InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Gambling Your Way to Freedom ❯ An Offer Refused ( Chapter 3 )
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Gambling Your Way to Freedom
Chapter 3: An Offer Refused
Sango sighed as she walked into the bedroom, leaning against the
doorframe to watch her only friend pack. “Kagome, are you
alright?”
“Hmm?” Kagome said, looking up from the box she was
stacking clothes into. “Yeah, I'm ok. Just shocked about the
whole Hojo thing is all. You sure you won't go to the
hospital?”
“I'm fine,” Sango replied, waving her off. “And
don't change the subject. Now, I know something is up, so what is
it?”
She shrugged. “I'm just…I dunno…”
“Scared?” Sango supplied, smiling and quirking her
eyebrow at Kagome's shocked expression.
“How could you tell?”
Sango sighed. “Kagome, I've known you long enough to read
your emotions. Now what are you so afraid of? Hojo?”
“Sango, what if…” The young miko sighed, the
shirt she was folding falling forgotten by her side. “What
if…”
“What if he had taken Hojo up on his offer?” She
finished for her friend. Kagome nodded and Sango walked over to
wrap her arms around the now shaking woman. “Kagome, you know
as well as I do that youkai do not mate people all willy nilly.
It's not something they enter into lightly.”
“But, what if you're right and he's just using me and when he
tires of me, I'll wake up one day to realize he's sold me to
someone else?”
“I was angry,” Sango sighed. “I didn't really
mean it. I only said those things because I was hurt. I didn't want
to be left alone in this hellhole.” They sat down on the bed
and Kagome's forehead collapsed onto her friend's shoulder. She
could feel the young girl's tears slowly soaking her shirt and she
wracked her brain trying to figure out how to comfort her
distraught friend. Brushing the young girl's hair from her
shoulder, Sango gently touched Sesshoumaru's mark on Kagome's neck.
“This mark isn't temporary. It brands your soul to his. For
all eternity. You could never rid yourself of him, even if you
really wanted to.”
“I just don't understand what he sees in me,” she
mumbled.
“Well,” Sango said, lifting Kagome's chin and brushing
the tears from her eyes. “You have an endless lifetime to
figure it out.” Kagome smiled weakly and Sango suddenly
grinned. “At least you'll always have something nice to look
at.”
“Sango!”
“What? It's true!”
Sesshoumaru stopped in the hallway, listening to the amazingly
lilting sound of Kagome's laughter. Deciding to give them a moment
before he interrupted them, he held back in the hallway to
listen.
“Now, what about you?” Kagome said and Sesshoumaru
frowned at the tension slowly creeping into the air.
“What do you mean?”
“Come on Sango, I'm out. The next logical step is to get you
out.” Sango laughed, but it was mirthless and Sesshoumaru
frowned. These women were too young to be this cynical.
“This is my fight Kagome.”
“Yes and you're losing! And that's not even mentioning the
money! Sango, your face looks like he used you as a punching bag!
Why won't you go to the hospital?!”
“I'll be fine, really. I don't want to make a
fuss.”
“But Sango, I can't just leave you here. He'll kill
you!”
“No he won't. He won't get his money back that way. Don't
worry about me. I'll be fine. Besides, if I'm not here, who's going
to watch out for the rest of the girls?”
Feeling he was eavesdropping on something they would probably
rather him not hear, Sesshoumaru cleared his throat and entered the
room. The two girls sprang apart, Kagome still sniffling
slightly.
After a moment though, Sango bowed before him, and said softly.
“I'm sorry for the way I acted. I didn't mean to dishonor you
Lord Sesshoumaru.”
“There is nothing to apologize for,” he said in return,
reaching into his pocket to retrieve a scrap of paper. “You
sure you'll be alright? You are more than welcome to come with
us.” She shook her head and he sighed, holding out the card.
“We must go, but if you need anything, please don't hesitate
to call. My door is always open to you.”
“Thank you.” Sango said softly, and Sesshoumaru saw her
blink back tears.
He nodded and motioned to Kagome, who turned to face her friend and
he could tell she too was fighting tears.
“I can't believe I'm not going to see you every day from now
on. What am I going to do without you?”
“You're going to live happily ever after and relish your
freedom from that sleazebag Hojo.”
It was too much. Tears streaming down her face, Kagome ran to Sango
and hugged her close. “Please be safe,” he heard her
mumble, her face buried in her friend's hair. “I love you
sister.”
“Why wouldn't she accept my help?” Sesshoumaru said ten
minutes later as he pulled onto the expressway. “Surely she
does not wish to remain there.”
“Sango is a mother hen. She looks out for all the girls. And
I think she's afraid of what will happen to them if she's
gone.” She sniffled, still trying to control her tears.
“Thank you, by the way.”
“For what?”
“For offering to help and for giving her your card. You
didn't have to do that.”
“She's your friend. And she obviously played a pivotal role
in your survival. I do not wish to reward her loyalty by letting
her remain there.”
“She won't accept help.”
“I like a challenge.”
Kagome huffed in disbelief and turned to look out the window,
frowning when she noticed they were getting off on a different
exit. “Where are we going?”
“You'll see.”
~~~
Sango sighed as she watched Kagome disappear into the fancy white
car. She couldn't believe her friend was really gone. The apartment
felt so empty without her infectious laughter. She wondered how she
ever lived here alone. Turning away from the window, her eyes
glazed over as she thought about the coming night. Hojo would have
no doubt returned to consciousness by now and he was going to be
furious.
A small part of her wished she had gone with Kagome and
Sesshoumaru, if only to escape Hojo's wrath. But she also knew that
if she left, Hojo would take his anger out on one of the other
girls, and she couldn't live with that. As terrified as she was,
she would still rather Hojo beat her to a pulp than risk him
hurting any of the other girls.
Once again cursing the day she'd ever met Cameron, she walked back
into the kitchen to where her half prepared soup sat on the
counter. She really should finish it, but for once she just
couldn't bring herself to care. Shoving all the prepped veggies
into a Tupperware container, she replaced everything in the fridge
and then reached into the cabinet for her guilty
pleasure—ramen.
~~~
“What are we doing here?”
Sesshoumaru paused and turned, surprised to find Kagome still
standing by the car. She hadn't moved. Standing with her arms lying
slack against the car, her eyes wide, she was the epitome of
confusion. Smiling gently, he extended his hand to her. “You
need clothes, remember.”
It was the wrong thing to say he suddenly realized. Her eyes
hardened and she crossed her arms over her chest. She was
retreating and he couldn't figure out why. He thought they were at
least starting to get comfortable with each other, even if she
didn't trust him. But while her lack of trust was something he
could understand, he did not understand her absolutely refusal to
open up to him.
“Why are you doing this?”
Her eyes were completely void of emotion now and he knew her
defenses were rising. Walking back to her, he decided to try one
final tactic. Grasping her chin gently, he tried to make his words
as soft as he was able. “Because you deserve to be shown
kindness and because I want you to be happy.”
“So you pity me? Is that it?” She tried to pull away,
but he trapped her between himself and the car.
“Never,” he said softly, threading his fingers into her
hair. He wanted to kiss her, but knew it would only push her
further away.
“Then why?”
“I told you, I want you to be happy.”
If he thought this would convince her, he was sorely mistaken. He
saw the fire flash deep in her eyes and when she spoke, he was
taken aback by the ice in her tone.
“Then let me go.”
He shook his head. “I cannot do that. You need
protecting.”
“Yeah? Maybe so, but that doesn't mean you get to be my
knight in shining armor! I want to be free! How dare you think I
could ever be happy as your slave!” Her last word came
out as a snarl and she shoved him away, her reiki searing his
flesh. She was across the parking lot before he could recover. He
heard a horn blare in the distance and turned to see her dart
around a car and straight into the road. He was before her in an
instant, gathering her into his arms and rushing them to
safety.
“Let go of me you bastard!” she shrieked, her fists
pounding into his chest.
“Do not confuse me with my brother.”
He said it in hopes of confusing her into calming down, but he was
still relatively surprised when she frowned up at him. But it
didn't last long.
“RRRRRRG! I hate you!” She screamed, continuing to
pound against his chest. She screamed and screamed. He could feel
all her rage pouring out and when it had gone, she collapsed
against him.
“Shhhh,” he soothed, glaring at the people who had
gathered around them to watch. “It will be alright.”
She buried her face in his shoulder as sobs once again overwhelmed
her and he stroked her hair gently, wondering how in the world he
was supposed to help someone who was so thoroughly broken.