InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Good Bye ❯ Chapter 1

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Who Knew
Summary: Typical high school relationships, typical heartbreak, and typical reactions, some more drastic then others
Lyrics by P!nk: Who Knew
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<you took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yah Huh that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cuz they're all wrong I know you better
Cause you said forever
And ever.... who knew?>
 
Screw him, he's damned to hell
NO I can't say that because I still love him and god only knows why cuz I sure as hell don't.
 
We talked last night, we got back together and I was happy.
But then he called me this afternoon and said he didn't really love me and that he didn't even like me, that he just friggin missed me. MISSED ME, that is so far from liking and loving, but what ever, it doesn't matter to me any more.
Right as soon as I heard the message on my phone that he didn't care and it was over and he just wanted to be friends after he told me he would always love me, my heart stopped and shattered right in my chest.
I cried- well more like I bust out in tears right in the middle of class.
How pathetic huh? I loved him and he killed me.
 
<remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just soo cool
Oh no no no>
 
We only broke up once before. It was my choice and it was a life or death literally.
Let me explain. I dumped him first along time ago because he had moved and I knew I couldn't handle it. That night I held a knife to my chest- ready to kill myself- when he called.
We talked for a good long time and he had no clue what I was planning- which in my case was a good thing- so the time came that I said I couldn't have a boyfriend and we needed to be friends, at least for now.
He agreed saying that it was ok and he understood. When he hung up I was ready to jab the knife through my heart, but something stopped me. I don't know what or why but I dropped the knife and began crying.
We went the entire summer not talking to each other.
The came last night when my best friend called him to hook us back up because of my serious depression.
She succeeded and he said he still loved me and everything.
Then this morning I got a message from him saying
“Hey- it's me- look... uh... When I said I still had feelings for you last night, it... uh was only because I missed you- I don't feel anything toward you anymore. I'm sorry, but it's over. Bye”
 
<I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For theyre long gone
I guess i didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever..... Who knew>
 
Now I sit here- in my dark room with no lights on- crying my eyes out. I tore up all the notes and love letters and threw away all the damned gifts he gave to me. He's calling me- he's been calling me for the past hour and a half- but I don't want to talk to him. So I slam the phone shut.
My heart is literally dead. I don't think I can even feel anymore. I feel so numb, so dead inside.
My friends tell me he isn't worth my tears, that I'll find some one hotter, better and all around perfect for me.
But then again, they are the ones who told me that we looked perfect together and that he was my perfect match.
Doesn't matter, nothing does now. I'm just a.... empty void, an emotionless being as of now.
 
<I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And i won't forget you my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong>
 
So now, I sit in my computer chair with the knife in my hands- clutched to my heart, sound familiar?
Only this time, nothing is holding me back, no one to stop me and tell me it's ok
 
<That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who Knew
My darling, my darling
I miss you
Who Knew?>
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Epilogue
Sirens blared in the background, as two men strolled out a long white stretcher.
“KAGOME!” Higurashi-san screamed into the unforgiving heavens “KAGOMEEEE!!!!”
The police chief slowly walked up the sobbing woman and explained to her of a small piece of parchment- enclosed in Kagome's hand- had been found. She handed it to her and walked away.
Higurashi-san opened it and read it slowly because of her shaking hands.
“InuYasha,
I said I would always love you until I died.
Who knew it would be so soon?
~Kagome”
Higurashi-san crumbled the paper in her hand as she once again fell to the ground in an un-consolable sob
The rain poured down as to comfort her, as the wind carried her tale and the two words” Who Knew”