InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ gymnast from hell ❯ chapter 29 ( Chapter 29 )

Chapter: 29

Disclaimer: I don't own the song in this chapter either

Kagome sat in the middle of the room, back facing the door. She heard the sounds of footfalls approaching then the dojo door sliding open.

"I was beginning to worry that you weren't coming." She said deadly calm, not even moving a muscle.

"I just got back then I heard the music. I had to talk to aunty Mehi first." Ayame answered

"Hn, out with Kouga?"

"Yeah. Kag what's wrong, I know your tones right now and something is definitely wrong"

"He was with Kikyo" she said. that statement confirming all her decisions. Ayame gasped

"Your kidding"

"Hn" the sound akin to a snort.

"B-but why? You seemed so happy, you were cute together"

"I was a replacement"

"No don't say that, there has to be a logical explanation"

"He asked me to go with him to the gymnastics competition, then he met up with kikyo there. Leaving me to feel pitied by the former teammates"

"But last week-"

"Was a fluke. He's a liar and I hate him, I hate myself" she said the last part a bit quietly. Ayame looked around the room; various weapons lay scattered everywhere. She also noticed that the skin at the edge of Kagome's cast was a very bright red color, she could literally see it throbbing.

"C'mon we gotta get you some aspirin"

"Don't worry about it. It doesn't hurt."

"Yeah and that's why your arm is so tense"

Ayame dragged her up and led her out of the dojo. They walked across the grounds and entered the house. Ayame went straight to the kitchen and Kagome just continued to her room. She lazily went up the stairs then took a right. She stepped over all the Hot Topic bags and sat on her bed. Aya came in after that with a glass of water and bottle of aspirin.

"You know what you need" she commented,

"What do I need?" Kagome asked.

"A nice hot bath"

"Really now?" Kagome was skeptic, why would she need a bath?

"Yeah" she got up and went over to the bathroom. Kagome shrugged and took the pills, she got up and took up her mp3 player and began listening to it. Aya came back into the room a few minutes later, she dragged Kagome off the bed, down the hall and locked her in the bathroom. Kagome sighed and shrugged then got ready for the bath.

(^^)

Ayame walked down the stairs clapping her hands together, patting off imaginary dust off of them. She walked down the rest of the stairs and frose in mid-clap.

"Ayame I need to speak with Kagome" Inuyasha said from the door.

"You lost your chance, I cant help you" she sighed then walked into the kitchen. She really wanted to help him, but she couldn't, this was Kagome's battle, and she didn't want Kagome thinking she was helping out the enemy. They had to work that out on their own.

(^^)

Kagome lay in the bath, she was listening to her CD player now, the song `Nothing else Matters' by Metallica. She listened to the first versebefore reaching for a pen and paper that was convieniently by the bath and began scribbling.

(^^)

About a half hour later, Kagome emerged from the bathroom and went to her room. She immediately went to the stereo and turned it on.

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts

And the pain attached to them

Sometimes I wonder why this is happening

It's like nothing I can do

Will distract me when

I think of how I shot myself in the back again

'Cause from the infinite words I could say

Put all the pain you gave to me on display

But didn't realize

Instead of setting it free

I took what I hated and made it part of me

She nodded her head as she changed, moving to the beat of the song. She went to her closet and took out a purple tank top with black writing saying `Do I look like I care?' it was hardly visible except for when your in a certain light angle

And now

You've become a part of me

You'll always be right here

You've become a part of me

You'll always be my fear

I can't seperate myself from what i've done

I've given up a part of me

I've let myself become you

She put on a pair of black capiris with chains and black and white sneakers. She had on a small necklace also. She then lay down on the bed.

It never goes away

It never goes away

Get away from me

Gimme my space back

You gotta just go

Everything comes down to memories of you

I've kept it in but now i'm letting you know

I've let you go

Get away from me

I've let myself become you

I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you

Giving up a part of me

I've let myself become you

She reread the song she wrote, she smiled a bit then left it on the bed as she left the room. She walked down the stairs and froze slightly but continued on.

"Where are you going Kag?" Ayame asked

"I was thinking of going down to the pier" she said shrugging, fixing the guitar case on her back.

"That's a long drive"

"I know, but I have the time anyway" she was totally ignoring Inuyasha who was gaining courage to talk to her.

"Want company?"

"Nope" she said then walked to the door, but a hand stopped her. She looked back at Inuyasha

"Kagome…"

"Save it"

"No I need to say it"

"Fine. Just find someone who'll listen" she began walking again but was stopped.

"Kagome I'm sorry"

she shifted a bit till the words on her shirt glowed.

"Does it look like I care?" she asked monotonously, she had the blank expression down.

"I'm really sorry"

"Do you mean it this time or is it like last time? You expect me to welcome you with open arms, overflow with emotion, be a fool then you go behind my back and go see her again? Huh? What do you expect to happen Inuyasha? Well I'm sorry, your expectations wont be met." She stated. Her voice wavering slightly, her eyes watering slightly. She wrenched her hand free of his and left the house.

Ayame watched all this from the stairs, she shook her head slightly. She hated seeing her cousin like this, but simply put; there was nothing she could do.

Tbc…

Yo!

Lately I've been feeling out of it. I've been getting ideas and such, but I just don't want to write them, I'm feeling very lazy. I had to fight myself to get this out.

I hope u all enjoyed your Christmas or whatever holiday u celebrate. I hope u have a happy new year!

-psycho-