InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Having It All ❯ Losing My Religion ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

I don't own shit but the drawls I'm wear'n!!!


All Sango could hear was the pounding of her own heart. Not the horse's gallop, the creatures of the night calling out to their mates, or the the sound of rushing water from the nearby river. It was truly foolish to peruse such a dangerous adversary at night. It was a well known fact that most if not all demons had superior senses, so he would have no trouble seeing her at all. Even though it was a full moon, Sango had to strain her eyes to see. She would simply have to use her other senses. Her mother had trained her well from an early age. She had said that other senses become stronger if one does not depend solely on the eyes. It took years of her mothers not so patient tutoring, to perfect and although her eyes were failing, her ears were sharp as ever. If she only could gain control of her body and emotions, she wouldn't be at such a disadvantage. Doing just that, she quickly found what she was looking for. Youko was a mere few feet from her, and it was only one explanation for that. Youko was toying with her, she made the horse run faster.

Youko knew she was behind him. He had taken a risk in stealing her pendant. He'd wanted her to follow and first believed she wouldn't, but he heard a horse galloping furiously behind him and was pleased she hadn't disappointed him. For reasons that Youko didn't quite understand, the young woman interested him. She was beautiful and fierce, and although he knew of many demon females that fit that description, it was something different about her and that difference made her all the more special. He slowed, until he stopped completely and wondered if she knew that he could have made it to Makai and back before she even left the castle. She stopped the horse a cautious distance away, expression Leary, Youko could tell she knew that he was jesting.

"You took something from me, and I want it back dammit!" When she dismounted the horse, Sango drew closer by only two steps. The moon's light gave him an unearthly glow, and Sango had never remembered seeing anything more breathtaking. Silver hair lined his face, and something she hadn't noticed before caught her attention. Two triangular shaped ears graced the top of his head, Sango had the sudden urge to caress them as you would a puppy's. She mentally shook herself, now was not the time to be absurd.

"Why? Is it important to you?" Youko smiled sweetly and asked in an innocent yet calm tone. Man, did she have a foul mouth on her. 'And here I thought no one could possibly swear more than Kuronue.' Somehow it made her more appealing. The look of innocence she portrayed so well was an illusion, and Youko knew a thing or two about looks being deceiving. But she wasn't trying to elude anyone, what you saw, was what you got with her, and at the moment, she was fair more desirable than the noble demoness es that threw themselves at him. An any female that he'd ever encountered for that matter. Her nostrils flared and the angered flush she wore grew deeper. 'Simply delicious.'

"I-it's mine," Sango sputtered angrily. " Thats all you need to know, filth." That stupid smile of his was really starting to piss her off. It made her feel things she desperately tried to deny. Sango knew he had a another trick up his sleeve when he closed his eyes, and while shaking his head.

"If you want it woman, you'll have to take it from me." At that Youko sped off. He could hear here give chase immediately and he smiled. She was a feisty vixen alright, he'd never known a female to possess such fire. Kurama could feel his body starting to respond. The huntress was trailing some distance behind, and he then slowed his pace even more.

'She can't possibly be that slow, can she' he thought as he glanced back at her. She was fast for a human, but far slower than he. ' Maybe if she removed that ridiculous
object from her person she could run faster.' What ever it was, it seemed to be heavy and awkward. After a few moments, Youko heard her stop then shout the 'Hiraikotsu'. 'Wait, doesn't Hiraikotsu mean-' Youko heard the wisping behind him, glancing back he ducked quickly before he was be beheaded. Now that caught his attention! Looking back, eyes wide with shock , Youko watched her catch the humongous boomerang with grace.

"Crazy bitch" he muttered unconsciously, not loud enough for her not to hear. There was no way he was going to risk provoking her further. The demon exterminator's eyes were a lite with fury, her skinned bathe in a angry flush, he would have to end this now or he'd find himself dead. At least a host of broken bones anyway. The fox took to the trees and began sprinting and dodging. He heard the tell tale sign of her boomerang, and swiftly maneuvered out of it's path. It barely grazed him, but only because he was fleeing from being crushed by severed trees. The fact that she could even wield that thing, heated his blood to a fevered pitch. The huntress was strong, brave, and completely dangerous. Qualities he liked in a woman. Using the landscape that surrounded them, vines, tree branches, and weeds were used to ensnare the fuming young woman. Sango was forced to dangle a couple feet off the ground while the plant life effectively disarmed and held her prisoner. She began sputtering angry curses at him, demanding the now amused fox spirit release her, or meet the business end of her sword.

"You have been disarmed and restrained, yet you continue to make threats. Tell me exterminator, do you really think it wise?"

"Release me, and I'll show you just how 'wise' it is to tip off a demon exterminator!" Sango was just dying to wipe that smug smile off his face. His incredibly handsome face that is. He rearguard her nonchalantly, but she promised that if she were freed, she'd teach him not to disregard her in such a way.

"Answer one question and I'll release you."

"No! You'll release me this instant youkai!!!" When had she turned from brave demon slayer, to outraged pampered princess. She was wiggling and throwing a tantrum that any toddler would be envious of. Her mother had always accused her of being spoiled, and for the first time Sango saw it in herself.

"Not likely, now cooperate or I'm afraid we'll be here for some time. Why is the pendant important to you." He wore the same confident smile. The one that gave her impure thoughts. Deciding freedom was far better than stubbornness, she told him of how she received after her first extermination. Everyone did.

"You seem so attach to it. Coming here tonight was suicidal, why go through the trouble for a trinket that can be replaced? What significance does it hold" He falsely wore a thoughtful expression. Truth was, Youko didn't know what he'd do once she was free. Well he knew what he wanted to do, but that was out of the question. She'd kill him first.

"You said one question, but if you really must know, someone special gave it to me."

"Your mate then?"

"Y-yes. It was my husband, now if you don't mind the vines are starting to dig in!" She didn't know why she lied and hoped he couldn't tell. She wanted something from Youko that she couldn't quite put a name to. Something Sango knew she would deny herself.

"You are a horrible liar, but I did give my word" Sango unceremoniously dropped to the ground and just barely managed to get her feet under her. All threats forgotten, she walked over to Youko and held out her hand. "I never said I'd return your pendant That, woman comes at a greater price" Some cocky grin. It was really irking her.

"I shouldn't have to pay for whats mine, asshole!" The nerve of him! Youko's grin told her that whatever he wanted, it wasn't good.

"It's nothing you haven't done twice already. I wish for a kiss from that filthy mouth of yours." He watched as her expression changed from disbelieving to righteous anger. No way! No way in hell! It was hard enough trying to forget about the first two. He moved faster than her eyes could process and grabbed her around the waist. Pulling her close to him, Youko managed to pin both arms behind her back with his free hand. That same feeling was there for Sango. That voice within her calling out. Telling her to follow her instincts, her heart. Looking upward, she knew Youko felt it too.

Her father's word came to her at this moment. Dousing the fire within her like a bucket of freezing water.


"Humans and demons are never to mix. Men and women who bed youkai betray there their own humanity. Their own race. Demons are cold and manipulative, and one would truly be foolish if they thought such creatures were capable of emotions. Of love, and empathy. Mercy. You cannot expect kindness, or sympathy, and certainly not love."


She mentally withdrew. She had lived by the those words for so long. It was religion among the taijiya. The only explanation that could be derived from the species they hunted. It certainly did help her sleep better at night, when the blood and lost lives wouldn't allow her slumber. A human village complained, and in came the magnificent exterminators to make the problem go away. She loved her line of work, but even Sango had her questions and doubts.


Like now. Here she was in the arms of the most entrancing male she would ever encounter, in this life and the next, and she wanted nothing more than to lose herself in him. Let their instincts be the guide to where passion decided to take them. Yet she couldn't. Not so much as couldn't, she just wouldn't. Her father would disown her. She would most certainly be cast out, and destined to live life as a demon's whore. That is of course if Youko hadn't rid himself of her too. She closed her eyes as he lowered his head. Lightly nuzzling the delicate skin of her throat while mum mering unidentifiable words. The low growling came deep from within and he grasped her firmly to him, losing himself in her scent. Sango could feel his heart beating wildly under her palm. It matched her own. Her arousal was an almost unbearably delicious, as it poured off her in waves. Her kiss was still sweet on his lips and Youko's body craved more.

She would be turning against everything she'd ever believed. A real discredit to the uniform. Everything she'd lived, fought and bleed for would be a lie. She would be a lie. When his lips descended upon hers in a desperate, sensual kiss, Sango knew that it was a lie that she could live with.


The kiss was hungry and deep. Sango grasped unto him in order to keep from falling over. Tounges battling for dominance, teeth clashing angrily, they only parted to take large gulps of air. Sango abandoned everything she knew to the demon who threatened to burn her asunder with his touch, and willing offered more. When his lips fell to her neck, she didn't resist, nor did she protest when he began to unbuckle the straps of her armor. Working with the difficult garment, Youko finally parted the material just enough to allow him access to her cleavage. Lowering them to the ground, he began laving every inch of the v-shape that was exposed to him, while Sango began to impatiently tug at her own clothing. Once the top of her slayer suit was pushed down to her waist, Youko made quick work of breast bindings.

Before now, he hadn't really wondered what her body might be like. Her spirit and ferocious nature had done more than enough for his libido. But looking at her bare chest , made his painfully hard length throb with need. Once the bindings were sliced away, those glorious mounds bounced free and Youko watched in fascination as the slight jiggle subsided. Before she had time to bring her arms up for cover, Youko began massaging a stiffened nipple. Sango moaned as his fingers fondled her breast. No had ever touched her there and was surprised that something so small could cause such a massive reaction within her. Deciding tasting would be far better, Youko eased her to the ground and attacked the neglected breast, while pinching and plucking at the other. Sango's eyes went wide then closed tightly shut, she moaned darkly and tangled her hands in his silky mane effectively keeping him in place as her back arched sharply. Her arousal sky rocketed when he did this, and she ripped his top away. Her voice broke through the haze of lust that had enveloped them.

"No! I can't do this, please stop." She was nearly breathless and began scooting away but Youko's hand shot out, grabbing her calf and stopping her escape. Sango was yanked towards him, as he settled himself between her legs, her hips were brought up to meet his. When he ground his pelvis into hers, Sango's last bit of resistance snapped. She cried out.

"What are you doing to me?" She half asked, half pleaded. Nothing was supposed to feel this intense.


"Giving you what you want, woman." Youko's voice was thick with desire as he worked her slayer suit past her legs, exposing her fully to his ravenous gaze. He seemed completely mesmerized by her. He ran his hands over her, caressing every part of her body. He was lost to her now as he tried to commit the feeling of every part of her to memory. Sango shivered with need when Youko began unfastening his hakama. Sango wanted him to continue touching her. If he stopped she might lose her nerve. She wanted this too badly to back down because of fear. When his erection sprang free Sango was honestly afraid for the first time in her life.

'There is no way that will ever fit! He'll rip me in two!!!' She was a virgin for gods sakes, and not that she had another for comparison, but she knew he that he had to fit in the above well endowed category. Youko began fisting his thick, long cock while staring at her intently. Sango could see the precum glistening from the tip of his head, and had the sudden urge to lick it off.

Kneeling between her legs, Youko was able to get an unguarded view of her moist slit, he could see the honey practically dripping from her. If he hadn't been so impatient he would have taken time to taste her. Then a disturbing scent of fear invaded his sensitive nose. She was aroused yes, but definitely afraid. Youko released a low growl, here she was, legs spread wantonly open, moist cavern beckoning him, and he couldn't take her. He knew she was untouched and although he would be gentle as possible, this would still bring her pain. Something Youko had not wanted to do. He saw her staring at his member and knew the reason why she recoiled. He'd had complaints from seasoned women, and though he had never deflowered a female before, he'd heard enough tales. Deciding against any notions of having his way with her, he grab his now weeping erection and went to return it to the confines from which it came, but the woman did something that greatly surprised him.

Sango saw what Youko meant to do, and stopped him the only way she knew how. She reached out and wrapped her slender fingers around his stiff shaft. Youko's body gave a surprised jerk upon contact, and moaned as the huntress began to massage him. The last straw was broken when she slid her finger over the tip and smeared the precum along the head. Gods, she was a temptress. With a victorious growl, he crashed his lips to hers and covered her body with his own, he could feel her trembling beneath him. Positioning himself a her heated, opening, Youko broke contact with her mouth as he pressed soft kisses along the jaw until he reached her ear.

"I promise, I'll be gentle. You must relax as much as possible." When she confirmed he placed a chaste kiss upon her lips. They looked deeply into each other eyes as the first shallow thrust was initiated. Sango began gasping in pain as he worked himself into her, withdrawing slightly only to push deeper each time. She heard Youko whisper that should brace herself. She was determined not let the pain overcome her, but when he pushed passed her barrier she couldn't help the the tears that escaped her eyes or the loud painful scream that ripped from her throat. In order to silence herself, she buried her teeth deeply into the junction between his neck and shoulder and dug her nails in his back.

Youko welcomed the pain, she was so tight around him that it hurt, he could barely feel anything else. As he continued to slide into the slayer, her walls began to welcome him more and it wasn't long before he started moaning and panting. When he was completely embedded, the feeling caused him to howl into the night. She was withering impatiently and when she raised her hips to meet his pleasure took hold. Although the pain was still there, pleasure out won. Youko grabbed her shoulders and went as deeply as he could, and she began calling out, begging for more.

"Please deeper! Don't stop!!! SWEET GODS, IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!

Sango could barely contain herself. She had orgasmed before and known it to be quite pleasurable, but it was nothing like this. For one moment she able to forget. Forget that he was youkai, and she was human. Forget about the unwritten laws that kept them separated. His thrust were so deep she thought her soul would shatter, yet she still begged for more. Sango could taste his blood in he mouth. Feel it under her nails. It was all so savage, and she'd never been more turned on. He was growling and gasping hotly in her ear, laving her neck as he continued.

Youko had never experienced anything like this. He'd laid with females before but this was something different. Nothing had ever felt so right, so perfect. It was as if she was made specifically for him. Her thighs started to tighten around his hips, and the woman beneath him began to quiver. She tossed her head from side to side and wildly bucked her hips. Her mouth was still moist with his blood and leaned down to kiss her. Using his fangs to puncture her lower lip, he allowed her to taste their mixed fluids as he sampled them as well. It was the sweetest ambrosia.

The slight stinging sensations combined with the way Youko was working her over, brought Sango to a sudden climax. She screeched into the night as the earth shattered, the heavens moved and the waters of the world boiled. White hot pleasure coursed through her until her vision turned from black to red. Nothing felt real anymore, she tried to focus her eyes, wildly darting them in all directions, but she could barely distinct colors and surroundings. Through the gross disorientation, a pair of honey colored orbs returned her to awareness. Things became more clear now as she could make out his features clearly enough to know that Youko was very amused.

"Welcome back" he teased while covering her face in light kisses. It didn't take long for Youko to remember that his own passion was far from sated. He'd held back to ensure that she peaked before he, but he was so close that his penis began to throb. When she ground her hips into his, Youko couldn't contain the climaxed that riped from him. He moaned, darker and louder than he'd ever recalled as he emptied himself into her willing body. They both were shaking, and panting, as Youko smiled down at her. This had been truly life changing. He'd known she was special and to think that a mere human could make him feel this way.


Sango took in his smiling face. He looked so unguarded and openly joyous. Grinning in return, she sought his lips for a sensual kiss. When he stiffened inside her, Sango's eyes widened. She was sore as all hell and thoroughly exhausted, but she refused to be out done by a demon. A satisfied sigh fell from her lips as he brought her pleasure with his movements again.

'I guess I can stay conscious for another few hours' she thought as lust took control once more.


I tried to stay smutty but not tasteless. I hope it worked! The song is not the REM version, but Tori Amos's from the motion picture Higher Learning. I thought it fit really well, considering. Thank yous for all who reviewed and to those who didn't. I hope people start to have an open mind about all alternate pairings. I don't really like Kagome, but I've read enough Kag/Sess fics to last a life time. I think the pairing is totally preposterous. If Youko is a little OOC, I'll explain why next chapter. I'm not to sure of his or the whole Yu Yu time line so forgive me, and if you can help please do.


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