InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Getting to know you ❯ Chapter Sixteen ( Chapter 17 )
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By: MIztikal_Dragon 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.13.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 499 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.13.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 499 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: No, I don't own them, never will, but a girl can dream. Koji, Kenichi, and Nazuna, however, are mine, mine ALL MINE!
Warnings: Sexual situations, angst... You have been warned.
This chapter is in loving Memory of Glenda Rose Skyes! Glenda, you will be missed!
Getting To Know You
By: Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Sixteen
Leaves blew noisily in the breeze, summer was leaving and stubbornly making way for Autumn. The heat was thick in the air, the sun burning exposed skin and turning it red. Sunsets had become one of the most beautiful sights around with the different hues of yellow, red, and orange coming together and painting the darkening sky. Animals roamed around skeptically, gathering food, some chirping or chattering with others as dark brown eyes watched almost lovingly at the display of nature.
Ebony hair floated carelessly around a still ivory-colored face, trying to drift away into the forest merely a mile or so away. Rin sat silently on the concrete bench, her palms resting on the cold surface of her seat, her toes barely touching the top of the bladed grass. A warm smile graced her pink lips and a light pastel yellow dress adorned her form. For her it was a beautiful day, one that would almost be impossible to spoil and she could only pray that it would stay that way.
She had cut her lessons with Nazuna and the other Youkai women short, slipping out of the castle and into the gardens unnoticed. It had always been such an easy task, distracting the two Youkai women. Rin never really liked the inside of the castle, she much preferred the more relaxed and intimate wonders of the outside, watching the things that no man or king could control, the flowers, the trees, and other plant life.
Smoothing out the imaginary wrinkles in her dress, she worried on her bottom lip thinking of the consequences she would have to face in the near future. She was in love with a king who was now being courted by other beautiful Youkai women beyond her imagination, for the sake of his counsel men. She had given herself to her king in hopes that he would understand just exactly where he was in her heart and yet all she received was a soft kiss on the lips, a gentle squeeze, and then he was gone, leaving her alone in his bed cold and wondering if that was all that love had to offer her.
However, that loneliness never kept her from opening her arms to Sesshomaru when he came to her. Rin knew that she could easily tell her king now and he would not creep into her bedchambers at night. His lips placing soft open mouthed kisses on her neck and jaw, his claws roaming her body and sending an endless ripple of pleasure into her very soul. Yes, she knew that she could tell Sesshomaru no, but her lips refused to say the words that would effectively take away everything that her heart desired. Loving Sesshomaru seemed more like an enormous contradiction as the days flew by. She could continue ‘loving’ him the way he desired, however, she could never ‘love’ him freely the way that she wanted to.
It was almost as though she had to give up her heart in order to be with him, to trade her soul and become like him before he would even think about seeing her as an equal (if he even did that), as acceptable. A twinge of pain in her chest roused Rin to her feet and walking away from the flowers that would wilt and die, readying themselves for the long winter that was due soon. Everything around her was sad, empty and she found herself suffocating, flailing her arms and legs trying to reach the pure air above the dark water that tired to drag her down.
Pulling the loose strands of her hair behind her ear, Rin closed her eyes, blindly leading herself to a place she knew better than the back of her hand, a sanctuary that no one usually visited expect for her. Who besides her would want to? Nothing inside her little sanctuary concerned the demons of the castle, or anyone else for that matter, it was a place for her and her only. Graves were made for the humans, not for the Youkai, it was “below” them.
Letting a heavy sigh finally escape her lips, Rin opened her eyes and lowered herself to her knees, her hands clasping together and resting under her chin. She whispered a silent prayer before wiping the moisture from her eyes with the sleeve of her pretty, handmade dress. Fingers brushed against the smooth surface of the tombstone, brushing over engraved letters that formed names, dates, and phrases of encouragement.
'Loving Parents and Friends.'
“I just don’t understand,” she whispered almost silently. “There are so many things that I just don’t understand. Why did you leave me behind? Why couldn’t you have stayed with me? Does everyone that I care about have to die?”
She forced herself to keep her emotions at bay as she stared at the lifeless gray colored tombstone in front of her. There were so many questions that she needed answered, so many things that had gone left unsaid and practically forgotten. Rin didn’t want to risk her heart being broken again, she didn’t want to continue crying like a mourning child, a broken damn, never ending. No, she didn’t want that, not for herself or anyone. Scrunching her eyebrows, Rin gritted her teeth, one hand clenching in her lap.
“I don’t want to be alone like this forever,” she said exasperatedly. “I wanna know the joys of love, the real feel of love. I wanna be like the North wind, nothing holding me back. I wanna be loved by someone who won’t leave me, die in front of me- or at a distance. I wanna be happy, really happy! No more hurting, no more pain, I just want him to love me so badly!”
She believed in destiny and that there was a purpose for everything in the world, and that somehow the pain was worth it. That someday Sesshomaru would finally look her way with his lovely amber eyes and realize that he loved her too. All rights would be set free and the wrongs left in the dust and then she could find true happiness.
“Nazuna told me you slipped away again,” Rin’s quiet time had been interrupted by a soft yet stern baritone voice.
Her body flinched slightly from her uninvited guest, however, she made no attempt to look back to see Sesshomaru standing behind her. She didn’t want to have to face reality, she wanted to stay a little longer in her land of make believe. Closing her eyes to the world around her, Rin let a shaky breath leave her lips as she felt him close the distance remaining between them. He stood next to her side, his amber eyes watching closely before clearing his throat waiting for any kind of reply.
“Just a little longer,” her voice was barely above a whisper. “Please give me a little longer.”
Sesshomaru gave her no acknowledgement to Rin’s words and she almost felt overwhelmed enough to cry until the Inu-Youkai’s clawed hand touched her head and gently ran his fingers through her hair. A sob wrenched its way from her and Rin clung to Sesshomaru’s pant leg, he always knew what to do even when the subjects were beyond him (however not all the time of course). Minutes dragged on slowly and the wind began to pick up ever so slightly, blowing ebony and silver hair along with clothing. The urge to tell Sesshomaru to leave was strong, although she didn’t want him to leave her either.
Sunlight began sinking behind the mountains and reluctantly Rin shook her head. Climbing to her feet with the help of the Inu-Youkai beside her, Rin let a small smile purse her lips, Sesshomaru had always been more of the strong silent type and sometimes she admired him for it, but on a different level she also found herself pittying him. Allowing the displeasing thoughts to slip from her mind, Rin decided to let herself have the pleasure of enjoying Sesshomaru’s company without focusing on things that would further spoil her mood. Watching the Inu-Youkai king from the corners of her eyes, Rin found her cheeks flushing at the very sight of him.
She knew that it had been years since she was this easily swayed by her hormones, however, just looking at Sesshomaru had been enough to hive her a ‘healthy’ high for hours at a time. Rin was finding out as the days went by that she was changing, into was, she wasn’t too sure of yet, but something inside her whispered that there was no going back. Biting down on her lower lip she tried to calm her pounding heart, no good would come from her actions, she had to learn self control, she needed to discipline her heart and body.
“I want you to go straight to your room tonight,” Sesshomaru said matter a factly. “Nazuna will punish you in the morning, however I feel that you need time for reflection of your recent actions and their consequences.”
“But Sesshomaru, I-” she wanted to protest but the look in his eyes made her rethink her words.
Sheepishly Rin merely nodded her head as she continued walking next to Sesshomaru in the direction of her bedchambers. For some odd reason she was feeling awkward, her emotions flying around and attacking her ravenously until she could barely hold herself at bay. Helplessness, hopelessness, sadness, melancholy, and empty, it was like she was on a wagon being led around in circles by angry stallions seeking revenge on her and she didn’t know what to do, she was at a complete loss.
Their quiet walk was over all too quickly for Rin and standing in front of her door, she gazed at Sesshomaru like a lost lamb. She had so many different (some contradicting) thoughts racing in her mind and she wasn’t sure which to tune out and which to listen to and embrace. Claws touched her chin and guided her face towards his and instinctively her eyes closed as his lips pressed against her forehead. Something a kind to disappointment floated into her heart and risking any shred of dignity she had left, she placed her hand over his and stepped on her tip toes, capturing Sesshomaru’s retreating lips in a gentle kiss.
It wasn’t filled with an eager lust, a ferocious passion like the kisses they shared before had, it was soft, warming, and almost chaste to a point of innocence. She smiled against his mouth as he pulled her chest flush with his, deadly claws resting lazily on her lower back and jaw as he kissed her more completely. Rin loved the feel of Sesshomaru, the taste of him and she nearly whimpered when the Inu-Youkai finally pulled away, resting his forehead against hers.
“Goodnight Rin,” his breath was hot as it fanned her face and gazing up into his amber eyes, she thought she saw a strange look flicker in them before disappearing behind an emotionless mask.
“Goodnight,” her heart was pounding and the butterflies in her stomach were working on overtime as she opened the bedroom door and slowly slinked inside and closing the door behind her, her eyes never once leaving amber orbs.
A small bath had been prepared for her, the large basin set up by her curtain-drawn windows, the shampoos and soaps standing on her vanity reflecting in the medium sized mirror. Normally she would have used the bathing room, however with Sesshomaru’s strict orders, she was confined to her room (probably as a form of punishment), not that she minded though. A tray of fruits was placed near the large basin and Rin felt her stomach churn in protest, she immediately decided that passing on eating at the moment would be a wise choice. Rin wasted no time undressing, draping the yellow dress on the back of an abandoned chair, there would be someone up to fetch it later for laundry.
Cleaning herself as best she could, Rin washed her hair until the thick, greasy feel of it had left the ebony locks. Her skin was pink and raw, her cheeks dusted with red as she gazed at her nude reflection, her brown eyes catching the discoloration of the scars marring her back. Despite what people thought, the scars didn’t hurt at all, the wounds had healed, however the knowledge of the culprit who did it was where all the pain came from, it was purely mental now.
Her eyes fell to her hands as the dripping tendrils of her hair hid her imperfections. She knew that there would never be any man willing to take her as a wife after everything that had occurred in the last year and a half of her life, and though it would have been normal to be depressed about it, she found herself being relieved. This meant that there would be no more competition, no more ‘accidents’, no excuses for anyone to be hurt except for her of course. Rin was filled with bitter thoughts as she dried herself off and slipped on her long yet light nightgown, grabbing a towel and sitting down in front of her vanity, her eyes locked momentarily in a staring contest with her reflection.
Lowering her eyes, Rin began drying her hair with the towel as best she could. Strange things were beginning to happen inside the castle and she wondered when exactly it had started. Gossip around the rumor mill was that the search for Kagura had been almost completely abandoned and that most of the men who had left were heading home. The thoughts of being able to see and talk to Kenichi brought a smile back to her face.
It had been so long since the kind horse Youkai left the Western lands in search of the cunning wind witch and now he was coming back and hopefully to stay. Rin was certain that many other people besides her wee excited about their return and Sesshomaru himself had been busy planning for a small welcome home celebration for the travel-tired Youkai.
Carefully she ran a wooden brush through her hair, loving the feel of the bristles scratching her scalp. Allowing a heavy breath to fall from her mouth, Rin put the brush back down on the vanity before dragging herself to blow out all the lit candles and crawling into her bed and underneath the soft silk like sheets. It had been undoubtedly a long day for Rin and she was most eager to fall into her dream land of unconsciousness. Her somewhat damp hair chilled in the night, every once in a while brushing against warm skin and letting loose a wave of gooseflesh up and down Rin’s arms and legs.
She groaned rolling back and forth on her sides, her fingers clutching the pillows almost desperately underneath her head. She was wide awake and she knew that there would be no possibility of sleep in the near future. Her nerves were steadily becoming shot as the time crept slowly by and once of twice Rin paced around her bed, her thing nightgown following the phantom wind as she moved. Her hair had long since dried and had to be tossed out of her face constantly. Rin even picked at the plate of the different fruits she had refused to eat earlier and popping them small pieces into her mouth in hopes it would rest her tired body. However it didn’t, and she pulled back the curtains from her window letting the moonlight filter into her room and giving the almost transparent and eerie glow to certain shadowed objects.
The reason for her lack of ability to sleep must have had something to do with being so excited about Kenichi’s return, that and her time spent with Sesshomaru earlier in the cemetery he had built for her. That had to be it! Her nerves were riled and now her body’s exhaustion was becoming apparent and yet even when she climbed back into her bed laying on her side and closing her eyes, she still couldn’t find herself relaxing even in the slightest bit. Damn, it was becoming so frustration that she wanted to scream in annoyance or something else she couldn’t think of at the moment.
Silence was numbing her and for a while she began to wonder if she was going deaf, well that it until the thunderous click of a slowly opening door caught her immediate attention. Someone had entered her room and she was almost grateful that she hadn’t fallen asleep earlier. Rin stayed as still as she could, trying to feign asleep, but it wasn’t working as well as she would have liked. The lock to her door was put into place and her heart jumped into her throat, she could easily sit up and look at her intruder and if they had come to do harm, she could scream and hopefully Sesshomaru would burst in like a knight in shinning armor and rescue her.
Her nails dug into her soft pillow as though it were her only life line and she held her breath at the sound of shuffling. Her imagination was running wild and she was near being frantic enough to do something irrational, whoever it was was getting closer and every second that went by Rin felt more and more trapped. She wanted to run, to flee, and these feelings reminded her of the day that led to Koji’s death, of the evil blacksmith Kaijinbou and how he stalked her like she was his prey.
Her body stiffened ever so slightly as her bed moved, dipping under the weight of another body. Claws touched her covered form and she felt the chills run up her spine, the weight of him over her still form as hair feel in a curtain around her. Biting down on her lower lip, Rin tried her hardest to suppress the moan in her throat as a pair of soft lips pressed hot kisses on her shoulder blade. She gasped letting the breath she hadn’t realized she was still holding in whoosh from her mouth, his hips brushing against her backside making her completely aware of the hardness that he was sporting.
“Rin,” Sesshomaru’s baritone voice had gone a few octaves lower and it was barely louder than a whisper, his clawed hands pulling away the sheet from her body. “I need you.”
The butterflies in her stomach fluttered around nervously as she cocked her head to the side so she could see him. His body rapped hers underneath him and she already understood exactly what he wanted, he wanted her body to please his and at the moment she needed his touch. Sparks of wild fire burst all over her as she followed the harsh whispered commands in her ear, his hands touching her, teasing her, building her up to something that would be unforgettable.
Clawed fingers sunk deep into her and Rin threw her head back in ecstasy as her hips bucked wantonly into his fingers, Sesshomaru knew her body better than she did and it drove her crazy. He was rubbing up against her already sweat-slicked body, his twitching cock brushing her most sensitive area while his fingers pleasure here there. His other hand wrapped around her ribcage, his hand pinching and torturing her aching breasts, she couldn’t breathe let alone try thinking; her throat dry, her eyes shut tightly as Sesshomaru guided her oh so slowly.
Her nightgown was bunched around her hips exposing her lower to the Inu-Youkai king, his mouth nipping at the flesh of her shoulders, his fangs making her moan and her legs to part further opening herself to Sesshomaru’s ministrations. Her heart was pounding rapidly in her chest, her breathing in heavy pants as she urged Sesshomaru to continue, pushing herself hard against his throbbing cock. A cry of pleasure escaped her throat and a grunt from his as he stopped teasing Rin and took himself into his hand and sliding deep into Rin’s eagerly waiting body. His thrusts were long and hard making her breasts jut out from under the arm that crossed over her chest.
Bare skin slapped against bare skin as Sesshomaru pounded into Rin’s small body, not caring if she was ‘frail’ of not, only spurred on by the thick scent of arousal and need in the air. Her arms levered her, barely keeping her up from the force of each thrust the Inu-Youkai delivered. Moans and grunts were loud and almost animalistic, Sesshomaru was trying to consume Rin, to memorize every inch of her, to explore and conquer her. His name fell from Rin’s lips like a chant and he swallowed the growl in his chest, his clawed hand forcing her body into the bed, and exposing the round curve of her ass to him as he gripped her hips with the other, his claws digging into her skin and scratching her, bruises would form and color later.
He was practically seeing red as he continued to thrust his aching cock deeper into Rin’s body, his muscles twitching in his calves as he changed his position by just a fraction and sending Rin into loud mewling fits of pleasure. Rin’s own inner muscles of her cunt pulled his cock deeper into her, contracting around him, teasing him in a way that he had never been teased. Milking him, squeezing him, and he bit down on her shoulder to try and keep himself from being devoured by the human girl underneath him who was crying out in release like a bitch in heat howls for a good fuck.
It was all over for him as Sesshomaru buried himself as far possible into Rin’s spasming body, droplets of sweat dripping from his brow and onto alabaster skin as his entire body trembled, muscles tightening before his own release overwhelmed him. His claws ran up and down Rin’s limp body, pulling gently at the fabric still on her as he stared at her form. There were things that he wanted to say, things he wanted to do, however all thoughts coherent or not ran from his entire being as the human girl moved trying to lay down flat on her stomach instead of her chest and knees. He groaned biting down on his lower lip till it bled, he wasn’t done with Rin yet, and not by a long shot by the feel of it too.
E/N: This chapter would have been finished and posted on Saturday, but things have a way of biting you in the ass. I found out early friday morning (at denny's with my friends after going to the Pirates of the Carribbean sequel) that Glenda, a cafeteria lady at my high school had died of a heart attack on June 12. I worked with her my entire highschool career and it had upset me so severely that I was sent home from work not even 3 hours after I showed up because I couldn't stop myself from crying. Nothing was done over the weekend becuase of this and my friend hanging with me to keep me company. I did however get a new anime "Mirage of Blaze" and I'm in love!
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Warnings: Sexual situations, angst... You have been warned.
This chapter is in loving Memory of Glenda Rose Skyes! Glenda, you will be missed!
Getting To Know You
By: Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Sixteen
Leaves blew noisily in the breeze, summer was leaving and stubbornly making way for Autumn. The heat was thick in the air, the sun burning exposed skin and turning it red. Sunsets had become one of the most beautiful sights around with the different hues of yellow, red, and orange coming together and painting the darkening sky. Animals roamed around skeptically, gathering food, some chirping or chattering with others as dark brown eyes watched almost lovingly at the display of nature.
Ebony hair floated carelessly around a still ivory-colored face, trying to drift away into the forest merely a mile or so away. Rin sat silently on the concrete bench, her palms resting on the cold surface of her seat, her toes barely touching the top of the bladed grass. A warm smile graced her pink lips and a light pastel yellow dress adorned her form. For her it was a beautiful day, one that would almost be impossible to spoil and she could only pray that it would stay that way.
She had cut her lessons with Nazuna and the other Youkai women short, slipping out of the castle and into the gardens unnoticed. It had always been such an easy task, distracting the two Youkai women. Rin never really liked the inside of the castle, she much preferred the more relaxed and intimate wonders of the outside, watching the things that no man or king could control, the flowers, the trees, and other plant life.
Smoothing out the imaginary wrinkles in her dress, she worried on her bottom lip thinking of the consequences she would have to face in the near future. She was in love with a king who was now being courted by other beautiful Youkai women beyond her imagination, for the sake of his counsel men. She had given herself to her king in hopes that he would understand just exactly where he was in her heart and yet all she received was a soft kiss on the lips, a gentle squeeze, and then he was gone, leaving her alone in his bed cold and wondering if that was all that love had to offer her.
However, that loneliness never kept her from opening her arms to Sesshomaru when he came to her. Rin knew that she could easily tell her king now and he would not creep into her bedchambers at night. His lips placing soft open mouthed kisses on her neck and jaw, his claws roaming her body and sending an endless ripple of pleasure into her very soul. Yes, she knew that she could tell Sesshomaru no, but her lips refused to say the words that would effectively take away everything that her heart desired. Loving Sesshomaru seemed more like an enormous contradiction as the days flew by. She could continue ‘loving’ him the way he desired, however, she could never ‘love’ him freely the way that she wanted to.
It was almost as though she had to give up her heart in order to be with him, to trade her soul and become like him before he would even think about seeing her as an equal (if he even did that), as acceptable. A twinge of pain in her chest roused Rin to her feet and walking away from the flowers that would wilt and die, readying themselves for the long winter that was due soon. Everything around her was sad, empty and she found herself suffocating, flailing her arms and legs trying to reach the pure air above the dark water that tired to drag her down.
Pulling the loose strands of her hair behind her ear, Rin closed her eyes, blindly leading herself to a place she knew better than the back of her hand, a sanctuary that no one usually visited expect for her. Who besides her would want to? Nothing inside her little sanctuary concerned the demons of the castle, or anyone else for that matter, it was a place for her and her only. Graves were made for the humans, not for the Youkai, it was “below” them.
Letting a heavy sigh finally escape her lips, Rin opened her eyes and lowered herself to her knees, her hands clasping together and resting under her chin. She whispered a silent prayer before wiping the moisture from her eyes with the sleeve of her pretty, handmade dress. Fingers brushed against the smooth surface of the tombstone, brushing over engraved letters that formed names, dates, and phrases of encouragement.
'Loving Parents and Friends.'
“I just don’t understand,” she whispered almost silently. “There are so many things that I just don’t understand. Why did you leave me behind? Why couldn’t you have stayed with me? Does everyone that I care about have to die?”
She forced herself to keep her emotions at bay as she stared at the lifeless gray colored tombstone in front of her. There were so many questions that she needed answered, so many things that had gone left unsaid and practically forgotten. Rin didn’t want to risk her heart being broken again, she didn’t want to continue crying like a mourning child, a broken damn, never ending. No, she didn’t want that, not for herself or anyone. Scrunching her eyebrows, Rin gritted her teeth, one hand clenching in her lap.
“I don’t want to be alone like this forever,” she said exasperatedly. “I wanna know the joys of love, the real feel of love. I wanna be like the North wind, nothing holding me back. I wanna be loved by someone who won’t leave me, die in front of me- or at a distance. I wanna be happy, really happy! No more hurting, no more pain, I just want him to love me so badly!”
She believed in destiny and that there was a purpose for everything in the world, and that somehow the pain was worth it. That someday Sesshomaru would finally look her way with his lovely amber eyes and realize that he loved her too. All rights would be set free and the wrongs left in the dust and then she could find true happiness.
“Nazuna told me you slipped away again,” Rin’s quiet time had been interrupted by a soft yet stern baritone voice.
Her body flinched slightly from her uninvited guest, however, she made no attempt to look back to see Sesshomaru standing behind her. She didn’t want to have to face reality, she wanted to stay a little longer in her land of make believe. Closing her eyes to the world around her, Rin let a shaky breath leave her lips as she felt him close the distance remaining between them. He stood next to her side, his amber eyes watching closely before clearing his throat waiting for any kind of reply.
“Just a little longer,” her voice was barely above a whisper. “Please give me a little longer.”
Sesshomaru gave her no acknowledgement to Rin’s words and she almost felt overwhelmed enough to cry until the Inu-Youkai’s clawed hand touched her head and gently ran his fingers through her hair. A sob wrenched its way from her and Rin clung to Sesshomaru’s pant leg, he always knew what to do even when the subjects were beyond him (however not all the time of course). Minutes dragged on slowly and the wind began to pick up ever so slightly, blowing ebony and silver hair along with clothing. The urge to tell Sesshomaru to leave was strong, although she didn’t want him to leave her either.
Sunlight began sinking behind the mountains and reluctantly Rin shook her head. Climbing to her feet with the help of the Inu-Youkai beside her, Rin let a small smile purse her lips, Sesshomaru had always been more of the strong silent type and sometimes she admired him for it, but on a different level she also found herself pittying him. Allowing the displeasing thoughts to slip from her mind, Rin decided to let herself have the pleasure of enjoying Sesshomaru’s company without focusing on things that would further spoil her mood. Watching the Inu-Youkai king from the corners of her eyes, Rin found her cheeks flushing at the very sight of him.
She knew that it had been years since she was this easily swayed by her hormones, however, just looking at Sesshomaru had been enough to hive her a ‘healthy’ high for hours at a time. Rin was finding out as the days went by that she was changing, into was, she wasn’t too sure of yet, but something inside her whispered that there was no going back. Biting down on her lower lip she tried to calm her pounding heart, no good would come from her actions, she had to learn self control, she needed to discipline her heart and body.
“I want you to go straight to your room tonight,” Sesshomaru said matter a factly. “Nazuna will punish you in the morning, however I feel that you need time for reflection of your recent actions and their consequences.”
“But Sesshomaru, I-” she wanted to protest but the look in his eyes made her rethink her words.
Sheepishly Rin merely nodded her head as she continued walking next to Sesshomaru in the direction of her bedchambers. For some odd reason she was feeling awkward, her emotions flying around and attacking her ravenously until she could barely hold herself at bay. Helplessness, hopelessness, sadness, melancholy, and empty, it was like she was on a wagon being led around in circles by angry stallions seeking revenge on her and she didn’t know what to do, she was at a complete loss.
Their quiet walk was over all too quickly for Rin and standing in front of her door, she gazed at Sesshomaru like a lost lamb. She had so many different (some contradicting) thoughts racing in her mind and she wasn’t sure which to tune out and which to listen to and embrace. Claws touched her chin and guided her face towards his and instinctively her eyes closed as his lips pressed against her forehead. Something a kind to disappointment floated into her heart and risking any shred of dignity she had left, she placed her hand over his and stepped on her tip toes, capturing Sesshomaru’s retreating lips in a gentle kiss.
It wasn’t filled with an eager lust, a ferocious passion like the kisses they shared before had, it was soft, warming, and almost chaste to a point of innocence. She smiled against his mouth as he pulled her chest flush with his, deadly claws resting lazily on her lower back and jaw as he kissed her more completely. Rin loved the feel of Sesshomaru, the taste of him and she nearly whimpered when the Inu-Youkai finally pulled away, resting his forehead against hers.
“Goodnight Rin,” his breath was hot as it fanned her face and gazing up into his amber eyes, she thought she saw a strange look flicker in them before disappearing behind an emotionless mask.
“Goodnight,” her heart was pounding and the butterflies in her stomach were working on overtime as she opened the bedroom door and slowly slinked inside and closing the door behind her, her eyes never once leaving amber orbs.
A small bath had been prepared for her, the large basin set up by her curtain-drawn windows, the shampoos and soaps standing on her vanity reflecting in the medium sized mirror. Normally she would have used the bathing room, however with Sesshomaru’s strict orders, she was confined to her room (probably as a form of punishment), not that she minded though. A tray of fruits was placed near the large basin and Rin felt her stomach churn in protest, she immediately decided that passing on eating at the moment would be a wise choice. Rin wasted no time undressing, draping the yellow dress on the back of an abandoned chair, there would be someone up to fetch it later for laundry.
Cleaning herself as best she could, Rin washed her hair until the thick, greasy feel of it had left the ebony locks. Her skin was pink and raw, her cheeks dusted with red as she gazed at her nude reflection, her brown eyes catching the discoloration of the scars marring her back. Despite what people thought, the scars didn’t hurt at all, the wounds had healed, however the knowledge of the culprit who did it was where all the pain came from, it was purely mental now.
Her eyes fell to her hands as the dripping tendrils of her hair hid her imperfections. She knew that there would never be any man willing to take her as a wife after everything that had occurred in the last year and a half of her life, and though it would have been normal to be depressed about it, she found herself being relieved. This meant that there would be no more competition, no more ‘accidents’, no excuses for anyone to be hurt except for her of course. Rin was filled with bitter thoughts as she dried herself off and slipped on her long yet light nightgown, grabbing a towel and sitting down in front of her vanity, her eyes locked momentarily in a staring contest with her reflection.
Lowering her eyes, Rin began drying her hair with the towel as best she could. Strange things were beginning to happen inside the castle and she wondered when exactly it had started. Gossip around the rumor mill was that the search for Kagura had been almost completely abandoned and that most of the men who had left were heading home. The thoughts of being able to see and talk to Kenichi brought a smile back to her face.
It had been so long since the kind horse Youkai left the Western lands in search of the cunning wind witch and now he was coming back and hopefully to stay. Rin was certain that many other people besides her wee excited about their return and Sesshomaru himself had been busy planning for a small welcome home celebration for the travel-tired Youkai.
Carefully she ran a wooden brush through her hair, loving the feel of the bristles scratching her scalp. Allowing a heavy breath to fall from her mouth, Rin put the brush back down on the vanity before dragging herself to blow out all the lit candles and crawling into her bed and underneath the soft silk like sheets. It had been undoubtedly a long day for Rin and she was most eager to fall into her dream land of unconsciousness. Her somewhat damp hair chilled in the night, every once in a while brushing against warm skin and letting loose a wave of gooseflesh up and down Rin’s arms and legs.
She groaned rolling back and forth on her sides, her fingers clutching the pillows almost desperately underneath her head. She was wide awake and she knew that there would be no possibility of sleep in the near future. Her nerves were steadily becoming shot as the time crept slowly by and once of twice Rin paced around her bed, her thing nightgown following the phantom wind as she moved. Her hair had long since dried and had to be tossed out of her face constantly. Rin even picked at the plate of the different fruits she had refused to eat earlier and popping them small pieces into her mouth in hopes it would rest her tired body. However it didn’t, and she pulled back the curtains from her window letting the moonlight filter into her room and giving the almost transparent and eerie glow to certain shadowed objects.
The reason for her lack of ability to sleep must have had something to do with being so excited about Kenichi’s return, that and her time spent with Sesshomaru earlier in the cemetery he had built for her. That had to be it! Her nerves were riled and now her body’s exhaustion was becoming apparent and yet even when she climbed back into her bed laying on her side and closing her eyes, she still couldn’t find herself relaxing even in the slightest bit. Damn, it was becoming so frustration that she wanted to scream in annoyance or something else she couldn’t think of at the moment.
Silence was numbing her and for a while she began to wonder if she was going deaf, well that it until the thunderous click of a slowly opening door caught her immediate attention. Someone had entered her room and she was almost grateful that she hadn’t fallen asleep earlier. Rin stayed as still as she could, trying to feign asleep, but it wasn’t working as well as she would have liked. The lock to her door was put into place and her heart jumped into her throat, she could easily sit up and look at her intruder and if they had come to do harm, she could scream and hopefully Sesshomaru would burst in like a knight in shinning armor and rescue her.
Her nails dug into her soft pillow as though it were her only life line and she held her breath at the sound of shuffling. Her imagination was running wild and she was near being frantic enough to do something irrational, whoever it was was getting closer and every second that went by Rin felt more and more trapped. She wanted to run, to flee, and these feelings reminded her of the day that led to Koji’s death, of the evil blacksmith Kaijinbou and how he stalked her like she was his prey.
Her body stiffened ever so slightly as her bed moved, dipping under the weight of another body. Claws touched her covered form and she felt the chills run up her spine, the weight of him over her still form as hair feel in a curtain around her. Biting down on her lower lip, Rin tried her hardest to suppress the moan in her throat as a pair of soft lips pressed hot kisses on her shoulder blade. She gasped letting the breath she hadn’t realized she was still holding in whoosh from her mouth, his hips brushing against her backside making her completely aware of the hardness that he was sporting.
“Rin,” Sesshomaru’s baritone voice had gone a few octaves lower and it was barely louder than a whisper, his clawed hands pulling away the sheet from her body. “I need you.”
The butterflies in her stomach fluttered around nervously as she cocked her head to the side so she could see him. His body rapped hers underneath him and she already understood exactly what he wanted, he wanted her body to please his and at the moment she needed his touch. Sparks of wild fire burst all over her as she followed the harsh whispered commands in her ear, his hands touching her, teasing her, building her up to something that would be unforgettable.
Clawed fingers sunk deep into her and Rin threw her head back in ecstasy as her hips bucked wantonly into his fingers, Sesshomaru knew her body better than she did and it drove her crazy. He was rubbing up against her already sweat-slicked body, his twitching cock brushing her most sensitive area while his fingers pleasure here there. His other hand wrapped around her ribcage, his hand pinching and torturing her aching breasts, she couldn’t breathe let alone try thinking; her throat dry, her eyes shut tightly as Sesshomaru guided her oh so slowly.
Her nightgown was bunched around her hips exposing her lower to the Inu-Youkai king, his mouth nipping at the flesh of her shoulders, his fangs making her moan and her legs to part further opening herself to Sesshomaru’s ministrations. Her heart was pounding rapidly in her chest, her breathing in heavy pants as she urged Sesshomaru to continue, pushing herself hard against his throbbing cock. A cry of pleasure escaped her throat and a grunt from his as he stopped teasing Rin and took himself into his hand and sliding deep into Rin’s eagerly waiting body. His thrusts were long and hard making her breasts jut out from under the arm that crossed over her chest.
Bare skin slapped against bare skin as Sesshomaru pounded into Rin’s small body, not caring if she was ‘frail’ of not, only spurred on by the thick scent of arousal and need in the air. Her arms levered her, barely keeping her up from the force of each thrust the Inu-Youkai delivered. Moans and grunts were loud and almost animalistic, Sesshomaru was trying to consume Rin, to memorize every inch of her, to explore and conquer her. His name fell from Rin’s lips like a chant and he swallowed the growl in his chest, his clawed hand forcing her body into the bed, and exposing the round curve of her ass to him as he gripped her hips with the other, his claws digging into her skin and scratching her, bruises would form and color later.
He was practically seeing red as he continued to thrust his aching cock deeper into Rin’s body, his muscles twitching in his calves as he changed his position by just a fraction and sending Rin into loud mewling fits of pleasure. Rin’s own inner muscles of her cunt pulled his cock deeper into her, contracting around him, teasing him in a way that he had never been teased. Milking him, squeezing him, and he bit down on her shoulder to try and keep himself from being devoured by the human girl underneath him who was crying out in release like a bitch in heat howls for a good fuck.
It was all over for him as Sesshomaru buried himself as far possible into Rin’s spasming body, droplets of sweat dripping from his brow and onto alabaster skin as his entire body trembled, muscles tightening before his own release overwhelmed him. His claws ran up and down Rin’s limp body, pulling gently at the fabric still on her as he stared at her form. There were things that he wanted to say, things he wanted to do, however all thoughts coherent or not ran from his entire being as the human girl moved trying to lay down flat on her stomach instead of her chest and knees. He groaned biting down on his lower lip till it bled, he wasn’t done with Rin yet, and not by a long shot by the feel of it too.
E/N: This chapter would have been finished and posted on Saturday, but things have a way of biting you in the ass. I found out early friday morning (at denny's with my friends after going to the Pirates of the Carribbean sequel) that Glenda, a cafeteria lady at my high school had died of a heart attack on June 12. I worked with her my entire highschool career and it had upset me so severely that I was sent home from work not even 3 hours after I showed up because I couldn't stop myself from crying. Nothing was done over the weekend becuase of this and my friend hanging with me to keep me company. I did however get a new anime "Mirage of Blaze" and I'm in love!
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