InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Healing what has been broken ❯ Remembering A Painfull Past ( Chapter 2 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Healing What Has Been Broken
Remembering A Painful Past:
The stretcher slammed through the hospital doors with a big clanking sound. Inuyasha never left the side of Kagome's stretcher once. He was running along with it until they came to a door with the words EMERGENCY written above it.
“Sir, now this time you MUST stay out here and wait. You can't come with her. You'll get in the way.” Said the first paramedic
“But……I have to be with her. Please.” Inuyasha said in a low and sad voice. He never took his eyes off of the ebony haired angel.
“SIR! Do you want us to give her the best treatment we can. Do you want us to save her life!?” yelled the paramedic pushing the stretcher through the two metal swinging doors.
“Please save her. Do the best you can. Bring her back to me.” Inuyasha said lower then before, almost a whisper. He stopped and watched the two paramedics push the stretcher down the hallway through the swinging doors. The doors stopped swinging and the stretcher was out of site. `Please be ok Kagome. Please don't give up.' Inuyasha thought as he sat down in one of the hard plastic chairs. `Why didn't I know it was you!? Why didn't I sense you!? I always saw you in school, but never thought it was you, Kagome. You looked and smelled so familiar. I just didn't put two and two together. KAMI! Why am I so fucking stupid!?' Inuyasha yelled at himself. `Who did this to you Kagome? Who would do this? Was it your dad? Did he finally try and kill you?' He thought lowering his head into his hands. “That BASTARD! I'm going to fucking kill him!” He yelled slamming him hand onto the chair next to him and breaking it into two pieces. `Why didn't you come to me for help? Why did you try so hard to hide yourself from me? I could have helped! I could have done something!' “Damn it!!!” he yelled hitting the chair on the other side of him.
“SIR! If you do not stop breaking the hospital's property, then I will be forced to call security!” Yelled the secretary from the front desk
Inuyasha let out a dark growl, but then settled into his chair. `Please be ok kagome. I can't live without you now that you have been brought back to me. You can't die. Not NOW! I won't let you.'He thought as the memory of the day he lost her came back into his mind, the day his world came crashing down. He couldn't do anything about it. He couldn't save her. He couldn't stop her dad. He was only 11 years old. He didn't know what to do.
Flashback
“Inuyasha, I have to go. My dad won't let me be here anymore. He's making me leave. I'll come back in a little while. It'll be ok. Don't worry. I'll miss you.” Kagome lied as she hugged a stunned hanyou. `It's either me or you Inuyasha.I'm not coming back. I won't let you get hurt because of me. I won't watch you die. I….I..love you Inuyasha. If only I could tell you that.' She thought as she hugged him tighter. They were standing in Inuyasha's driveway in front of his yellow, two story house.
“Kagome? What do you mean? You're leaving? When will you be back? Why? Why are you leaving?” Inuyasha asked as he slowly hugged her back
“I have to go. He's moving to a better place for his job. I have to go with him.” She said putting her hands on his shoulders and pushing him away. She looked down at the ground with her hands still on his shoulders. “I…I can't watch you get hurt Inuyasha. I…I told you not to get too close. I tried to make it so we weren't so close, but you wouldn't let me. I….I'm sorry it turned out this way. My dad is a….he's a very powerful man Inuyasha. He knows you know what he does. He knows you found out. I don't know how, but he does. I just….I just can't let you die. I won't. I have no choice. There's nothing else I can do. I don't want to leave you. I don't want to be alone with him, but I…. I just can't let him hurt you. I'm so sorry.” She said looking into his eyes with tears pouring down her face.
Inuyasha looked back into her eyes and felt tears coming on. He knew this was for real. He knew he would never see her again. He knew he had just lost his best friend and the women he loved. “You don't have to go. I'll protect you. I can help you. We'll call the police and it'll all be ok. I promise. Just please…please don't leave me. I can't survive without you. We have been best friends since we were 4. I can't just let you leave. I can't let you be alone with him. I'll pretend I don't know about him and the black market. I'll pretend I don't know. Please…please say you'll stay. Stay for me.” Inuyasha pleaded as he pulled her into another hug. He felt one lone tear fall down his face.
“Inuyasha. He knows you know. You can't lie to him. And do you really think he's going to let me stay. You can't fight him Inuyasha! You can't. You'll end up getting hurt. I can't let that happen. I'm leaving for you. I'm leaving to help you. I can't let him hurt you. It's better me then you.” She said giving him a tight hug, staining his shirt with her tears.
“NO! Don't leave. Please. I can't and won't live without you.”
“Inuyasha, promise me something. Promise me you'll make a good life for yourself. That's something that'll make me happy. Live a good life. Promise me.” Kagome said hugging him even tighter
“I…I can't. I can't live a good life without you. You know that. You've always been there for me. I can't…….I just can't.” Inuyasha said hugging her tighter. He closed his eyes tightly and sniffed in her sent.
“KAGOME! Let's go! NOW! Get in the car! NOW!” Yelled her father as he pulled up in his black Mercedes
Kagome looked at the car then looked back at Inuyasha, breaking the hug. “Inuyasha, I have to go now. I….I…lo..”
“Kagome! NOW!” interrupted her father
`It's better if he doesn't know anyway'thought Kagome as she pulled away from him. “Goodbye Inuyasha. I'll never forget you. You'll always be in my heart, always.” She said turning towards the car
“Kagome! I…..I promise. I'll always remember. I'll always remember you. Always. Some day I'll find you. Someday I'll be with you again. I promise.” Inuyasha said looking at the back of her head. He clenched his fists together, drawing blood.
Kagome turned around and had tears streaming down her face once again. She ran to Inuyasha and threw her arms around him. He hugged her back. “Thank you for everything Inuyasha! Thank you. I'll miss you.” She said. She tried to hold in her true feelings, but she didn't want to go. “I…I don't wanna go! I don't want to leave you alone. I won't! Please let me stay.” Kagome pleaded with him
“Kagome get your dumb ass into the car! RIGHT NOW!” yelled her father while getting out of the car
“NO! I don't want to go. Don't make me go with him Inuyasha! Don't make me go!” yelled Kagome while hugging Inuyasha tighter and burring her face into his chest
“You don't have to go. I would never make you go.” Inuyasha said hugging her tightly burring his face into the crook of her shoulder.
“Let her go! Now!” Yelled her father getting close to them
“You heard her! She doesn't want to go!” Yelled Inuyasha
“Ha! You think I care about what she wants?”
“She's not going.” Snarled Inuyasha
“The hell she's not!” Yelled her father while he pulled out a gun and pointed it at Inuyasha. Inuyasha froze. He instinctively tightened his grip around Kagome. Kagome noticed this and looked back at her father. She saw the gun and her heart stopped.
`NO! I won't let Inuyasha get hurt! I won't!' thought Kagome
“Dad! NO! I'll come! I'll come! Don't hurt him, please! Please don't hurt him. I'll go!” Kagome said while giving Inuyasha a squeeze and pushing him away
“No, kagome. You don't have to.” Said Inuyasha as he stumbled backwards
“I'm sorry Inuyasha.” Kagome said as her father grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to the car. Kagome let out a loud scream of pain. This caused Inuyasha to let out an angry growl. Her father shoved her into the backseat and slammed the door shut.
“You stay away from my daughter you half breed!” Yelled her father as he got into the front seat. He shut the door and rolled down the window. “And to make sure you do…” He said pointing the gun at Inuyasha and pulled the trigger. The bullet hit Inuyasha in the shoulder and he went flying to the ground from the impact.
“INUYASHA! NO!” Cried Kagome as she watched him slam into the ground. She jumped onto her knees and put her hands to the window. She tried to open the door, but her father locked the doors. Tears were flowing onto the upholstery as she watched him just lay there.
“Shut up or I'll shoot him again!” warned her father pointing his gun at Inuyasha again.
“No. Please don't.” Kagome chocked out sitting down never taking her eyes off of Inuyasha.
“Good. Now lets go.” Her father said turning on the car and pulling away.
Inuyasha laid there slowly closing his eyes and his last thought before he blacked out was “Kagome…”
End Flashback
Inuyasha never forgave himself for not being able to save her from her dad. He got up and paced in front of the swinging doors. `You better be ok, Kagome!' It has now been 4 hours since they first got there. Inuyasha was starting to go insane. “Where the hell is the doctor!?” He yelled aloud. And as if on cue the doctor opened the door and stepped into the waiting room.
“He's right here.” Said the doctor looking at the frantic hanyou
“Where's Kagome?! Is she alright!? Did she make it!? Why did it take so long!?” Inuyasha bombarded the poor doctor with questions as he ran towards him.
The doctor looked Inuyasha in the eyes and began in a low and sad voice “she…
SO! What did you think? More will be explained about her father later on. That's just the main thing. Like how he lost her the first time. Sorry to leave it on a cliffy. How else am I supposed to keep readers? Lol. Well, please review and tell me what you think. I hope you liked it. Thanks! Love you all! - Forsaken Faith