InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I'll Never Be the One ❯ I'll Never Be the One ( Chapter 1 )

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I'll Never Be the One

Kirameki Izumi

I'll never be the one you adore.

I'll never receive your warm embraces.

I'll never receive your sweet kisses.

I'll never be your one and only.

I'll never be your first concern.

She was first in your life and she always will be.

I want to be angry with you, but I can't.

I suppose I cant' blame you.

You couldn't possibly know the pain I feel…

Every time I see you with her…

My heart becomes a cold stone of despair.

Why? Why must I feel this way?

I want to always be there for you.

I want to be there to comfort you.

I want to make you happy.

I want you so much it hurts.

What is this feeling?

Is it love?

If it's love, then why does it hurt so much?

I want to erase it, but I can't

I can't forget.

But I know I have to come to face the truth.

The truth that the feelings I feel for you will never be returned.

An unrequited love…

That will die alone in the cold winter along with my body.

A death that won't even move your heart a small twinge.

Why would it?

You have her with you now.

That's all that matters

Why would you give a second thought about me?

You've never seen my hidden tears…

As I cry in agony over your callous feelings towards me.

Loving you with every fiber of my being…

But never receiving your love in return.

Perhaps death is best.

Maybe death will take away my pain.

Or will death only instill the pain into eternal, never melting ice?

There is no comfort for me now.

I'm lost and confused.

I don't know where I'm going or what lies ahead.

I only know…

That I will never be the one.