InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Goddess of Demon Love ❯ storm of feelings part 1 ( Chapter 9 )

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[`Word in bracket [ ] are talking telepathic']

 

Chapter 9

Storm of Feelings part 1

 

Instead of the sun warming up the lands from the night, the dark storm clouds still cover the lands from the previous night's storm. No bird songs of the morning instead there were sounds of ran and thunders. Lord Sesshomaru went inside the cave hours ago when he felt that heir location is still safe. Once Luna made sure that Lord Sesshomaru was asleep she went to the entrance of the cave and found Esha very leaving her eyes and nose to the outside world.

 

“Will this storm ever end?” Luna asked softly not wanting to wake up the others.

 

“Looks like it will be a long dark day.” Esha replied.

 

“Why don't you go and get some sleep. I'll stand guard now.”

 

“That's sounds like a good idea. It has been a long night hasn't it?” said Esha.

 

“Yes it has. I hope that green demon stays knock out for the rest of their stay.”

 

In the short time when they arrived late last night Luna already can't stand that green demon by the name Jaken. How could the quiet lord tolerate him?

 

Lord Sesshomaru; now that's another problem that they see on their hands or should I say paws. His desire for their lady to be his mate. They must keep those two away from each other. Or her away from him. If he woke up the lust for love in her then they have bigger problems that might lead them to never to able to leave this planet. But poor Lady Suniko does deserve love…true love.

 

They never spoke a word of it. But Luna and Esha watched the pain of Princesses Serena falling in love with a youkai that she can't be with. That's why she spent every waking moment with her daughters. She was her only connection to him.

 

Luna and Esha didn't want Princesses Suniko to go through the same pain that her mother went through. Suniko deserves to be with a man for the rest of their lives together.

 

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The void of darkness surrounded the girl of light in a white and crystal long, royal dress. She stands still trying to figure out why she always ended up here. Ending up in the darkness…ending up…alone. She stood there with a sad look and a single tear in her deep blue eyes.

 

She knows it's just a dream. Because she had this dream many times already. Always the same darkness…always alone. Before she tried to run and find someone…anyone…screams for somebody. But no one ever answers. This dream meant that she is alone and always has been. Always will. She never really had any friends except for Luna and Esha.

 

“Is this the meaning of my life? I was separated from everyone else when I was on the moon. And now I'm exile to Earth. Exile! EXILE!” she screams into the darkness.

 

“Even in these damn dreams I'm alone! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE! NO MORE!!!”

 

She cries to herself as she fell to her knees. Is this the purpose of her life? She wants somebody in her life so bad to fill this void in her soul. But this dream is telling her she alone.

 

The sound of distance footsteps pulls her out of the trance. She looked up to see who else is here with her. This never happened before.

 

“Hello?!” she called out.

 

“Suniko” called a mysterious and unknown voice.

 

She could barely hear her name called back to her. It sounded like a man's voice far away.

 

“Who's there? Where are you?” she cried out to the voice.

 

“My…mate”

 

He said again before the darkness of the dream faded away.

 

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The sound of the fire and deep breaths of the sleeping companions and the sounds of the storm fell to her ears as she slowly opens her blue eyes. She turns her head so she could look around the cave.

 

She saw Rin sleeping just a foot from her. And on the other side of her was Lord Sesshomaru sitting with his legs cross and leaning against the rock wall. His eyes were closed and his breathing was deep. Then she saw Ah Un sitting close to the entrance and by him was Jaken with a big bump on his forehead. The memories of throwing a rock and hitting him come back to her. Then she saw Esha lying by her feet.

 

Esha seems tired like she had a long might. She really is gratefully for her loyal furry friends. But they don't fill the void of loneliness in her. She looked at her for a while before she turns her gaze to Sesshomaru. He seems like a quite man. But she knows better than that him mind isn't quite at all. She scents the same loneliness in him. She was taking in every detail of him; from head to toe.

 

Lord Sesshomaru had a feeling like someone is watching him before he open his golden eyes. He saw Lady Suniko watching him sleeping. In that moment their eyes locked. Not saying a word that could change this moment. It seems like the stare lasted for several minutes in fact it was only seconds before Esha moved around waking up and noticed Lady Suniko was awake.

 

“Milady! Good morning. Is there anything I can do for you?” Esha asked with care and concern for her well being.

 

“Good morning, Esha. Yes, there is something I want. I am hungry.” She answers back softly not wanted to wake up the others.

 

“What would you like?” Esha asked Lady Suniko

 

“Anything with meat and eggs will do.” Suniko replied, “Lord Sesshomaru, would you like anything to eat?”

 

Sesshomaru stared at her dumbfounded, like he never expected her to say that.

 

“Yes, I would, thank you kindly.”

 

“There you have it, Esha, doesn't even know you and he already likes your cooking.” Suniko said with humor present in her voice.

 

“Ha ha very funny.”

 

“Anyway.” Lady Suniko got up and crossed the room to where Lord Sesshomaru was sitting, until she got up that is. “Welcome, Lord Sesshomaru, is there anything I can get for you?”

 

“I do believe I am okay for the moment.” Sesshomaru replied quickly

 

“Well then, may I ask why you have been following me since I killed Naraku?”

 

“Yes you may, I simply wanted to know more about you and where you come from.”

 

“…I may not be able to tell you anything.” Suniko replied with distrust in her voice, “It's nothing personal, but I can't just let the whole world know where I'm from, and I don t' know if you will use that information against me or not.”

 

As Esha was cooking their meals she lowers her head while she's listening to their conversation. Praying that Lady Suniko would not look her way to see the guilt in her eyes.

 

“I understand perfectly well what you are saying, I have never trusted anyone myself with anything personal,” Sesshomaru replied with understanding in his voice, but disappeared as soon as it came. “How about I prove to you that I am worthy of your secrets, and in return I will tell you anything you wish to know about myself.”

 

“How can you prove yourself worthy of my secrets?” Suniko asked.

 

A small grin escapes his thin lips. She is very clever. From what he already learned about her it only makes him desire her more. He really wants to know what is it like up on the moon. And learn more about her exile and everything else about her. Even the unspoken words of her mind he thought to himself. But he wasn't aware that Suniko heard parts of what he was saying in his head.

 

“Wait?! How did you already know where I'm from? What else do you already know about me?” she demanded.

 

Esha drop the pan at that moment which causes Suniko and Sesshomaru to look her way. Suniko looked at her face and her eyes. She could see guilt in them.

 

“Esha?! What did you and Luna do?”

 

With the sound of the pan fell cause Luna to run back in the cave to see if there is something bad has happen. When she reaches to them she notices Lady Suniko's expression on her face that told her she should had stayed outside.

 

The same noise woke Rin from her peaceful dreams. She slowly opens her sleepy eyes to the noise and so did Jaken.

 

“Luna! Esha! You too have some explaining to do.”

 

[`What did you say to him?!'] She demanded them to tell her.

 

`[We just told him about us.'] Luna answered her telepathically

 

[`You told him we are from the Moon! Humm…if you're from the moon then he would know I too am from the Moon. Right?'] She said in a very stern tone of voice.

 

[`Yes, milady.'] Said Luna and Esha as they bow their heads. [`We are very sorry, milady!']

 

[`What else did you tell him?']

 

Esha look at Luna for the answers. She mostly did all the talking after all.

 

[`We also said that you are here on exile because of your mother's sins.'] Replied Luna.

 

“Why not tell him everything about me then?! Not to worry about secrecies. What I can't believe is that you actually told him.” She yelled out loud.

 

“They're not at fault, Lady Suniko. I made them tell me some things but they wouldn't tell me everything. Don't be angry at them. Be angry at me. I'm the one who wants to know.” Said Sesshomaru when he notices how angry she is.

 

“They are not allowed to say a word about me without MY permission. From what I can tell they told you too much.”

 

Lady Suniko then got up and walked out to the entrance to be alone so she could pull herself together. She felt exposed and naked. She doesn't know him and she knows more about her than she knows of him. And she's a mind reader.

 

She could only real the current thoughts in people. If she tries harder she could read more. But it's not safe. Open that link could also back fire and the person she is reading might be able to read hers. And she also thought if she didn't hear his thoughts would she tell him the same things that Luna and Esha did? That thought weighted heavy on her mind.

 

Sesshomaru decided to follow her. After all it's his fault. He didn't mean to offend her by making her servants tell on her. He stops and thinks about it. He would be very angry if Jaken or Rin told a stranger of his secrets. That's why he stays quite and doesn't really talk to them. A strange feeling came over him. Is it guilt? Or fear that she won't be able to trust him now? Could that be it?

 

He lifts the fur blanket over so he could step through. Suniko stood there with her back facing him as she look out the raining weather. She would go out but it wasn't a good idea to run away like that. He stares at her back. The strange clothes show ever curves and she looks lovelier.

 

“I'm sorry, Lady Suniko. I was out of line making them tell me. Now that I think about it. I would feel the same way if Jaken or Rin told a stranger about me.”

 

She didn't respond nor move a muscle to his words. She just stood there listening to him speak.

 

He laughs after he thinks what he just told her. She finely turns and looks at him to see what he is laughing at.

 

“What are you laughing at, Lord Sesshomaru?”

 

“I never once in my life I said `sorry' to anyone. But it just came out so easily when I'm around you. There's something about that I cannot rest till I find it. I am really sorry. I would feel the same way. I might have killed them or something like that if it was me in that situation.” Said Sesshomaru as he really was speaking his true feelings for the first time in his life.

 

Lady Suniko could see he is speaking the truth. There's something about him that she too felt. When he followed her; she already felt calmer and at ease around him. Why? She thought to herself.

 

“Well, since you know some things about me already. Is that offer still stands? The one that you tell me about you and I tell you about me?” she asked.

 

“Of course!” he felt hope that she would trust him.

 

“Ok. You know several about me already. It would be fair if you start and it must be more than one thing. Maybe 3 is a good number to start?” said Suniko.

 

“That's seems fair.”

 

“…Deal.” Suniko's smile lit up the entire cave once he saw it, or should I say his heart lit up.

 

“Are you okay, Lord Sesshomaru?”

 

“Please just call me Sesshomaru, only my servants and underlings need call me that, or any Lord that wishes to kiss my ass.”

 

“Ha ha ha you're funny Sesshomaru. I didn't think you had a sense of humor.” As Suniko laughed it made his heart flutter even more, so before he started to blush he looked away so she might not see what she had done to him.

 

“Awwww, what's the matter you aren't going to start to blush on me now are you?” Suniko said with sarcasm in her voice, but little did she know; that what she was teasing him about would make him blush even more. Since the Mighty Lord of the West is not used to being embarrassed, he didn't know how to respond to her teasing.

 

But his efforts to hide what he was thinking were made in vain; as soon as she saw the look in his eyes she stopped laughing. And as soon as she stopped, he turned his head to face her, as if her stopping undid the spell of embarrassment.

 

“I guess you're not used to attention like this, and frankly neither am I, but let me ask you the first question.” Suniko said as to break the awkwardness of the conversation.

 

“Can you tell me how you know the group from that day when I killed Naraku?”

 

“There are my half brother's packs. Well, the wolf has some connection to the miko Kagome. He is trying to take her as his mate. But Inu Yasha is in love with her. I think.” He answered more than he could have. But he felt it's the right thing to say.

 

“Hmm…I see. Second question. I scented some hatred towards humans in you. Why is the little human girl with you then?”

 

“Rin, one day found me in the forest after Inu Yasha wounded me with the Tetsaiga, I had to recuperate for a couple of days, and Rin was the o ne who tried to take care of me. She was trying to give me food and she wasn't afraid of me. She then was attacked by some wolves and was killed. With my Tensaiga, I brought her back to life. And she's been with me ever since.”

 

“Third questions then. Why do you hate humans?”

 

Sesshomaru's eye for a moment looked like it's far away as the memories of long, long ago came back.

 

“My father, the Great Dog Demon Lord of the West, died while he was protecting a female human. She's the mother of Inu Yasha.” He said with the hint of sadness in his voice that only Suniko noticed.

 

“I'm so sorry, Sesshomaru.” She said with care and respect of his hidden feelings.

 

He looks back at her as their eyes lock. No words could describe it. It was like they are the same in two bodies. Even without Suniko's mind reading abilities. They truly understand each other.

 

“I know it's foolish to hate humans because of one female. But in a way it wasn't just that. He gave the child of the mother he was dying for with Tetsaiga sword. And gave me the Tensaiga. For a long time I was angry at him that he didn't give me that sword. And a hanyou has it and could only be handled by him and not me.”

 

“Do you still feel that way now?” she asked without thinking. But deep down she already knows the answer.

 

“You already ask three questions. Now it's mine turn.” As he miles at her and she smiles back at him.

 

“Alright…alright. And that would not be my fourth question.” She said with a hint of flirting, “So, Sesshomaru, what else do you want to know. Keep in mind there are some things I cannot answer.”

 

“I respect that.”

 

He moves closer to her so could be within arm's length of her. At first she was unsure what he was doing. Closer he came to her she moves back until her back touched the cave walls. Now she found herself trap. He face was so close that could feel his breath on her face.

 

Instead of feeling fear of what he is doing. Instead she felt heat coming from within her and from him.

 

“May I have a kiss, milady?” Sesshomaru asked in a sexy tone of voice.

 

“Wh-what?” she said as unsure this is reality or a dream. She never has been kissed before. Nor been in love.

 

“May I have a kiss?” he asked again as his lips closing in the gap but just less than an inch from hers so she would let him kiss her.

 

She closes her eyes as she was falling into the moment. She was about to touch his warm, wet, smooth lips before a notice from within the cave distract her and brought her completely back to reality. She quickly dodged under his arms and ran back inside the cave.

 

She can't believe she was about to kiss him! She could still feel her cheeks reddening from the thoughts. What is this feeling that is swarming her heart? It felt warm…if felt…whole? Is she falling in love with the great Lord Sesshomaru? Or is it something else? She didn't have time to let her thoughts exploring the path that it is heading to. The commotion within the cave came into view as she looked around and tried to see what just happened in here.

 

The scene inside the cave unfold by the way Luna and Jaken wrestling on the floor and Esha was with Rin trying to comfort her and calling out to them to stop and behave. But they didn't listen to the wolf. Luna and Jaken still yelling and wrestling at each other didn't even notice that Lady Suniko and Lord Sesshomaru came in looking at them with disgust on their faces.

 

Lord Sesshomaru was the one that is very angry at Jaken for messing up his moment with Lady Suniko. He knew she was going to kiss him if it wasn't for them. He could almost taste her lips. That's how close her lips were. But nooooo Luna and Jaken had to mess up the moment.

 

“WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON IN HERE?” Lady Suniko yelled at them to get their attention so they could stop fighting.

 

“Lady Suniko! I…I” Luna said as she tries to pull herself together when she heard Lady Suniko yelling at them.

 

“My lord…th-the-cat-j…” Jaken stutter trying to explain the situation. He know he is in trought by the look on his maters face.

 

“I don't want to hear it!” Sesshomaru stopped him in mid sentence.

 

“My lady, I was j-“ Luna started to say but Suniko held up her hand so Luna knows to stop talking.

 

“I too don't want to hear.” Said Lady Suniko in the same stern tone of voice as Sesshomaru. “I told you to treat our guest with honor. How is fighting with one of them honoring my orders?”

 

“I'm so sorry…” Luna started to say but again Suniko held up her hand to stop her talking.

 

“Don't apologize to me. You need to apologize to Lord Sesshomaru and his companions.” Said Suniko

 

Luna gave an unwilling look at Jaken. She really doesn't want to apologize to him. It's his fault and he is the one that is getting into trouble. When she gave a side glance at him he had a smirk on his face like he won. But little did he know he too is in big trouble.

 

“Luna, don't apologize to Jaken.” Sesshomaru said surprising them.

 

“Lord Sess..” Jaken start to say.

 

“Shut up Jaken! I am trying to make up my mind how to punish you. I am debating knocking you out or to have you stand guard at the entrance of the cave for the rest of our stay.”

 

“Yes milord. I'm sorry.” Said Jaken as he bow down to his lord.

 

“Outside.” Lord Sesshomaru ordered.

 

Jake bowed he head lower as he made his way to guard the entrance outside. Luna seems pleased that he is now out of her way. Lady Suniko notices the smug look on Luna's face like she won the battle.

 

“Luna, are you forgetting something?” said Lady Suniko.

 

Luna look confused of the question at first. She looked around as if she is looking for the answers. Lady Suniko starts to grow impatient of her. But for a brief moment when Lady Suniko was reading her mind she saw a glance of a plan.

 

“Luna, what are you hiding this time?” she asked.

 

“Hiding?! I-I'm not hiding anything.” Luna answer.

 

Lady Suniko could see she is trying to distract her thoughts from her. As she was digging into her brain until a loud noise came from her stomach. It could be heard though out the entire cave. Everyone looked at as the embarrassment could be seen clearly on her face.

 

“Excuse me. Esha, is that breakfast done yet?”

 

“Yes, milady.” Esha answered.

 

“Let's eat!” She said as she made her way to sit down by the fire and next to Rin.

 

Everyone sat around the fire waiting for Esha to serve the breakfast to them. Lady Suniko was tht first to receive the food. As she was eating the delicious breakfast that Esha made she kept digging Luna thoughts trying to see what is going on in her little head.

 

“Luna, you still haven't apologized to them yet.” Lady Suniko reminded her.

 

“Oh yes!” Luna then got up and walks over to Sesshomaru and Rin then bow down and apologizes to them.

 

Once she apologizes and things started to calm down and their tummies getting full. As she was eating she couldn't stop thinking about that almost kiss and what was Luna's plan and what is this strange feeling within her.

 

“Thank you, Esha. This was really good.” Said lady Suniko.

 

“Yes, this is very good. Thanks, Esha!” Rin reply cheerfully.

 

“I am glad that you liked it. There's still more. Do you want seconds?”

 

“Yes please.” Both Suniko and Rin reply as they handle their bowls to Esha for seconds.

 

Rin and Suniko looked at each other when they answered at the same time. Then Rin started to laugh then Suniko join her in the laughs.

 

Rin is very cute human girl. She is so full of life and innocence. Suniko could see why the Youkai Lord couldn't turn the girl away. Her smiles could melt the coldest of hearts. She looks so cute in her kimono that she is still wearing. It's still a little too big for her. She wonders why she only has one pair of cloths. Do women only have one entire in this world? Lady Suniko couldn't stand having less than 6 different ones to choose from. There still much to learn of their cultural.

 

“Rin, do you only have one entire to wear?” she asked.

 

“Yes, ma'am.” Rin answer

 

“You know you look really cute in that kimono. If you want too you can keep it.”

 

“Really?! Oh thank you very much, Lady Suniko!” said Rin as she got up to give her a hug.

 

“You are quite welcome, my dear.” Suniko replied to the young girl with a big smile on her face.

 

“I thank you as well, Suniko,” the stotic Lord replied, “I haven't had the recent time of late to get her new fitted clothes.”

 

“Oh, it really is no problem; I have many more pairs of clothes.”

 

“Here you both are.” Said Esha as she hands back their bowl of food.

 

“Thank you” Suniko and Rin replied at once, once again. After they did that, they looked at each other and started to laugh once again. At this scene Sesshoumaru's heart warmed up more than it already was, if that was at all possible.

 

Luna and Esha both looked at Lord Sesshoumaru once Lady Suniko started to laugh, and see the smallest hint of warmth on his face it made them both look at each other and again back at the lord, to see if it's still there. To their complete surprise, it is.

 

“Milady, you never answer to my question.” Lord Sesshoumaru stated.

 

“Huh, oh, yeah, um…I”-

 

“Milady, are you finished with your breakfast?” Esha asked trying to keep her distracted away from him.

 

“uh, yes I am… thank you,” Suniko said with thankfulness in her voice. “May I talk to you outside about that Sesshoumaru?”

 

“Milady, there are some things that we have that you needs your attention.” Replied Luna interrupted Sesshomaru before he could answer her.

 

“Alright, Luna.” Said Suniko as she looked at Sesshomaru golden eyes.

 

“After you are done in here we could speak later, Suniko.” He said.

 

Lady Suniko just nods at Sesshomaru then allow Luna to lead her deeper into the cave. Letting Luna show her the inventory of their supplies.

 

[`Milady, you must stay away from Lord Sesshomaru.'] Luna said out of nowhere telepathic.

 

Lady Suniko stares at Luna for a moment letting the words sink in first before she responds.

 

[`Why are you saying such things? So you did pick a fight with Jaken on purpose, didn't you?']

 

[`Hay, I did. I did it to protect you, my Princess. He would only lead you to pan and suffering. Just like your mother.']

 

Luna words hit her hard. But it was true what she said. She did scents the pain of forbidding love that her mother went through when she was with her. Luna words just made her realize that she too is heading down similar path. Somehow it hurt her deep inside knowing that she needs to stay away from him. What is she to do?

 

 

 

 

Man I am so sorry for those who are reading this fic at MM.org that from here on out that damned site wouldn't let me upload anymore of these chs. As of now there are 13 ch but this damned site wouldn't let me upload them now. But you can find full story on adultfanfiction.net. Again Im a sorry for all of your MM.org readers.