InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hollow ❯ Chapter 1

Disclaimer: The character I twisted is not mine but the emotion I see is. And yes I am not telling you who it is on purpose.

 

Am I happy?

I wish I could remember what it felt like.

Then maybe I could tell.

I'm in love.

Why now does it seem so hollow?

Now that he's mine.

After I fought so hard to win the battle.

Isn't love unconditional?

A rule that applies to everyone but me.

I've forgotten how I was before.

Was this what I wanted?

No I didn't want this.

The looks that should have been mine,

Meant for someone else.

Does he even know?

Every look, every touch,

Twists the knife deeper into my chest.

I'm tired,

Tired of looking so strong,

All the while feeling so fragile.

I'm not her.

I thought I wanted to be,

Strong and beautiful.

That's what I wanted.

I can't shut out the voices whispering in my head,

The knot in my stomach,

Telling me what I already know.

He's love is a lie,

Based on the one I told.