InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I can't forget you ❯ I can't belive it's true ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

It doesn't where it doesn't matter who
Cause in my eyes it's always you
And that's me speaking the truth
Even when I'm awake even when I sleep
You are always there in my dreams
Haunting my memories
When I try to escape your memory
Your always there looking straight at me
Asking permission to enter my heart
But I can't let you in, I just can't
I've suffered to much pain
To let you come in and wipe it away
I've been through so much
That I just can't let you in again
Tears form in my eyes
Threatning to show that I still love you
And for more that I lie to myself I can't deny
The feelings I share for you
Red eyes Red tears
Falling to the floor taking a million years away
I don't admit it but your my greatest fear
Cause inside I know the truth
I just wish I had control of who the heart chooses
I didn't tell it to choose you
I just wanted it to be someone else
I cry alone and die alone
Doesn't matter when I'm at home
Cause in all those things you're the one
That makes me feel again the things that are gone
Love and Sincerity
Something I wish my heart would show me clearly
Compassion and Bravery
I wish I could understand why
My heart searches for you
And only you
No one else has grabed me like you have
Nobody's ever managed to get this inside
And reveal all the secrets I hide
So no matter when you're always on my mind
And no where I go I can't hide
From the feelings that haunt me inside
In my soul in my heart
I feel that you're not so far
In my mind you're still here
Seeing my tears
Hit the ground and wash away
All that I had to say
But you're always there when I need you the most.
Psycho -_- ~_~!