InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I can't ❯ I can't ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Inuyasha, although I wish I did! [tear*]

I can't cry any more because you wouldn't be there to wipe away my tears.
I can't cry for you because I know you wouldn't cry for me.
I can't look at you because you will look right pass me.
I can't take this pain because you don't know what I'm going through.
I can't do this on my own because no one is going to be there to lift me up when I fall.
I can't think of you because it will always bring a tear to my eye.
I can't be happy when I am really sad...
I can't even say a word to you because I wouldn't know what to say.
I can't look you in the eye because I will probably say I Love You!
I can't show my sadness because then people would ask what's wrong?
I can't explain my love for you because you wouldn't understand...
I can't let you see my pain and suffering because then you would ask why I am hurting.
I can't let you see the tears behind my smile because then you'd ask why did I pretend to be happy when I was really hurting inside?
I can't let you see that I am weak because then you wouldn't think I was strong.
I can't reach out to you because you would just push me away...
I can't give you a second chance because I can't risk my heart to be broken once more...
I can't tell myself that you will be mine because then I will be lying to myself!
I can't let you see the tears I'm crying because you will just make up a lie just to make me believe that you still care...
I can't run from reality no longer, if I do.. Soon I'll be living in my own world!
I can't listen to love songs because that will only make me think of you.
I can't make the same mistake that you did, because then I'd be foolish!
I can't have you in my life because you will hurt me more than you did before!
I can't believe that you still cared because you only saw your pain!
I keep telling myself I can't... I can't...