InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Heart Aches ❯ Once Again ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Kagome sent Naraku a long look and her hand slowly flew to the bridge of her nose. She closed her eyes with an exaggerated sigh and shook her head. She pointed to the door and turned away from him.

I felt tears start to form at the side of my eyes. I didn't want Naraku to see my tears, I tried to breath through my nose. But that plan was ruined when all I could hear was snot on air. I felt Naraku wrap his arm around my waist and lay his chin on my shoulder. He felt him nussle my hair and his warm breath on the back of my neck.

"Please Kagome. Come back home with me, it will be best for our son." I felt a weird feeling of soothing rush through my body as the mentioning of my son was spoken. Hakadoshi.

Narku and my own son, he was born when I turned fifteen. Naraku told me he would stay with me forever, and help me raise our child. That promise didn't last too long. He ran off with my older sister Kikyo. But he did stay and help me raise Hakadoshi.

I shook my head and turned my head to look at Naraku's red eyes on his pale creamy face. He was very attractive, but he was a cheat and a liar. Not to be trusted. I swallowed a lump in my throat and sent him a strong mean glare.

"I refuse to live with my sister Kikyo. It's either her or me Naraku, and you wouldn't see me all the time because I would still have to go to school." I felt like ripping his head off and feeding it to a giant man eating fish or something, and then Kikyo right behind him, so they could rot in hell together.

The thought left a bitter sour thought suck in my head as he kissed the top of my chapped lip. He let go of me and twirled me around so i was facing him. He grabbed the side of my arms and I felt a shiver go through my body as his intense eyes ate into my soul.

I couldn't stand it anymore. I looked down at my feet and felt my teeth clench together as he lifted my head up.

"I will kick Kikyo out, you know I would do anything for you Kagome. Just give me another chance. After you left nothing was the same, and Hakadoshi misses his mother." he cooed, but for him to be saying things this sweet was out of his character, and I knew he was up to something bad, that was for sure.

I sighed and pulled my arms out of his grasp. I glared at him and bit the bottom of my lip. I crossed my arms over my chest and had the urdge to punch something, very hard and with a deadly force. I hated when Naraku did this to me and he knew it perfectly well. It was just a mystery to me why he always did it.

"If I do move in with you Naraku, I'm getting my own room. I'll even share one with my son. But I am not sleeping in the same room with you, no matter what the problem is." I made sure it got through his head before I let a little relief escape through my body. I let my arms drop to my side when he nodded his head.

I cleared my throat and walked over to the couch. I grabbed the over stuffed duffel bag with all my clothes in it and picked it up. I slung it over my shoulder and looked back over to Naraku. He was standing there quietly watching every move I made. I let a mental groan ring through my ears as I thought of the four hour drive alone with him in a small two door car.

"Are you ready then kagome?" he asked in a cold seductive voice. I nodded and grabbed my coat on the way out. It's zero degrees out and I'm wearing a tang top with tight black pants. How smart of me. I wrapped the coat around me, moving the bag from hand to hand but finally got the coat around me and zipped.

Naraku was already waiting for me in the car. I uncounsciously pulled the breast opening of my coat around me a little tighter and walked out the front door. I walked down the stairs and down the side walk towards his black Shadow. I stopped beside the passanger door and looked back at my now old apartment. I felt another heat wave flash behind my eyes as I thought of all my friends I had made here.

"And I won't even get to tell them goodbye, I'm just up and leaving. Smart." I mumbled to myself. I opened the door and tossed my bag in the back seat. I sat on the seat and closed the door. Screw the seat belt for now.

He slid his hand over top of mine and gave me a smirky smile. I hated that so much. I sent him a fake one in return and pulled my hand back. I turned to face out the window.

I must be the stupidest person in the world. I get involved with a half breed, mate with him and go back to him. How ironic.

T+T

I felt a wave of happiness and relief as we pulled into the city of Tokyo. I felt like jumping out of the car and hugging anything, even a lamp post.

Finally after sitting in a car for this long with Naraku I've made here alive.

I silently glanced over at the dangerous yet very sexy man driving the car I was sitting in. Also the man who broke all my dreams. I felt depression settle in and felt like crying for no reason. I took a deep breath and drew a little picture of Hakadoshi in the fog on the glass.

I need to be in a happy mood for my son's sake. I can't show up depressed, again. I knew I ruined it last time for him. It won't happen again. I'm gonna be giddy happy and alive.

I wiped my hand over the crappily drawn picture and sunk into the bottom of the seat. I just wanted to get out, my butt went numb fifty miles ago, and my stomach was probably eating itself from hunger. I looked over at Naraku and poked his hand. He gave me an irritated look and raised one of his black eyebrows.

"How far away is your house from here?" I asked. I know it sounded weird but I really wanted to get out of this car and breath the Tokyo air once again. He looked back at the road and cracked his fingers.

"About five minuted from here." he answered. His voice was distant and I knew what her was thinking about, Kikyo. I sighed and looked straight down the road.

"You know, I could always stay at a hotel or something, and you wouldn't have to kick Kikyo out, I bet she means so much to you." I didn't mean to say the last part so snobby, but I couldn't help it. He sent a glare at me and a deeper frown formed on his lips.

"What do you have against her? She did nothing but raise your child for you." he snapped. I pulled back slightly in surprise but bit right back at him.

"Well let's see, she slept with my baby's daddy, took my baby from me. What else did she do, oh yea. She completely ruined my life with Kouga too. She's nothing but a whore!" I shouted. I was pissed and he was on the verge too. I hated Kikyo with everything in my heart.

And now he was in there too. She had ruined my perfect life with Kouga before I got together with Naraku. She got him drunk seduced him and screwed him just like she did with Naraku. Except he wasn't drunk, he was completely sober. I felt tears slid down my cheeks and i gasped.

I'm crying and I couldn't notice! Great now he's going to probably blackmail me about this too. The ungrateful bastard would do something like that to me.

Naraku gave me a weird look and put all his attention back on the road. He turned the corner and pulled into a drive way. I stared at the giant blue and purple house in front of me. I swallowed and felt my breath hitch in my throat.

"Wow, so you did move to a bigger, better house. How in the hell did you and Kikyo get enough money to buy this place?" I felt like I was blabbering but I didn't care, this house was beautiful and I had no idea how they would be able to support themselves and also pay rent on this thing.

Naraku pulled up beside a red corvette and turned the car off. He looked at me and opened his door. He stuck his foot out and I felt like punching him as he sent me a smirk and stepped out of the car. I growled and opened my door. I put my feet on the ground and climbed out. I pushed back the seat and grabbed my bag. I slung it over my shoulder and looked around for Naraku.

I felt anger and the need to kill Naraku run through my chest and gut. I slammed the door shut and started for what looked like the front door. I stepped up on the widened slope when something white and silky looking blew from behind the wall and disappeared back behind it. I sent a glance around the area before I set my bag on the steps.

I slowly started toward the bend of the wall, where I had seen the white something. I walked around the bend and nearly screamed as I collided with a boy without a shirt. I felt myself fall to the ground with a 'thump'

I groaned and rubbed my back. I opened my eyes and stared at a pair of baggy red pants. My eyes traveled up to his baggy red kimono top. To his sun golden eyes. To his white hair and then his, dog ear? I blinked a couple of times and stared at a hand that was now in front of my face.

"Well are you going to take my hand or stare at it like an idiot?" can a soft yet rude voice of the boy's hand. I took it and felt him pull my body off the ground. I started whipping the dirt off my back end when I heard sound of metal on metal. I looked up at the boy and felt like screaming and running for my life.

He was sending me a confused and lusty look. I felt my eye twitch and started to slowly back away. I sent a small smile and gave a plea laugh.

"Well thank you for helping me, I'll see ya later than." I mumbled and started running toward the stairs again. I shrieked as a hand grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Kikyo? what are you doing out here?" he asked in a soft voice. I looked up at the dog eared boy and sent him the most deadly glare I had given anyone before.

"Do I look like Kikyo to you! I'm Kagome." I yelled. The boy seemed to snap back into the present and gave me a dirty look. He let go of me and he turned away.

"Sorry, you look like her." he mumbled. I crossed my arms and looked down at his clothed back

"Well I'm sorry I'm not my older sister, and I'm glad." I growled. The boy looked back at me and gave me a weird look.

"You said your name was Kagome right? Your Hakadoshi's real mother right?" he asked. I nodded and let my arms fall to the side. I felt a small smile, this time it was real. For some reason this man made me feel a lot more consolable then Naraku did.

"What is you name?" I asked. He gave me a very small smile and turned to walk away.

"Inuyasha." he said before he started toward the giant garage straight from where we were standing. I watch him walk away and felt a little bit of emptiness cloud my head. What in the hell was that? He helps me up, calls me my sister, and then walks away.

I shrugged and walked back toward the stairs again. Naraku was holding my bag and waiting for me stair case. I stopped and stared at him. He lifted his head and looked behind me. He took a deep breath and sent me a dirty look.

"Stay away from that mutt, he's nothing but trouble Kagome." he said and walked into the house. I sighed and nodded.

He would say something like that wouldn't he. I shook my head and slowly let my feet stomp up the steep steps. He is such the jelouse type.

I opened the door and slipped my shoes off. I walked around the wall and stopped to the person standing in the kitchen. I felt tears brim my eyes again.

My chest swelled with a mysterious feeling as I fell to my knees. I opened my arms and gave a giant smile toward the little boy.

"Hakadoshi!" I said, he sent me a ginat grin and ran into my arms. He buried his head into my shoulder as I wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his tears stick to the side of my face and he sniffled into my hair.

"Mom! I thought you forgot about me! I missed you so much!" he sobbed into my coat and I rubbed his back. I shook my head and gave a little laugh.

"Of course I would never forget about you Hakadoshi, I love you and I'm your mother. I hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you." I explained into his ear. He nodded. I let go of him and pulled him back so I could see his handsome little face.

His hair had grown longer, it was still a light lilac and so were his eyes. He was the cutest thing you would ever see on this planet earth. And the most important thing to me. He gave me a beautiful smile and tugged on my hand.

"Come on mom, I want to show you my room." I nodded and stood up, I let him led me up the stairs and into a giant room with three huge windows on the south side. I felt a gasp escape my throat as pride filled my chest. I looked down at him and felt serenity radiate off of his small form.

"So my son, how old are you now?" I asked. I knew it was stupid, a mother not knowing her son's own age. But since he was half demon he aged different then most other children. He gave me a confused look and sat on the edge of his bed.

"I'll be seven this Saturday." I felt shock go through my body and smiled. I walked over to him and sat next to him. I wrapped my arms around his torso.

"My, such a big boy now aren't you?" he giggled and nodded.