InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Good Girl Kagome ❯ Help me, Inuyasha ( Chapter 12 )

Chapter 11

A/N Rin was raped twice, that will happen when fluffy tells his side of the story, the part NO ONE new * creepy music in the back round* and I'll get there eventually, And there is a crappy lemon in this chapter, so if you can't read it then like for the divider and pass it

Disclaimer : don't own nuttin

They gang was still talking abut how Kagome had hit Kouga. She wasn't really listening, she was more concerned about how much trouble she was going to get in for skipping detention. They drove in the driveway and filed into the house

Sesshomaru was sitting in the kitchen drinking a Dr.Pepper ( A/N Hey, i wanna see my money check for that sweet advertisement) Kagome was the first one to meet eye contact and he just grinned at the sight of the girl. The close were still a little damp and her hair was definitely ruined.

" So, How was the presentation, I MUST know." Sesshomaru stopped drumming his fingers on the table in anticipation so he could comprehend every detail.

" Oh, I'll tell you, but i go something better, but i must warn you. It's R rated." Sango grinned as Sesshomaru's eyes widened. He looked at Kagome for permission. She blushed and nodded. Sango reached for her pocket and pulled out the picture. She looked at it and giggled as she passed it to Fluffy. His eyes got as big as they possibly could get. There was the girl he had thought of as his sister, practically naked on a picture in front of him. He blushed and quickly put it face down on the table.

" Hey, I wanna see." Miroku lunged for the picture. He picked it up and stared for a long time. Kagome was getting uncomfortable, Inuyasha could tell by her constant fidgeting. He heard a whining sound and turned to find Miroku crying on the floor who was thanking god over and over again and kissing the picture.

Kagome saw all of this and was very self conscious. She very quickly excused herself and ran to her room. Sesshomaru instantly forgot what he found funny and felt sad because he was a part of Kagome's insecurity ` I should have remembered that'. Sango swiftly kicked Miroku to bring him back to his senses. Inuyasha was pretty angry, he was the only one who didnt find it THAT funny, ` sure it was a good laugh, but poor Kag, it must have been very embarrassing' He looked at fluffy for advice, who nodded his head in the direction of Kagomes door.

Inuyasha snatched the picture and glared at his friends in the kitchen and went into Kagome's room. " Man, now i fell pretty bad about it. It should have occurred to me that she would be self conscious about it, maybe I should go and apologize." She started for the room.

"No, i don't think that would be wise, Inuyasha is the best one for this. He can help her. Just leave them be. You can stay here for awhile, but i doubt they will be back anytime soon.

" Yeah, I guess your right. I think I will walk Sango home and then go home myself, see you latter fluffy." Miroku waved and left the house.

" You better not screw this up, oh dimwitted brother of mine." He said to no one in particular and went back to deciding what to do next.

KAGOME"S ROOM

"Kagome, may I come in?" Inuyasha asked quietly

" Ok." She replied

He opened the door and found her staring out her window. He walked up to her and handed her the picture face down. " I didnt look. I'm not going to lie and say i didnt want to, but i kinda got a good look at school." He said.

She looked him in the eye and gave him a smile of gratitude. She took the picture and put it in one of her drawers. He took a step closer to her and gave her a hug. She hugged him back gladly `i always feel safe when I'm in his arms' she thought with a smile.

" Kagome, are you ok about what you did today?" Inuyasha asked. He wanted to make sure that she wasn't going to be afraid to go back to school or anything. ` If she wont go, I wont go! Her being there was the sole reason i went to that school'

" yeah, I guess. Sango dared me to do it. I never go back on a dare." With the look she gave him, it was almost as if she were daring him to question that fact. He went against his want to do so and made a mental note to remember that bit of information. He gathered her up and laid her on the bed.

"Kagome, You are so beautiful, you know that right?" he looked into her flushing eyes. She shrugged and looked away. "I love you Kagome, truly."

" I love you to Inuyasha, I can't express how much." They held each other in silence.

An hour later, Inuyasha started to feel his arm getting numb so he lifted himself up. And because of the way they were laying, when he did so, his arm accidentally brushed against her thigh. She started to twist away from him and whimper. He tried to comfort her but she wouldn't settle down. Her whimpers became screams and her screams became words.

" Please, stop. Daddy, it hurts! STOP!" She was crying out in her sleep. Inuyasha shook her roughly to wake her. When her eyes fluttered open she was scared to see someone so close to her, but when she realized who it was she calmed down a little bit.

" Are you alright there kag?" she seemed concerned. Why, she had no idea.

" What do you mean yash, I'm fine. You just scared me. That's all." She said.

" You....you were screaming." Kagome was tacked off guard. `sure, i snore' she thought ` but scream. I don't even remember it'

" I'm sorry yash. I didnt mean to startle you. Just a bad dream." She remembered the dream alright. But she didnt know she was actually acting it out. Out of no where Inuyasha dove to hug her. Still a little off because of her dream. She dropped backwards and he stopped mid air.

" Are you afraid of me?" Inuyasha was hurt by the gesture, she could tell. But how could she explain to him that it wasn't him she was afraid of, but all guys.

He got up to leave and she jumped of the bed and ran in front of him, blocking his way to the door.

" I don't want to you leave me. I want you here, with me." She wasn't planning on saying that, but she was desperate to keep him here, so she would feel safe and loved.

" I'm not going to be one of those guys at school that make you uncomfortable"

" But, you don't. Honest. Its the dream that scared me. Not you, you make me feel safe. I need you, please?" She gave him the puppy look no one could refuse and he smiled a warm smile. She returned the smile and slowly walked closer to him. He stood there, perfectly still, afraid of what might happen if he moved. ` why is she looking at me like that? She has never looked that way before.' She was so close to him now, that their mouths were centimeters from touching.

" Inuyasha, I am afraid." She said

" I know Kagome, it will take time." She shook her head emphatically.

" No you don't understand, I want you so badly. Some part of me is tearing up inside from the want. But the other part, it's cowering in the corner. It's afraid that it will get hurt again. I don't want to be afraid Inuyasha, i...... i need your help." Inuyasha looked at her. `me......she, needs me?' he thought.

"Kagome, I would never hurt you. You must understand that. I can't take advantage of you when your like this" He was a little sad that she had for a second, even thought he would.

" And, I do. Please. This isn't how it was supposed to be at all. I... I ...I wanted it to be you. Instead if him, it should have been you, please, don't be angry at me. I'm so sorry." She cried into his shoulder.

`she thinks that since she isn't a virgin, i wont want her?' he gently took her off of him so she would look him in the eye. " Kagome, you misunderstood me. I would be happy to .help you. But i don't want this to be something you would regret later. I don't think i would be able to live with the fact that i hurt you further."

" Inuyasha, I love you. I would never regret any of it. Don't you understand. I want to be with you. I want it how it was supposed to be. Please, I know i am being weak, but i need this night. If you really don't want to, I can understand. But don't turn away because you want what's best for me, i know what's best for me, and this is it." She looked at him with both a confident look and a fear of rejection.

" Alright Kag, for you. You have this night, but you swear that if at any point you want me to stop, you'll say so ok?" She nodded her head.

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They both couldn't breath for a second. Both were afraid to make the first move. Inuyasha took the lead and wrapped her arms around her waist and kissed her deeply and passionately. She wrapped her arms around his shoulder and kissed him back. He broke the kiss so they both could breath, then he attacked her neck and shoulders, she let out gasp at the pleasure that was starting to build. He devoured her neck and kissed her collar bone, when she moaned in pleasure and surprise he smiled at his triumph.

He went for her lips again, his hands roaming all over her back. He had wanted to go slow, to make sure she was comfortable with everything. But she was quicker than he thought. He felt her hands roaming for the edge of his shirt and lifting it over his head.

With his shirt discarded, she could see how muscular he really was. `Great body' she thought as she looked at him hungrily. It was awhile before she realized that she was staring and looked at his face so see him grinning. She blushed and started to unbutton her shirt.

Inuyasha started to blush as well. This was the thing that he had been dreaming of for about a year now and he was still unsure if he as going to go through with it. `well, if i say no, she will think it's her fault, and i have wanted her for so long. Ok, now more cowering. It's now' he nodded his head in confirmation and watched as she took of her shirt.

He walked up to her and claimed her lips, his tongue traced her teeth to ask for invitation. She opened gladly and moaned into the kiss and he picked her up and laid her carefully on the bed. He put himself on top of her and started to nip at her neck, she bit her lip to hold the urge to scream at bay. He rised up to make sure she was ok and he could tell by the look on her face that she was fine.

He reached around to her back and unclipped her bra. He slowly slid it off, making sure he grazed her skin with his fingers when he did so she shivered uncontrollably. He had to look at her, she was gorgeous, her skin was soft and her lips were a perfect match for his. He brought his hand down and cupped her left breast gently but firmly. She gasped and arched into his hand. He grinned and continued his attack on her chest.

When she felt his hand leave she whimpered in protest. She let out a gasp when she felt his tongue glide over her nipple. She felt Goosebumps on her thighs. He moved his hand to her other neglected breast ad he gently bit the other. When he had covered her entire upper half he trailed kissed down her stomach and dipped his tongue into her belly button. He slipped her pants off and traced her underwear.

He looked at her one last time and she nodded. He slowly slipped her black lace underwear to he knees, then to her ankles and then they were another decoration for the floor. He was at the edge of the bed, on his knees. He was drowning in her. ` beautiful, absolutely beautiful.'

Kagome was starting to get self conscious and started to bring her knees to he chest to cover herself but he stooped her before she could. He gently laid her back down and settle himself on top of her. He trailed his hand down her chest and settle in her stomach, she was breathing very heavily despite her attempts to calm down.

He slowly led his hand down to her thighs and squeezed them in false comfort. She quivered and he grew more confident, he dipped his fingers into her sex and tested her readiness. She arched into his hand, dragging her nails along his back, he barely noticed as he took off what was left in his clothes.

He slowly slid into her, she bit her lip so she would scream ` there is no pain this time. it feels so good, i never thought it could be like this'

He was perfectly still, waiting for her to get adjusted. He waited until she started to move her hips before continuing. He went slow at first, but it was to slow for Kagome.

She started to close her eyes, finding it extremely hard to keep them open.

" No Kagome, keep your eyes open. Don't close them or look away. Focus on me." She looked up and saw him move with her to match her sped up pace. He bent down and started to kiss her will everything hi had, it was impossible to open his mouth without moaning in pleasure, so he settled for showing her. They consumed each other. It was hard and fast, it had to be that way. It was the only way they could truly forget and be completely lost in one another.

"Inuyasha" Kagome mumbled as she felt the first quiver of an orgasm ripple through her body. Kagome brought her legs up and wrapped them around Inuyasha, bringing him deeper inside her then either of them thought possible.

Kagome felt heat building inside of her, a promise of something greater.

"Faster Inuyasha, Faster." He obliged and went faster and harder. She was gripping his shoulders tightly enough that there would be bruises afterward.

He rested his forehead on her collar bone and kissed her left breast.

`I'm going to come soon, but she has to come first.' He lifted his head up so they could see each other. Her inner muscled clamped down into him and she threw her head back and gave a soundless cry as her orgasm hit her. Inuyasha pumped into her a few times then follows releasing himself inside if her.

He collapsed beside her and held her close, waiting for her to ride out the rest of the wave. They were both breathing heavily and sweaty from the previous event. When she was still and breathing normally, Inuyasha wrapped an arm around his Kagome `My Kagome' he though with a greedy smile.

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Ok, not my best work, but it had to be done. When i asked that question, only 1 person said they shouldn't get together so i had to go with everyone else, sorry. I'm also sorry that this chapter is a little late, studies, ya know how it is. I LOATHE EXAMS! Seriously they are evil. But tomorrow is my last day ad them in out till Jan 6th woo-hoo. Ok well till next time