InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Full moon ❯ Chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

AN Dummm dum dummm drum roll please and this chapter shall be a ….. Lemon!!! So to remind people that this story was rated R so all people who are against this kind of thing please don't read I will repeat this chapter is a lemon or in other words will contain within so please any below age please don't read the sum is just Kagome's memories how she met Sesshoumaru and what happened how she became a vampire ect.

I don't own Inuyasha and characters so now that the basics are covered on with the story.

Chapter 4

Sesshoumaru caught Kagome as she crumbled into darkness it only took but a moment to relies who she was upon first looking at her face. Her beauty never seemed to diminish even threw the passing years before he had turned her and now that she was turned she was a goddess. No longer tainted by humanity or there foul putrid smell that would some times cling to her when she left the confines of her village but was easily washed away.

Her own unique scent never failed to draw his attention so why now had he not caught it in the air. It was then he realized that he didn't recognize it before because it was so well mixed within the other vampires down below he could barely contain the growl that wanted to erupt from his throat the stupid half breed had done it on purpose he realized. He turned to look at the fool hanyou with a slight tinge of red within his eyes. He was snapped out of it however when Kagome groaned as if to wake. This would not happen while in the half lings presence she would no longer see him for he dared to try and take His Kagome away from him. He did not spend a millennia of searching for her to lose her now.

Sesshoumaru quickly took his leave as a gray cloud formed under his feet taking him off the ground and into the air dimly he could hear the panicked cries of the half ling and his group members as they tried to follow but where no match for his own fully demonic speed as he continued towards his home to fully prepare for her awakening and the finishing of the once forgotten ritual that would bind her to him for eternity and more.

How he hated interruptions it was then he realized that the preparations for the coming of the old where still undone which would mean he was to have his hands full with Kagome's ritual, the coming of the old and the foolish half breed who would no doubt try and take what was his away from him once more. Sesshoumaru this time did not hesitate to let a distasteful growl escape the confines of where it had so previously settled. No one would take what was his away Ever again. With that thought in mind he reached his home not bothering to stop at the gate but enter threw the same window that he had previously vacated.

With great care that many thought incapable in Sesshoumaru he lied Kagome upon a stone slab after he removed her clothing in exchange for the proper ceremonial robes. Several candles lit with the simple flick of his wrist some appeared out of thin air. First thing would be to recover her memories by now the blood beast within her will make sure she remembers with the proper encouragement. A book then appeared within his out stretched arms by the looks very old with many of the pages no longer legible to the human eye the words themselves written in a long forgotten language as well as a dialect only the inhuman could pronounce.

Chanting the mystical long forgotten language now renewed Kagome began to glow yet as soon as the words stopped the light creased as well the only remnants of the spell cast was the now thrashing body of Kagome. Sesshoumaru then lent down to place a soft kiss upon her lips in a silent promise to return to her soon. With that he left book still in hand has he left the room calling Jaken to him and ordering him to keep the other servants well away from his room on threat of death when the little servant went scurrying to fulfill his masters bidding Sesshoumaru turned to the now closed doors and opened the book once more and then placed a barrier around the room so that no one but he may enter nor may anyone but he leave. Once this was completed the book once again vanished waiting until the next time it's master called upon it. Sesshoumaru then turned down the grand hall ways taking one after another of the large caverns until he reached his study and once again began to prepare for the coming of the old and for his foolish half brother.

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(With Kagome)

Kagome searched around her with unseeing eyes where was she? She wondered to her self while floating within nothingness darkness seemed to surround her engulf her. She tried yelling out but no sound came from her throat. It was then she saw a light of some kind like that of a picture or a flash of some kind moving towards it she saw the more she moved towards it the more it seemed to move away from her. Until a bright flash so bright she had to hide her eyes when she opened then however she was rushed by the light she had once been head towards.

Images rushed past her so quickly her mind was left spinning until it stopped. She was in a forest of some kind it was getting dark. She was in sunlight! She had forgotten how beautiful the sun set looked turning away she saw a little girl no more than what appeared three or four years old. With that of another. She listened as they spoke. "Nee-san are you gonna teach me how to be a miko too?" The child asked her raven black hair only being highlighted by the setting sun it was when the child turned towards a face less person that Kagome realized it… it was her.

"Nay child ye whilst not need them ye are at be a healer nay a fighter." the face less person said in an almost broken voice heavily accented voice one that spoke with wisdom beyond years.

" Oh but Nee-san I wanna be like Kikyo-sama." the child said in an all pleading voice.

"Nay! Ye be to pure fur tha' kind of life ye know not of the horriers of this world an' that be the way it stay Kikyo be taught fur ur at be able ta protect ye. Ye be the purest daughter of thee village an tha' means ye become thee healer unless thee wished to be tainted with thee evils of this world child ye be special an ain't nottin' gonna make ye other wise so child will ye give healin' a chance ya ain't never gonna know if ye like it unless ye try ok?" The faceless figure asked the girl fidgeted under the penetrating look.

"…Ok.." She said at last.

The scenery quickly changed as she was pulled into another image it was where the girl her was playing with some other children the images continued it was then while watching these memories paying on close attention to a few that these images. They where not just any images these where … these .. These where her past memories the one she couldn't remember these . No this was her past before she became a vampire before she killed before she lost her innocents before she lost some of her pure soul.

The scene changed for what seemed like the millionth time only this time she was wondering into the forest at night it was forbidden wandering the forest alone at night with out Kikyo or some one guarding her for demons and other foul creatures where said to lurk in the forest at night. She continued to wander accept unlike any of the other times she had traveled the forest at night of in the day she felt something watching her something following her she couldn't shake it off true she had never been taught how to use her miko powers like Kikyo and all the others she had only been taught hoe to heal with then and cure people but the thing watching her the thing following her didn't seem normal it seemed she couldn't explain it. The breath caught in her throat her breath coming in soft inaudible pants as she felt the thing continue its pursuit her fears began to rise as she felt some thing she never had before it just felt wrong her heart was pounding the hair on the back of her neck began to stand on end it was then she heard a snap of a twig to the right of her.

She ran as fast as she could in the opposite direction branches and vines making small rips in her clothing but she continued even when her lungs felt as if they'd burst but she dare not scream for fear of bring more demons if it was indeed a demon chasing her. As she came to the god tree she then tripped on one of the many large upraised roots of the tree. She fell with a soft thud. Turning around to see what had been following her she found the most hideous site indeed . It was a centipede women only you couldn't tell witch was more prominent the centipede bug thing or the women it was truly a disgusting sight as well as frightening considering her worst fear was bugs.

"Give up the jewel you disgusting girl."

"Wh.. ..wha..what jewel?" Kagome asked while back as far away as she could coming up with her back against the trunk of the god tree.

"You can't fool me I can feel it's power on you. Now where is it?!" the creature demanded.

"I don't know what your talking about!" Kagome yelled getting a bad feeling in the center of her stomach as an evil smile appeared on it's ugly little face.

"If you won't tell me where it is then I'll just kill you now." It said while diving in for the kill Kagome screamed as she saw the blow coming closing her eyes tight 'Am I really to die like this? I still have so much to do now who will heal the village if I'm gone I… I've let them down. I'm sorry every body.' Silent tears started to stream down her face she could feel it now just about to make contact with her body. The blow never came . Her eyes snapped open as she saw what could only be described as an angel He ripped threw the ugly demons body and silently jumped away from the now shredded demon body. She quickly ran over to he savior and gave him a big hug. He went stiff in her grasp she pulled away then and peered innocently into his beautiful golden eyes. Eyes she was sure could rival the sun. Shock was easily seen on his all beautiful face. She bowed then.

"Thank you for saving me from that demon. I'm Kagome who are you?" Kagome asked straitening up and once again looking him innocently in the eye While smiling a heart warming smile to him his face no longer showed shock but his eyes showed some thing hinting to it.

"Are you not afraid of me mortal." It was more of a statement than a question his voice was that of fine silk or wine but cold but Kagome took no notice.

"Why should I be, do you want me to?" Kagome asked confused some what.

"I am Lord Sesshoumaru. What are you doing in the forest all alone do you not know the danger that could very well be lurking about." Once again it was not a question but a demand.

"I just wanted to look about I never get to see the forest it is such a beautiful place and the only time I could see it is at night I didn't think anything bad would happen." Kagome said softly. Sesshoumaru eyed her skeptically for a moment.

"You should not trust strangers you know not what they are capable of." He said at last with a certain gleam in his eyes but she ignored it.

"Ok so tell me a little about your self and I'll tell you about me that way we can be friends and no one will be strangers any more. I love making new friends and if you become my friend them I can find some way to repay you for protecting me." Kagome said smiling sweetly to him as she sat down once more and patting the spot next to her for him to take. The gleam that had so previously been in his eyes was now gone now once more replaced by shock but he did hesitantly take a seat next to her after he summed her up once more. They talked all night mainly Kagome while he listen adding only a few bits of information here and there.

Suddenly however his head shot up. He looked back at her. " The sun will be rising soon you'd better get back to your village." Kagome smiled at him

"Will I see you again?"

"Yes"

"When?

"How about we meet here to morrow same spot same time and come alone."

"Why?" Kagome asked curiously.

"Because I don't like a lot of … mortal attention."

"Do you like my attention?"

"Of course I'll see you tomorrow." Kagome smiled and quickly ran back to where her village would be. Turning once to say good bye only to find the entire clearing empty of everything accept her self and the demons body pieces.

Time passed rapidly days became weeks, weeks became months, and months became years. They continued to meet and friend slowly turned to some thing more. Friendly hugs became friendly kisses and friendly kisses became passionate uncontrollable moments between the couple.

Kagome came to there usual meeting spot a little early like always to watch the sun set and to think about her days lately things where not boding well in her village there was talk about vampires and rumors where that if you where bitten your soul would be cursed to an eternity in hell. She shuddered at that thought she hoped no one ever had to go to hell and that no one would do anything so bad so as to deserve hell. Kagome signed some things she would never under stand like Sesshoumaru. She blushed darkly as she thought about the kisses he'd given her she knew she was in love but was he?

Why has he never told her about his past? and why do they only meet at night? what if he didn't feel the same way? Kagome quickly snapped herself out of her thoughts it would not do to think of such things. Kagome looked around the sky was dark and it full moon was out 'where is he?' she asked herself 'What if he's hurt? Did he get attacked by a demon? What if he got attacked by a vampire?! Is he ok?'

"Kagome?" Kagome turned recognizing the vice the instant it hit her ears whipping around she ran over and hugged him burying her head him his chest.

"Kagome what's wrong?"

"I thought that maybe you wouldn't come that you could have been attacked by a vampire and your condemned to hell or a demon could have--" Sesshoumaru gently grasped her chin making he face him.

"Kagome I won't leave you no matter what ok we'll be together forever."

"Promise?" Kagome asked her trusting eyes caught in his burning golden glaze.

"Promise" He repeated leaning down to capture he lips in a passionate kiss into which Kagome responded whole heartedly. His arms once wrapped around her shoulders now was possessively wrapped around her waist before one moved to fist in her hair effectively trapping her into there heated kiss. His other arm remained around her waist trapping her body against his own until the kiss was broken as he trailed light kisses to her neck to suck on her pulse drawing on it heavily.

Kagome leaned heavily against him as feelings she had no experience with tumbled over her throwing her into any entirely knew place. The hand he had fisted in her hair slowly unfisted and began a slow trail down her body. Kagome's own hands where not ideal they themselves wrapped themselves into his long silky silvery white hair slowly kneading his skull in a soothing motion. It was only when she felt his hand on her breast that she began to feel unsure especially as her belly knotted and she began to feel an uncomfortable pressure in a place she had only ever felt before in his arms.

"Sess… Sesshoumaru?" Kagome whispered as his lips left her neck. Her voice itself was pleading and unsure. Sesshoumaru lifted his head to her ear his breath causing her flesh to rise where ever to two connected.

"Shhhh…. Let me take care of you… Will you let me take care of you?" His voice scent a shiver down her spine the genuine question in his voice almost pleading in itself. She paused but a moment as he nuzzled his face into her neck waiting her reply.

"I… I… Yes" Kagome said at last in a breathy whisper surprised he heard it at all but he once again he proved how well his hearing was. He kissed her passionately once more, lapping her lips for entrance which she soon granted involuntarily by gasping to the new contact. He brought her to the ground as she enjoyed the new sensation being careful not to crush her while he did so his claws made quick work of her cloths. He once again broke the kiss to allow her to breath and to look upon her fully. She whimpered underneath both at the new sensations and the loss of his warmth.

Sesshoumaru smiled down at her as her hands untangled themselves from his hair and moved down to brace themselves against his chest then just as quickly moved to his shoulders as his lips once again descended to her own they didn't stay as long this time however as his lips soon began to move down her body his lips and breath causing flesh to rise in there wake pausing slightly to suck strongly on her neck his hands however made up for the loss of contact as they teased any and all skin beneath them paying close attentions to her breasts only to leave as his mouth finally made its way there one hand remaining behind to play with one abandoned nipple while his mouth teased the other and his other hand moved down to make small designs on her navel.

Kagome moaned at the sensations Sesshoumaru was giving her she began to squirm as soon as she felt the hand on her navel move slowly lower towards the place where heat was quickly gathering her body began to tense whether in anticipation or fear she wasn't sure as his hand neared the heated place. She cried out however as he missed it completely only trailing his hand further down her body on her thigh. At her cry however he lightly trailed his hand up her thigh at any other time she would have considered it ticklish but her body reacted in a different way and the heat that had been gathering in her lower belly as well as between her legs spiked suddenly as his hand cupped her between her legs.

Kagome cried out once more as one of his fingers entered her most secretest of places and slowly began to thrust in and out of her so wrapped within the feelings his fingers where giving her she didn't notice when his mouth and hand left her breasts but as soon as she registered the loss of his warmth another one of his fingers was added to her heat her hands grabbed repeatedly at the ground his lips returned to hers as he added yet another finger preparing her for the inevitable.

Kagome could feel something building tighter and tighter she reflexively tried to move away from it trying to avoid it but as soon as she made move to move away he was on her holding her still she squirmed to break free but was no match for his strength it was then it snapped she cried out his name as she came. His own mouth catching every moan and every sound she made as though it was the sweetest honey. His fingers pulled away and so did he but just s the protesting moan formed in her throat it died as he was back on top of her this time his legs spread hers as he settled in between then resting his weight on his elbows .

"Do you want this? We can't ever undo this if you agree." Came his husky voice into her cloud filled mind once again the heat was back. She looked into his golden eyes never bothering to catch the double meaning held within his question.

"Yes" she said without hesitation.

"It will be painful, are you sure?" once again she didn't catch the double meaning but looked up at him with trusting eyes she had herd from the married women from the village that the first time was very painful and there was a lot of blood usually but right now she didn't care as long as it was Sesshoumaru.

"Yes." she said smiling up at him. Sesshoumaru slowly entered her so as to cause her the least amount of pain but as soon as he came upon the true proof of her innocence he trust himself in deep burying himself to the hilt and froze at her pained filled cry he comforted her with words of love and words of nonsense waiting for her to recover so that they may continue the dance preformed threw out the ages.

As Kagome felt the pain subside to a dull ache she felt a friction take the pains place experimentally she rotated her hips rewarded with a strangled growled/groan it was only when she felt Sesshoumaru start a gentle thrusting move ment that she felt the familiar winding in her lower belly this time however it was more intense more demanding and this time Kagome answered it with a fever of her own when she met a couple of Sesshoumaru's thrusts with that of her own he held he body down and captured her mouth and began to lose control himself pounding into her body even after she climaxed.

It was all Kagome could do to hold on and moan as her lover continued to pound into her bringer to ecstasy after ecstasy. His lips broke there kiss and moved once more to her neck sucking on her pulse before biting down sinking enlightened fangs into her jugular vain bringing her ecstasy once more. Her blood was beyond heaven on his lips filling him with unimaginable power as he continued to pound into her blood bringing him even closer to ecstasy he pulled away as he heard her heart beat dim till all he could hear was a faint pulse he pulled himself away from her neck and bit his lip deeply and kissed her making her draw in his blood it was only when he felt his own blood leave him that he was pulled into a blinding ecstasy thrusting once more deeply inside her as far as he could do bring her with him in ecstasy.

Kagome cried out one last time as she crumbled into darkness. Sesshoumaru pulled out of her and she whimpered her body already beginning the change. Sesshoumaru dressed quickly wrapping her body in the top half of his kimono he gathered her into his arms bridal style and was gone as though he was never there.

Kagome closed her eyes as the memory flashed past her eyes her eyes watering as it stopped once again the scene changed.

She watched as she rose from a stone slab that was placed in the middle of the room her head hurt she looked down upon her self to find she was not herself at all she had claws sharp and deadly like those of demons she remembered what happened her eyes filled with tears and she wept silently 'Why hadn't he told her?' was a thought that came to mind it was then the door burst open to revile a creature but he didn't appear to be a demon he looked at her then with blood red eyes his lips twisted into a cruel smile showing her his fangs it was them she realized what he was and what Sesshoumaru made her as he neared her she moved away till she hit the window seal he smiled once more at her the look in his eyes was another she did not like her fear was over riding her mind she quickly jumped threw the window leaving him behind not caring if she died if she hit the ground but surprisingly enough she didn't die but she ran anyway just in case that creature dare follow her. It was when she heard the pain fill anguished cry did she totally lose control it was so close she lost it then .

Kagome kneeled in the nothingness as tears of betrayal tears of pain and tears or long forgotten memories invaded her mind her heart ached so badly then as all she hurt and all she was hurt by invaded her mind she curled into her self then and let the place beyond nothingness take her while she slept silent tears still streaming down her face as she was put to peace until she was to wake. Unaware as the once forgotten ritual finally completed itself binding her forever more to Sesshoumaru. Nor was she aware of her friends desperately trying to reach her in time.

Here she lay un bothered by all till she awoke and there she shall lay until someone came to wake her.

So whatcha think? If ya want chapter 5 read and review and I promise to get it to you soon any way hope you enjoyed and totally sorry for the cliff hanger and promise the next chapter won't be as bad of one so see ya soon remember read and review even flames accepted!