InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ The Forbidden City II ( Chapter 54 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

Within the Forbidden City

 

“I do not like you going by yourself!” Quon snapped.

“You think I am worried about any ningen?” I asked amused.

“I think that this is a trap.” He said bluntly.

“I think you are worried because I just had Zihao a week ago.” I said.

He watched as I dressed in a multicolored hanfu. I was finding myself dressing more in Chinese styles when I was not on a battlefield and I looked at myself closely. Zhou was busy securing my hair and leaving thick chunks down from the up do. She wrapped a black velvet band around my forehead and wove it into my hair. She also wove a net of pearls in as well. She helped me into the sheath portion of the hanfu. It was a burnt orange color with a tiger lily embroidered on the bodice. The skirt graduated from reddish purple to plum. The outer hanfu was off the shoulder and had the same graduation of color. My obi was the reddish purple. The colors set off my natural markings and I turned to Quon.

“Well?” I asked.

“You look like an empress!” he said morosely.

“Is that bad?” I asked.

“You need to take one of your mates with you. I do not care if it is me or the inu! Hell take Naraku but take someone.” Quon argued.

“I am the regent of Manchuria and I take my son who is the Lord. I shall be fine. I will have the Kumosaiga on my hip.” I said reassuring him.

“Asuna you are also mated to me; you are the Princess of Hunan and that will carry weight with the Wanli Emperor.” He insisted.

“Quon, I love you! Quit frowning it does not suit you!” I said kissing his lips.

“Damnit inu!” he snapped.

“I am a ruler in my own right! Damnit Byakko!” I snapped right back.

“I shall ready my warriors in case I have to stage a rescue for their wayward Princess!” he hissed at me.

He stalked out of my chambers in Shanghai and I sighed. Zhou giggled and I smiled at her. I stood and went in search of Ang Chi. He was in his chambers and he chose to wear a haori and hakamas. He was dressed in gray and white; it suited his coloring very well. He bowed to me and I hugged him.

“I pale in comparison.” He joked.

“I am female and therefore supposed to outshine you.” I laughed.

“Prince Quon was rather put out.” He said.

“He does not like that I go without a mate. You are male and that should suffice.” I said pursing my lips.

He smiled and shook his head. His hair was done up in a top knot and I was glad youki did not normally shave their locks; to me it looked strange but it was the tradition among ningen males. Ang Chi ported us to the outskirts of Beijing and I looked around hatefully. We were met by the Emperor's minister Zhang Juzheng. I recognized him from Tianjin. Ang Chi put a hand on my shoulder and I stared at the mortal in hatred.

“Well well. The Manchurian Lady and her son.” He stated.

“Hai.” I said.

“Minister Juzheng I am Lord of Manchuria and you obviously know my mother Lady Asuna.” Ang Chi said more graciously then I would have.

“I saw her when she laid siege to Tianjin inu. Too bad about your dead lovers.” He said sarcastically.

I growled and Ang Chi held down my hand which was seeping my Dakkasou. My eyes flashed red and my son calmed me down.

“I see you show your true nature you filthy youki!” Juzheng stated.

“Minister you requested our presence. The Ming have been encroaching and ignoring our borders!” I said frigidly.

“I shall let the Emperor speak for I would crush you!” he stated bluntly.

“Ang Chi I am losing my temper rather quickly.” I stated in Japanese.

“Mother you are letting them goad you. I realize they sided with my birth mother but they are not her.” He said softly.

“What makes me the angriest in this whole damn thing is the fact that Bai Gu Jing and Katashi were both morons!” I snapped.

“I know.” He said lowering his head.

“I am sorry. I shall stay calmer. These beasts were relentless.” I said evenly.

We were lead into the famed Forbidden City and I looked around. The Western Palace complex could be called a small city of mostly inu youki. It was a haven for our kind on the islands. The Forbidden City was huge in comparison.

“Waste of space.” I muttered.

Ang Chi chuckled and I smiled at him. He looked so much like Katashi it was unnerving at times. I remembered the former Manchu lord and I sighed. I missed Tekeshi so much at times it hurt. I had seen Shezmu and he had been very badly injured by a scorpion but he would recover. He lamented that he was unable to help me right now but I shrugged it off and had left him with some rather racy memories. I was looking at the mark that Naraku had distorted and it looked like a tsuchigumo. I had not heard from Ishin as yet and Naraku had dealt most severely with Mizuki for her disobedience. Karu had taken her as a rescue operation but I had caught the young tsuchigumo at my Shanghai palace and made him go home. Our children were too strong and they caused problems. Mizuki was now with Naraku shadowing him. She was not a happy little onna at the moment but Naraku felt a firm hand now would keep problems from happening later. I walked now with Ang Chi and we were led to the Hall of Preserving Harmony. I rolled my eyes at the arrogance and stupidity of the ningen rulers. We were met with not only the Wanli Emperor but his crown prince; Zhu Changluo. Ang Chi and I gave a half bow as we were both royalty and youki to boot. I straightened and the prince perused me quite brazenly. I met his eyes directly and he met them with his dark brown. I muttered filthy mortal in Russian and he stared at me coldly.

“You are a bitch!” he snapped.

“Changluo hush!” Wanli stated.

“Hai Prince Changluo I am a bitch.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“I asked you here Lady Asuna so that maybe an accord could be met. War is expensive and frankly I loathe it.” Wanli stated regally.

“Really? You did not seem to loathe it when you sided with a lunatic against Manchuria and He Gang. You even had the Mongols in on your little game. I do not sit upon a throne ningen and order others to their deaths as I enjoy twenty thousand whores!' I said in a snide tone.

“No you just enjoy entire families.” Wanli said glacially.

I pulled my fang and I had it pointed at the emperor's throat.

“Learn more before you open that hole the gods gave you mortal.” I said hatefully.

“Lower your weapon these are peace talks.” Wanli said calmly.

I could scent his fear and I sheathed the Kumosaiga. I stepped back and there were soldiers everywhere.

“He would be dead before a single soldier made it within a foot of this throne.” I said loudly.

“Lady Asuna do you really think I would not be prepared to deal with a youki? You may be a licentious woman but your legend on the field of battle is widely known. Daughter of the fearsome Killing Perfection.” Wanli stated.

I cracked my claws and Ang Chi held my elbow.

“This is Jing's son?” the emperor asked.

“He is my son!” I snapped.

Ang Chi bristled at the mention of his birth mother and I turned on my heel and started to walk out.

“Mother!” he called.

“Come Ang Chi. These ningens are worthless!” I hissed.

Wanli stood and called out to me. I turned and my eyes had bled to red. I so wished to just invade but I did not want to spill innocent blood when I could wait it out and take over when the dynasty fell and it would fall because of how weak it was.

“So it is true. Youki eyes do change.” The emperor stated sitting

“I also have claws and fangs that I could shred you with.” I snapped.

“I will stop and not allow the insults if you stop with the threats.” He said.

“Hn.” I muttered.

“Please let us remove ourselves to a dining hall. Can you eat mortal food?” he asked.

“I can eat any food.” I said bluntly.

Ang Chi whispered in my ear and I was growling softly. We were surrounded by soldiers and also he had tried to port and could not. So the bastard had access to yoki dampening magics. Changluo stalked past me and I pushed him with my mind. He surged forward but caught his balance. I kept my face straight and stared at him as if he was an idiot. He glared at me and I got a good look at the young mortal. He could not be more than seventeen or eighteen. Ang Chi was about his equivalent in maturity. We went into a massive dining hall and we sat at a long table. Wanli sat at the head and I saw several beautiful concubines there as well. I scoffed and then gasped softly as my wrist burned horribly.

“Ishin.” I breathed softly.

“Pardon Lady Asuna?” Wanli asked.

“Nothing.” I said aloud.

“Mother? Lord Ishin?” Ang Chi asked softly.

“Hai. He is near.” I said softly.

I realized that his mark was his way of contacting me. We were served a sweet and sour type soup and the throbbing got worse. I stood up and walked out of the hall.

-Where are you?- I pathed.

-Near! Why did you ignore me?- he hissed in my mind.

-I am in a room full of mortals if you do not mind! I am in Beijing and the Forbidden City. - I pathed in reply.

-Are you always so foolish? Why in Kamis name would you waltz into your enemy's home and with just a boy? - He snapped in my head.

-I waltzed into your home and straight into your bed remember? - I snapped in thought.

-That is different. You were never truly my enemy. - He snapped back.

-Are you in your true form? - I asked.

-Hai. I am hidden in the eaves of a palace structure. - He thought.

-Fine. You are here and I am not alone. Have you attacked anything lately? - I demanded.

-I will do that later. - He retorted.

I walked back into the dining hall and sat next to Ang Chi. I looked at Ang Chi dead in the eye and he knew that the tsuchigumo was nearby. He sighed in relief at the thought of a mighty and feared type of youki was here as back up. We ate and we were shown to guest chambers. I waited awhile and slipped from the rooms and masked myself completely. I went in search of Ishin and I looked up at the eaves. I scented very carefully for his very faint scent of juniper and lemongrass. It was a very alluring combination and I caught it. He was masking heavily but I found him. I jumped up and wanted to see his true form up close. He had spun a web and it seemed he was resting but I knew better. He was massive and jet black. He was hairy in places and I remembered the smaller counterparts in nature were of a family called tarantulas. He must have felt a vibration because he turned swiftly on me. I leaned against a beam and I was not afraid of him at all. He was fearsome and a deadly predator. I knew him and knew he truly would not hurt me. He was staring at me and it was unnerving. He transformed and stalked in front of me.

“Why do you always hide away from me?” I asked.

“Most youki and mortals alike are afraid of my kind.” He said bluntly.

“I am not afraid of much Ishin.” I said softly.

“So you got a close look. What are you thinking.” He asked amused.

“I can see why others would be afraid but I think you are beautiful; type of tarantula?” I asked.

“Hai. You know your tsuchigumo.” He replied.

“Okay I caught you. So what manner of web is this?” I asked.

“This is just a web to catch prey.” He shrugged.

I grew playful and climbed up onto the web. I looked over my shoulder and gave him a come hither look. I climbed higher and I settled onto the silk and watched him.

“Now I feel as though I am prey.” He murmured.

“Have you made love in one of these?” I asked.

“Long ago.” He said in a heated voice.

“Hmm seems like it would be interesting to say the least.” I said softly.

“Inu you are suggesting what I think you are suggesting?” he asked climbing up his web with ease.

“Hai. Unless you think the little inu onna cannot handle it.” I said as he settled next to me.

“I have not done this since I was about a century old.” He murmured.

“So is it a right of passage?” I asked smirking.

“You seem much older than you are Asuna.” He said tracing my jaw with his fingers.

“Are you going to talk or take me in this giant death trap?” I asked with a soft growl.

“You have to be quiet.” He said in a passion laden voice.

“I will be as silent as the grave.” I said pressing my fingers to my lips.

“Kamis you were born the wrong species.” He murmured.

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I was back in the rooms and I had checked on Ang Chi. He was fast asleep and I was feeling rather languid at the moment. I wanted to be out of the Forbidden City in a couple days at the most. I laid my head down upon the bed and allowed myself to rest. I must have fallen into a deeper sleep but I awoke when I heard Ang Chi yell. I ran into his room and there was a ningen onna. She was young; in her teens. She was staring wantonly at my son and he stared at her as if she had lost her mind.

“What are you doing here?” I demanded.

“I am sorry I thought to visit the Manchu Lord.” She said looking down.

“My son is not fully grown onna! Most inu do not copulate till they are older whore! Get out and stay away from my son.” I yelled.

She ran from me and Ang Chi looked embarrassed. I sat on the bed and looked at him.

“What did she do?” I asked him.

“I was asleep I swear!” he said almost afraid.

“Ang Chi what did she do?” I asked.

“Kamis I cannot say that!” he said ashamed.

“Ang Chi she did what?” I asked.

“I woke up and she was using her mouth.” He said embarrassed.

“Alright. Did you complete?” I asked.

“Mother!” he exclaimed turning red.

“Son. Answer the question. I do not ask these questions for no reason.” I said sternly.

“No.” he said bright red.

“Alright. Go back to sleep.” I said.

I walked into the other room and wrapped a dressing gown over my night gown. I walked out of my rooms and went in search of someone in charge. The idea of a ningen whore touching my son sickened me. I found a eunuch. He stared at me and I glared at him.

“There was a ningen onna in my rooms who dared touch my son! I want you to summon the Emperor now!” I demanded.

“Calm yourself youki.” He said condescendingly.

The practices of the ningens sickened me further with the idea of castrating a male on practice to turn them into eunuchs.

“My son is still young. He is only half grown and a ningen whore put her mouth on him. Now get me someone in charge or someone will pay for laying their filthy ningen hands on my son!” I hissed.

The eunuch left my presence and many minutes later the Wanli Emperor came. He looked bleary eyed and very pissed off.

“Who dared touch my son?” I demanded.

“Could this not wait?” he demanded.

“My son is still an adolescent Emperor Wanli. I take the idea of him having a childhood very seriously. No onna and especially a ningen onna are going to touch him in such a familiar fashion!” I hissed.

“You wake me up because your teenage son was touched? How old are you youki?” he demanded.

“I am fixing to be one hundred ten summers. My son is just passed fifty. Now Emperor keep the hands of your onnas off my son!” I hissed.

“Whatever.” He snapped.

“Let me make this really simple ningen. Manchuria belongs to my clan. You step another toe into my lands and I will not only crush your army but I will crush Beijing!” I hissed.

“You threaten me here?” he said in disbelief.

“I will tell you the same thing I told a much better male; I am horrible at diplomacy and much better with a sword. Push me and you find how far and deep that blade goes.” I snarled.

“You wish to push me?” he asked me.

“Hai.” I threatened.

Many guards moved forward and grabbed me and I grew my whip and killed several. I felt a sutra to my back and it burned me. I screamed and Ishin appeared by my side. He handed me my fang that he had wrapped the hilt in his silk. I grabbed it and swung my fang and shoved my blade through two soldiers. I pulled back and instantly was at Wanli's throat.

“Back off ningen!” I hissed.

“So you had a youki in secret!” the Emperor snapped.

“It was a precaution my friend here thought necessary. I retorted.

“So this is how this shall be?” Wanli said thinly.

“If there be negotiations then your house will not insult mine! You will keep your teenage whores away from my son and never put another sutra on me again.” I hissed.

“Fine, we resume our talks in the morning.” Wanli said.

I kept my fang at the ready and the soldiers backed off. Ishin stayed right by my side and Wanli looked at Ishin.

“What manner of youki are you?” the ningen demanded.

“A funnel web.” He said smirking.

“A spider?” he squeaked.

“Hai a big giant hairy spider.” I chuckled.

The emperor blanched and took off away from Ishin and I had him follow me back to the rooms. I walked in and saw Ang Chi leaned against the wall. I went and sat by him. Ishin held back and I made him look at me.

“I am sorry. I was speaking with her at the meal. Mother, I think she made me…” he started to say.

“Young inu what happened was natural. Do not fret on it.” Ishin said from the door.

“Mother said not to till I was older.” He said ashamed.

“You were not aware. Youshiro has disobeyed my parents blatantly. There is a difference my son and you should not be ashamed of your body's natural response.” I said holding his face,

“Hai.” He said.

“Go lay in my bed. I shall be there shortly.” I stated.

Ang Chi crawled off the bed and went into mine. Ishin looked after him and looked at me.

“He is not yours by birth.” He commented.

“No. He is Katashi's and Jing gave birth to him. I killed Bai Gu Jing several years ago and he came after me to avenge her death. Katashi refused to acknowledge him and I adopted him. He looks just like Katashi and has Jing's eyes. Tekeshi and I went against Katashi to put Ang Chi in succession for the title of Manchuria. Tekeshi fought his own son for Ang Chi. I inherited the regency until he comes of age.” I explained.

“You did that for him?” Ishin asked in surprise.

“I made him a bastard when I mated Katashi. I did not know and when I found out I dissolved my union with Katashi upon learning the truth, Ang Chi had no control over who his parents were and he lost his birth mother to my hand and his sire was a selfish self involved prick.” I said bitterly.

“Yet you restored him.” He said lifting my chin.

“I gave him back what was stolen; I gave him what he deserved and never had.” I shrugged.

Ishin looked away and I realized he had made his own way in the world with no help and no love. I stood up and moved closer to him. He pushed me against a bed post and held my jaw.

“I am beyond words. I had no idea you did all that. Your actions make more sense now.” He said brushing his thumb across my lower lip.

“Ishin.” I hissed softly.

“I want more from you.” He demanded.

“I do not understand.” I shook my head.

“Neither do I. Go lay down with your son.” He said backing away.

I nodded and went to lay down with Ang Chi. The night's events had me question everything about Ishin and brought out a part of me that was deadly; being a mother.

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Zhang Juzheng was sitting back and his hands were together. The negotiations were not going well at all. The Ming minister was on my list of ningen that were vile and disgusting. Ishin disappeared but I knew he was near and the Chinese knew it as well. Ang Chi was being openly admired by ningen of both sexes and my son did not leave my side. He was not used to all the lewd attention placed upon him and I figured out my eldest was about as shy as they came. I watched Zhang with hatred in my eyes and fingered my fang. I had some hanfu modified so that I could fight easier if need be.

“Lady Asuna you will have to make some sort of concessions!” Zhang roared.

“Who says that I do Zhang?” I retorted.

“You wish for war?” he demanded.

“I wish for the Ming to leave.” I said raising a brow.

“Well that depends if you wish to part with Yingkou.” Zhang stated.

“No. There will be no concessions. You either leave Manchuria completely or you will be crushed.” I said leaning back.

“You think you could crush us?” he said standing.

“Sit down you castrated son of a whore!” I said dangerously.

“You are the whore!” he snapped at me.

“I am done. Do your balls work enough to face me on battlefield ningen filth?” I asked standing.

“You have made your choice youki!” he yelled then left.

I stormed out of the meeting and went to the rooms Ang Chi and I shared. He sat up when I came in and I nodded my head to say we were going. I had not anticipated troops to come after Ang Chi and me. I pulled my fang and my son pulled his katana as well. I began thrusting and slicing the ningen soldiers. They still had the magics in place to keep us from porting. I did not care what damage I did and I pulled Ang Chi behind me. I released the Spider Wave and it blew a hole through the troops and the wall. I looked at him and I changed form quickly. He jumped on my back and I ran through the halls of the palace.

“Mother they have us surrounded.” He said slightly afraid.

I growled loudly and surged forward. I was shot with arrows and pain erupted all over. I managed to make it outside and transformed. Ang Chi had jumped down and he ported us outside the city itself. My son started pulling the arrows out of me and I gasped in pain. I would heal but it had hurt like hell. I looked at Ang Chi and he looked furious. I heard shouting and we ran towards the noise. Ishin was in his true form and knocking ningens to and fro. There were just too many damn ningen and I pulled my fang. I saw some soldiers with a large pike and I did not think. I jumped in front of Ishin and the pike went straight through me. It pierced the tsuchigumo lord as well just not as deep. I pulled my fang and slashed through the wood and staggered back.

“Give me your hand.” I whispered hoarsely.

I grasped his hand over the Kumosaiga's hilt and released a tremendous blast channeling his yoki. I could scent his burned flesh and saw a path through the ningen. Ishin pulled me and Ang Chi into his shoki cloud and we appeared in Vietnam. I staggered forward and blood covered my front.

“Why did you do that? Asuna!” he yelled as he held me.

“Because you were in danger; you saved me from them before. Besides this is not the first time I have been impaled.” I said chuckling to cover up the grimacing.

“Nobu!” Ishin screamed from his room.

“Lord Ang Chi, exit this room and find the guard at the end of the hall and have my healer sent here.” Ishin commanded.

“Hai!” Ang Chi said running from the room.

The bleeding was starting to slow as Ishin was releasing his venom in small amounts to staunch the bleeding. The blood loss was tremendous but I had survived worse. I stuck my claws in Ishin's wound and released my own toxin to seal his wound as well. He looked at me and pulled me into a rough kiss to which I responded. He released me right before Nobu and Ang Chi arrived. Nobu came over to me and looked at Ishin and nodded. He inspected Ishin's wound and nodded to him.

“You two have sealed each other's wounds quite well. I will wrap them so they do not get infected. You really must stop getting impaled my Lord.” Nobu admonished Ishin.

“I will take that under advisement when my enemies are busy trying to kill me Nobu.” Ishin stated sarcasticlly.

“I am just saying Ishin! I have treated you more this past year than I have in a century!” Nobu snapped.

“I understand my friend.” Ishin said in a tired voice.

“Lady Asuna can you stay awake a little longer?” Nobu asked.

“Jing impaled me worse.” I muttered.

Ang Chi came over to me and stood behind. The mention of Jing obviously upset him.

“My son she thought she had a reason to fight me. I was pregnant at the time and I am sure she thought that pup would usurp your rights.” I said calmly.

“Her intelligence was not complete. She should not have killed your pup.” He said looking away.

“Katashi should not have denied his.” I said making him look at me.

“Mother I…” he started to say.

“You are my lost pup. You were mine the second I laid eyes on you. You belong to neither Jing nor Katashi but to the House of the Moon.” I said fiercely.

Ishin and Nobu looked at each other at my words and Ang Chi hugged me tightly. I hissed in pain and he pulled back.

“We are moving against the Ming when I recover. I am not waiting any longer.” I said closing my eyes.

“Inu you are being a little too aggressive right now.” Ishin said softly.

“I am doing what needs to be done Lord Ishin.” I said pulling up on Ang Chi.

I recognized Ishin's own futon and I went to it and lay down. I was tired from blood loss and I shed the outer hanfu and it left the sheath.

“Ang Chi see if Lord Ishin has some spare chambers. Write a letter to Yuudai, Ichigawa, and Sheng and let them know to expect aggression from the Ming. Have Yuudai and Ichigawa bring Geming from Shanghai if need be but reinforce the border.” I stated closing my eyes.

“Hai Mother.” He said bowing.

Ishin nodded to Nobu and Ang Chi followed the healer out of the room. I slowly opened my eyes to see Ishin sitting next to me and looking down.

“I have never had an onna throw their person in front of an attack for me. It was a rather foolish thing to do.” He said.

“I did not think. I just reacted.” I murmured.

“That shows you care some.” He said amused.

“I never said I did not.” I retorted.

He lifted up my wrist and saw what Naraku had done but contained his fury. I could feel his ire and I stared at him.

“I see he is retaliating. Foolish mongrel.” He snapped.

“He is my mate Ishin.” I muttered.

“Right.” He hissed.

“Ishin do not do this right now.” I snapped at him.

“See here is the discrepancy again inu. You threw yourself in front of a deadly weapon to save me and you have made love to me fairly recently. You are here and where are you not?” he inquired.

“You were checking up on me!” I remarked.

“You walked into a situation that could have gotten you killed!” he snapped.

“I walked in to negotiate supposedly. I was there more to gauge their strength then to make peace. Make no mistake I will take the Ming on.” I said in a near snarl.

“So who are you more dead set in defeating? The Ming or the Tsuchigumo?” he asked archly.

“Oh the Ming are on my list Ishin. I would never think twice to save you.” I muttered sleepily.

“Even if it was Naraku on the other end of that pike?” he hissed softly in my ear.

“You are jealous and it does you no service. I care for you and let it be that.” I said morosely.

“You love Naraku and care for me. What a tangled web you weave. I still think you were born the wrong species.” He said bluntly.

“He said the same thing when he brought me to the truth about Jing and Katashi.” I said trying to succumb to the need for sleep.

“You constantly compare my words with his! Stop it! I am not he.” He snarled.

“Then stop sounding like him.” I retorted.

“Kamis this is where I should rip your tongue out!” he sneered.

“Then how would I use it to bring you pleasure?” I asked arching a brow.

He growled and stood up. He was right and I did sometimes compare them. It was hard not to when they did look so alike. Ishin had a very similar personality to Naraku and the same incredible intelligence. I figured it was a tsuchigumo trait and I had begun to believe that Naraku and Hisashi were about the same. I had changed the most from my previous incarnation and Naraku had become more sinister. I noticed that Nobu had left to probably bring bandages. I watched Ishin stalk to the other side of the chambers. He was getting clean clothing. I got quite a nice view of his backside and bit back a groan. It really was odd that the kamis made the tsuchigumo the way they were.

“You really are to die for.” I teased.

He turned and gave me a nasty glare with his obsidian eyes. His were pupil less like all tsuchigumo and I blinked at him.

“I swear I want to shut your damn mouth!” he hissed.

“How about you come shut it then?” I said coyly.

He stared at my blatant challenge and was on me in the blink of an eye. He was kissing me and pressing me back against the futon. I squeezed my eyes shut and savored the feel of his heated flesh.

“Asuna look at me.” He demanded.

I opened my eyes and caught his penetrating gaze. He pulled the shift up my legs and he joined with me.

“No! Look at me. Do not shut your eyes. I want to see your face as you climax for ME!” he snapped.

He was punishing me for perhaps trying to save him or for comparing his words to Naraku but he brought me release quickly and kept demanding I look at him. He seemed to know that Nobu approached. He withdrew from me and covered me up. He was in order when Nobu walked in carrying bandages. He looked from me to Ishin and shook his head.

“You two are fire both of you.” Nobu observed.

“He started it.” I said staring at Ishin.

“No, you did when you did such an asinine thing!” he retorted.

“Nobu when you wrap his wound could you make sure not to wrap it too tightly. His over inflated head needs to lose some air.” I said sweetly.

“Nobu make sure you give the inu some sense as well.” Ishin hissed.

The tsuchigumo healer chuckled as Ishin and I glared at each other. Ang Chi poked his head in the door and cleared his throat.

“Mother I wrote the letter. Do you wish for me to port to Shenyang?” he asked.

“Hai that would be good; let me rest a few hours and I will join you.” I said.

He bowed to me and ported away. I allowed Nobu to strip my sheath from me and he wrapped my abdomen. Ishin watched over his actions and then the healer turned to Ishin and did the same.

“You two try and get to sleep and keep the rutting to a minimum.” Nobu stated.

I grunted and Ishin snorted softly. We both laid on the futon but our backs faced each other. I was not angry; I was just very annoyed and very aroused. I tried to sleep but could not; I crawled off the futon and went to his chest of drawers. I pulled out a yukata that was obviously for a male and it swallowed me.

“What are you doing?” he demanded.

“Leaving.” I replied neutrally.

“Do not be a moron inu. Get over your pride and sleep at least a few hours.” He snorted.

“I am not being prideful. You are in a bad mood and frankly I do not want to deal with you.” I said haughtily.

“Oh and you are just so delightful.” He snapped again.

“You accuse the inu of arrogance and you are just as bad you know! For a species that does not try to dominate its females you are awful quick to try and interfere with my enemies.” I stated without thinking.

He started laughing rather loudly when I realized what I said. I glared at him and closed the distance between the futon and the chest. I reached under his coverlet and grabbed his cock firmly. I eyed him as I held him in my hand.

“You intend to just sit there?” he asked.

He infuriated me and inflamed me beyond good reason and good sense. I did sit there for a few minutes doing nothing. He looked as though he was going to start coming out of his skin at any second.

“Do something inu!” he said breathing hard.

“What shall I do Ishin? I am a moron.” I said sarcasticlly.

“You evil bitch!” he snapped.

I stroked him lightly and he was ready to strangle me. I let him go and stood up.

“Asuna! Do not do that to me.” He hissed.

“Do what Ishin? I am leaving because you find me moronic and prideful.” I said biting back a smirk.

He sat up and pulled me down. He ripped open the yukata and growled rather loudly.

“Any other female I would throw them down and bring them to the brink over and over but I think that is what you want. I actually think you can go.” He said settling back and crossing his arms.

“Okay. Whenever I see you.” I said gathering the yukata closed and tying it shut.

I ported away rather quickly and knew I was playing with a very explosive individual. He was no mere youki and he had lived almost as long as Tekeshi had. He was an older youki with tremendous yoki that I trifled with on too many occasions. I asked myself why I wanted to get burned. My answer always was I did not know.

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I was in Shanghai dressing in a haori and hakamas when Naraku walked in. I looked up surprised and pleased. I was preparing to go to Hunan but was pleased to see my dark youki.

“Did I hear correctly and you blew a hole threw part of the Forbidden City?” he asked amused.

“Hai. It was necessary besides that palace is ostentatious anyway.” I said chuckling.

“Ishin it seems has backed off for now. I have no idea where the bastard resides besides Sendai. I thought I had gotten close in Korea but that dwelling has been abandoned.” He said with narrowed eyes.

“When he has taken me it has been under secrecy. I wish I could be of more help.” I lied.

“Well he may be a Kamis damned eight legged freak but I will catch up with him.” Naraku hissed softly.

“So you have a little free time?” I asked smiling.

“Hai for the first time in awhile.” He stated in a very Naraku like voice.

I smiled at the look in his eyes; it was the same look he used to have for the undead whore and the Shikon no Tama.

“Why are you dressing?” He asked me in a very thick voice.

“I did have intentions of going to the fronts and fighting the Ming.” I said cracking a smile.

“I want to go to the forest and hunt down my little inu.” He said coming to stand behind me.

“You are in a mood.” I observed.

“Well I have become so tame. I have not manipulated too many situations lately. I think it should be fun matching wits against you.” He whispered in my ear.

“Naraku!” I gasped out.

He had filled my mind and body with his presence and it felt natural. I decided that a little mental exercise could not hurt and I ported away. I felt his heat and lust in my mind when I sequestered him. I changed into my sphere and traversed the forest quickly and there were no settlements to be seen. I changed form as my sphere touched the ground. I had no armor on and only my fang. I looked around carefully because Naraku could be anywhere. I lifted my nose and scented the air; Naraku scented of cedar wood and I found it a very pleasant smell. I caught just a faint whiff but something else. I looked up panicked when my wrist burned. Ishin either did it on purpose or it just tied me to him. I could scent the very faint smell of juniper and lemon grass.

-Ishin not now! - I hissed in his mind.

I heard his growl in my mind and I looked around. Naraku had to know Ishin was here. I pulled my fang and I was grabbed by Naraku.

“Get out of here my love.” He demanded.

“No!” I snapped.

“Asuna, this is between he and I. Get out!” he snarled at me.

Ishin appeared behind me and shoved me out of the way. Naraku reached over and took the Kumosaiga out of my hand. Ishin was surprised that it did not burn him.

“How is it you wield that beastly thing?” he demanded.

“Because it is part of me bug!” Naraku stated with a nasty smirk.

Naraku could release the wave as well and he was going to do it. My dark mate wrapped a tentacle around my waist and flung me away. He did not do it to hurt me but get me out of danger. I looked in horror as the former hanyou let loose a powerful blast. Ishin started to put up a barrier but I waved my hand with tremendous force and threw the tsuchigumo lord. Naraku had not seen me and I ducked behind a tree. Ishin glared at me in a fury. He stood and released his silk; it attached to the Kumosaiga and he jerked back with all his might. My fang went flying and I raced after it. Ishin smiled in malice and circled Naraku.

“Now we fight on equal terms brother.” He said bowing.

“Equal would be me half dead.” Naraku quipped.

“So mongrel do you remember what your filthy soul did?” Ishin asked.

“Hai. I killed your sire in a most gruesome manner. If I remember correctly you were but a youngling. Your mother had been killed by said sire that you hold in such high esteem. Is eating other spiders normal? I assure you it still disgusts me!” Naraku hissed.

“Ah well you may have been his oldest but you were not his favorite. You looked more like our mother. She betrayed him Naraku; she betrayed him on a most basic level. He caught her in the arms of a fucking dragon! Mizuchi was his name. You remember him do you not?” Ishin hissed.

Naraku stopped and stepped back. My chest was heaving and neither of us had any idea.

“Was he not the dragon that raped your beloved Sorami? Hai I grant you the inu bitch was innocent but is Karma not sweet brother?” Ishin laughed.

“Shut up!” Naraku snarled.

“You took my only kin then left me to die. Do you remember when the ookami tsuchigumo stormed the palace brother? You left me! You were more concerned about Airi! I who you had orphaned was left to our mother's clan. I look like our sire and I had to pay for our parents' sins!” Ishin said stalking Naraku.

I could see the confusion on Naraku's face and the war that was going on.

“They told him you were dead! He could not go back; he had to help the others. Your father murdered your mother bug!” Naraku hissed.

“Ah well you did not check did you? The saddest thing of all is that Sorami was innocent of all this intrigue! You hear that inu? You were innocent as you are today. The difference now is that she can defend herself a little better. You had condemned your soul mate to hatred and death; you still do it to this day. I can free her of you forever! I can give her back what you stole!” Ishin yelled.

“Sorami was never your concern and neither is Asuna! She has been mine always!” he said in a very dangerous tone.

“She may not have been my concern then but Asuna is very much my concern now. You do not deserve such an onna. You fractured our people then and you still make their lives miserable. Your precious Mizuki has a true form did you know? She is tsuchigumo Naraku. You are just as much an arachnid as I am.” Ishin smirked.

“I cannot take back what your brother did but the circumstances of my beginning have nothing to do with you. You are nothing but a nuisance!” Naraku growled.

“Really?” Ishin said raising an ebony brow.

The tsuchigumo lord shoved his claws straight through Naraku and released his venom. Naraku in turn transformed his hand into a boney limb and shoved it through Ishin's gut. Both males had released huge amounts of venomous shoki. I screamed and ran forward. I pulled Naraku's limb out of Ishin and I did the same with Ishin's claws. Both of them staggered back and were bleeding terribly. I looked at Ishin in fear; he back stepped and leaned against a tree for support. I went to Naraku and he was ashen. Ishin would be one foe that Naraku would have a hell of a time conquering. Naraku had never bested my sire without deceit and the same would happen with Ishin.

“Naraku!” I hissed softly.

“Get away from him Asuna.” Ishin demanded.

“He is my mate! You are trying to die Ishin!” I screamed at him.

“Shut up.” He snapped at me.

Ishin had barely missed Naraku's heart and he had blissfully lost consciousness. Ishin looked about as bad off but he remained conscious.

“Get away from him inu.” He said trying to stand and not doing well of it.

“Why did you come here Ishin?” I demanded of him.

“Because he came here. I cannot bear the thought of him touching you.” He snarled.

“Get used to it. My loyalty is to him always.” I said gathering him into my arms.

I ported away to the Northern Castle and startled the maidservant.

“Get a healer now!” I yelled.

“Hai!” she said running from the room.

I waited the tense moments for Kenta's healer and when the ookami tsuchigumo came I ported away. I appeared right next to Ishin and cussed him.

“You are so drained you cannot even port! You called me a fool! You are too evenly matched with him. You two will kill each other.” I hissed as tears stung my eyes.

“Then so be it.” He snarled.

“Ishin! You asshole!” I yelled at him.

I gathered him to me and dipped into his mind to figure out where Nobu was. He was in Sendai of all places; I ported Ishin and me there. I screamed for the healer and Nobu ran in. I was crying freely and I again ported to Naraku's side. The healer was actually packing his wound with silk. I was amazed and held Naraku's head in my lap.

“Will he be alright?” I asked.

“He will be abed for awhile. This is a nasty wound. I figure he will get a fever before he gets well.” The ookami tsuchigumo said.

“Alright. I will be right back.” I stated.

I ported again to Ishin and looked at Nobu. He sighed and shook his head.

“Will he be alright?” I asked.

“Hai. He is gonna have to stay in bed for awhile. Hisashi was no slouch and this Naraku has some rather nasty miasma. I will restrain Ishin if need be.” He stated bluntly.

“Does he make this mark burn?” I asked Nobu.

“Not on purpose. That is a traditional tsuchigumo mark but Hisashi took Sorami's blood in the midst of mating. The spilling of another's blood during the mating act will bind a telepathic couple.” Nobu explained.

“I see. Did you knock him out?” I asked.

“Hai. He is hard headed.” He chuckled.

“I have to go. Please tell him I was here.” I said standing.

“He knows. He can feel your presence.” Nobu answered.

“Damn fool! He calls me a fool for going to Beijing and he faces Naraku head on!” I hissed in anger.

“He is riddled with jealously.” Nobu said softly.

“I am not his. I belong to Naraku.” I said standing.

“You are between both brothers inu. I have known Ishin all my life and I knew you as Sorami very briefly. When the dragons attacked the southern palace you ushered a bunch of us out.” Nobu stated looking up remembering.

“You were sent to protect me.” I said suddenly.

“You took the brunt of the dragon's attack and took your death with more grace and dignity then I have ever seen.” Nobu stated.

“Does Ishin know?” I asked him.

“He does now.” Nobu laughed.

“You were young. No more than a youth.” I said looking at him.

“Hai. I hated Hisashi but I was not stupid. When I found Ishin I supported him fully.” Nobu shrugged.

“I have to go.” I said bowing my head.

I walked over to Ishin and looked down at him. I pressed my lips to his softly and his eyes flew open.

“Get well. I need to take care of things.” I stated.

“Do not leave.” He said hoarsely.

“I have to see to others things besides Naraku. I am a mother as well Ishin. Quit being stupid.” I said porting away.

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I was sitting next to a very grumbling Naraku. He had a fever but was better than he had been days ago. I handed him a cup of tea as I read reports of the Ming Army. They were at Jinxi and I was furious again at their boldness. Naraku was in and out of sleep and I cussed. I took his tea cup and felt his head. I put a cup of fever reducing draught.

“Do not make me drink that crap!” he hissed.

“Drink it!” I demanded.

“Alright. Yuck!” he snapped.

“Thank You. I have to go to Manchuria. Will you be alright by yourself for a few days?” I asked.

“Believe it or not I did live before you were born Asuna; I did survive quite well.” He retorted.

“Oh you get to fight and be cross. Well my heart, you can be cross. Sit on your beautiful backside and then kiss mine!” I snapped standing.

“I am sorry. You have been marvelous to attend me.” He said clenching his teeth.

“I do love you Naraku.” I said as I slipped on my armor.

“I know you do.” He said thoughtfully.

I leaned down and captured his lips. He sighed into the lip lock and I slowly withdrew.

“How do you feel?” I asked.

“Sore as hell.” He admitted.

I nodded but I opened his yukata. He looked at me surprised but very full of anticipation. I removed my armor and decided to taste him. I watched his face as I licked along his inner thigh and he squirmed a little.

“Kamis! Please do not tease me Asuna.” He said softly.

“Do not tease you?” I asked chuckling.

I grasped him and leaned my head down to take him into my mouth.

“I take it back! Tease me.” He moaned.

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I appeared at Sendai to make sure Ishin was getting better. I was masked as I did not intend to converse with him. I landed gracefully on his balcony and I observed Karu watching over his father. Ishin's breathing was even and I could not scent any infection.

“I can feel you Asuna so you may as well come out.” Ishin said rather loudly.

“How?” I asked coming into the room.

“I just do.” He growled.

“Hello Karu is your chichi always so grumpy?” I asked the tsuchigumo youth.

“Hai sometimes.” He said.

“What do you want?” Ishin hissed at me.

“I told you to stay away! You have to have your revenge!” I hissed right back.

“Karu leave us.” Ishin commanded.

Karu jumped up and then Ishin glared at me in a near fury.

“I did not want him touching you. I still do not want him touching you.” He growled.

“He sired two pups with me Ishin. He has and will touch me. He is mated to me through blood; my beast marked him years ago.” I said defensively.

“Shut up!” he snapped at me.

“I appeared to him more than a century ago Ishin. He should have died in the Shikon debacle. I went back because he had kept his word to me. I love him.” I said fiercely.

“You cannot help but love him inu. You and he bound your souls in the previous lifetime and you would love him if he was a frog!” Ishin said in a nasty tone.

“You are so delightful. Choke yourself on your damned revenge and your own pride. He tried to stop my affections.” I said.

“What?” he asked.

“He tried to stop my affections. He tried to save me but I did not listen. He saved me from Mizuchi and had me trained as a warrior. Whatever Hisashi's crimes against you they did not extend to me. He was good and kind; he loved me.” I said as if I was Sorami.

“I suppose by that time he had guilt over what he had done.” Ishin stated in a pained voice.

“He had nightmares. He used to cry out in his sleep in a language I did not understand.” I said.

“Stop it!” he cried softly.

“Ishin this is the truth. I remember.” I stated making him look at me.

He grabbed me and I was under him. He was in turmoil again and he tore my kimono open. It happened so fast; I felt him fill me as I arched my hips against his. His sheer physical strength was amazing and he was being rather gentle for him. I cried out and his lips claimed mine. I was surprised that he was doing this now.

“Ishin.” I moaned as he prodded my mind.

“Asuna please let me see you.” He murmured roughly.

He enjoyed and almost needed it seemed to watch my reactions as we made love. I hated myself in my weakness but I opened my eyes. His face was full of painful emotions as he pushed himself deeply. I cried out at the feelings that were coursing through me. I was feeling him as well as well as myself. He laced his fingers in mine as the emotions welled up.

“Ishin?” I queried.

He did not speak because he needed this. He felt glorious and this was more than wicked what we were doing. I was gasping as he opened up to me. I felt his terrible fear and loneliness as a youth. I wept for him as he buried he nose into my neck. It was exquisite as our movements were unhurried. There was danger in coupling with a telepathic youki of binding in a fit of great passion.

“Pull back.” I cried out.

He nodded and withdrew from my mind. He was hurt at my request and I could not handle the look he gave me. I pressed my own mind against his and he rasped out a moan.

“So much sadness.” I cried softly.

He lifted me up and met my lips with his. He had stilled his movements; the stretched and very full feeling had me shaking against him as he tasted my moist cavern and mated his tongue to mine. His hair was up and I unbound it. It fell past his shoulders as I tangled my fingers in it. Ishin pulled himself back and ghosted his lips against mine.

“You do not like my hair up I have noticed.” He whispered.

“In battle it makes sense but it is so lovely. Why have you stopped?” I asked in a strained whisper.

“I need you to allow me in. I need to be joined with you completely for the moment please inu.” He whispered in my ear.

I lowered my shields to him and I felt him; I felt Ishin. I was shaking badly with unfulfilled desire and he allowed me to lay back. He kept his fingers laced in mine; he thrust in me with fluid motions as we were one truly. Ishin was intense as his lovemaking was intense. I arched my neck in instinct as he sucked gently on the pulse point. Instinct was rearing its ugly head and I growled beneath him. He released my throat and looked at me amused and passionately at the same time.

“Your true nature is stirring.” He practically purred in my ear.

“Ishin! Kamis please!” I growled again.

He pushed into me deeper and I nearly came undone. He gasped softly as we experienced the rush of bliss together. I could feel fangs and claws lengthen and I gouged the back of his hands. He hissed softly and I needed to bite down on something.

“Ishin!” I growled loudly.

“Hai?” he murmured in my ear.

I met his thrusts with my own as I tried desperately to increase the pace. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist to keep him inside of me. Ishin's movements were rubbing against my nub and I became so tightly wound. He was again laving along my pulse point and he worked his way up to my ear. Everything was overly sensitive and just murmuring in my ear sent me over. I had been moaning softly but I lifted my head and cried out rather loudly. I felt my vaginal walls tighten and grip him as my body shook and rode out my orgasm. Ishin followed and stiffened in his release. I had bitten my own cheek rather brutally and spilled my own blood. I did not unwrap my legs and he stayed seated within me. He nipped my lips several times until I opened to him and he delved his tongue into my mouth. I strained my neck deepening the contact and I was so lost. I had unfettered access to his mind and memories. It was overwhelming to see his life laid bare. I saw Akane and his profound love for her and the birth of Karu. I saw him coming upon her dead body and Nobu having to drag him away. I tore my lips from his and unwound my legs. He slowly withdrew from me and I was sobbing. He looked at me confused and lifted my chin.

“Whatever is wrong?” he asked me softly.

“I have seen it! Oh Kamis, I am sorry!” I cried as I rested my head against my chest.

“You saw my memories? I did not sense that.” He said quite softly.

His hand came to rest on the back of my head and soothed me when it was his pain. I completely understood his feelings for Hisashi but he had been young and had made mistakes. Ishin had been caught up in a terrible situation as Sorami had. Tears continued to stream down my face and I could still see him being dragged away from his own soul mate. I pulled away from him and wrapped a silk coverlet around me.

“What did you see that has affected you so?” he asked.

“I have no wish to force you to relive any of those things. I have moments like that Ishin; moments that changed me and made me bitter. I cannot change them so I bury them as you have done.” I said in a strangled sob.

“You are an uncommonly powerful telepath.” He murmured.

“Just like her.” I said quietly.

“Hai.” He said staring straight ahead.

“My mother is an uppyr who is uncommonly powerful. She herself faced terrible things and she mated my father. I look inu but I am very much a mixed breed. I am telekinetic, telepathic, and an astral projector. I can channel any youki I wish.” I said softly.

“I said it before you are far more powerful than even Naraku.” He said coming closer.

“Mizuki is more powerful than us both. Did you mean it when you said she can change form? Are you sure she is not just a shape shifter?” I asked.

“She is tsuchigumo more than anything. She was the daughter born that should have been born to Sorami and Hisashi correct?” he asked me.

“Hai. I have been told that by a Tengu.” I replied.

“They are real?” he asked surprised.

“Hai. My house has our very own Tengu named Tamiko.” I chuckled.

“Believe her. Mizuki can be taught to change form later. It is not so important right now.” He said wrapping his arms around me.

“I need to be in Manchuria. I came to check on you.” I said bowing my head.

“Stay a day or two.” He demanded.

“Ishin we further cloud the situation every time this happens. My true self emerged a little. This is getting too much for both of us. You made a tsuchigumo mark on me and if I was to do the same it would cause terrible consequences.” I said staring at the ceiling.

“The line has been crossed many, many times already. How did you control your inner inu?” he asked.

“I tore up my cheek.” I muttered.

“Stay.” He commanded.

I sighed and went to his desk and pulled out a parchment and quill. I wrote a quick letter to Yuudai; I went into the hall and handed it to a runner.

“Can you take that to the Western Palace?” I asked.

“Hai!” the young tsuchigumo said.

I went back into Ishin's room and sat down on his futon. He came and sat by me.

“What has you so melancholy? What did you see?” he asked searching my eyes.

“I saw it all. I saw everything and your beautiful mate. You are nothing like I thought.” I said lifting his hand.

“I do not lie about who or what I am inu.” He stated.

“I know that.” I sighed.

“I have been a warrior most of my life and I have had to survive.” He commented.

“Like my Uncle Inuyasha.” I stated.

“Explain all that to me. How is it your grandsire mated a ningen.” He said lying back getting comfortable.

“Do you remember the inu bitch Natsumi?” I asked amused.

“I heard of her; was she not the former Western Lady?” he asked in return.

“Hai. I favor her some. I look like Touga and Natsumi. Let us say that if she were to die we would be thrilled. My sire hates his own mother. She tried to have my mother killed when father brought her home. She now resides in a castle on in island in the middle of the Sea of Japan. She cannot be put to death because her family is still important. My sire I believe banished her brother as well. Touga ended up hating my grandmere pretty quickly. Our family Tengu apparently was a lover of my grandsire for awhile and then he met Izayoi. She was a hime of unrivaled beauty and apparently a very loving and kind onna. Anyone would have done after Natsumi.” I chuckled.

“You never worry about your grandmere being out in the middle of the sea?” he asked me.

“No. Everybody hates her. She is beautiful and really a rather intelligent bitch but just so horrid.” I shuddered.

“So the Inu no Taisho mated the hime Izayoi and produced your uncle.” He said interested.

“Hai. Touga fought Ryukotsusei and we thought he had been sealed but that is another story. My grandsire was injured very badly and went to Izayoi while she was birthing Uncle Yasha. There was a ningen samurai named Takemaru who was in love with her. Touga fought Takemaru to the death in order to save the Lady Izayoi and Uncle Yasha. Father was bitter that his chichi was so loving to Uncle Yasha and treated him like his mother; with disdain and coldness. My father is reserved but a very passionate individual. We pups were spoiled too much by him and my mother. I have never not known love or affection. I have no understanding of your turmoil. It all happened in the past two generations of my family.” I said kissing his palm.

He closed his eyes at the caress and I trailed small kisses down his wrist.

“Why did your sire not care for your uncle?” Ishin asked.

“Anger and jealousy if the truth be told; Uncle Yasha has every right to be angry at my sire the same as you with Hisashi. Touga left his fangs to his sons and left my sire the Tensaiga and Uncle Yasha the Tetsaiga. Tetsaiga is a lot more openly powerful but Father unlocked the secrets of Tensaiga. My father coveted the Tetsaiga and tried to take it from my uncle but there is a barrier on it to where only Inuyasha can wield it.” I explained.

“Now how did the Kumosaiga come about? Fang of a Spider?” he asked.

“Hai my sire has a sense of humor. I lost my original fang awhile back to an enemy and Father had Totosai make me another. It ended up being more powerful than I thought. My sire and Naraku supplied fangs for it.” I said looking away.

“No wonder the bastard can wield it!” he snapped.

“Hai. I am still learning all about it. I produced a voiding shoki with it when Karu first attacked me at Shanghai.” I said.

“Hisashi could do that.” He said bitterly.

“It explains the ability.” I said softly.

“Who did you lose your original weapon to?” he asked.

I visibly stiffened and my eyes hardened. I clammed up and pulled away from Ishin.

“What is it?” he asked softly.

“Nothing.” I said in a frigid tone.

“It is not nothing you have become cold.” He said sitting up.

“I will not discuss it.” I hissed.

“Asuna.” He said softly.

“Respect my space tsuchigumo! I said I will not discuss it.” I snarled.

“Alright.” He stated.

I stood up and walked back to the balcony. Memories of Wallachia assaulted me and I shut my eyes to it. The knowledge that I had murdered my grandmere and great aunt made me happy. I had beheaded the bitches.

“I lost my fang to the uppyr king Vlad Tepest. My mother was distantly related to him. I defied him when I slew my mother's sire. He raped my mind and body. He was older and by far stronger than anything I had ever faced. Older uppyr are hard as hell to kill and he was over two millenniums old. I have almost mastered my uppyr yoki now but I was not very good with it then. He bent my will to make me taste ningen blood and by the Kamis it was divine. I hate myself to this day that I helped end that poor creature's life. I slew him in a village in the West after he had drunk the settlement dry and impaled their bodies. Shezmu is an ancient inu-uppyr like me and he aided me as well. Vlad had invaded Naraku's mind as well whilst he raped me.” I said quietly.

“That is horrid.” He stated softly.

“I do not like to dwell on it.” I smiled.

“I do not know what to say.” He admitted.

“Tell yourself that this very spoiled inu bitch needed to be brought down a peg or two. That is what I do.” I joked.

“That is not funny.” He snapped.

“No bid deal. It has been awhile and I did so enjoy watching him disengrate into nothing.” I smirked in malice.

“It seems we both have our demons so to speak.” He commented.

“Hai, Well I have spoken enough about things. Scoot over and we shall sleep. You are still recovering I see.” I said lightening the mood.

He moved over and I settled next to him. I was brooding as I always did after discussing the event as I called it. I closed my eyes and saw too much from Ishin's life. I did not know how I had retrieved so much but I had. He and Akane had been mated along time before they had decided to have Karu. It amazed me that they had planned him. I felt his overwhelming and passionate love he had for her. I wondered what the hell he was thinking bedding me. I was not tired and his breathing evened out slowly. I watched him and again marveled at his masculine beauty. I lightly ran my fingers along his cheek and sighed softly.

“I am falling for you.” I said in a barely audible tone.

He was still asleep and I masked my presence as I climbed off the futon. I went out onto the balcony and slid shut the shoji door.

“You are in deep I would say.” Tamiko stated.

“You are here to do what?” I asked.

“To listen.” She said softly.

“How in the hell can I do this Tamiko? They may as well be brothers!” I snorted.

“Technically they are not but the truth is they are. He would have found you regardless.” She said softly.

“Tamiko, I love Naraku more than I can say. I can break apart from him and I will always go back.” I said shaking my head.

“This tsuchigumo is a wild card Asuna. His path has never been clear. He is a lot like Inuyasha and that makes him dangerous. You know what you can handle. I can send you back if you wish. There are always answers in the past.” She suggested.

“Right. I met Tekeshi and his death haunts me everyday. I want what he wanted for us and it got him killed.” I said bitterly.

“Your path does not lay amongst the inu my darling. It never has; you may be half inu but you have become so much more. Do you wish to go?” she asked.

“What would I learn? More stupidity on my part? I have been accused of acting as a mainland ruler.” I laughed softly.

“You are a mainland ruler. Sesshomaru is not going to die anytime I can see. You will never rule the West Asuna. You know this though.” She said gently.

“I know. I am thrilled with the idea though. I could not imagine my sire not here.” I said looking out on the mountain.

“Tell Ishin goodbye and come with me my girl.” She said patting my shoulder.

“Hai.” I said as I walked back into the room.

I walked over to Ishin and pressed my lips to his. His eyes fluttered open and he looked confused.

“My Tengu has commanded my presence. I shall see you I know. Promise me to stay away from Naraku for now.” I said.

“Inu!” he said irritated.

“Promise me.” I demanded.

“I promise you then!” he hissed.

“Thank you Ishin.” I said stepping back and bowing.

“Did you mean what you said?” he asked.

“What do you mean?” I asked confused.

“Nothing. Go on.” He said rolling to his side.

“Hai I meant it. I should not.” I whispered.

“Run away inu. It seems you are good at it.” He snapped.

I snorted in anger and walked away.

“I have fallen hard inu and I will fight for you and I will fight you.” He hissed after me.

I stiffened and looked over my shoulder.

“We are fools of immense proportions Ishin. I have enough sense to recognize it. Get well because when I see you it will be brutal.” I said in a heated voice.

“Well then I shall endeavor to hasten back to health.” He retorted.

I walked to the balcony and Tamiko took my hand and we faded out slowly. We appeared in her hut and we sat. She went about preparing tea.

“I have sake if you prefer.” She said,

“Let me guess; Touga kept some here.” I said smiling.

“Hai. He never even told me where he got his excellent sake.” She chuckled.

“I think I should like some.” I said.

She poured us both a generous amount and we toasted.

“My own heart betrayed my head Asuna. I am here to watch and assist. I know your mother told you; I loved him since he was a young pup. Akinori was rather odd. He was possessive of his mate and Sorami.” She said sipping the rice wine.

“Why did you not tell me who I was and make me see it?” I asked.

“I was not completely sure honestly. I thought you were Sorami but when you saw it that confirmed it.” She shrugged.

“I see. Where would you send me Tamiko?” I asked.

“To Touga.” She said.

“Why the Taisho?” I asked.

“It all spins from him. Everything that has happened stems from his decisions. Besides you may convince him to tell you where he got this cache of sake.” She smirked.

“That alone would be worth it.” I laughed then downed the sake.

“Are you ready?” she asked.

“Why not.” I shrugged.

She produced an amulet and threw it down. I saw the ripple and steeled myself and walked through it. I was in the West and I smiled.

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I was walking along trying to gauge the time frame. I felt a very powerful aura of a giant inu and I turned. Touga was in his true form and he lowered his nose and scented my neck. He woofed and I smiled.

“Hello brother.” I said smiling.

He changed form and stared at me in disbelief. He pulled me into a hug and I embraced him back.

“I never thought to see you again!” he stated excited.

“Well Tamiko thinks that you will have words of wisdom for your grand daughter/sister.” I said walking with him.

“Ahhh Tamiko.” He said nodding.

“She is the one you were in love with. Did you know she is a Tengu?” I asked him.

“Hai I know.” He stated.

“Well I am also on a mission to find out where you got that sake from! The Western stores have been hit and we truly need more.” I said smiling.

“My sake hmm? Well go to Taiwan and you shall find it.” He said smirking.

Chinese sake! Who would have thought? Well now shall I tell you a little or a lot?” I asked.

“What I need to forget Tamiko will see to.” He shrugged.

“I am mated to a Byakko.” I said for shock value.

“A tiger? How in the Netherworld did that happen?” he asked in surprise.

“Well I took back the North for Tekeshi and I's daughter. Her name is Hana.” I said sighing.

“Tekeshi has a girl? I know he has wanted one. He is in Manchuria now.” He said watching me.

“I know. He shall always be in Manchuria. His grandpup attacked me and I ended up adopting him. His name is Ang Chi and I love him dearly.” I said winsomely.

“He is dead.” Touga stated sadly.

“He and his son killed each other. I am regent for my son now.” I said in a sad voice.

“Seeing him again would hurt you.” He replied.

“Hai. What era is it? How old is Sesshomaru?” I asked.

“He is in his forty seven. Kamis you did not say he was so cold.” He said shaking his head.

“He thinks you did not love him.” I said bluntly.

“He is aloof sister! He is not exactly a warm pup!” he snapped.

“Touga, he needs more from you. He is not Natsumi…he looks like her but he is not her.” I said firmly.

“He thinks I do not love him? Idiot!” he snapped again.

“You are rather a hard task master brother.” I pointed out.

“Come see your sire. Stay hidden but see him!” he said in anger.

“Alright.” I said following him.

He led me to the tunnel and I walked along behind him. There were passages inside the palace and he led me to the study. I masked my presence and he nodded. He slipped out of the secret passage and entered. I saw my father as an adolescent pup and he was just as stunning as he was in my own era. He looked up at Touga and his amber eyes were cold.

“Father.” He said bowing his head.

“Sesshomaru. Are you ready for the dojo my son?” Touga asked almost stiffly.

“As you command my lord.” He said standing.

“Son what should you like to do?” Touga asked trying.

“To learn the blade Father.” My father said stiffly.

I realized his very young years had shaped my father and I shook my head. Touga could try and be damned. Lord Sesshomaru could be the most wrathful creature there was. I waited patiently and slipped back outside the palace walls. I sat beneath a tree and meditated when Touga appeared.

“I see what you are saying but he is a product of Natsumi and your absence.” I stated honestly.

“I did not war for war's sake sister. I warred to make it safe for him! Kamis I hate Natsumi. I wish I could strangle her.” He said in a hateful voice.

“Well the feeling is mutual in our era as well. I have a problem brother.” I stated in a serious tone.

“What is it?” he asked sitting next to me.

“I told you about Hisashi being reincarnated. He had a brother.” I said looking at the sky.

“A funnel web? I have heard of a young brilliant funnel web that moves between here and Korea.” He said nodding.

“That would be Ishin.” I said.

“So that is his name. He is young Asuna. He is not even two centuries.” He remarked.

“Well he has come after Naraku. They are pretty well evenly matched and they keep injuring each other badly.” I said morosely.

“So this Ishin has issues with his dead brother. We had issues.” He said teasing.

“Well Hisashi murdered their father and their father murdered the mother. Ishin's mother was involved with Mizuchi.” I said softly.

“Kamis!” he said stunned.

“Hai and Hisashi left Ishin behind I think unknowingly.” I said.

“You care for this funnel?” he asked surprised.

“I do. His son is precious.” I said smiling softly.

“Shall we find him?” he asked.

“For what?” I asked surprised.

“Who knows. Tamiko sent you here for something.” He said standing.

“I have had his blood. I can sense him if I wish.” I said standing with him.

I closed my eyes and I felt him. He was in Korea at the moment. I took Touga's hand and I ported us there and masked us. I lifted my nose and caught his scent.

“He is in his true form.” I commented.

“Let us see him.” He said moving with stealth.

“We need to be as silent as possible. They sense vibrations.” I said softly.

“Interesting!” he commented.

We moved along slowly and with practically no noise. I saw the giant web and moved forward slowly. He was near the top of his web and he had not seen or heard me as yet. Touga looked at him and Ishin seemed to be resting. I backed up slowly and Ishin rounded in his web. For a moment he just sat there and then he moved to attack.

-I mean you no harm! - I pathed to him.

He stopped and I watched him closely. Touga moved beside me and Ishin changed form slowly. His hair was loose and his aura was young.

“How is it that an inu can path?” he demanded.

“I am not full inu.” I said softly.

“Who are you? You remind me of someone who died awhile ago.” He said in a frigid tone.

“Lady Sorami perhaps? I get that a lot. Lord Ishin is it?” I asked.

“Who in the hell are you?” he demanded.

“A friend. I mean you no harm Ishin. I will leave now; I just wished to see you is all.” I said bowing.

He watched me closely as I backed up slowly.

“Who are you inu?” he demanded.

“I was Sorami. Who I am does not matter.” I said lifting my chin.

“Lady Sorami? That means you there, the Inu no Taisho?” Ishin asked carefully.

“I am the Western Lord.” Touga answered.

“As I said Ishin I mean you no harm.” I said softly.

“What is Hisashi's inu whore doing here?” he hissed.

Touga grew angry and I held him back.

“Do you really believe that about me Ishin?” I asked him.

It occurred to me why I was here. There was neither Naraku nor Hisashi; there was just Ishin.

“Brother may I have a few minutes?” I asked.

“I swear if he lays one claw on you.” He snapped.

“I am a big onna Touga.” I chuckled.

The Taisho walked away from Ishin and me. I sat down at the foot of his web and watched him. He seemed surprised and then settled into his web and watched me.

“I had a need to see you. You look like your sire do you not?” I asked.

“You were Sorami so that means my murdering brother is reincarnated as well?” he demanded.

“No. He is not. I swear on my life he is not.” I said staring at him.

“So you seek me out for what; the resembalance?” he said in anger.

“I have seeked you out for you Ishin. You are you and I know this. I would not purposely try and compare you to him.” I said evenly.

“Oh I am sure you would. Leave inu.” Ishin said disdainfully.

“You have a wound on your inner thigh from another funnel; you received it when she tried to usurp your title so to speak.” I said standing.

His eyes widened in shock and I turned to leave him be. I felt his hands on my shoulders and his mark burned like fire. He could not control it and when he was angry is when I felt it the most. I grunted in pain and glared.

“Calm your temper!” I hissed.

“Why should you care?” he hissed right back.

“Telepathic!” I snapped.

He pushed me against a tree; he seemed to like to intimidate and I stared up at him. I gave into impulse and pulled him down by the back of his head; I melded my lips against his and he was more than shocked. I delved my tongue inside of his mouth and deepened the kiss. I was addicted to him and at the moment I was free to be with him. Tamiko made more sense at the moment. Ishin seemed to gain his senses and pulled away from my lips.

“You know me. How in Kamis name do you know me?” he demanded.

“Hai I know you.” I said in a rather deep voice.

“This is too odd.” He said trying to pull away.

“Ishin please do not run from me at this moment.” I asked softly.

I threaded my fingers in his as I looked up at him coyly. My free hand roamed over his backside rather brazenly. I released his other hand as my own joined the one that was exploring his lower back and backside.

“Where are you from?” he demanded.

“Just be assured I know you.” I said as my lips found his neck.

I sucked on his pulse point and he snarled softly. He was a very controlled individual but he was rather wanton. He enjoyed rutting the same as any male. I used the pull I had from his blood and he gasped as he felt pressure in his nether regions.

“What are you doing?” he demanded.

“I am telekinetic as well.” I grinned.

“You know me rather intimately.” He said surprised.

“I apologize for my impertinence. This is wrong.” I said looking away.

“I do not understand inu. Why have you seeked me out? What is your purpose?” he asked candidly.

“I am free to know you. There are no hindrances in knowing you; there are no obstacles.” I stated.

I brushed his hair off his face and he saw the mark on my wrist. He grabbed it and looked at it closely. His obsidian eyes met mine and I jerked my hand away.

“Where are you from?” he demanded.

“Does it matter?” I asked.

“That is my mark as well as Hisashi's!” he hissed.

“You did it and he distorted it in anger.” I admitted.

“How did you come back here inu?” he asked watching me.

“My family is protected by a Kami. She knows of my issues with you.” I said.

“Issues?” he asked in intense curiosity.

“You! I have issues with you. There is no Hisashi here Ishin but I am with him again in another era. Here I am Touga's sister and nothing else.” I said looking down.

“You and I are lovers! Why would I do that?” he asked me in a fury.

“You made yourself rather known to me. You took from me and I got to know you.” I said as simply as I could.

“So you come here for what?” he said narrowing his eyes.

“Your sadness is overwhelming me. I saw things.” I said looking away.

“Saw things? You delved into my mind?” he asked defensively.

“I did not do it on purpose Ishin. You asked me to lower my shields. I told you no at first.” I answered as defensively.

“What is your name?” he asked looking me over.

“Asuna.” I replied.

“Well Asuna you are here to know my pain?” he asked in a rather nasty tone.

“I can admit when I am wrong Lord Ishin. You continue to be a mistake.” I said flatly.

“It is amazing that I could rut with such a loving onna.” He said sarcastically

I pushed past him and I realized he was just as cynical now as he was in my era. I grew furious with myself for my continued lack of good sense and falling for a pretty face. He was right and I was just as bad as Osamu had been. My twin had enough sense to mate later when he was done exploring himself and his private life. I grew closer to Touga and Ishin grabbed me. He was good at sneaking up on his prey and I struggled against him.

“Explain to me why I would touch my brother's onna!” he demanded.

“I will not allow you to commit suicide!” I hissed.

“You can do better than that Sorami!” he hissed back.

“You are hell bent on revenge and I will not allow you to destroy him. We have played cat and mouse kidnapping each other.” I stated roughly.

“As if some inu bitch could best me!” he snapped.

My Dakkasou seeped to the tips of claws and I sank my claws into his hands. He shouted and shoved me away. I pulled my fang and he pulled his own as well. Touga emerged from the forest and I moved at Ishin. Our blades clashed and he shoved me back. I allowed my yoki to flow a little and I saw him do it as well. I realized he saw me as nothing more than Hisashi's whore. I came at him again with my fist and connected with his jaw. I back flipped and narrowly avoided being cut with his venomous blade. I crouched low as he came at me. I brought my fang up and sliced into his leg. He yelled in pain and I had to jump up to avoid his blow. I had not fought him like this before and he was really spectacular. He moved his blade between his hands as it dawned on me he was ambidextrous. I landed next to Touga who seemed impressed with my swordplay. I pulled my fang back and readied myself.

“Who in Kamis name taught you to fight?” Ishin demanded.

“My sire.” I answered.

“An inu onna warrior! This is a first I believe.” He said impressed.

“I even get to play regent when my chichi goes away.” I said sarcastically.

“Put down your weapon.” He said sheathing his own.

“Have I proven myself worthy of your attention tsuchigumo?” I asked narrowing my eyes.

“You are not some palace fed whore to be sure.” He commented.

Touga growled and I put my hand on his arm. I nodded no to him and he scowled.

“Old wounds and it is past Touga.” I said softly.

“Arrogant ass.” Touga muttered walking away again.

I held onto the Kumosaiga and watched Ishin carefully.

“You have got to be the most intriguing inu I have seen. You are excellent with a blade.” He said in appreciation.

“You are not bad yourself. Who taught you?” I asked.

“My sire did some and a distant relation.” He said.

“You are only half funnel. You are half ookami tsuchigumo as well correct?” I asked.

“Correct but the funnel dominates it seems.” He replied.

“I am half kiang shi.” I remarked.

Sudden understanding hit his face and I watched as he circled me.

“I have never met a kiang shi.” He said curiously.

“My parents are extremes amongst both species.” I replied.

“So you are born of two taiyouki. Interesting.” He stated.

“The inu appears dominate in me as well. I have a true inu form.” I said leaning against a tree.

“I must say your skill is rather appealing.” He said brazenly.

“Oh hai! Tsuchigumo females have to beat up on their males to get their attention.” I said sarcastically.

“Mewling and weak females are worthless.” He said bluntly.

“So your opinion of Sorami was based upon the fact she was an inu princess and inu are known for keeping their bitches in place. I assure I may be an inu princess but I fight in battles right along side my soldiers. You have told me yourself that I have the same appetites as any male.” I said staring him straight in the eye.

“I am beginning to see my attraction.” He muttered.

“Would it help you to know I removed your hand at one time when you attacked my uncle's village?” I asked in a taunting voice.

“Impossible.” He said leaning against a tree as well.

“Well the look on your face was rather priceless. I did not know you at the time and you did lead an attack against my family. Besides you took my daughter to punish him.” I said with narrowed eyes.

“Daughter?” he asked interested.

“She matters not.” I hissed.

“You gave his reincarnation a daughter.” He stated in disbelief.

“Hai and a son.” I said.

“Well Hisashi must be quite happy.” He said bitterly.

“You have your own.” I said softly.

He looked up at me and I knew that was what he wanted more than anything. His memories again assaulted me. He may have cared for me but his feelings for Akane had been profound. Tears stung my eyes as I realized I loved Ishin. I would never measure up to his memories of Akane and I should not try.

“This has been a mistake.” I said straightening.

“You think this a mistake? Well then it surely must be.” He said sarcastically.

“You cannot change. You will always carry hate in your heart. It is amazing you love with such capacity.” I said as the damn tears spilled down my cheeks.

“Kamis you are crying?” he asked in disbelief.

“I would die for you!” I yelled at him.

I hit the tree in anger at his cynicism and turned and walked away. He followed me and pressed me against the trunk of a tree.

“Let me go and I will not cut your other hand off.” I hissed.

“Idle threats will get you no where.” He purred in my ear.

“Do you have your palace in Vietnam?” I asked defiantly.

“You have been there have you?” he asked surprised.

“That is where you first took me.” I said bluntly.

“That can mean so many different things inu.” He said lowering his nose to my juncture.

“Do not be moronic.” I snapped at him.

“Tell me about it.” He said in a seductive tone.

“I argued with you in the middle of a downpour.” I said softly.

“And?” he asked with a raised brow.

“You were cold.” I said breathing a little faster.

“Oh come now inu you can do better than that.” He murmured.

“I went to sleep in your futon and I woke up to you tasting my skin.” I breathed deeply.

“That sounds like a very good way to wake up.” He said nipping the side of my neck.

“Ishin I can make it to where you will forget all this.” I said.

“Maybe later inu. I am interested in tasting your skin now.” He murmured.

“What makes you think I want you?” I asked.

“Why seek me here? You said yourself that it is just me right now.” He whispered very softly.

“I am known for bad decisions.” I snapped.

“I see.” He said.

“Did my causing you discomfort turn you on so to speak?” I asked in a sultry tone.

“Your confident air has done that inu. You are unique and so much more than Sorami.” Ishin said in his passionate tone.

“What was your sire like? I have heard two names spoken for him.” I said quietly.

“Gaku Jouichi was his full name.” he stated thoughtfully.

“Unusual for a youki.” I stated.

“Hai it is but then my sire was not like most.” He replied.

“What was he like though?” I asked him.

“He could be cruel and quite vicious. He never treated me ill but I was only twelve summers when he was murdered.” Ishin stated looking past me.

“Twelve?” I asked sick to my stomach.

“Hai.” He said uncomfortably.

“Ishin!” I said holding his face.

“I am sure I have said I do not want your pity inu. I know myself well enough to know I would say that!” he snapped.

“Why is it pity to feel for your circumstances?” I asked hurt.

“I am not weak!” he growled.

“You are one of the strongest taiyoukis I have ever met.” I commented.

“So see I have no use for pity in any form.” He stated pulling away.

“It is not pity. I could never pity you; you would never allow it anyway.” I said sighing.

“What do you want from me inu?” he asked bluntly.

“Nothing. You are incapable of what I want. I am truly sorry for bothering you.” I said bowing.

“You came to me Asuna.” He said taunting me.

“It was a dreadful mistake. I should never have met you anyway.” I said fighting back a lump in my throat.

“How many males do you have at your feet?” he demanded.

“That is none of your business!” I hissed.

“You are the rare female that would have the world at your feet and males killing themselves to please you. There was a ningen female like you in the land of Egypt.” He remarked.

“Her name was Cleopatra VII of the Greek Ptolemy's. I have been to Egypt and stood in the ruins of her great city, Alexandria. Hai, I am like her but I will fulfill my destiny. Their God of Blood is a very close friend with benefits they say.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“Where else have you been inu?” he asked snidely.

“I have stood at the Danube in the presence of a Roman Emperor and I have been to Moscow at the Kremlin. Shall I go on?” I asked.

“You are obviously highly learned.” He said irritated.

“I speak many languages. I have been taught the arts of war and philosophy.” I shrugged.

“Well you are proper little heir are you not?” he said condescendingly.

“I rule my own lands Ishin. I have no need for the title of heir but you have been rivaling my ambitions.” I stated bluntly.

“Interesting.” He said staring at me quite openly.

“I realize that I am nothing to you nor should I be. I will never be quite good enough and I have more than enough to handle without your involvement in my life.” I stated with vehemence.

“Yet I am in your life. Apparently in your bed occasionally.” He smirked.

“You do it to enrage Hisashi and no more. You are not capable of deeper emotion when it comes to anything to do with him.” I said coldly.

“How dare you!” he snapped at me.

I grabbed his arm and ported us to Honshu. I focused on Tamiko and appeared near her dwelling.

“Tamiko! It is I Asuna.” I called out.

I saw the Tengu come out and she was surprised to see me.

“Asuna?” she asked.

“Hai. I need that remedy that we used on Naraku; did you foresee that?” I asked quickly.

“I know of what you mean; why do you have a tsuchigumo?” she asked.

“Oh this is just Hisashi's little brother. Arrogant prick really.” I said to anger him.

He turned his gaze to me and glared quite nastily. Tamiko went inside as I grew my whip and wrapped it around him forcefully.

“What in Kamis name are you doing inu?” he asked furiously.

“Fixing this stupidity.” I said bluntly.

Tamiko handed me the potion and I turned. I suddenly kissed Ishin and he protested for but a moment when he fell quite unconscious. I held onto him as he sagged.

“He will forget this?” I asked.

“Hai and probably the past week.” She chuckled.

“I will be right back.” I said as I ported Ishin and I back to his palace in Vietnam.

I knew the layout and brought him to his futon and turned to leave when Nobu walked right in. He stared at me in shock and I put my finger to my lips.

“I was never here.” I stated quietly.

“What is wrong with my Lord?” he demanded.

“He sleeps is all. Give him a day or two.” I said again starting to leave.

“Sorami?” he asked suddenly.

“Hai?” I asked not thinking.

“It is you!” Nobu exclaimed.

I ported away and appeared near Tamiko's dwelling. I looked down and sighed.

“What was I thinking sending you here?” Tamiko asked me.

“Ishin has become a major player in my era. I guess you thought this would help. Besides Western stores of the sake have been dwindling.” I said winking at her.

She laughed openly and sat back. She watched me and I sighed.

“What Tamiko? I know all about you now. I know you and Touga are lovers.” I said smirking.

“You care for this tsuchigumo?” she asked.

“Hai and no. He angers me beyond reason but we have rutted.” I answered honestly.

“He is powerful as his brother. You need to see the situation with objectivity my dear. Tekeshi is alive here.” She suggested.

I blanched at the idea and looked away. If I saw him I would fall apart.

“Why reopen old wounds? He is mated to Amah now.” I said.

“He cares for her and loves you.” She pointed.

“I will see him from afar. I can mask myself.” I said softly.

“He is in He Gang.” She said.

“I continue to be a fool.” I said looking up.

“I cannot see this Ishin Asuna. He is a blank and I know you love Naraku rather passionately. Get away from the tsuchigumo for now. Think.” She advised.

I nodded and stood up. I ported to He Gang and masked myself completely. I looked around and smiled softly. I jumped up into a tree and just observed. I could sense his aura; I was sitting in the tree just watching. Tekeshi came out and I saw Ichigawa. I covered my mouth in shock and hid a smirk. Tekeshi looked around as if trying to remember something. I knew he sensed something but could not put his finger on it. It occurred to me he may be channeling my emotions. I waited till he left and I quietly jumped down. I went in the direction of the forest and I heard a noise. I went to port and I looked over my shoulder. Tekeshi stood there and stared at me in disbelief.

“Forget this!” I said softly.

“Aijou?” he said softly.

“Goodbye!” I said fighting back tears.

“Asuna? No do not leave! What are you doing here?” he asked.

“Meandering.” I stated.

“I sensed your feelings. I could not believe I sensed you at all and thought I must be mad.” He said coming closer.

“Tekeshi please do not come closer.” I said biting my lip.

“Why?” he asked confused.

“I cannot be here.” I said shaking.

“Aijou you are in turmoil. You are not pregnant anymore; you had our pup?” he asked.

“Hai.” I said looking away.

“Well?” he demanded.

“Hana. Her name is Hana.” I said clenching my jaw.

“A daughter?” he asked excitedly.

“Hai. She has your eyes and my hair.” I said softly.

“Kamis Asuna what has brought here?” he asked.

“Confusion.” I said sadly.

“I sense that. I want to see her. Can I see her?” he asked.

“Tekeshi, she is in my era.” I said shaking my head.

“Asuna I am not stupid; your sadness speaks volumes. Let me see my daughter because for some reason I am not with you!” he said bitterly.

“Stay here.” I commanded.

I ported back to Tamiko and I sobbed quite openly. She nodded to me and she could summon Hana. My poor girl would be frightened. She had known this would happen and slowly went about bringing me my youngest daughter. It took close to an hour and suddenly a portal appeared and Hana was there. She looked terrified and I grabbed her to me.

“Haha? I scared.” She cried softly.

“I am sorry. Tamiko our Tengu brought you to me. I should like you to meet someone okay?” I asked.

“Hai.” She said demurely.

I held her closely and I nodded to Tamiko; she nodded and I ported back to Manchuria. Tekeshi had done I asked and his jaw dropped when he saw Hana. She knew instantly who this was and looked at me in askance.

“You know baby girl.” I said softly.

“Chichi?” she asked.

“Hai.” I whispered in her ear.

I set her down and she slowly walked forward and Tekeshi kneeled and waited for her to come to him. She walked forward shyly and she reached out and touched his jet black hair.

“Chichi?” she asked softly.

“Hai!” he whispered back.

“You love haha?” she asked.

“More than anything.” He replied.

“Why?” she asked.

Tekeshi knew what she wanted to know but he did not know either and I could not bring myself to tell him that he died fighting his own son. I sighed heavily and turned my head. Tekeshi spoke with her softly and I sat beneath a tree.

“Can you keep her a little while and not raise too much concern. I do not wish to upset Amah.” I said sadly.

“I shall take her to one of the smaller cities for a little while if that is alright. Are you sure?” he asked.

“She deserves to know her sire.” I said choking back a sob.

“How?” he asked.

“Tekeshi I cannot say nor will I. I am following your will in this.” I said bluntly.

“I see.” He said looking away.

“I need to see Touga. Hana, haha will be close but get to know your chichi okay?” I said moving to her.

“Chichi sad.” She said looking up at me.

“I understand.” I said softly.

“Haha see our kitty?” she asked innocently.

“No.” I said smiling softly.

“Kitty?” Tekeshi asked surprised.

“The Byakko tigers have become allies.” I said.

“Tigers?” he asked surprised.

“The only thing I will say is that we have reunited your lands. I found the sparrow-hawks and Sapporo is the capital.” I muttered softly.

“You did all that?” he asked in shock.

“It was your wish for Hana.” I said clenching my jaw.

“What about the tigers Asuna?” he asked.

“What do you want to know?” I asked him.

“Why did she say kitty? She said our kitty.” He asked me coming closer.

“Zihao is his name. I have cemented an alliance with the Byakko through my son. He will have all of Hunan and other things.” I said moving away.

“You mated a tiger? Why?” he asked hurt.

“Because you did not wait for me! You had to face him alone and he killed you as you did him.” I hissed in anger.

His mouth dropped open and I snarled in rage and pain. He was unsure of whom `he' was but he knew it was bad.

“I am sorry to question you. Thank you for allowing me to know my daughter.” He said bowing.

“I would never keep her from you.” I said shaking.

“I am sorry.” He whispered.

“You do as you think best. You always have and you are and will continue to be an honorable inu.” I said sighing.

I walked away for the moment and was glad that Hana would have a memory of her chichi. She would know how much she had been wanted by him and how much he loved her. I ported away to Touga who was still in Vietnam. I felt bad for having just left him. I found him in his true form and I smiled up at him. It was so strange to see him as my brother but know he was my grandsire. I knew he could not see me as a grandpup either and it was okay. He changed back to his humanoid form and I sighed.

“Well Ishin sleeps for now.” I said falling in step beside him.

“Far be it for me to tell you who to rut Asuna but another tsuchigumo?” he asked.

“Do not be daft! I did not just rut with him! I took him to Tamiko and erased his knowing me in this era!” I said laughing.

“Why not just settle down with a nice normal inu. You are involved with a tiger and a tsuchigumo? What is wrong with an inu?” he asked me.

“Well my general is my mate consort.” I said shrugging.

“He is an inu?” he asked hoping.

“He is silver in fact. We have a son named Ken'ichi that Father is rather fond of. Yuudai and I used to tromp through the palace tearing it up.” I giggled.

“You are the same age as this Yuudai?” he asked.

“I am one year older. I was a toddler when I came upon him and a kill. I took it from him and made him cry.” I said laughing.

“Kamis you are mean.” He laughed as well.

“Ah well he made me pay for it I assure you. I cannot tell you how often Father and his beat us for our antics. Father has a sword that is rather powerful but only he can wield it. I sent Yuudai into my parent's chambers to get the sword for me and it burned him horribly. Yasu had to fix him up.” I laughed.

“Yasu? That old dog is still around?” Touga asked surprised.

“Hai and mean as hell! He delivered my younger twins.” I laughed.

“Their names?” he asked.

“Ken'ichi and Nori. They will not sleep without the other. Zihao is my youngest and I do not intend to have anymore any time soon. More like many years if I have anymore.” I stated.

“Zihao, that is Chinese.” He commented.

“His full name is Masaru Zihao Hu. Father gave him his Japanese name.” I said thoughtfully.

“Good for him!” he quipped.

“Touga you really do not like that I am such a worldly onna.” I said amused.

“I am sorry! I know in my mind that you are Sesshomaru's daughter but you act like my sister! When you were only Sorami you were much calmer before you met Hisashi.” He commented.

“Well I am also half uppyr in this life Touga. I am myself and more now.” I pointed out.

“So nothing resolved with the tsuchigumo?” he asked.

“No and it probably never will be. I will never be his Akane and I have no business even seeing him.” I said bluntly.

“Then do not see him!” he stated.

“Have you ever had a partner that was just so addicting and you could not wait to lie in their arms?” I asked him.

“You are in trouble sister.” He said shaking his head.

“Who is that for you?” I asked.

“Tamiko.” He replied bluntly.

“Well we are a pair.” I laughed.

“Come let us discuss your wartime ventures.” He said pulling me along.

I again laughed and I ported us to the West. I would have the Great Taisho's insight into the Ming issue and Hana had gotten to meet her sire. Overall it was not a bad visit to the past. I knew it would not be my last.