InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Heart and Soul... ❯ Chapter Four: Insight and an over due Apology ( Chapter 4 )

Warning: Memories of a sexual nature.

 

Chapter 4

 

The word he had heard echoed through his mind as he ran away from the scene. She was looking for away to free herself from him, but for the life of him he couldn't let her go, it wasn't like he wanted to make her his mate, but…

 

“But what? What is it I want from her?”

 

He slowly came to a stop in the middle of the forest, he leaned against a tree. He was angry that she wanted free, not saddened. He thought back to the last time he had seen her…

 

He had her pinned up against a nice thick Cherry Tree, they were both clothed yet he had her legs wrapped around his waist. Ravaging her mouth with deep kisses, one hand on her firm ass, the other fisted in her long platinum tresses.

 

He was so aroused it to the point of it being painful, and she had to have felt it even through the thick hide wrap he wore and those `jeans' as she called them. With a grunt he pulled his lips away from hers.

 

“Julie… please…”

 

He could barely believe that he pleaded with her for some sort of relief it hadn't been what he really wanted to say, it just came out, though she did slip her legs from around him. A pleased grin curving over her swollen lips, enough to show two fangs, and without a word she sunk to her knees.

 

His mouth dropped open when she boldly lifted the wrap, exposing his thick erection, though he couldn't tear his eyes from hers, the lust in those dark blue eyes could all but consume him in the fires. He thought she was going to simply stroke him off like she had a few times before. When the tip of her tongue stroked over the head a heavy shutter threatened to shake his knees from beneath him.

 

Still he didn't keep from watching her, though he did manage to slip those icy blue eyes to her mouth instead. When those bruised lips parted enough for her to slide the tip of his manhood into her mouth he thought he would die from the shock, never before had any female done such a thing, the warmth of her mouth was like heaven. He watched as she slipped as much of him in as she could hold. His body was racked with course quakes, as a low growl rumbled in his throat.

 

When her head began to bob up and down taking in and driving out as much as she could handle, he couldn't watch anymore, his eyes rolled back slightly before closing all together. He could feel her hand slide over the portion that she couldn't swallow, and slowly pump in time with the bobbing of her head. One hand dropped down to the top of her head, between those pale ears. He had to fight the urge to thrust against her lips.

 

Tilting his head back he sang his pleasure to the tree framed sky. Though soon, as he felt the pleasure build, felt himself throbbing in her beautiful mouth, he sunk his fangs into his lower lip to hold on, he could feel the build of pressure.

 

“I-I… I'm g-going to…”

 

He whispered softly, trying to keep the last threads from snapping. He felt her mouth slide off of him for a moment, she growled deep in her throat.

 

“Look at me…”

 

She said it in a way that he couldn't deny her demand. Blues clashed and she whispered with a devious little grin.

 

“Stop holding on…”

 

Her mouth then closed around him once more, she thrust her lips down on to him forcing him back into her throat emitting a low growl that vibrated through his thick shaft. He couldn't watch anymore, his head snapped back and he let loose a low growl of his own. Eyes slamming shut, slowly she withdrew and did the same, and a third time, and that was all it took. He howled as he released the hot seed onto her tongue and down her throat.

 

“KA-GO-ME!”

 

She yanked her mouth off so quickly, he spurted a little on to the shirt she wore, and she nearly choked. He immediately began cursing himself. She gave him a glare; it almost bordered disgust, as she whipped some of his cum from her chin. Standing with as much dignity as she could muster, she turned and ran off into the surrounding forest.

 

“FUCK!... Julie! Wait!”

 

He yanked down his wrap and gave chase, but damn her she had speed that rivaled Inu Yasha, and without the shards it would be hard to catch her. He followed her scent until it disappeared. Then he cursed again, knowing she used a spell to mask it.

 

That had been the last time he saw her, thinking back on his stupidity he sent his fist through the trunk of the tree he was leaning against. That had been three months ago, ever since if she came to this time she didn't come seek him out anymore. The only time she left the village was to go home, or to see Sesshomaru.

 

He had half expected Inu Yasha to come and have it out with him. If he had it would have almost made him feel better, but obviously she hadn't told him what had happened. He didn't doubt that Inu-kuso would have nearly beat the life out of him, and he knew he would have deserved it.

 

Calling out another females name would have been bad enough, but he screamed her mother's name. That made it ten times worse, and the worst part of it he hadn't thought about Kagome intimately in a very long time. He didn't know what he wanted from her though; he knew he didn't want to claim her as his mate, but…

 

“What do I want from her?”

 

He voiced to no one in particular. He needed to talk to her, apologize for what happened at the very least. Turning towards the village he began the trek back, though he walked this time, hoping to take long enough for the others to go to bed.

 

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She had pretty much replayed what she had played earlier in the evening at the bar, for the boys, before she pulled out her CD player and put on some metal. She knew they appreciated that better than the slow stuff anyway. They thrashed around as she taught them how to really head bang. Shippo laughed as Kei and Kai managed to get dizzy and fall over each other.

 

Once everyone was good and dizzy, they decided to go to bed. She could hear the sounds of sleeping all through her Aunt and Uncle's house. Though with as tired as she was she couldn't sleep, she stared up at the ceiling replaying what she saw in Kouga's eyes as she sang Skin. He had run off after that, which was kind of a good thing, after all she didn't want him to know she was actually still hurting.

 

“Julie….”

 

Was she hearing things? Slowly she sat up; those ears trained on the dead silence before she heard it again. It was a soft harsh whisper.

 

“Julie…”

 

A frown touched her lips a she slipped out of her bed roll. She had taken the haori and hakama that her dad had given her off when she went to bed. So all she was in was her camisole, and baggy cotton pant. Without a second thought she searched out the whisper.

 

“Julie!...”

 

There was a hint of irritation in it that time, and it was coming from outside. As quiet as she could manage she slipped out of the house, unnoticed.

 

 

When he reached the home of the slayer and monk he was happy to see the lights inside had been doused for the night. Lifting his head he gathered the scents he would need to find her. Creeping over to the home of the Slayer and Monk, he knew she was inside, rather than spending the evening with the fox runt. With determination he whispered as loud as he dared, to keep from waking the rest of the house, calling out to her knowing she would hear him.

 

He couldn't keep the grin away when he saw that she had indeed come to his calling. Creeping around in the shadows till he was right behind her, he saw her tense at his presence she was getting too good with her instincts, but still he wrapped an arm around her waist the other hand lifted to her mouth. Effortlessly he lifted her, and dragged her away from the house.

 

Once they were a safe distance away, he slowly slid his hand from her mouth.

 

“Don't scream… I just didn't want them thinking someone was attacking the village.”

 

She didn't trust him; he could fell it in the way she held her body rigid and straight. A frown touched his lips, and he slowly slid his arm from around her waist. He took a step back from her.

 

“Look I didn't come to start anything with you Julie… I know I was wrong, I don't even know why I yelled that out…”

 

She turned around and his words died in his throat. He could almost feel the coldness that he could see in her eyes. Defeated his shoulders slumped. Apologies wouldn't reach her now.

 

“I just wanted to say I'm sorry, there's no excuse for what happened.”

 

She wanted to stay angry, she wanted to stay mad, she wanted to hate him, but when she could see the proud wolf admit defeat she couldn't. He wouldn't see it but her eyes softened towards him.

 

“Don't worry about it Kouga… It was a puppy dog crush; I was just too stupid to see that.”

 

His head jerked up but she had already turned away from him. He took a chance and stepped up closer to her, putting his hands on her shoulders.

 

“I don't think it was like that…”

 

She laughed but it was a harsh sound to his ears.

 

“It was though; I should have felt it when we kissed the first time, hell you should have felt it. There was nothing there, I was attracted to you because your hansom, charming and was the one thing that would irritate my Dad. You were attracted to me because, in some twisted way I remind you of my Mother. When I look so much like my Dad that if I it weren't so obvious I was female I could go around as his double. Or maybe you're just using me to make him angry, for old time's sake…”

 

The anger she felt rolling off of him caused her to stop, his hands had tightened around her shoulders but not to the point of him hurting her, but then she did have her father's tolerance for pain, it caused her to stop speaking. She turned to face him, her unrelenting cobalt eyes staring into his sky blue. She didn't fear him even though she knew he could probably really hurt her if he wanted to, she had no actual training in defending herself against a demon, though she could hold her own pretty well against the biggest of male humans.

 

“Don't you dare say another god damned word. First off, your right you don't look a bit like your mother the only thing I would say you had were her curves, but then yours are much more…”

 

He was furious she could tell by the way he growled at her, then leered as he glanced her up and down. She shuttered under that gaze, he was normally charming and… nice, this was a side that she had never seen before.

 

“Soft… So that attraction is of the list, I admit at first I thought you might have a little of her personality, but that's also not there, your completely different person you can be nice like her sometimes but your like fire and ice in your personalities…As far as Inu-Kuso is concerned, y…”

 

He was broke off as she slapped him across his face, she wasn't about to stand there and listen to her father be insulted, but that had been the wrong thing to do as she found herself against the rough bark of a tree without even a flash of warning in his eyes. She from simply being wary to being afraid in that split second because the scent of his arousal spiked to the point that it almost made her eyes water. She could feel it pressing against her lower stomach. But she wasn't going to relent, she could be just as pigheaded as Inu Yasha when she wanted to be, and the two very different blues clashed.

 

“You'll do well to keep your venom to yourself, brat. I was simply saying the only part of you that is anything like him is your ears and hair and possibly that fucking temper! You need to learn to take a fucking complement without flying off the handle…”

 

He let her go with a light shove against the tree, he turned away from her. Cursing his weakness under his breath, he couldn't help it, since day one something about her fury turned him on. Hell just about everything about her made him as hard as the mountains in the distance. He even liked the spike of fear in her scent, even if her eyes didn't show it, he had scared her. But he wasn't a bastard; there would be no way he'd force her to do anything against her will, even if, with the fear he had smelled her arousal.

 

“Look I only came here to apologize not start a fight. I was an ass and I admit that, I should have been screaming out your name instead of hers, but it was in the height of passion and I really don't know why I did it. I stayed away hoping you'd cool off and forgive me, but I guess that's a little much to ask… I guess your more like Inu Yasha than I'd like to admit. And as far as being with you to make him angry, that is far from the truth, at first I started to talking to you just to rib him. But I'm man enough to admit that he became a friend rather than a foe when Naraku was dealt with. And my attraction to you is because of you, not anyone else.”

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^^ sorry to end the chapter here but if I keep going it's gonna go on and on and on and these guys are getting a mind of their own! And Julie is supposed to end up with... er... someone else damnit.. I hoped those of you who are really reading my story liked this chapter. I don't know when I'll get the next one up but I hope it's soon, I gotta leash a Inu and a Wolf at the moment. Maybe the next chapter will be in Shippo's point of view? I dunno yet. If I went to far out of Kouga's character let me know… I'd really love some reviews… though I'm not begging for them heh I'm just glad it's getting read.