InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hunt for the Sword of Legend ❯ My First Love ( Chapter 22 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A/N: The name of the song used in the chapter is called ‘My First Love’. It is a duet sung by Anthony Hamilton (one of my favorite artists) and LaToya Williams. It is a very beautiful song. I highly recommend (as does the ever intelligent Kathy-kins) that, if at all possible, you listen to the song as you read the chapter. It really helps set the mood. I found a pretty nice quality version of it on youtube.


Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or ‘My First Love’. I forgot to put a disclaimer last time, I think. :huffs: Well, sue me, why don’t you?! No…wait. I was just kidding! :runs from the evil lawyers while blowing a raspberry: You’ll never catch me!


IMPORTANT: Please note that this is a chapter that is basically all lemon. At least the last part is. There is NO clean version of this chapter. If you do not want to read such things, or you are too young, you can contact me and I'll give you a synopsis. You have been warned!


My First Love:


Kagome was more than a little nervous when they first hit the dance floor. What if she stepped on his toes, or worse, tripped over her own feet? It had been so long, but she was pretty sure she still knew how to dance.


The music flowed around her, and the bodies on the floor moved as one. Kagome made a perfect right angle with her left elbow, as she had been taught, and delicately laid her open palm to Inuyasha’s.


Inuyasha watched Kagome’s nerves eat at her. It was so very cute to see her blush that hard. As soon as he had decided to put her out of her misery, and tell her that they didn’t have to dance if she didn’t feel comfortable, he saw an air of determination consume her, and her hands touched his shoulder and his left hand. She looked as if she were bloody ballroom room dancing.


Inuyasha chuckled and shook his head.


Kagome gave a little squeak as Inuyasha pulled her swiftly into his body. She had heard him laugh at her, again, and was about to chastise him before his hard torso collided with hers. The next thing she knew, his hand was so low on her back, that he was almost touching her bottom. His other hand went to brush her hair from her neck, so he could gently kiss her. The moist breath on her ear made her tremble.


“You’re going to have to get a little closer to me than that, Kagome. That’s not how you dance to a song like this. Look at the people around you,” he prompted.


Kagome turned her head to do just that, and marveled at what she saw. Women, grinding on the men in front of them. Men, with their hands in places that they wouldn’t have normally been. Palms cupping asses, fingers running through hair…Kagome gasped.


“Why in the world would they do that in front of other people,” she whispered, hoping no one would hear her talking about them.


“Because no one is looking. Everyone but you is a little busy looking at someone else.”


Kagome looked at the people around her once again. He was right. She had been so wrapped up in what their bodies were doing, she had completely missed their faces. No one was looking around. No one was looking at her. They were all deeply devoted to the person attached to them. She blushed once again, feeling like she was spying on a moment even more private than the physical act of love.


And then, Inuyasha moved, and time stopped.
It took her a moment to get her equilibrium back, and it took even longer to mimic his movement, but Kagome found out very quickly how great a teacher Inuyasha was. After a while, she grew more brazen in her actions. Her arms circled lazily around his neck, and she just let herself flow with the music and his body.


‘This is bad, this is bad, this is bad…’


Inuyasha was kicking his own ass for the suggested dance. He had no idea she could move like she was. Kagome had picked up much more quickly then he thought she would. He had seen her look around to the other couples, and now she was using the moves she saw, and it was having a very bad effect on his restraint.


She had finally figured out, that if she placed a leg in between his, she could dip her hips low and roll her way back up. If that wasn’t bad enough, the tiny, mischievous smile on her lips had almost led to his complete undoing. Then, the leg that was not in between his own, suddenly trailed up the outside seam of his slacks. Out of sheer instinct, he grabbed it at the bend of her knee, and immediately wished he hadn’t.


Kagome had not planned on him grabbing her leg. She was finally feeling free and decided to try some different things. She felt him stiffen and heard a low groan in her ear. Kagome’s breath caught and a thousand different moments of being intimate with Inuyasha suddenly flashed before her eyes.


She tried to slide her leg down the way it had come, but Inuyasha’s grip on her tightened. Apparently he’d had the same visions. His calloused hand forced her bare leg to hook around his, and then he trailed said hand up her thigh, pushing the flimsy material of her skirt with it. She gasped and clutched at the front of his shirt.

“Let’s get out of here,” came his husky voice. The sensation of his mouth against her ear nearly did it for her. She held herself together, barely, and simply nodded, not trusting herself to speak. He begrudgingly let go of his almost death hold on her body, and grabbed her hand, pulling her through all the grinding bodies to find their table.


After gathering their things and paying the bill, Inuyasha ushered her outside the building, and rushed her into a cab.


Kagome could feel her beating hard enough to burst from her chest. She was aware of every movement, every sound he made. It was as if he were calling to her soul, or another, more intimate location.


Inuyasha’s hands were shaking when he jumped into the cab beside Kagome. He’d had to get out of there. He needed air, and he was pretty sure Kagome didn’t want him throwing her down on the floor in the middle of all those other people. At the time, he had thought that. Now, looking at Kagome, looking at him, he wasn’t sure she would have cared.


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“How much farther do we have to go?”


“We’ll be there tomorrow afternoon.”


“What do you think they’re doing right now?”


“Well, it is ten at night. What do couples normally do when they’re in a hotel room together?”


“I had no idea your mind worked that way.”


“There are a lot of things you don’t know about me.”


“Really? I guess I should find out what these things are, don’t you?”


Feminine laughter cut through the stillness of the hotel room, and mischievous, husky laughter answered its call.


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They didn’t even last until the end of the elevator ride. Kagome’s fear of the things was nonexistent, not when the object of her sexual frustrations was only a foot away from her.


As soon as the doors closed, she was pulling him to her, drawing him back into exactly what he had hoped to escape when he plucked her from the club. With a pained groan, he lifted her by her thighs, and wrapped her around his torso. What was the use in resisting? He couldn’t even remember, now. Not when she was so close and so willing.


Who was he to say no?
Kagome had never felt so free. She felt as if, by being with him, she was doing precisely what she was supposed to do. She had never felt that way in her entire life. It was…as if her life was finally in accordance with how it should be. She didn’t even know how to describe it. It just was. It was a feeling right in the middle of her chest. It seemed as if her heart would explode from the sheer weight of it all. And it was all because of the wonderful man that had saved her, mind, body and soul.


What would she do without him? She didn’t even want to think about it. It was a very depressing thought. She had to have him, all of him. She couldn’t ever be without him. Inuyasha was now her everything, had been from the moment she opened her eyes and looked into his own. It was a done deal. Now, she had to make sure that he knew how much he had given her, and she would start with this.


Kagome realized, very much in a haze, that they had gotten off the elevator some time ago, and now Inuyasha was trying to find their bed in the dark. She giggle against his mouth when he stumbled for what seemed like the millionth time, before turning on a lamp.


Inuyasha couldn’t help himself. It was so surreal. The woman of his dream, literally, was in his arms and wanted him. He could feel her want, taste it. It was almost a touchable, tangible thing.


When he finally, finally made it to the bed they had shared, his relief was instant. Now, he could get to the part where he showed her how much she meant to him.


Kagome felt the silly mood she was in change. The eyes that she had found so cool and calm before, were now looking at her with the most intense heat she had ever known. She felt a split second of apprehension, but only because she wondered if she would be good enough for him. He was experienced, and she was…well, she had never had a lick of experience. The man above her had shown her everything. She hoped he would continue to do so, and not feel like he was placating some child.


Inuyasha leaned down slowly and captured Kagome’s lips. The kiss was soft and sweet and everything he had come to expect from the woman below him. What he didn’t expect was the sudden urgency in her touch, in her mouth. She parted her lips and let her tongue caress his with a purpose. He almost completely lost himself, but managed to meet her stroke for stroke. Her hands were caught in his own, and he forced them to the side of her head. She had to stop touching him for a second before he did something that he would regret. For example, leaning her over the banister attached to their balcony flashed in his mind. He bit back a groan at the thought.


It wasn’t okay to do that, though. It was her first time. It needed to be gentle and special. Something they both could look back on one day and cherish.
Kagome was getting impatient. She could hardly stand the way his body pressed her into the mattress. It was so hot. The temperature seemed to be rising by the second. Something had to be done.


“Clothes,…please…” she begged, her lips still pressed lightly to his. She didn’t even care how desperate she sounded. He was the only one who would hear her. Inuyasha would never judge her.


The answering, throaty moan confirmed her thoughts. Inuyasha had never heard something so devastating before. She made his knees weak with her need. He never hesitated as he felt for the bottom hem of ‘the dress from hell’. He had wanted to strip it from her the entire night. Now, his silent wish was granted. As the dress went over her head, Kagome sighed in relief and then attacked the buttons on his dress shirt. He helped her by unzipping his slacks and moving to stand so he could remove them.


Because of the way the dress she had worn that night fit, Kagome hadn’t been wearing a bra. He looked at her with amazement clouding his sight.


The black, silk panties she had worn were still on, as were the heals that practically screamed, ‘please fuck me’. Her knees were slightly bent and closed, and she had her arms crossed over her chest, modest until the end.


Kagome blushed so hard that she was sure that her face was melting from the heat. He was staring at her and she couldn’t help the sudden shyness that swept over her. He was looking particularly yummy himself, and if she wasn’t so scared of watching him watch her, she would have been ogling him, too.


Inuyasha grabbed the foot closest to him, and slid the shoe off her delicate foot. He kissed the arch before placing it back onto the bed and then doing to same to the other. He smoothed his palms up her strong thighs and grabbed the last piece of clothing left between them. Kagome shivered as he slid them down her legs.


Making his way back to where he had originally been, he could hear her breathing increase. He own breathing was a little off, as well. Inuyasha placed a hand on her left knee and pushed it to the side. He didn’t want to scare her, so he went slowly, giving her every opportunity to state her objections.


“Kagome?”


“Yes?&# 8221; she breathed.


“Look at me, please.”


It took Kagome a second before her eyes would comply with his request. She was still so embarrassed. Sure, he had seen her the other night, but the lights had been off. This time, a lamp in the corner was lit, and she couldn’t help but think that he was going to find something wrong with her body. She opened her eyes, and looked forward, but miscalculated somehow. Instead of looking at his face, her gaze had fallen upon his…she couldn’t even think the word. She swallowed and traced the lines leading from his center to his hips. Up from there was a stomach that she could lick clean of anything. From there was a strong chest and fantastic shoulders. Finally, his face, that was doing a poor job of hiding his amusement of her lingering gaze, was the most beautiful of it all.


A surge of male pride filled Inuyasha as he watched her eyes take him in. He had never seen eyes that wide and awe-filled. He couldn’t ever remember feeling so wanted. She gave him things that he never knew he needed. The approval on her face, the hooding of her eyes as she made her way up his body, turned him on like nothing ever had before.


“Tell me something, Kagome.” She nodded that she was listening. “You said something last night. I’m sure it was Japanese. I wondered if you would tell me what it means.”


As he was making his speech, his nimble fingers had found that bundle of nerves that had made her pant the night before. Kagome threw her head back and whimpered.


“It started with an ‘A’, ari…ais…hi…teru? Aishiteru?” Kagome’s eyes snapped open and she froze. Inuyasha smiled. He already knew what it meant. He had called Sesshoumaru earlier that day and asked him. Sesshoumaru had teased him to no end before telling him, but Inuyasha was glad he went through the trouble, in the end. Yes, he knew, but he wanted to hear her say it.

“I…did I really say that?” Kagome couldn’t believe her ears. She thought she had dreamed that. She could have possibly said that, right? The look on Inuyasha’s face made her want to hide. He must have already figured it out. The smirk was very telling. Did he think it was that funny? She wanted to die.


Kagome reached down to stop his hand. She couldn’t believe how stupid she was. Of course he thought it was funny. Here she was, the girl who had never had a relationship, and she had fallen in love with the first man that had shown her any sort of kindness. It hurt so bad, she could feel the moisture gather in her eyes.


Inuyasha was horrified at Kagome’s expression. He didn’t understand. Had she not meant to say that? Was she thinking of someone else in her half awake state, and said that aloud by mistake? He could feel her trying to get away from him, but he wanted answers, so he grabbed her arms and placed his weight on her. The tears in her eyes confused him even more.


“I don’t understand. Why did you say it, if you were going to pull away from me when I found out? Do you not really feel that way? You can tell me…” he whispered. The hurt in his voice couldn’t be hidden. He winced at what he had given away. She had to know that he felt that way, even if she didn’t.


Kagome didn’t want to believe her ears. The emotion in his question told her that she had been wrong. Could it be that he felt the same way? Was it possible? There was really only one way to find out.


“I thought you were laughing at me,” she whispered. “Do you…really know what it means?”


Inuyasha let go of her arms when he was certain that she was going to stay put. He lifted his body and moved his hands to cup her face and catch her tears.


“I would never laugh at something like that. How could you think that? Yes, I know what it means. I was just teasing you a little. I’m sorry, I just wanted to hear you say it, in English. I wanted to hear the words,” he ended, brushing his nose against hers. He closed his eyes and waited for a reply.


Kagome’s breath caught when she heard his unvoiced reply. He wanted to hear it from her, now, so he would know. For a moment, she couldn’t find her voice. She had wanted to tell him for what felt like forever. Now was her chance to back up all the bravery pep talks she had been giving herself. He was right, how could she think that? This was the turning point in her life. He had changed so much inside of her. No longer was she that girl that thought that she would never have anything good. He had given her that something good. Now, she could start over, with him by her side, and she would have the life that she always was afraid to go after. No more fear, no more running, no more hesitation.


She grabbed his face in between her hands, and waited until he opened his eyes.


“I love you,” she whispered.


Inuyasha let out a strangled breath of relief. He kissed her deeply and held her tight to his body.


“I love you, I love you, I love you,” he said again and again. He heard Kagome sob and sniff, but he knew that it was happiness. He own eyes threatened to pour as he heard her tell him again and again, too.
The heat between them grew again like it had never left off. Inuyasha’s fingers made their way between their bodies again and resumed what he had started. He wanted so badly just to sink inside of her, to be so close to her that they weren’t two people anymore, but one. But, he knew that he needed to make it as easy as possible for her. He didn’t want to hurt her. He would never forgive himself if he did. He slid a few fingers inside. Kagome arched up into his body and moaned.


She could feel that tightening again. It was like last night, only more. She stiffened when he pushed her over the edge, and when she finally came to, she could feel him positioning himself for what was to come.


Inuyasha settled between her legs and kissed her. He looked into her glassy eyes and silently asked if it was okay to begin. Kagome answered by tightening her hold on his back.


They never stopped gazing at each other and he finalized the encounter.


And it was…perfect.


He found in her the missing pieces of his heart, that had been taken from him.


She found the love that she had always wanted, craved.


The world grew still around them, and they were the only two people in existence.


It wasn’t what she thought it would be, it was more. It only pinched a little, but when he was all the way against her, she was complete, full…and she could feel his love that he had told her about only moments before.


Nothing mattered anymore to Inuyasha but the woman that felt so good around him. Not the woman that had shattered him, not the family he had lost, not the sword that seemed so important only a few weeks ago.


She was life, she was existence, she was meaning.


Kagome was the first to break the connection of sight. She closed her eyes and tucked her head in between his cheek and shoulder. He hadn’t moved yet, but she hadn’t been ready until now. It was such a foreign feeling, to have him be so close. She just wanted to feel that for a moment before they let time move forward, again. But now, something was changing. The feeling of fullness was turning into something else.


“Are you okay?” she heard Inuyasha rasp into her ear.


“Yes,” she sighed.


Inuyasha gently pulled away from her, only a little, to see if she was really as okay as she sounded.


A smothered gasp answered his question. Kagome’s hips moved toward his, seeking what she didn’t even know she needed. He grit his teeth and slowly started a rhythm.


Kagome didn’t make a sound for a minute, and he asked her a few more times if she was okay, but she maintained that she was, and that he should keep going.


When he had all but made himself certain that something was wrong, he moved his body to tilt back and look at her, but the new angle made her suddenly tense.


“Oh,” she whispered, and her head fell back, pushing against the pillow she was lying upon.


Inuyasha felt her pull him, and he groaned low in his throat. He grabbed her thighs and hooked her knees to his elbows. With her lifted against him, he started again, and this time, she was enjoying it as much as he was. He watched her twist and arch. Her breasts bounce lightly with his movements, and he knew she was close, by the pitch changing in her voice and the quivering of her moist heat around him.


He leaned down again, and cupped her face. She looked like she was holding back, and he need her to stop so she could go to that blissful place with him. He let all his weight fall on her, and pushed against her. She gasped and snapped her eyes to look at his face hovering above her own.


That feeling was there again, but she didn’t know how to get there. Kagome’s entire body was straining, trying to figure out what was needed to feel like she had before. She looked into his deep, penetrating gaze and waited for him to show her.


“Let go,” he said and kiss her so deeply, that she knew that he was touching her soul. He pushed again, and she finally felt it break free, washing over her in waves of sensation that started from her middle and worked across her whole body, ending with her fingers and toes.


She could vaguely feel Inuyasha fall with her. His strangled cry against her mouth made her want to cling to him that much more tightly.


They rode their high together for a few more seconds before gently coming back down to earth.


Inuyasha fell to her side, and with his last ounce of strength, pulled her body to mold against his.


“Mmmm…” he rumbled against her cheek as he listened to her get her breathing under control.


He felt Kagome smile against his throat. The smile that broke out on his own face threatened to tear his cheeks. He couldn’t remember the last time he was so happy.


Kagome yawned and cuddled against him. It was safe and warm here, and she was so delightfully, disgustingly happy, she couldn’t find the strength to care that there was a wetness between her legs, or that her legs didn’t even seem to work correctly anymore.
Inuyasha chuckled into her hair. “Are you sleepy?” he asked.


“Uh huh,” she answered with a dreamy sort of tone.


He kissed her forehead and pulled the covers over the both of them.


“I love you, Kagome.”


“That has to be the best thing I’ve ever heard.” She moved her head so she could seek out his lips. “I love you,” she said after a chaste kiss.


They fell asleep knowing that it would be different. Their lives were going to be better now that they had one another.

A/N: Well, there you have it, my very first lemon scene. I hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as I liked writing it. I would very much appreciate some feedback. As usual, I will be posting the review responses on livejournal. The address is malitiadixie(dot)live journal(dot)com. The next chapter will be posted on August 12th. Without further ado, the sneak peek for chapter 23. Please remember that this has not had the final edit, yet. Enjoy!


Cease of Calm:


Inuyasha and Kagome made their way down a long, dirt road with dense flora on each side. The spanish moss grew thick on the trees. It seemed as if the road would never end, and Inuyasha felt a moment of hesitation, where he wondered if he’d taken a wrong turn somewhere.


Before he could make up his mind whether he wanted to turn around and figure out where he had gone astray, a grey, little wooden house made an appearance. It was on the edge of a lake of sorts, with a small dock off the side.


It looked well taken care of, if a little old.


He could see the advantages of living so far off the beaten path. She must have had a lot of privacy.


Kagome and Inuyasha stepped out of the car, and made their way to the screen covered front door. He leaned forward and knocked.