InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Getting to know you ❯ Chapter Eleven ( Chapter 12 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
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Getting to know you
By Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Eleven:
I’m sorry that I gave you incorrect information and I hope you will forgive me. Try to understand why I didn’t tell you about Koji, his memory still makes my heart ache and sometimes even plagues me with more nightmares than I can handle. That night was a turning point and never again did my forest boy ever ask me to come away with him. Sesshomaru had put the fear of god into him and me too.
Shippo wasn’t seriously hurt, Tenseiga was a sword of life and the fox didn’t even receive a scratch. Souta had been upset from what I was told, I guess that Shippo meant a lot to him, they always seemed so close so I could only imagine how he felt. Koji had had some pretty serious injuries and I would have gone to see him if I had been allowed out of the castle, but I was under constant supervision and Nazuna would do anything for “her lord Sesshomaru”.
I know that it sounds a little childish, but not once in my life time did I ever know a demon girl with a back so flexible as hers, she was said to be a disgrace to all youkai women and I could see why at the time. Anyway, with Sesshomaru waiting impatiently for Kaijinbou to finish the “sword of revenge” the Inu-Youkai was always busy. For weeks I saw him only a handful of times, all of which consisted of a heated yet cold glare and him walking away from me. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on you. Yes I know that it is a saying that I have already used, but I wasn’t ready to risk my heart being broken by him, I would rather die than to have him blatantly reject my entire being again.
I wasn’t welcomed in the castle and hadn’t been since the seize, and it would only get worse in the end. The demons didn’t like my humanity because humans were unacceptable at the time, they were the diseased and they all believed for the longest time that I would be the one to cause Sesshomaru to fall into the darkness. However, they couldn’t have been more wrong, and only a few nowadays don’t accept me for who I am, only a very few. There is a lot more still left that I have not explained, most of which is about how Sesshomaru and I were finally able to beat the hurt and come together. Don’t fret though, because even now I will giggle when I recall the way it happened, it was so romantic (no matter how simple it had been).
Some people say that the bad comes with the good because as living creatures of this universe we need to learn and grow into the best we can be. Of course there will be some where the bad will have consumed them and we can only pray for better days, and I full-heartedly agree. Because with all of the bad I’ve experienced, it has made me more understanding and without it I probably never would have been able to love Sesshomaru like I do now, or even understand him in general. So when reading this story please keep in mind why things have to be this way and I believe that those faint of heart should guard your hearts carefully. All that lies here for a while is pain and tears, most of which will always be my own.
E/N: SURPRISE! lol Yeah I know that it's short, but these kind of chapters always are for me... Thanks to those who have already left me reviews (I HEART YOU MUCHO MUCHO!)
Oh and here's the other half of your surprise, PICTURES!
I've taken the liberty of drawing a fanart for this story (I just found it today in my scanner) and I thought that you readers might like to see my fangirlly-ness. (if you can't see the link go to my profile and it'll be there! YAr! (don't forget to take out the many spaces) henh
ht tp: // www. deviantart. com/ deviation/3 159 2311/
-Krystal-
Getting to know you
By Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Eleven:
I’m sorry that I gave you incorrect information and I hope you will forgive me. Try to understand why I didn’t tell you about Koji, his memory still makes my heart ache and sometimes even plagues me with more nightmares than I can handle. That night was a turning point and never again did my forest boy ever ask me to come away with him. Sesshomaru had put the fear of god into him and me too.
Shippo wasn’t seriously hurt, Tenseiga was a sword of life and the fox didn’t even receive a scratch. Souta had been upset from what I was told, I guess that Shippo meant a lot to him, they always seemed so close so I could only imagine how he felt. Koji had had some pretty serious injuries and I would have gone to see him if I had been allowed out of the castle, but I was under constant supervision and Nazuna would do anything for “her lord Sesshomaru”.
I know that it sounds a little childish, but not once in my life time did I ever know a demon girl with a back so flexible as hers, she was said to be a disgrace to all youkai women and I could see why at the time. Anyway, with Sesshomaru waiting impatiently for Kaijinbou to finish the “sword of revenge” the Inu-Youkai was always busy. For weeks I saw him only a handful of times, all of which consisted of a heated yet cold glare and him walking away from me. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on you. Yes I know that it is a saying that I have already used, but I wasn’t ready to risk my heart being broken by him, I would rather die than to have him blatantly reject my entire being again.
I wasn’t welcomed in the castle and hadn’t been since the seize, and it would only get worse in the end. The demons didn’t like my humanity because humans were unacceptable at the time, they were the diseased and they all believed for the longest time that I would be the one to cause Sesshomaru to fall into the darkness. However, they couldn’t have been more wrong, and only a few nowadays don’t accept me for who I am, only a very few. There is a lot more still left that I have not explained, most of which is about how Sesshomaru and I were finally able to beat the hurt and come together. Don’t fret though, because even now I will giggle when I recall the way it happened, it was so romantic (no matter how simple it had been).
Some people say that the bad comes with the good because as living creatures of this universe we need to learn and grow into the best we can be. Of course there will be some where the bad will have consumed them and we can only pray for better days, and I full-heartedly agree. Because with all of the bad I’ve experienced, it has made me more understanding and without it I probably never would have been able to love Sesshomaru like I do now, or even understand him in general. So when reading this story please keep in mind why things have to be this way and I believe that those faint of heart should guard your hearts carefully. All that lies here for a while is pain and tears, most of which will always be my own.
E/N: SURPRISE! lol Yeah I know that it's short, but these kind of chapters always are for me... Thanks to those who have already left me reviews (I HEART YOU MUCHO MUCHO!)
Oh and here's the other half of your surprise, PICTURES!
I've taken the liberty of drawing a fanart for this story (I just found it today in my scanner) and I thought that you readers might like to see my fangirlly-ness. (if you can't see the link go to my profile and it'll be there! YAr! (don't forget to take out the many spaces) henh
ht tp: // www. deviantart. com/ deviation/3 159 2311/
-Krystal-