes, and her nose. “What are you going to name her?” Rinaka asked breaking the eerie silence. “Linukai Gin Takahashi”, she whispered. Sango and Rinaka looked at each other in shock as they listen to the last name given to the child. “I understand that InuYasha is the father but you don't have to give her his last name”, Sango said watching Kagome place the baby down in the bed. “I gave her the name of the people who affected my life and as much as I regret it, I wouldn't be here without InuYasha. Besides she has his eyes, his hair, his ears… and it's a tag she can't escape from”, she replied.

“Wait, Gin was your mother's name but who's Linukai?” Rinaka questioned when she saw that Sesshoumaru had left the room to get a van. “It was the name of the woman who took her to the orphanage… the same woman who survived on the plane that hadn't crash with Kagome. She had offered Kagome the chance to stay with her in her brothers home but Kagome chose to instead fight with the hardships of life”, Sango explained. “But remember Kags, that baby is going to be put up for adoption”, Rinaka nodded after seeing that Kagome was leaning over the child in the bed. “I know, but I don't know if I can. I mean she's just so adorable and I—”, Kagome began. “Now Kags we've been through this”, Sango said pulling Kagome away from the child's face.

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Sesshoumaru manages to get Kagome out of the house and into a private hospital bed under the new name of Deborah Cox. A week has pass since her hospital stay. With her, the private adoption agency had come to keep an eye on the mother and the child to make sure that she doesn't have any last decisions. Kagome decided to give the child away but only if the child would be under special care. Tonight was the last night she would ever see her daughter before heading out into the public eye and into the studio again.

“I love you so much and I don't want you to ever forget that”, she begun kissing the baby's fingers. “But you're probably thinking…if I love you so much why am I giving you away? You'll understand someday but I'm going to come back to get you if you're not adopted by then and if you are I'll fight to get you back. You're MY baby… and no one can take you away from me”, she whispered to the child that was now crying. Kagome rocked the baby gently before placing her back down in the hospital crib. She takes out the locket her mother had given her and places it around the baby's neck. “If you ever have doubts or need to find me start with this”, she said before kissing the baby's forehead. Kagome smiled at the silent child that cooed at every word she uttered. She decided to sing the child a lullaby that her mother had told her to get through the hiding period in Hiroshima.

 

(Kagome rocks Linukai back and forth as she hums the beginning tune)

I drift away to a place,
another kind of life.
Take away the pain,
I create my paradise.

Everything I've held,
has hit the wall.
What used to be yours,
Isn't yours at all…

(Kagome sighs before continuing)
Falling apart,

And all that I'm asking…
Is it a crime,

Am I overreacting…

Oh…,

He's under my skin…
Just give me something to get rid of him…
I've got a reason now to bury this alive…
Another little white lie…

(As Linukai yawns, Kagome lets a tear leave her eyes)
So what you had didn't fit,
among the pretty things.
Never fear, never fear,
I now know where you've been.

Braids have been un-tied,
as ribbons fall away.
Leave the consequence,
but my tears you'll taste…
(Kagome wipes away a tear that has touched Linukai's forehead)

Falling apart,

And all that I question,
Is this a dream,

Or is this my lesson…

Oh…,

He's under my skin…
Just give me something to get rid of him…
I've got a reason now to bury this alive…
Another little white lie…

(Linukai begins to whimper, but Kagome rocks her a little more as she pulls a stray hair away from Linukai's face)
I don't believe,

I'll be alright.
I don't believe,

I'll be OK.
I don't believe…

How you've thrown me… away…

(Kagome begins shouting at the child)
I do believe,

You didn't try.
I do blame you,

For every lie…
when I look in your eyes…,

I don't see… mine …
(Kagome stops screaming at the child and just looks at her before singing her lullaby again)

Oh…,

He's under my skin…
Just give me something to get rid of him…
I've got a reason now to bury this alive…
Another little white lie…

Oh…

My permission to sin…
you might have started my reckoning…
I've got a reason now to bury him alive…

(Kagome quiets down as she sees that Linukai is asleep)
another little white lie…

 

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A week later, after the child has been deemed healthy and taken out of the hospital, Kagome checked out herself and decided to keep the name of Deborah for showbiz. She looks back into the crib that her daughter had once lay in and cried on her way out of the hospital….

 

 

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Three years have passed since that day. It was the spring of 2008, Sango and Rinaka went back to talking to InuYasha once they saw that Kagome didn't really mind, as the ex's started talking again but with few words. Sango has attained the degree in dancing/ performance arts and now has a personal dance studio where she herself teaches famous stars new moves she created. She has work with Kagome many times and for free, seeing that they were practically sisters. Rinaka is now a house wife who co-owns with Sesshoumaru her own modeling agency all the while being a mother to a set of twins, both about 2, and a third child on its way. Sesshoumaru promotes Kagome's temporary stage name as Deborah and has her creating many tracks to debut again with. InuYasha has attained the degree in media/ writing and currently is working as a news reporter for a local magazine he created. He is engage to an ex-model going by the name of Kikyo Momosan and is working on helping her promote her new music career. Kagome is now seeing another artist who works with her on her next album. His name is Kougisa Jikai Wolfai but he goes by the name of Kouga. She has told him of her past with InuYasha (leaving out their daughter) as well as her old feelings for him and they decided that the song she had created as Kagome should be their first single comeback. They are on stage right now performing the hit in front of a bunch of fans and news press…

 

(Kougacomes out on stage first when the song begins)
to just act like…

We never were…
to come around…

And not show hurt….
how dare we greet…

By shaking hands…
Just months ago…,

I was your man…, was your man….

verbally…

We'd agreed…it was over…
and we were through…
I'm trying to compose myself…
But I just can't get over you, girl…

we…can't…be friends …
(Yeah, no oh)
we…can't …be friends…
(Deborah, you know I can't go on being just your friend, yeah)
we…can't…be friends…
Cuz I'm still in love …with you…

(Kouga sits in a chair on stage with his head down and waits for Kagome)

(Kagomecomes out the opposite side of the stage and walks behind Kougabefore placing her hands on his shoulders)
I went by mothers…,

Saw your car there…
to her you're still family…
And it don't seem fair….
for everyone…

To just go on…
and I've tried and I can't do it…
Cuz I'm still torn….

(Kouga grabs Kagome's hands from his shoulder and pulls her in front of him)
I tried to think of you…

As just another love…

(Another love) ….
in my past…

(In my past)…

That didn't last….
But it's not that simple…, baby…

we…can't…be friends …
(oh no, no, no, no)
we…can't…be friends …
(If we, if we can't be lovers)
we…can't…be friends…
Cuz I'm still in love with you
(Kagome sits in Kouga's lap)

 

(The two stare into each other's eyes as they touch foreheads)
You may …see me…staring…
or catch me …in a daze….
May see…me hang…my head…
When you come my way….
don't get…too close…to me…
and expect me to behave ….

I might…just steal…a kiss…

If you come…near my face…
what I'm trying…to say…

(The two hold that note and lean in close enough to kiss each other)

We…can't…be Friends …
(We…can't…be friends…)

We …can't be friends …
(Can you look me in the eyes …
and honestly say you don't love me?)

We…can't…be friends …
(Deborah you know…)
(I know…)

We…can't…be friends…
(I'll never …ever… find another love like you…oh no)

We …can't …be friends …
I love you too much baby…
I love you too much, oh…

(Kouga plants a soft kiss on Kagome's lips)
We…can't…be friends…,

I'm still in love…
with you…
with you…
I am…
still in love…
still in love…
you didn't have to leave…
with you…

(The two kiss each other again but this time didn't break until the audience started to whoop and holler and the press was taking pictures)

 

Kagome looks out into the crowd and catches the face of InuYasha before frowning. Kouga looks away from the cameras to see what his girlfriend was staring at. He caught the same sight as she. “Want me to handle it?”, he whispered into her ears. Kagome smiled and shook her head. “No…I forgot that we had a one on one interview for his magazine later”, she said before kissing him and ignoring the expression on InuYasha's face. “I don't know why you agreed to such an interview… knowing your past with him. We could just forget this entire interview and let his magazine fall”, he replied with a worry sense in his eyes. “Then he would make it sound I was so petty and childish and still into him. I want to show him that I'm not the same Kags he knew of”, she shot back before getting off of his lap. “I'll let you handle these guys out here while I'll start off”, she told him while signaling InuYasha that she was ready.

After leaving the promotional meeting, Kagome changes into a simple little lilac with pink and white lilies kimono and a pair of shorts to meet with InuYasha, finalizing the look with a pair of specks. She then meets InuYasha as scheduled at a nearby yet secluded country house. Once getting pass security he rung her doorbell. “Kagome, it's been a long time and you looking beautiful as ever”, he said once the door opened, staring at the red headed woman in front of him. “Keep the flatteries to yourself Mr. Takahashi”, Kagome said closing the door and placing her hands on her hips. “Ooh… when did we become so icy?” “When you became so saddity and we stop going out with each other”, she shot back showing him to the couch. “Okay, but I prefer if you call me InuYasha, Mr. Takahashi is my father.” “Damn she still got that mouth and those curves”, he thought looking at her butt. “I think I'll stick to Mr. Takahashi unless you want this interview to end”, she shot back glaring at his attempted charm. “Okay, didn't mean to get on your diva side”, he joked before placing the tape recorder down on the table and putting down his jacket. “What can I get you?” “Some answers”; he smirked, taking out a note pad.

Kagome rolled her eyes and took a seat next to him. “When did he become so suave and so charming? I think I like this new Yash”, she thought. He wore a suave and chic completely black suit that stand out against the silver braid that held his hair down and made the little white ears stand out. “So when did you start wearing specs?”, he asked looking up at the glasses that dull the beauty of her sapphire eyes. “Damn, those eyes just become more enticing with age”, he thought looking through the lenses. “After going out with you, I got them to see how ugly you can really be…now can we get to serious questions now?”, Kagome shot back turning the tape recorder on while jamming the record button. He looked at her and leaned over to turn off the tape recorder before placing it in his pocket. “Okay, Kags what's with the attitude?” “Attitude? What attitude? I don't have an attitude”, she responded quickly. “Yes you do. Did I offend you?” “Yes… you came in here, so different, so high class, with no memory of our past… as if it never happened”, she admitted. “Kags…I don't want to dwell on old emotions.” Kagome begins singing the song on her heart….

 

(Kagome touches InuYasha's hands while humming)

Funny how it's hard to find the words…

Sometimes you know…
Wishin we could read minds…
Don't wanna let our feelings show…
So even if you say you don't understand…
I'm willing to give as much time as I can…
Every time our eyes meet…

(InuYasha looks into Kagome's eyes)
Ev…ery time our…eyes meet…
Be talkin talkin talkin talkin to me (talkin to me)
Talkin talkin talkin talkin to me
Just ain't…no need for words to speak…(Oh)
Cause every TOUCH,
Be talkin talkin talkin to me (BETWEEN US)
be talkin talkin talkin to me (Talkin to me)
(Kagome backs away from InuYasha trying to control her heartbeat)

Your always …actin so composed and cool…
never got to many words for me…(To many words…)
You always turn your head…

And make sure I see…(Just to make sure…)
Baby…ain't nothin' wrong …with the love…
That you and I dream of…
So sweet…
Your eyes can say more…than your lips can speak…

My friends say…that they just can't see…(They just can't see…)
How a love unspoken…can be so deep…(Can be so deep…)
And every time…that you look my way…
I see…
What your heart…wants to say to me …
(InuYasha walks up to Kagome and touches her shoulder)

Ev…ery time our…eyes meet…(Oh…yeah)
Be talkin talkin talkin talkin to me (Talkin to me…)
Talkin talkin talkin talkin to me
Just ain't…no need for words to speak…(Ain't no need for words…)
Cause every TOUCH (BETWEEN US)
be talkin talkin talkin to me (no no no no no)
be talkin talkin talkin to me

(Kagome turns to face InuYasha but avoids looking up at him)
Ev…ery time our…eyes meet …(My eyes meet your…meet yours…)
Be talkin talkin talkin talkin to me
Talkin talkin talkin talkin to me (To me)
Just ain't…no need for words to speak…
Cause every TOUCH (BETWEEN US)
be talkin talkin talkin to me (Every touch you give is like your talkin to me)
be talkin talkin talkin to me

(InuYasha lifts up Kagome's chin so she can look at him)
oh…yeah yeah …oh
Talkin talkin talkin talkin to me
oh…whoa…yeah
talkin talkin talkin talkin to me

(Kagome pulls herself away from InuYasha's gaze and walks to the door)
Ev…ery time our…eyes meet…(Every time…)
Be talkin talkin talkin talkin to me
Talkin talkin talkin talkin to me (oh yeah…oh)
Just ain't…no need for words to speak…
Cause every TOUCH (BETWEEN US) (I hear you baby callin me…just ain't no need
for words)
be talkin talkin talkin to me
be talkin talkin talkin to me

(InuYasha follows Kagome and makes her place her back towards the door)
No need for words…
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah…
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah…
yeah yeah…yeah
oh oh…

(InuYasha kisses Kagome's forehead)

 

Kagome looked at the InuYasha in shock. She then looks at the time before letting out the breath she has been holding to avoid kissing him. “I'm not feeling well Yash”, she said with her hand hovering over the door knob. “So now I'm not Mr. Takahashi?” “Yash, I think we should complete or start this interview later”, she said about the turn the door knob. In an instant he locked her against the door, reaching behind her and holding her hand away from the knob. “Just admit it, Kags”, he whispered into her ear. “Admit what?”, she trembled. “Admit that you're still in love with me”, he said looking into her eyes. Kagome looked away from those deep golden pools and started to blush. “Yash…”, she whispered before she felt his lips against hers. She closed her eyes and took a step away from the door before letting his arms wrap around her body. “Oh my god…I can't believe I'm doing this…but…his kiss has grown even more alluring over the years”, she thought as she deepened their kiss and removing his shades. His hands slid up to cup her face and removed her glasses in response. She in turn held onto his shirt and started to pull it out from being tucked into his black slacks. She felt him quiver at the touch her soft small hands on his well defined abs. His hands slid down to hers, pulling away before she can do any more damage. She felt his palms cup her cheek and nearly moaned into his kiss. He stops kissing her to look into her eyes again. “God…how I miss the way she could just make me loose control… she tastes so good, so welcoming, so warm…why did I ever leave you again?”, he thought as she broke their kiss and stared into his eyes.

The two were going to lean in for another kiss when they heard the keys in the door. Quickly the two placed on back their spectacles, made themselves presentable, and race to take a seat in the chairs facing opposite each other. When the door opened, Kouga comes in and places down his keys before locking the door. Kouga wore a black sweater, with matching jeans, and sneakers. His straight near black hair was slicked back, put into a low ponytail, with a few strands hanging off of his face. He looks at the flustered expression on Kagome's face and the cool, suave expression on InuYasha's before walking over to massage Kagome's shoulder. “Is the interview this intense?”, he joked when he felt how tense Kagome's upper body seemed to be. “No it really haven't started, we chose to wait for you. Now if you will take your seat Mr. Wolfai”, InuYasha began indicating the seat next to Kagome that Kouga was to take. InuYasha takes out the tape recorder and realizes that it has been on the entire time. He gulps and pretends that the tape recorder is damage before trying to record again.

In the interview, Kagome explained her temporary stage name and her current relationship with Kouga. Kouga tells of their past and his own past and future music plans. The interview was finally over late at night. InuYasha turns off the tape recorder and smiles as he says his goodbyes. “Damn it, how could I've been so stupid to let something like that happen”, he thought as he exited the estate. After he left, Kagome jumps into Kouga's arms as he carry her off to their room. “Kouga… I think that interview went well”, she said placing her head on his shoulders. “Yeah, but why were you so tense when I came in the room?” “I just had been cheating on you that's why. And the person I cheated with is such a better kisser”, Kagome thought but instead she said, “I just wanted to rip him apart. He still knows how to get on my nerves.” Kouga grips Kagome's body tighter and whispers into her ear, “It's my job to unravel those nerves.” Kagome stays completely silent as she smiles at the man she's supposed to be in love with. “You smell a lot like him”, he questioned. “Oh, we had a little hands on combat if you know what I mean”, Kagome lied. “WHAT?!”, Kouga shouted holding her body closer. “I'm fine, I ended up beating the stupid hanyou…”, she commented.

Once they reach their room, Kagome jumps off of Kouga and into the bed before he could attempt to remove her clothes. He ignores the gesture and walked over to her to give her kiss. Kagome accepted the kiss and allows him to remove her kimono but stops him when she felt his hands start to roam into forbidden area. “Kougisa, I told you…” she began. “I know, I was just hoping that tonight was the night for us”, he said lying in the bed with her and wrapping his arms around her body. “Sorry babe. But I'm still healing so you going to have to wait a bit longer”, she replied kissing his shoulders. “You're not going to say that when I do what I want to do…hopefully soon”, he thought before giving her a kiss goodnight and turning off the light.

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InuYasha returns home to his fiancée and quickly wraps his arms around her. Kikyo jumps up so that she is straddling his hips and continues to make out with him as he takes her to their bedroom. “I gotta get that woman off my mind…and what better way to do that than fucking my wifey”, he thought as he threw Kikyo on the bed and proceeded to make his fantasies fulfill… at least half way.

 

 

 

 

A/N: Kikyo lovers beware… this story certainly doesn't give her any sort of well bred image! Read and Review!