InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I must be Dreaming ❯ Frozen ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

I Must Be Dreaming
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Summary : Kagome witnesses something terrible and her heart literally tears. She looses all hope for the future and her happiness died.
She became dark, and her friends worried. When the ask her to sing in the up-coming talent show, she agrees but she wants to sing what means the most right now.
Lyrics : Evanescence :I must be dreaming.
Altenate Universe
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That morning Kagome hadn't been the same cheerful Kagome she had always been. She was dark and cold now. She cried but not in public, she waited till she got home. She wore nothing but black now.
A black goth corset and long black hanging skirt and of course her boots were as well black.
She trudged down the hallways at school. Sango and Miroku worried about her.
"Kagome's in serious need of help Sango ...c'mon."
"No..not yet..there's nothing we can do"
Sango said shaking her head.
~%~
Lunchtime came way to early.
Kagome sat alone as usual. Sango decided to go sit with her and Miroku was going to talk to InuYasha.
"Kagome....wanna talk"
Kagome only looked at her drink. A tear splashed into it.
"Kagome...I know what He did to you....I know what your going through but please tell me whats wrong ...I'm worried"
"Sango ...it isn't fair. I loved him. I was ,for once, happy."
Kagome sobbed silently.
"Kagome I know what he did was wrong but please get out and have some fun...School talent show is coming up soon. Wanna sing ..or does your new goth side not allow it?"
"Sure" she mumbled
~%~
"InuYasha...dude whats up?" Miroku smirked
"Not allot you?" InuYasha laughed almost.
"Nothing just wondering whats been up with Kagome"
"Not like I know" InuYasha growled
"What ever man, what did you do" he snapped yanking InuYasha up by his shirt. "Man Kagome's is like my sister I swear if you did this ...your dead"
InuYasha looked at him un-mercifully and shoved him away.
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Kagome and Sango were getting ready for the up-coming show.
Kagome wore a black leather dress that flared into a long material skirt.
The top was leather and look like a vest/ corset. the lower layer./ skirt was material and layered. The straps hung off the shoulder and cut and there were four other straps the hung about and inch apart on the arms.
She had on black eye liner and deep red lip stick.
Sango had on a black shirt that had a beaded red rose on it with Japanese writting. Her jeans were dark and slightly beaded and she had on black leather steletto's .
Kagome and Sango walked out of the dressing rooms.
Everyone was gathered in the auditorium.
One of the boy band wannabe's had just finished singing.
The announcer then said
"AND OUR NEXT ACT IS A TALENTED YOUNG WOMAN...KAGOME HIGURASHI!!!" everyone clapped slightly
she told the announcer to play the music.
The wordless version of the song began and so did Kagome...
She began soft then grew louder with her emotion rising,

"How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself and turned away
I must be dreaming"

She looked into the crowd .

"We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify..
you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
Help, I know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you, but spoken fears can come true"

She paused for a moment as her memories came to her.

{ "Kagome no please wait it isn't what you think I swear" InuYasha yelled . Kikyo on the other hand was laying in bed.
"No InuYasha it's exactly what it looks like...you ..you did it again. I began trusting you would never see her and you did ....How can I ever trust you again......"
"I love you Kagome" He screamed. Kagome ran. He through things and yelled. As soon as she shut the door she heard a plate crash against it.
She heard other things along with .." This is all your fault Kikyo" he screamed sternly and Kagome heard her beg for mercy.}

Kagome began singing again
"We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming

We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming"

Tears fell from her eyes as she continued and other memories came back.
{ InuYasha and Kikyo were still in the house when Kagome heard InuYasha scream other things "THIS IS YOUR FAULT KIKYO...DAMNIT I LOVE HER AND NOW SHE'S GONE BECAUSE OF YOU"
"How is it my fault?" she inquired
" You said you needed my help so I allowed you entrance. You came over with almost nothing on. You pushed me onto the bed and got ontop of me. "
"You are stronger you could have easilly resisted"
Kagome knew she was right.
InuYasha stayed silent.
"So you wanted it as bad as I did ... I knew it you didn't truely love her."
"No your wrong I did"
"Well I sure wasn't the one with the boner and I wasn't the one on top at the end," she smirked
"Maybe not but you will be the one six feet under.And I don't mean under any guys." he cracked before Kagome heard the gun shot.
The bullet had only hit Kikyo in the leg. She grabbed the vase and chuncked it at InuYasha, it hit him square in the jaw cutting his lips.
He shot the gun again ..hitting her in the other leg and another in her chest.
"You wanted this Kikyo ...how bad do you want it now" He laughed crouching over her dead body when Kagome walked in, in shock and saw Kikyo's lifeless blood covered body under InuYasha's body that was covered in Kikyo's blood.. InuYasha sensed Kagome
"Ka--kagome...please...let me explain." he said calmly
"No you..you monster stay away." she cried running away.
And heard another shot only to turn around quickly and see InuYasha laying dead on the ground with a bullet through his head.}

She paused for a moment of drama...she closed her eyes and slowly began her soft ending.
<Not what it seems.........
Not what you think.......
I must be dreaming.........
Just in my mind
Not real life..........
I.... must... be.... dreaming>

The crowd bust out in applause.
She slowly opened her eyes to see InuYash wasn't there.
She walked off stage Sango and Miroku congratualted her and left.
She walked back to her house.
She sat on her bed and looked into the mirrow only to see
"InuYasha" She said his name clealry before ending her life the same way he ended his.
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A/N sorry had a sad moment and wanted to write a sad fic any way R/R