InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I still need you.. ❯ Watching Silver in the Moonlight ( Chapter 19 )
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I Still Need you..
Chapter 19 Watching Silver in the Moonlight
Author : Sami-chan ^.~
Rating : R/NC-17
Author's Notes : Hey minna-san! How are things going?? Well I think I've kept you waiting for this chapter long enough ^^ Here's the long awaited conclusion to last chapter's "Yuki/Inu yasha standoff" I hope it was worth the wait.
I'm in such a good mood I couldn't help but put a little lemon in towards the end of the chapter.. Right after Inu yasha falls asleep you can skip that whole section to the next set of @>~~~^~~~~ if you don't want to read the lemon ^^ For those of you who do I hope I didn't disappoint ^.~
Either way, I gotta get going so I can work on some other stuff. I'm kinda hoping to update all of my stories at the same time and maybe start a new one ^.~ So keep an eye out! Much love to you all! Thank you so much for all the great reviews! Hopefully I'll get some time to reply to them all real soon! Thanks again!
Ja~~
~~Sami-chan
Disclaimer : Ok so last Saturday was poker night and I think I did pretty good ^.~ Added at least $6.00 to my Inu jar ^^ but still.. unfortunately.. not enough....... I don't own Inu yasha.
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Kagome gave a startled squeak as she ducked farther behind Inu yasha. "Kuso!" she cursed. "She got a gun!"
Inu yasha growled, his deadly claws flexing at his side. This woman dared to threathen his mate? To pull a gun on her and declare that she had no right to live? No right to bare his pup?
His claws flexed again, growing longer as the hanyou's unbridled rage took hold of his mind. His head fell forward and he dropped to a low croching prosition before his mate.
Yuki eyed the man nerviously as something in the air seemed to shift. Even Kagome was stepping away from the man she loved, her eyes no longer on the gun.
Shaking her head and regaining her courage, Yuki lifted the gun higher and pointed it directly at Kagome. "Don't move!" she screamed.
Kagome's eyes shot between the gun and Inu yasha, both worry and confusion taking hold of her features. She was in one hell of a mess...
"Now you Inu yasha," she motioned with the gun. "Stand up."
The hanyou didn't move.
"I said *Stand up!*"
Still there was no movement.
"Stand up," she pulled back the hammer, cocking the gun. "Or she dies."
The movement was so fast Yuki almost missed it. Purple strips and deep red eyes darted towards her and she panicked.
Two screams and a gun shot.
Inu yasha landed hard on top of the frightened woman, her gun which had moments before been trained on him, now lay several feet away in pieces. Long claws extented towards her throat, gripping it tightly as vicious red eyes stared into hers.
The young woman choked, trying desperately to breath. Her hands clawed at his, trying to pry the tight hold away from her neck but the fingers only seemed to tighten with her stuggles.
Kagome watched the scene in horror. She was frozen, unable to move or think. Finally, Yuki's soft choking sounds managed to break through the shock induced haze and Kagome was hurled back to earth.
"Inu yasha!" she cried, running towards the pair on the ground. She grabbed his shoulder and pulled with all her might. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she tried with all her strength to pull the two appart but Inu yasha was too stong.
He wasn't going to let go until someone died.
Force wasn't working and Kagome's mind was reeling for an answer. She could sit him but, with his hand on Yuki's throat his force would surely snap it like a twig. Obviously she couldn't pull him off but maybe...
Kagome stagger back and let out a blood curtling scream. Silently she prayed as her eyes closed tight and she fell to the ground, new tears on her cheeks and horrified screams echoing in the air. Her fear was real and given face. If this didn't work Inu yasha would be consumed by his blood and that fear for him was given voice with her screams.
Inu yasha's attention was immedately pulled away from the dying girl beneath him and back to his terrified mate. In a moment, he was at her side, the sputtering and gasping Yuki forgotten.
One arm reached out and carefully gathered his Kagome into his chest. He growled low and soft, easing her screams down to a gentle whimper. Her eyes difted up to his face, a soft sigh of relief escaping her lips when two golden orbs stared back at her.
"Oh Inu yasha!" she cried, throwing her arms around his neck.
He stiffened and inhaled sharply but kept his hold on the young woman tight and unwavering.
She blinked and pulled back to look him over. It was then she noticed the red stain on his gray suit and the small hole where the bullet had entered his right arm. New tears burned her eyes as she staggered out of his grasp.
"Oh gods!" Quickly she reached down and began to tear strips of cloth off her dress.
"Kagome," a gruff voice replied. "You're going to ruin your dress."
She couldn't help but giggle a bit through her worry and tears. "Baka." She began stripping off Inu yasha's jacket and shirt. "You're more important then a dress.. Beside," she wrapped the strips of dress tightly around the bleeding wound. "After this you'll need a new suit and I don't want to be left out."
He chuckled lightly, wincing slightly from the deep burning in his arm. He watched with mild fasination as she wrapped his wounds. Soft fingers tieing bandages around bloody skin like so many times before.
"Are you ok?"
He blinked out of his stupor and looked to the girl before him. He smiled and nodded. "I'll be fine. Though, I think the bullet broke the bone on the way in."
Kagome winced. That sounded way too painful to be good. "Then we should get you home."
She stood and offered her hand to Inu yasha. He smiled and took it gently in his own and hauled himself to his feet.
He glanced back at the Yuki, who was just now coming around. "Oi," he tossed his head back in the direction of the frightened girl, "What do you wanna do about her?"
"Hm?" Kagome turned back and looked at Yuki. She shrugged. "Leave her, she shouldn't be a problem any more."
Inu yasha looked at her skeptically. "Are you sure?"
Kagome turned and moved towards the frightened girl. She stopped about a foot in front of her and looked down at her, trying hard to hide the look of hurt and betrayal in her eyes. "Oi."
Yuki looked up at her.
"If you ever do anything like that again I won't be able to stop him from killing you."
Yuki looked to the hanyou who growled at her from just over his mate's shoulder before turning angry eyes back towards Kagome. "It's so nice to see you have yourself such a loyal lap dog."
"Oi!" Inu yasha made a move to jump the girl but Kagome stopped him. He turned to her, watching his mate with deep interest.
"He's not my lapdog. You're luck I got him to stop this time before he killed you." She sighed, "Even if you don't like me Yuki I still don't want to see you get hurt."
Yuki growl, her nails scrapping the cement on either side of her as her fist curled in rage. "I don't just dislike you..." Her head snapped up and she made a leap forward to grab Kagome's throat. "I. HATE. YOU!"
Kagome screamed, jumping back as Inu yasha made a move to push Yuki away from her. The young girl stumbled back and looked up at the two lovers, a small laugh tumbling from her lips and growling into a mencing kackle.
Inu yasha growled, pushing Kagome farther behind him. Something on the air was changing.. and didn't like the way it smelled.
"Oi!" he yelled, "What's so damn funny!?"
She raised a hand allowing the couple to view the gold chain that hung around her hand, a tiny pink, nearly complete, jewel hanging from one end and growing darker ever second.
Kagome gasped, her hand flying up to her throat. "No.." she whispered. "She got the jewel!"
Inu yasha growled. "Kuso!"
"Everything is always, 'Kagome this' or 'Kagome that'!" Yuki's head dropped forward, her hand clutching the jewel tightly to her chest. "Every boy wants her and every girls wants to be her.. I could never measure up to you and so I lived in your shadow, my hate for you festering and boiling. When I saw the way Houjou wanted you I wanted to cry."
Red eyes stared with maliace at Kagome, "I loved him! I really did and you treated him like shit! And he took it, the dumb ass! Then you bought home this one," she pointed a finger at Inuyasha, "And I thought maybe I had a chance! Demo, you have already curppted him! HADN'T YOU?! You fucking whore!"
Yuki spat at the ground and all watched as it melted away beneath her silva.
Inu yasha turned slitted eyes towards her, his claws flexed and ready for battle. "Kagome," he called behind him, "You know what I have to do."
Her grip on his shoulder tightened and she worried her lip between her teeth. She didn't want to believe it.. Believe that one of her best friends hated her so much that it had turned her into a youkai with the power of the jewel. But as she looked over Inu yasha shoulder and stared into the blood red eyes of her friend and watched as fangs began to poke over her lips and claws formed around the jewel she knew what had to be done.
She nodded and released her mate, stepping back to allow him room. "I understand."
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She'd been crying for hours and he tried his best to comfort her.
He had told her over and over that it wasn't her fault, that she didn't need to feel guilty because Yuki had been coruppted and turned into a youkai but she wouldn't listen. She only cried louder as she thought about the last moments of her friend at the hands of her mate.
She wanted to be mad at him for killing her, she wanted to hate herself for letting him but she couldn't because, deep down, she knew there had been no other choice. Once Yuki had taken the Shikon no tama she had sealed her own fate.
Cuddling closer to Inu yasha's warm body as they lay together in bed, she finally allowed her tears to dry and subside into soft whimpers and finally just a deep frown. She couldn't blame anyone for what had happened, espically not Inu yasha because he had only done what he had to do and she knew that while he wasn't showing it he too was beating himself up inside. Her arms moved out to wrap around his waist and pull him tightly against her front.
"Inu yasha?"
He said nothing but continued to stroke her hair softly.
"I'm sorry I ran out on you without letting you explain." She sniffled. "If I hadn't, none of this would have happened and-"
"Shh.." he pressed a clawed finger to her lips. "It's not your fault Kagome. Not at all. Even if you hadn't run out Yuki still would have tried to kill you and I still would have had to fight her. One way or the other this was how it was suppose to end... For better or worse."
Kagome sigh and nodded, knowing he was right. If she hadn't run ou Yuki just would have ambushed them on the way home. There really was no way around it.
"But still.."
"No buts." He lightly kissed her forehead. "I think you should rest. It's been a long *long* day and all this exsertion is probably not helping the pup."
Kagome nodded and closed her eyes. She felt the covers being pulled over her and finally a pair of strong arms warp around her waist and hold her close. She smiled sadly, cuddling close to his warmth and allowed herself to fall into a deep, and much needed sleep...
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Inu yasha watched as his mate fell into a much needed sleep. His gentle fingers brushed through her hair, a comforting purr vibrating in his chest. He kissed the top of her head and relaxed back into the mattress.
The last moments of battle replayed over and over in his head, displaying in vivid detail the feel and sight of his claws ripping through Yuki's chest and removing her still beating heart. The image was grotesque and nausiation but to tell the honest truth, he didn't feel bad about killing her.
Sure, he felt bad that it made Kagome so upset, that his mate had spent hours crying over her dead friend but for his actual part in the killing he felt no remorse. He had done what needed to be done to save his family and that more then made up for any guilt he might feel about his actions. The moment she stepped forward and declared that his mate and pup had no right to live was the moment he'd lost all sympathy for her.
Now, would he ever tell Kagome this? Probably not. She was too soft hearted and kind to understand his feels completely but that was ok with him. He loved her that way. Even though Yuki had hated her, dispised her with a passion, she still felt remorse in her death and it only proved what a beautiful souls she was.
Golden eyes gazed lovingly on the woman nestled snugly in his arms and smiled. His free hand moved between them and came to rest on the slight swell of his mate's stomach, a sign that their pup had grown over the last 3 months, and smiled warmly.
It wouldn't be long now. Before his long opressed dream would come true and he and Kagome would have their own family, together. The house had been started and already most of the struture was complete and now only the inside need work, mostly just the addition of walls and rooms. They had picked a beautiful plot of land just on the edge of the village, close to Kaede's. Not all of the villagers had been happy that a hanyou would be living amoung them but most were pretty open minded when it came to Inu yasha but mostly, it was their trust in Kagome that allowed them to over look his presence.
Personally he didn't care one way or the other what the villagers thought about his 'presence' and would have built the damn house in the middle of the freakin' village if that was what Kagome had wanted but they were spared his wrath... For now.
He gave an inward smirk at the thought but it was suddenly washed clean by a loud yawn passing though his lips. With one last kiss to Kagome's sleeping lips, Inu yasha pulled his mate close to his chest and followed her into a content slumber.
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It wasn't morning, he knew that much. Even without openning his eyes he could tell the room was pitch black and from the feeling of fatigue still present in his limbs he was fairly sure he had not been asleep that long.
So what had awoke him?
He consentrated for a moment, wondering if the odd sensation would repeat its self. He was rewarded when the deep shudder that had originally awoken him shot through his body once more. Now.. what had caused it?
Deciding the best way to find out was to open his eyes, he reluctantly peeked out golden eyes from beneath tired eyelids to stare down at the sorce.
Sometime during the last few minutes, he assumed, Kagome had woken up and situated herself until she was laying out on top of Inu yasha, pressing him down lightly into the bed. He watched in slight fasinaction as her soft lips trailed over his collarbone and down his chest. Her arousing scent suddenly hit his nose, making it impossible to hold his deep moan.
He felt her smirk against his upper stomach. "Did I wake you?"
His hands rubbed her back, "Just what do you think you're doing?"
Her fingers continued the trail that her lips had started. "I just woke up and looked over at you... and I couldn't help but touch you but once I started..." she slid down and softly nipped his hip, pushing a deep growl from his throat. "I found I couldn't stop."
Her gentle hand reached out and wrapped slim fingers around the hem of his boxers, easying them down off his body and placing them onto the floor. Sparkling brown eyes prieced into dark golden eyes as the same delicate hand reached out and took hold of her mate's hard member, gentle stroking it.
He moaned deeply, long claws cutting into the sheets as he gripped them tightly. He felt her hand still slightly before being replaced by smooth lips, sliding from tip to base and back again. It had been so long and the feeling was so good, his mind clouded and his heart raced. He panted, trying to pull air into his lungs to fuel the feral growl that escaped his throat.
"Ka-Kagome!" he called softly. His hands moved from the bed to her arms and quickly tugged her back up. His lips claimed hers in a deep passionate kiss as his hands trailed down over her breast to toy with them lightly.
Kagome moaned into the kiss, sending deep shudders through his tingling body. He felt her hips brush against his thrubbing length before he slid deep into her warm canal. She rocked back and he ripped his lips from hers.
"Fuck!" he panted. He didn't remember it ever beening to good, so warm, so completeing..
Her hips rolled, slow and hard on his penis and she moaned deeply as her own hands moved up to play with her nipples, her estacy for the moment driving her on. Inu yasha could only watch, his own hands planted firmly on her hips to help her in her menstrations. His breath caught in his throat as he watched those small hands play with and tease their own master's body.
It was so arousing he thought he'd was going to explode.
His hands urged her to move faster, his body pratically **begging** for release. He didn't care anymore if anyone heard. In fact, her mother probably could have walked in at that moment and he wouldn't have noticed...
But he did notice one thing.
From the corner of his passion-glazed eyes, a hint of silver caught his sight. It moved closer to them but Kagome just felt so good he couldn't fully concentrate on the object. Again, the silver object flashed in the moonlight spilling into the room now almost upon them but still the passion was too much..
He felt his mate shutter above him and watched, silently pleased, as she bit the edge of her lip. Her hips were moving faster now and his own were lifteing her off the bed as he thrusted deep into her.
"Kagome!" he cried, pushing deeper and fast.
Silver in the back of his mind.
"Inu- Inu yasha!" she replied, panting. "Please! Please! Ah!"
He felt his resolve break as her clenching muscles thrust him into a brillant orgasum, both lovers crying out into the night before falling back to the bed, spent and happy.
Silver.
He sighed softly as a gentle clawed finger lifted her face so he could look deep into her loving eyes. She smiled back at him and he watched as her lips moved slowly.
'I...love... you...'
A hand from the darkness reached out in that instance, and he was unable to stop it. It gripped his lover's hair and pulled her head back before another hand moved into the light and slid the sharp edge of a dagger across her throat, slitting it from ear to ear.
He watch, dumbfounded and mesmerized as red, hot blood flowed from the wound and washed over his body. He looked franticly from the red sticky substance to the paling woman above him then finally to the hand in her hair.
He watched then as the darkness seemed to be peeled away, revealing the smiling Kikyou standing at the foot of the bed.
She smiled, almost sweetly at him before dropping the dead girl onto his chest. "Having fun, lover?"
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Inu yasha awoke with a jerk. He's breathing was hard and labored, his eyes darting around the room for any sign of the dead priestess. His panicked gaze finally fell upon the sleeping from of his mate at his side and watched as her chest rose and fell with each of her life giving breaths.
With a deep sigh, he flopped back onto his pillow, the terror he had felt subsiding for the moment.
"Shit," he muttered into the night. "I still gotta deal with that..."
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Ok everyone! A bit of lemony goodness there for you.. Inu yasha has a weird mind, ne? ::giggles:: anywho! Gomen for the long wait. I just well.. I wasn't very inspired but with my husband coming home soon I was feeling OH so much better and thought I should share the love ^^ So I hope you all enjoy the chapter! Please feel free to leave any comments or question for me. or even advice! I'm always open to knew ideas ^^
Either way, I'm off now to finish some other chapter for another story or two ^.~ Hopefully I can post them all at once ^^
Take care minna-san!
Oh! And to all of you who wanted me to kill Yuki... You got your wish ^^ I hope it was a beautiful moment for you all ^^
Ja~~
~~Sami-chan
:Translations:
youkai : demon
hai : yes
kitsune : fox demon
miko : priestess, unusally a virgin woman
hanyou: half demon
otouto : brother
nee-chan : sister
nii-chan : also brother ^^
baka : idiot, stupid, you're an idoit/stupid...
Arigato : thank you ^^
Kami : Kami is the word of 'God' or 'God(s)' in japanese. It is both purlar and singlar but in my stories you can assume it is the purlar.
Think that's it.. if I missed any let me know ^.~
Ja!
Chapter 19 Watching Silver in the Moonlight
Author : Sami-chan ^.~
Rating : R/NC-17
Author's Notes : Hey minna-san! How are things going?? Well I think I've kept you waiting for this chapter long enough ^^ Here's the long awaited conclusion to last chapter's "Yuki/Inu yasha standoff" I hope it was worth the wait.
I'm in such a good mood I couldn't help but put a little lemon in towards the end of the chapter.. Right after Inu yasha falls asleep you can skip that whole section to the next set of @>~~~^~~~~ if you don't want to read the lemon ^^ For those of you who do I hope I didn't disappoint ^.~
Either way, I gotta get going so I can work on some other stuff. I'm kinda hoping to update all of my stories at the same time and maybe start a new one ^.~ So keep an eye out! Much love to you all! Thank you so much for all the great reviews! Hopefully I'll get some time to reply to them all real soon! Thanks again!
Ja~~
~~Sami-chan
Disclaimer : Ok so last Saturday was poker night and I think I did pretty good ^.~ Added at least $6.00 to my Inu jar ^^ but still.. unfortunately.. not enough....... I don't own Inu yasha.
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Kagome gave a startled squeak as she ducked farther behind Inu yasha. "Kuso!" she cursed. "She got a gun!"
Inu yasha growled, his deadly claws flexing at his side. This woman dared to threathen his mate? To pull a gun on her and declare that she had no right to live? No right to bare his pup?
His claws flexed again, growing longer as the hanyou's unbridled rage took hold of his mind. His head fell forward and he dropped to a low croching prosition before his mate.
Yuki eyed the man nerviously as something in the air seemed to shift. Even Kagome was stepping away from the man she loved, her eyes no longer on the gun.
Shaking her head and regaining her courage, Yuki lifted the gun higher and pointed it directly at Kagome. "Don't move!" she screamed.
Kagome's eyes shot between the gun and Inu yasha, both worry and confusion taking hold of her features. She was in one hell of a mess...
"Now you Inu yasha," she motioned with the gun. "Stand up."
The hanyou didn't move.
"I said *Stand up!*"
Still there was no movement.
"Stand up," she pulled back the hammer, cocking the gun. "Or she dies."
The movement was so fast Yuki almost missed it. Purple strips and deep red eyes darted towards her and she panicked.
Two screams and a gun shot.
Inu yasha landed hard on top of the frightened woman, her gun which had moments before been trained on him, now lay several feet away in pieces. Long claws extented towards her throat, gripping it tightly as vicious red eyes stared into hers.
The young woman choked, trying desperately to breath. Her hands clawed at his, trying to pry the tight hold away from her neck but the fingers only seemed to tighten with her stuggles.
Kagome watched the scene in horror. She was frozen, unable to move or think. Finally, Yuki's soft choking sounds managed to break through the shock induced haze and Kagome was hurled back to earth.
"Inu yasha!" she cried, running towards the pair on the ground. She grabbed his shoulder and pulled with all her might. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she tried with all her strength to pull the two appart but Inu yasha was too stong.
He wasn't going to let go until someone died.
Force wasn't working and Kagome's mind was reeling for an answer. She could sit him but, with his hand on Yuki's throat his force would surely snap it like a twig. Obviously she couldn't pull him off but maybe...
Kagome stagger back and let out a blood curtling scream. Silently she prayed as her eyes closed tight and she fell to the ground, new tears on her cheeks and horrified screams echoing in the air. Her fear was real and given face. If this didn't work Inu yasha would be consumed by his blood and that fear for him was given voice with her screams.
Inu yasha's attention was immedately pulled away from the dying girl beneath him and back to his terrified mate. In a moment, he was at her side, the sputtering and gasping Yuki forgotten.
One arm reached out and carefully gathered his Kagome into his chest. He growled low and soft, easing her screams down to a gentle whimper. Her eyes difted up to his face, a soft sigh of relief escaping her lips when two golden orbs stared back at her.
"Oh Inu yasha!" she cried, throwing her arms around his neck.
He stiffened and inhaled sharply but kept his hold on the young woman tight and unwavering.
She blinked and pulled back to look him over. It was then she noticed the red stain on his gray suit and the small hole where the bullet had entered his right arm. New tears burned her eyes as she staggered out of his grasp.
"Oh gods!" Quickly she reached down and began to tear strips of cloth off her dress.
"Kagome," a gruff voice replied. "You're going to ruin your dress."
She couldn't help but giggle a bit through her worry and tears. "Baka." She began stripping off Inu yasha's jacket and shirt. "You're more important then a dress.. Beside," she wrapped the strips of dress tightly around the bleeding wound. "After this you'll need a new suit and I don't want to be left out."
He chuckled lightly, wincing slightly from the deep burning in his arm. He watched with mild fasination as she wrapped his wounds. Soft fingers tieing bandages around bloody skin like so many times before.
"Are you ok?"
He blinked out of his stupor and looked to the girl before him. He smiled and nodded. "I'll be fine. Though, I think the bullet broke the bone on the way in."
Kagome winced. That sounded way too painful to be good. "Then we should get you home."
She stood and offered her hand to Inu yasha. He smiled and took it gently in his own and hauled himself to his feet.
He glanced back at the Yuki, who was just now coming around. "Oi," he tossed his head back in the direction of the frightened girl, "What do you wanna do about her?"
"Hm?" Kagome turned back and looked at Yuki. She shrugged. "Leave her, she shouldn't be a problem any more."
Inu yasha looked at her skeptically. "Are you sure?"
Kagome turned and moved towards the frightened girl. She stopped about a foot in front of her and looked down at her, trying hard to hide the look of hurt and betrayal in her eyes. "Oi."
Yuki looked up at her.
"If you ever do anything like that again I won't be able to stop him from killing you."
Yuki looked to the hanyou who growled at her from just over his mate's shoulder before turning angry eyes back towards Kagome. "It's so nice to see you have yourself such a loyal lap dog."
"Oi!" Inu yasha made a move to jump the girl but Kagome stopped him. He turned to her, watching his mate with deep interest.
"He's not my lapdog. You're luck I got him to stop this time before he killed you." She sighed, "Even if you don't like me Yuki I still don't want to see you get hurt."
Yuki growl, her nails scrapping the cement on either side of her as her fist curled in rage. "I don't just dislike you..." Her head snapped up and she made a leap forward to grab Kagome's throat. "I. HATE. YOU!"
Kagome screamed, jumping back as Inu yasha made a move to push Yuki away from her. The young girl stumbled back and looked up at the two lovers, a small laugh tumbling from her lips and growling into a mencing kackle.
Inu yasha growled, pushing Kagome farther behind him. Something on the air was changing.. and didn't like the way it smelled.
"Oi!" he yelled, "What's so damn funny!?"
She raised a hand allowing the couple to view the gold chain that hung around her hand, a tiny pink, nearly complete, jewel hanging from one end and growing darker ever second.
Kagome gasped, her hand flying up to her throat. "No.." she whispered. "She got the jewel!"
Inu yasha growled. "Kuso!"
"Everything is always, 'Kagome this' or 'Kagome that'!" Yuki's head dropped forward, her hand clutching the jewel tightly to her chest. "Every boy wants her and every girls wants to be her.. I could never measure up to you and so I lived in your shadow, my hate for you festering and boiling. When I saw the way Houjou wanted you I wanted to cry."
Red eyes stared with maliace at Kagome, "I loved him! I really did and you treated him like shit! And he took it, the dumb ass! Then you bought home this one," she pointed a finger at Inuyasha, "And I thought maybe I had a chance! Demo, you have already curppted him! HADN'T YOU?! You fucking whore!"
Yuki spat at the ground and all watched as it melted away beneath her silva.
Inu yasha turned slitted eyes towards her, his claws flexed and ready for battle. "Kagome," he called behind him, "You know what I have to do."
Her grip on his shoulder tightened and she worried her lip between her teeth. She didn't want to believe it.. Believe that one of her best friends hated her so much that it had turned her into a youkai with the power of the jewel. But as she looked over Inu yasha shoulder and stared into the blood red eyes of her friend and watched as fangs began to poke over her lips and claws formed around the jewel she knew what had to be done.
She nodded and released her mate, stepping back to allow him room. "I understand."
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She'd been crying for hours and he tried his best to comfort her.
He had told her over and over that it wasn't her fault, that she didn't need to feel guilty because Yuki had been coruppted and turned into a youkai but she wouldn't listen. She only cried louder as she thought about the last moments of her friend at the hands of her mate.
She wanted to be mad at him for killing her, she wanted to hate herself for letting him but she couldn't because, deep down, she knew there had been no other choice. Once Yuki had taken the Shikon no tama she had sealed her own fate.
Cuddling closer to Inu yasha's warm body as they lay together in bed, she finally allowed her tears to dry and subside into soft whimpers and finally just a deep frown. She couldn't blame anyone for what had happened, espically not Inu yasha because he had only done what he had to do and she knew that while he wasn't showing it he too was beating himself up inside. Her arms moved out to wrap around his waist and pull him tightly against her front.
"Inu yasha?"
He said nothing but continued to stroke her hair softly.
"I'm sorry I ran out on you without letting you explain." She sniffled. "If I hadn't, none of this would have happened and-"
"Shh.." he pressed a clawed finger to her lips. "It's not your fault Kagome. Not at all. Even if you hadn't run out Yuki still would have tried to kill you and I still would have had to fight her. One way or the other this was how it was suppose to end... For better or worse."
Kagome sigh and nodded, knowing he was right. If she hadn't run ou Yuki just would have ambushed them on the way home. There really was no way around it.
"But still.."
"No buts." He lightly kissed her forehead. "I think you should rest. It's been a long *long* day and all this exsertion is probably not helping the pup."
Kagome nodded and closed her eyes. She felt the covers being pulled over her and finally a pair of strong arms warp around her waist and hold her close. She smiled sadly, cuddling close to his warmth and allowed herself to fall into a deep, and much needed sleep...
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Inu yasha watched as his mate fell into a much needed sleep. His gentle fingers brushed through her hair, a comforting purr vibrating in his chest. He kissed the top of her head and relaxed back into the mattress.
The last moments of battle replayed over and over in his head, displaying in vivid detail the feel and sight of his claws ripping through Yuki's chest and removing her still beating heart. The image was grotesque and nausiation but to tell the honest truth, he didn't feel bad about killing her.
Sure, he felt bad that it made Kagome so upset, that his mate had spent hours crying over her dead friend but for his actual part in the killing he felt no remorse. He had done what needed to be done to save his family and that more then made up for any guilt he might feel about his actions. The moment she stepped forward and declared that his mate and pup had no right to live was the moment he'd lost all sympathy for her.
Now, would he ever tell Kagome this? Probably not. She was too soft hearted and kind to understand his feels completely but that was ok with him. He loved her that way. Even though Yuki had hated her, dispised her with a passion, she still felt remorse in her death and it only proved what a beautiful souls she was.
Golden eyes gazed lovingly on the woman nestled snugly in his arms and smiled. His free hand moved between them and came to rest on the slight swell of his mate's stomach, a sign that their pup had grown over the last 3 months, and smiled warmly.
It wouldn't be long now. Before his long opressed dream would come true and he and Kagome would have their own family, together. The house had been started and already most of the struture was complete and now only the inside need work, mostly just the addition of walls and rooms. They had picked a beautiful plot of land just on the edge of the village, close to Kaede's. Not all of the villagers had been happy that a hanyou would be living amoung them but most were pretty open minded when it came to Inu yasha but mostly, it was their trust in Kagome that allowed them to over look his presence.
Personally he didn't care one way or the other what the villagers thought about his 'presence' and would have built the damn house in the middle of the freakin' village if that was what Kagome had wanted but they were spared his wrath... For now.
He gave an inward smirk at the thought but it was suddenly washed clean by a loud yawn passing though his lips. With one last kiss to Kagome's sleeping lips, Inu yasha pulled his mate close to his chest and followed her into a content slumber.
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It wasn't morning, he knew that much. Even without openning his eyes he could tell the room was pitch black and from the feeling of fatigue still present in his limbs he was fairly sure he had not been asleep that long.
So what had awoke him?
He consentrated for a moment, wondering if the odd sensation would repeat its self. He was rewarded when the deep shudder that had originally awoken him shot through his body once more. Now.. what had caused it?
Deciding the best way to find out was to open his eyes, he reluctantly peeked out golden eyes from beneath tired eyelids to stare down at the sorce.
Sometime during the last few minutes, he assumed, Kagome had woken up and situated herself until she was laying out on top of Inu yasha, pressing him down lightly into the bed. He watched in slight fasinaction as her soft lips trailed over his collarbone and down his chest. Her arousing scent suddenly hit his nose, making it impossible to hold his deep moan.
He felt her smirk against his upper stomach. "Did I wake you?"
His hands rubbed her back, "Just what do you think you're doing?"
Her fingers continued the trail that her lips had started. "I just woke up and looked over at you... and I couldn't help but touch you but once I started..." she slid down and softly nipped his hip, pushing a deep growl from his throat. "I found I couldn't stop."
Her gentle hand reached out and wrapped slim fingers around the hem of his boxers, easying them down off his body and placing them onto the floor. Sparkling brown eyes prieced into dark golden eyes as the same delicate hand reached out and took hold of her mate's hard member, gentle stroking it.
He moaned deeply, long claws cutting into the sheets as he gripped them tightly. He felt her hand still slightly before being replaced by smooth lips, sliding from tip to base and back again. It had been so long and the feeling was so good, his mind clouded and his heart raced. He panted, trying to pull air into his lungs to fuel the feral growl that escaped his throat.
"Ka-Kagome!" he called softly. His hands moved from the bed to her arms and quickly tugged her back up. His lips claimed hers in a deep passionate kiss as his hands trailed down over her breast to toy with them lightly.
Kagome moaned into the kiss, sending deep shudders through his tingling body. He felt her hips brush against his thrubbing length before he slid deep into her warm canal. She rocked back and he ripped his lips from hers.
"Fuck!" he panted. He didn't remember it ever beening to good, so warm, so completeing..
Her hips rolled, slow and hard on his penis and she moaned deeply as her own hands moved up to play with her nipples, her estacy for the moment driving her on. Inu yasha could only watch, his own hands planted firmly on her hips to help her in her menstrations. His breath caught in his throat as he watched those small hands play with and tease their own master's body.
It was so arousing he thought he'd was going to explode.
His hands urged her to move faster, his body pratically **begging** for release. He didn't care anymore if anyone heard. In fact, her mother probably could have walked in at that moment and he wouldn't have noticed...
But he did notice one thing.
From the corner of his passion-glazed eyes, a hint of silver caught his sight. It moved closer to them but Kagome just felt so good he couldn't fully concentrate on the object. Again, the silver object flashed in the moonlight spilling into the room now almost upon them but still the passion was too much..
He felt his mate shutter above him and watched, silently pleased, as she bit the edge of her lip. Her hips were moving faster now and his own were lifteing her off the bed as he thrusted deep into her.
"Kagome!" he cried, pushing deeper and fast.
Silver in the back of his mind.
"Inu- Inu yasha!" she replied, panting. "Please! Please! Ah!"
He felt his resolve break as her clenching muscles thrust him into a brillant orgasum, both lovers crying out into the night before falling back to the bed, spent and happy.
Silver.
He sighed softly as a gentle clawed finger lifted her face so he could look deep into her loving eyes. She smiled back at him and he watched as her lips moved slowly.
'I...love... you...'
A hand from the darkness reached out in that instance, and he was unable to stop it. It gripped his lover's hair and pulled her head back before another hand moved into the light and slid the sharp edge of a dagger across her throat, slitting it from ear to ear.
He watch, dumbfounded and mesmerized as red, hot blood flowed from the wound and washed over his body. He looked franticly from the red sticky substance to the paling woman above him then finally to the hand in her hair.
He watched then as the darkness seemed to be peeled away, revealing the smiling Kikyou standing at the foot of the bed.
She smiled, almost sweetly at him before dropping the dead girl onto his chest. "Having fun, lover?"
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Inu yasha awoke with a jerk. He's breathing was hard and labored, his eyes darting around the room for any sign of the dead priestess. His panicked gaze finally fell upon the sleeping from of his mate at his side and watched as her chest rose and fell with each of her life giving breaths.
With a deep sigh, he flopped back onto his pillow, the terror he had felt subsiding for the moment.
"Shit," he muttered into the night. "I still gotta deal with that..."
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Ok everyone! A bit of lemony goodness there for you.. Inu yasha has a weird mind, ne? ::giggles:: anywho! Gomen for the long wait. I just well.. I wasn't very inspired but with my husband coming home soon I was feeling OH so much better and thought I should share the love ^^ So I hope you all enjoy the chapter! Please feel free to leave any comments or question for me. or even advice! I'm always open to knew ideas ^^
Either way, I'm off now to finish some other chapter for another story or two ^.~ Hopefully I can post them all at once ^^
Take care minna-san!
Oh! And to all of you who wanted me to kill Yuki... You got your wish ^^ I hope it was a beautiful moment for you all ^^
Ja~~
~~Sami-chan
:Translations:
youkai : demon
hai : yes
kitsune : fox demon
miko : priestess, unusally a virgin woman
hanyou: half demon
otouto : brother
nee-chan : sister
nii-chan : also brother ^^
baka : idiot, stupid, you're an idoit/stupid...
Arigato : thank you ^^
Kami : Kami is the word of 'God' or 'God(s)' in japanese. It is both purlar and singlar but in my stories you can assume it is the purlar.
Think that's it.. if I missed any let me know ^.~
Ja!