InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ His Thoughts ❯ Chapter 1

(A/N: Well another one shot lemon coming your way. Either I must be in a really horny mood, that or my mind has been corrupted by my friends. But for now, deal with this one shot.)       (Disclaimer: Jesus, if I am writing fanfictions, would it look like I own Inuyasha? So for all those people who doesn’t know what that means; I don’t own Inuyasha, but I do own a plushie of him.) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~       “His Thoughts”       I walk down the dirt wondering what would come of my life, and the only thing I   could see was Kagome. Her smile, her embrace, just everything about her soothed me to   no end. It is simple; I love her. Any simpleton can see that, well just about everyone; just   not her. It’s sad, because I deny it, instead of embracing it. I want to tell her. To have her   jump into my arms, and we share a passionate kiss that would seem to last forever, and   we could live a life of bliss in love.       But I am deeply afraid of rejection; ever since I was a child, I’ve been afraid of it.   I being a hanyou has it deep roots in me. Being a child and you find out that the person   you look up to, hates you with his life you kind of…die a little inside. Sesshomaru was a   good guardian, but a bad sibling; and I loved him. Maybe some where inside me; I still   do.       I would do anything for Kagome. Kikyo has asked me time and time again, have I   choose Kagome over her. At first no; I was obligated to protect her, I promised her   mother. I have to bring Kagome back alive, no matter what. She has a life other than this   one here, with me. If Kagome and Kikyo fell off a cliff, and their hands where in mine,   and I have to drop one to save the other, I would let Kikyo go. Kikyo has lived her life,   she is dead; and I understand that. I love her, and always will. But Kagome is alive, and   no matter what, she will live; even if it means my life, she will live.        Sango told me she would kill me if I ever hurt Kagome. I believe her. She’s   tough, and I respect her. Matter fact, Sango would kill anyone for Kagome. Miroku, he   would do anything for her also. If I decide to go to hell with Kikyo, they will kill me   before I had a chance; I have no doubt. Hell, I would want them to. If I decide to turn into   a full demon, they would kill me then, too. So the only thing I can do to keep my life is to   be with Kagome. I would gladly be with her.       One time I read Kagome’s school book, it was some play; Romeo and Juliet, I   think. Great plot, great lines. It was just good, at least to me. It said in was a translation.   From what, I don’t know. I couldn’t help but to compare it to me and Kikyo, things   where moving to fast. I once heard Kagome say that it was a very complex, and it was;   some things I had to read over and over again to understand it. We were both blinded by   love. We were not thinking clearly. If only I had trusted, just a little bit, I could have   saved her.       Naraku, how I hate him, I wish he just die and go to hell. It doesn’t matter who   kills him anymore. I don’t even care about the jewel anymore, if collecting to shards   means I get to stay with Kagome, I would gladly do it, five times over. Just thinking of   him gets my adrenaline pumping. But then again, thinking of Kagome gets my adrenaline   pumping, too.       If anyone knew how perverted my thoughts were, they would think I am worse   than the monk. All I think about is Kagome, her body, her smile, just her everything. She   is just so…what’s that word; sexy. For these three years, my eyes have been glued to   nothing but her. I remember, the first time I saw her naked, much to my dismay; I   couldn’t take my eyes off of her. She sat me, and that wasn’t cool. I was already half   hard, and that sudden splash of cold water just made it worse. I got hard, super hard.       Now, jacking off, it is kind of hard when you have got super shape claws, but I   can manage. Oh, but the fantasies I have. It would make Miroku blush. Things I would   never do in real, things I want to do, things I want Kagome to do.       “Inuyasha, where are you?” a voice calls out to me. I know that voice, it is   Kagome’s voice. “Up here,” I answered back. While thinking I jumped up into the God   Tree. My body shivered, just her voice could make me hard. She walked under my tree,   looked up and smiled. “You wanna take a walk with me?” she asked her voice lowering a   bit. “Yeah, that would be nice,” I said jumping down right next to her.       She grabbed my hand and laced her slim fingers with mine. She walked up a bit   dragging me with her. I walked up and looked at her. My eyes soften and brighten I could   feel it. She looked up at me. “Inuyasha, you know, you’d be a big hit with the women in   my time,” Kagome said out of the blue. “Really, an abomination like me?” I asked,   arching my right eye brow.            “Yeah, you have a unique look. That would draw woman to you.”      “Really, I would have never guessed.”      “Women a drawn to you now, every time we go into a village a woman looks at you lustfully.”      “Huh? And I thought that was Miroku who caught their attention.”      “So women look at him like that too, but you’re different, and either they are afraid, or their curious, which leads them to lust.”      “So where you drawn to me, the first time you saw me?”          “Yeah, I saw your hair then your ears, and I just had to touch them.”      “Really?”      “Yeah, it was unusual and I really wasn’t expecting it. I have never seen anything like that that was real, anyway. So, your mind is clear?”      “Yeah.”   We walked in a comfortable silence. After walking for a while, Kagome shivered.   I let go of her hand and put it around her shoulders. She sighed and leaned her head on   my shoulder. My head leaned against her head. Oh how I love this girl from the future.   How I want to hold her, to kiss her, to tell her how I feel. It hurts me, to see her hurting,   to see a shallow fake smile I want to make her laugh. I looked up into the tree tops and   took a deep breath and pulled Kagome closer to me. We walked to a grass covered cliff   that was over a huge pond.                    Kagome ran over to the cliff, turned back and smiled. She sat on a fallen log and   waved to me. I walked over and sat down next to Kagome. She moved closer to me and   laid her head on my shoulder. “Inuyasha?” she whispered. “Yeah?” I said.          “I like nights like these, when we don’t fight.”      “Me too.”      “I used to always think that my mother would be my greatest protector, but now I don’t.”      “Why not, I mean she is your mother.”      “Because, she not anymore.”      “Than who is your greatest protector?”      “Isn’t it obvious? You are.”                    Kagome bumped her shoulder against mine. My eyes widen at this news. I knew I   was her protector, but not her greatest. I looked forward, in shock my mouth opened, and   would not close. Kagome rested her head underneath my chin. Her breathing became   even, she moved closer to me and wrapped her arm around my waist. We sat there for   several minutes in a cozy silence; and at those moments everything was right in the   world.                    Kagome’s head shifted so her breath was on my chin. Then light kisses caressed   my chin. Her hand reached up and caressed my face. I dug my claws into the bark, I   didn’t want to touch her, if this was real, and I didn’t want it to disappear. Kagome’s   kisses moved from my chin to my cheek. As her kisses moved closer and closer to my   mouth, the harder it was for my mind to keep control. Her lips softly touched mine, no   longer caring I reached for her waist and pulled Kagome closer to me.               &n bsp;   I kissed Kagome, with so much intensity that our lips would probably bruise.   Kagome kissed back with as much passion her petit body held. I licked her lips for   entrance into her mouth. She moaned and my wish was granted.              &nb sp;    I never tasted anything so sweet; I only wish that I would be able to taste it again.   I searched her mouth with my tongue; my mission would be to memorize every part of   her. I shyly touched tongues with Kagome. My tongue massaged hers after she moaned to   my action. My confidence was boosted; I felt as if I could do anything. We broke apart   from a lack of air.               & nbsp;   Kagome stood up and my eyes followed her movements. Kagome straddled my   hips for greater access to each other. In a rush to kiss again, we fell off of the log; but our   lips never left each others. Kagome was atop of me; she pushed down on my man hood   and giggled. I moaned out loud and I flipped us over. Lowering down my head I smirked   and kissed her neck. Her back arched and her breasts were pushed against my chest.                ;    I suckled on her pulse point, and licked it; hopefully it would be the place I would   put my mark. I moved lower down and put my head in the valley of her breasts; and   kissed each of her cloth covered breasts. I moved my head still lower down. Kagome’s   legs were bent and I licked her right inner thigh to her sweetness. I moved her panties out   of the way and licked her clit. She moaned loudly and sat upon her elbows and she   shivered. I licked her neither lips and inserted my tongue into her; breathlessly she   moaned out my name. As my tongue moved in and out of her, she cried out indistinct   phases in the night air. Some I could decipher, some I couldn’t.             &n bsp;     Kagome’s breathing got forced her head fell back, and then I stop. I climbed back   up to her mouth and kissed her. I knew she could taste her self on me. My hand reached   down and untied my sash (Does anyone know what it is really called?) and pulled my   hakama down and freed my aching, hard penis. I tore off Kagome’s panties and through   into a nearby bush. I positioned myself to go into her entrance. “Get ready,” I whispered   into her ear; and pushed slowly into her. Her mouth was in a silent scream. Tears leaked   out  of tightly closed eyes. She was so tight, it took all my strength not to pound her into   the ground. I reached her barrier; the thing that proved her to be a virgin, something that I   would claim as my own. I pushed past it and kissed her to silence her scream.              &nbs p;    I started slowly; I gained speed with every thrust. Kagome’s hands tried to claw at   the grass, she tried to grab hold of something. Her hands flew to my back. Her moans   made me go faster. She met each of my thrusts with her own.               & nbsp;   Faster and faster I pounded into her burying myself into her wet, tight cavern. I   could see red. My demon side was dying to unleash itself upon Kagome; but I wasn’t   finished, not yet. I went faster still. Kagome’s pussy muscles clamped down upon me and   I came. My mouth had said her name in the final moments of our act. Before I could pull   out of her, I bite her neck.                    I pulled out of her. The bite mark started to form into a purple jagged line. (Like   on his face when his demon blood takes over his body.) My name in kanji became   noticeable, it was in red. I laid on the forest floor and pulled Kagome towards me, and we   spooned. I kissed her left temple and rested my eyes for a bit.       I opened my eyes and saw the sun come up. I looked over to Kagome and the   light had woken her up. “Morning,” I said moving the hair out of her face. “Morning,”   she answered back with a smile upon her face. She grabbed my hand and kissed it.      “Kagome,” I said.      “Yes?”      “I marked you.”      “What do you mean?”      “My mark is on your neck.”               ;     I looked at it in disbelief. I could believe I could have marked her. How could I   have tainted such a perfect being? “What do you mean?” she asked me. “It means, you   are bonded to me; you can’t take another,” I said closing my eyes. I prepared my self for   tears, for sits, something painful. “You mean like a mate?” Kagome asked me. I had   shaken my head yes, my eyes still closed; I didn’t want to see her reaction to the news. I   felt arms around me, and tears on my neck. “I’m so happy. Thank you, Inuyasha.” I laid   there in a state of shock. I just couldn’t believe my ears. “I love you so much,” Kagome   said. “I-I-I l-love you, too,” I stuttered out. I embraced her. I knew more obstacles were   ahead, now Kagome had accepted me; but it would be all worth it, if she is by my side.       ~End~       (A/N: I hope you like it. I worked hard on this one. I tried to get into the psyche of Inuyasha, but my hentai mind took over, and well; this is the result. R&r. Peace. That part about him falling in water and getting hard, well my male friends told me it makes it them harder; well maybe it’s just black men. Damn my hentai mind.           &nbs p;            & nbsp;