InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ hurt ❯ Chapter2 ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Hurt2
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A/n: Well I know it took long but I was disgusted with the way this came out the first try I had to write it over until it fit with what I was trying to go with .Thanks to all who did review I'm so happy you did.
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Inuyasha pulled up to Kikyo's house and turned the engine off. His Father came out the big oak doors with a frown on his face, Inuyasha just sat there crying it hurt so bad why was it he cried hard not minding his father seeing him like this.
I want to love you I really do, it's just so hard when they want me to do one thing when I my heart chooses another.
Inuyasha's Father opened the door his amber eyes fraying over his son. He could feel his heart wrench in half at what he was about to tell his son but it HAD TO BE SAID!. "Inuyasha what are you doing here!" He said his eyes stern and cold but Inuyasha looked up with disbelief.
"I surely thought you and lady Kagome would be on a plane out of here by now," He said his eyes softening as his son's eyes widen. "Your mother wants you to Marry kikyou I want you to go with the one you love my son," Inuyasha wiped his eyes.
"Are you serious," Inuyasha said his mouth slightly dropping in disbelief. "Yeah we're going to have more pups Inuyasha, you go and you Mary Kagome and treat her like the queen she is," Inuyasha's dad winked before stepping out the car and he tapped on the window, "You have two minutes to get out of here,"
Inuyasha drove off and onto the highway towards His and Kagome's apartment but he was distraught with what was waiting for him there.
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Kagome sat on the plane looking at her postcard with the great silver dragon on the front and smiled as she re-read the loving letter from her pen pal. The woman next to her tapped noisily on her keyboard to her laptop. She looked of one of that of business and she had a high ponytail and silver glasses sat at the tip of her nose her Hazel eyes fallowing the words as the spread across the screen.
When she felt the heat of eyes on her she looked at the younger woman with a blush. "hi," She said extending a hand she spoke in English and Kagome was thankful she knew it. "Hello," Kagome said shaking her hand it was a very strange jester.
The woman looked back down to her computer screen. "So First trip to America?" She said not looking up. Kagome nodded and handed the person her Post Card.
"My, My, Looks like we're headed for the same person," She said a sweet smile forming over her lips as she pulled out her laptop case.
"My name's Sango," She said putting away her laptop and pulling out a photo album. "I'm Kagome," She said feeling a little better about leaving home for once. She felt tears threaten to fall but fought them back.
Sango could sense she was somewhat demon but why was she sad. She wouldn't bring it up it might hurt her more right now to talk about it.
Kagome opened it and on the front page was Sango, a woman with pink hair and grey eyes, and a cute man with Dark hair and chocolate brown eyes.
Sango pointed to the man, "That's my boyfriend Miroku, it's been so long since we've been together," She sighed at he lonely look in Kagome's eyes and continued to point. "The pink haired woman is Mea she's Runishie's childhood Friend," Sango said with a loving tone clearly she loved the woman like a sister.
Kagome turned the page and saw it was birthday party for Runishie she remembered him telling her about it a while back. She smiled as she went through the rest of the pictures and grew to think how handsome her pen pal was and very rich for an artist.
The flight passed on with Kagome and Sango talking about small daily things in their lives and they grew to find how much they had in common and their feelings on Runishie seemed he same. Kagome found out that Runishie and his band Sengoku Judi had become quite famous throughout the states and Kagome soon found her troubles of her broken heart melting away.
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Inuyasha sat on the bed holding his bleeding heart as a few more tears hit the carpet. He could smell her anger, her disappointment, her hurt. IT HURT, it hurt far more worse then anything. Some one stabbing you with hot pokers and slicing you from your toes on up would feel much preferred to the empty aching hurt his heart felt. He looked down at the tear smudged letter and held her diamond rose in his fist.
It read: ‘ Inuyasha I’ve grown to love you through out my life time and you’ve returned my love freely and I’m thankful for it. My heart will always hold a place for you my friend and I’ll always think of you as the sweet little hanyou next door. My heart aches for you in ways a friend’s heart shouldn’t. It pains me to see you go and live your life like this, . . . . in endless hurt. I Love you for your soul, your heart and for your undying spirit. I will always love you as a friend but I’ll always hunger for you to look at me the way you look at her, my undying affection, Kagome,’
Inuyasha choked on his tears. He had wanted to take her as his for years . He was afraid to upset the balance .. The balance his family had but now he was free. He choked on his tears thinking of something, anything that could be done to tell the woman, the girl he loved how he felt.
**Flashback***
Raven hair floated behind loving laughter. A small pink bike without training wheels. She had been begging her father all morning to teach her and now she was on her own trying something new. The sun danced in her wild hair and sparkled in the deep blue of her eyes.
A little boy with a hat pulled over his ears sat watching the girl from nextdoor. He had long silvery locks and a tender smile placed upon his lips. He watched as her light green dress glided as she passed him without a glance. He sighed as he watched her spirit run free with her new found ambition. “Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,” the little girl screamed as she hit the light post.
The boy got up and rushed to her side as she began to cry. Her knee was bleeding and the bike sat on her bleeding leg. It was too big for her to lift while she was in so much pain. “Are you okay?” The little boy asked raising the bike just enough to where she could get free.
What he had mistaken for crying was laughter and the little girl smiled up at him “Yes that was fun can’t wait to try again,” The boy smiled back and she smiled wider. “I’m Inuyasha what’s your name?” The little girl grimaced in pain as she stood. “I’m kagome,” She giggled and looked down at her bleeding knee.
“I know what to do for that!” Inuyasha said pointing at it. Kagome smiled trying to ignore the stinging pain. “Oh My mommy would give me a bandage . . she isn’t home don’t suppose you have one?” Kagome asked fidgeting a little. Truth be told she wasn’t supposed to be riding her bike alone and that simple lie seemed to come easily to her lips being one she had to use on the phone alot. Inuyasha nodded and ran inside. He looked at his real mother passed out on the couch and frowned the smell of alcohol hung around her. He found the bandages with little dogs on them and rushed outside to his pretty new friend. “Ka-go-me” He said slowly imprinting it in his mind for all time.
The little girl nodded as she pulled up her bike. “Inuyasha?” she asked and bowed to him. He held out a green bandage with a white dog on it. “This color matches you dress,” Kagome nodded thinking a bit odd he didn’t know the color. He put it on her knee and got up and smiled. “Oh NO! You forgot to kiss it! My mommy always kisses my ouchies” Kagome said looking down at her knee. Inuyasha laughed and nodded kissing the little dog his mother had never done something like that for him.
Kagome smiled and pushed her bike into the gate. “Thank you Inuyasha it feels much better,” Inuyasha nodded and sat back on his stool but he was surprised when the little girl sat next to him. “I’m 5" Kagome said with her little voice. Inuyasha looked at her and repeated her words. “5?” Kagome nodded and held up her hand showing all of her fingers. “Yeah I’m this many” Inuyasha nodded and held up his fingers “I’m this many,” Kagome counted his fingers. “1,2,3,4,5,6. Your 6 Inuyasha!” Kagome exclaimed excitedly.
Inuyasha wasn’t used to this kind of treatment usually being ignored and alone. Kagome herd his stomach grumble as he hadn’t eaten in a few days. “Oh! Your hungry too wait here,” Kagome exclaimed. Her mother smiled through the kitchen window and cut the crust off the two sandwiches. She had let her daughter live a little but not unless she was under her watch.
Kagome and Inuyasha sat eating lunch. “I love you Inuyasha!” Kagome said hugging the little boy. “You can be my friend forever but after I go take a nap,” the girl yawned and Inuyasha smiled at the thought of having a friend. “What’s love kagome?” he asked without hesitation. “I don’t know but I’d like to Mommy tells me ‘I love you,’ all the time,” The little girl said climbing the stairs to her house. “It makes me feel warm and special inside,” Inuyasha smiled for some reason thoose words had made him feel special.
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Inuyasha sat on the plane practically pulling his hair out looking at the address he knew English of course but going there to America all seemed to nerve wrecking. “Dude you could seriously use some downtime,” He looked over to a pink haired woman with grey eyes a red guitar sat in her lap. She smelt of nothing but demons and cigarettes she was clearly a party girl from her dark make-up and attire. Inuyasha rubbed his temples. “You have no idea,” The girl strummed her guitar. “Going after the one you love way sweet,” Inuyasha lifted an eyebrow.
“Who are you?” he asked feeling uneasy. “I can smell your tears your hurt man and I’m with you all the way living life man it’s so awesome,” She spoke without raising her voice and sounded like the surfer people form Kagome’s movies.
‘Don’t let her get on your nerves or let them see you cry Sesshomaru in a dress, Sesshomaru in a dress,’ he rubbed his temples faster. He herd the girl giggle and he was brought from his thoughts as she was turned talking to an orange headed boy. “One civilian and we get this stiff,” He said and the woman smiled at Inuyasha showing him her pierced forked tongue.
“Runishie baby! Who’s Sesshomaru and why was the man crying,” The pink haired demon said cracked her neck rather annoyingly. Inuyasha was in heaven by some chance of luck he had gotten on the right plane and he was sure to find Kagome in no time. “Runishie! Runishie! That means your Corean and he’s shippo where’s Miroku,” Inuyasha jumped up as something poked his back. “Right here,” The human boy said with a depressed smiled.
“Oh cheer up dude, you’ll see her soon we promise,” Corean said placing a hand on Miroku’s shoulder. Runishie rolled his eyes and hid behind his magazine. “Sorry you had to meet us like this Inuyasha I had a vision we’d meet you and my sweet darling Kagome,” Inuyasha growled and Runishie simply yawned. “So Sango was sent a month ahead of time and was put on the same plane with Kagome while lucky you have to sit out the trip with us,”
Inuyasha looked around the small plane and rushed to the bathroom to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. He splashed the cold water on his face hearing the group talk in small whispers. There was a knock at the door and he opened it to see a pair of great big dull grey eyes in his face. “Creepy aren’t we,” Inuyasha slammed the door on her face. “This is going to be a long plane trip.
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The maid Opened the door and was greeted with a long hug from Sango. “Keade ba-chan so good to see you,” Sango said engulfing the elderly woman into a hug. Kagome looked around at the large old furnished house. “This is nice and on the beach too,” Sango laughed. “What’s you expect lord Runishie to not have the best,” Kagome blinked a few times. “Lord?” Sango plopped down on the large couch as an old man brought up her luggage. “They should be here sometime later on early in the morning.
As if on cue Sango’s cell rang and she smiled listening to the voice.
“Oh she’s here with me,”
“Yes but I don’t understand the tears your not telling me something,”
“Mmmhmmm,”
Sango held out the phone, “It’s for you,” Kagome picked it up and answered the phone her voice shaky.
“H-h-hello,”
Runishie~ “Hi Kagome how are you sweet heart I’ve got you a present my dear,”
Kagome ~ ::Sighs:: “Oh Runishie it’s so horrible me and Inuyasha got into a fight,” ::Bites lip trying not to cry::
Runishie~ “Oh calm down please and rest its going to be okay you’ll see and if you ask me Inuyasha is a nervous wreck over you and I’m sure has spily more ahhhhhh Are you crazy woman!” :Rumbling and fighting::
Kagome~ “Inuyasha! You’ve seen Inuyasha!,”
Runishie ~ “Corean! Your ahh No ha, ha, ha, ha stop that tickles!” :;Line goes dead::
Kagome hung up the phone looking a little shocked. ‘Was he bringing her Inuyasha was that her surprise. “ I-I think I need to lye down Sango,” Sango nodded in agreement yawning. “You can share my quarters I’m afraid this house will become very full before tonight is over with. Kagome nodded and followed Sango up the stairs.
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Okay how you like it I hate it I’m still upset with the way it came out I’ll update if I get at least three more reviews I’m sorry about taking forever btu as I said I’m still upset with this but I’m just going to go with it. I know they don’t have the stuck up personalities well too bad! U no Y it’s FanFiction and it’s my story and they have to have certain out looks to obtain what I want and so what if the flashbacks were taken from my life at least the revolving story isn’t. Ummm . . . . sorry review please
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A/n: Well I know it took long but I was disgusted with the way this came out the first try I had to write it over until it fit with what I was trying to go with .Thanks to all who did review I'm so happy you did.
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Inuyasha pulled up to Kikyo's house and turned the engine off. His Father came out the big oak doors with a frown on his face, Inuyasha just sat there crying it hurt so bad why was it he cried hard not minding his father seeing him like this.
I want to love you I really do, it's just so hard when they want me to do one thing when I my heart chooses another.
Inuyasha's Father opened the door his amber eyes fraying over his son. He could feel his heart wrench in half at what he was about to tell his son but it HAD TO BE SAID!. "Inuyasha what are you doing here!" He said his eyes stern and cold but Inuyasha looked up with disbelief.
"I surely thought you and lady Kagome would be on a plane out of here by now," He said his eyes softening as his son's eyes widen. "Your mother wants you to Marry kikyou I want you to go with the one you love my son," Inuyasha wiped his eyes.
"Are you serious," Inuyasha said his mouth slightly dropping in disbelief. "Yeah we're going to have more pups Inuyasha, you go and you Mary Kagome and treat her like the queen she is," Inuyasha's dad winked before stepping out the car and he tapped on the window, "You have two minutes to get out of here,"
Inuyasha drove off and onto the highway towards His and Kagome's apartment but he was distraught with what was waiting for him there.
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Kagome sat on the plane looking at her postcard with the great silver dragon on the front and smiled as she re-read the loving letter from her pen pal. The woman next to her tapped noisily on her keyboard to her laptop. She looked of one of that of business and she had a high ponytail and silver glasses sat at the tip of her nose her Hazel eyes fallowing the words as the spread across the screen.
When she felt the heat of eyes on her she looked at the younger woman with a blush. "hi," She said extending a hand she spoke in English and Kagome was thankful she knew it. "Hello," Kagome said shaking her hand it was a very strange jester.
The woman looked back down to her computer screen. "So First trip to America?" She said not looking up. Kagome nodded and handed the person her Post Card.
"My, My, Looks like we're headed for the same person," She said a sweet smile forming over her lips as she pulled out her laptop case.
"My name's Sango," She said putting away her laptop and pulling out a photo album. "I'm Kagome," She said feeling a little better about leaving home for once. She felt tears threaten to fall but fought them back.
Sango could sense she was somewhat demon but why was she sad. She wouldn't bring it up it might hurt her more right now to talk about it.
Kagome opened it and on the front page was Sango, a woman with pink hair and grey eyes, and a cute man with Dark hair and chocolate brown eyes.
Sango pointed to the man, "That's my boyfriend Miroku, it's been so long since we've been together," She sighed at he lonely look in Kagome's eyes and continued to point. "The pink haired woman is Mea she's Runishie's childhood Friend," Sango said with a loving tone clearly she loved the woman like a sister.
Kagome turned the page and saw it was birthday party for Runishie she remembered him telling her about it a while back. She smiled as she went through the rest of the pictures and grew to think how handsome her pen pal was and very rich for an artist.
The flight passed on with Kagome and Sango talking about small daily things in their lives and they grew to find how much they had in common and their feelings on Runishie seemed he same. Kagome found out that Runishie and his band Sengoku Judi had become quite famous throughout the states and Kagome soon found her troubles of her broken heart melting away.
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Inuyasha sat on the bed holding his bleeding heart as a few more tears hit the carpet. He could smell her anger, her disappointment, her hurt. IT HURT, it hurt far more worse then anything. Some one stabbing you with hot pokers and slicing you from your toes on up would feel much preferred to the empty aching hurt his heart felt. He looked down at the tear smudged letter and held her diamond rose in his fist.
It read: ‘ Inuyasha I’ve grown to love you through out my life time and you’ve returned my love freely and I’m thankful for it. My heart will always hold a place for you my friend and I’ll always think of you as the sweet little hanyou next door. My heart aches for you in ways a friend’s heart shouldn’t. It pains me to see you go and live your life like this, . . . . in endless hurt. I Love you for your soul, your heart and for your undying spirit. I will always love you as a friend but I’ll always hunger for you to look at me the way you look at her, my undying affection, Kagome,’
Inuyasha choked on his tears. He had wanted to take her as his for years . He was afraid to upset the balance .. The balance his family had but now he was free. He choked on his tears thinking of something, anything that could be done to tell the woman, the girl he loved how he felt.
**Flashback***
Raven hair floated behind loving laughter. A small pink bike without training wheels. She had been begging her father all morning to teach her and now she was on her own trying something new. The sun danced in her wild hair and sparkled in the deep blue of her eyes.
A little boy with a hat pulled over his ears sat watching the girl from nextdoor. He had long silvery locks and a tender smile placed upon his lips. He watched as her light green dress glided as she passed him without a glance. He sighed as he watched her spirit run free with her new found ambition. “Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,” the little girl screamed as she hit the light post.
The boy got up and rushed to her side as she began to cry. Her knee was bleeding and the bike sat on her bleeding leg. It was too big for her to lift while she was in so much pain. “Are you okay?” The little boy asked raising the bike just enough to where she could get free.
What he had mistaken for crying was laughter and the little girl smiled up at him “Yes that was fun can’t wait to try again,” The boy smiled back and she smiled wider. “I’m Inuyasha what’s your name?” The little girl grimaced in pain as she stood. “I’m kagome,” She giggled and looked down at her bleeding knee.
“I know what to do for that!” Inuyasha said pointing at it. Kagome smiled trying to ignore the stinging pain. “Oh My mommy would give me a bandage . . she isn’t home don’t suppose you have one?” Kagome asked fidgeting a little. Truth be told she wasn’t supposed to be riding her bike alone and that simple lie seemed to come easily to her lips being one she had to use on the phone alot. Inuyasha nodded and ran inside. He looked at his real mother passed out on the couch and frowned the smell of alcohol hung around her. He found the bandages with little dogs on them and rushed outside to his pretty new friend. “Ka-go-me” He said slowly imprinting it in his mind for all time.
The little girl nodded as she pulled up her bike. “Inuyasha?” she asked and bowed to him. He held out a green bandage with a white dog on it. “This color matches you dress,” Kagome nodded thinking a bit odd he didn’t know the color. He put it on her knee and got up and smiled. “Oh NO! You forgot to kiss it! My mommy always kisses my ouchies” Kagome said looking down at her knee. Inuyasha laughed and nodded kissing the little dog his mother had never done something like that for him.
Kagome smiled and pushed her bike into the gate. “Thank you Inuyasha it feels much better,” Inuyasha nodded and sat back on his stool but he was surprised when the little girl sat next to him. “I’m 5" Kagome said with her little voice. Inuyasha looked at her and repeated her words. “5?” Kagome nodded and held up her hand showing all of her fingers. “Yeah I’m this many” Inuyasha nodded and held up his fingers “I’m this many,” Kagome counted his fingers. “1,2,3,4,5,6. Your 6 Inuyasha!” Kagome exclaimed excitedly.
Inuyasha wasn’t used to this kind of treatment usually being ignored and alone. Kagome herd his stomach grumble as he hadn’t eaten in a few days. “Oh! Your hungry too wait here,” Kagome exclaimed. Her mother smiled through the kitchen window and cut the crust off the two sandwiches. She had let her daughter live a little but not unless she was under her watch.
Kagome and Inuyasha sat eating lunch. “I love you Inuyasha!” Kagome said hugging the little boy. “You can be my friend forever but after I go take a nap,” the girl yawned and Inuyasha smiled at the thought of having a friend. “What’s love kagome?” he asked without hesitation. “I don’t know but I’d like to Mommy tells me ‘I love you,’ all the time,” The little girl said climbing the stairs to her house. “It makes me feel warm and special inside,” Inuyasha smiled for some reason thoose words had made him feel special.
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Inuyasha sat on the plane practically pulling his hair out looking at the address he knew English of course but going there to America all seemed to nerve wrecking. “Dude you could seriously use some downtime,” He looked over to a pink haired woman with grey eyes a red guitar sat in her lap. She smelt of nothing but demons and cigarettes she was clearly a party girl from her dark make-up and attire. Inuyasha rubbed his temples. “You have no idea,” The girl strummed her guitar. “Going after the one you love way sweet,” Inuyasha lifted an eyebrow.
“Who are you?” he asked feeling uneasy. “I can smell your tears your hurt man and I’m with you all the way living life man it’s so awesome,” She spoke without raising her voice and sounded like the surfer people form Kagome’s movies.
‘Don’t let her get on your nerves or let them see you cry Sesshomaru in a dress, Sesshomaru in a dress,’ he rubbed his temples faster. He herd the girl giggle and he was brought from his thoughts as she was turned talking to an orange headed boy. “One civilian and we get this stiff,” He said and the woman smiled at Inuyasha showing him her pierced forked tongue.
“Runishie baby! Who’s Sesshomaru and why was the man crying,” The pink haired demon said cracked her neck rather annoyingly. Inuyasha was in heaven by some chance of luck he had gotten on the right plane and he was sure to find Kagome in no time. “Runishie! Runishie! That means your Corean and he’s shippo where’s Miroku,” Inuyasha jumped up as something poked his back. “Right here,” The human boy said with a depressed smiled.
“Oh cheer up dude, you’ll see her soon we promise,” Corean said placing a hand on Miroku’s shoulder. Runishie rolled his eyes and hid behind his magazine. “Sorry you had to meet us like this Inuyasha I had a vision we’d meet you and my sweet darling Kagome,” Inuyasha growled and Runishie simply yawned. “So Sango was sent a month ahead of time and was put on the same plane with Kagome while lucky you have to sit out the trip with us,”
Inuyasha looked around the small plane and rushed to the bathroom to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. He splashed the cold water on his face hearing the group talk in small whispers. There was a knock at the door and he opened it to see a pair of great big dull grey eyes in his face. “Creepy aren’t we,” Inuyasha slammed the door on her face. “This is going to be a long plane trip.
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The maid Opened the door and was greeted with a long hug from Sango. “Keade ba-chan so good to see you,” Sango said engulfing the elderly woman into a hug. Kagome looked around at the large old furnished house. “This is nice and on the beach too,” Sango laughed. “What’s you expect lord Runishie to not have the best,” Kagome blinked a few times. “Lord?” Sango plopped down on the large couch as an old man brought up her luggage. “They should be here sometime later on early in the morning.
As if on cue Sango’s cell rang and she smiled listening to the voice.
“Oh she’s here with me,”
“Yes but I don’t understand the tears your not telling me something,”
“Mmmhmmm,”
Sango held out the phone, “It’s for you,” Kagome picked it up and answered the phone her voice shaky.
“H-h-hello,”
Runishie~ “Hi Kagome how are you sweet heart I’ve got you a present my dear,”
Kagome ~ ::Sighs:: “Oh Runishie it’s so horrible me and Inuyasha got into a fight,” ::Bites lip trying not to cry::
Runishie~ “Oh calm down please and rest its going to be okay you’ll see and if you ask me Inuyasha is a nervous wreck over you and I’m sure has spily more ahhhhhh Are you crazy woman!” :Rumbling and fighting::
Kagome~ “Inuyasha! You’ve seen Inuyasha!,”
Runishie ~ “Corean! Your ahh No ha, ha, ha, ha stop that tickles!” :;Line goes dead::
Kagome hung up the phone looking a little shocked. ‘Was he bringing her Inuyasha was that her surprise. “ I-I think I need to lye down Sango,” Sango nodded in agreement yawning. “You can share my quarters I’m afraid this house will become very full before tonight is over with. Kagome nodded and followed Sango up the stairs.
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Okay how you like it I hate it I’m still upset with the way it came out I’ll update if I get at least three more reviews I’m sorry about taking forever btu as I said I’m still upset with this but I’m just going to go with it. I know they don’t have the stuck up personalities well too bad! U no Y it’s FanFiction and it’s my story and they have to have certain out looks to obtain what I want and so what if the flashbacks were taken from my life at least the revolving story isn’t. Ummm . . . . sorry review please