InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ If You Only Knew ❯ Chapter 15 ( Chapter 15 )

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If You Only Knew: Chapter 15

"Well, well, you finally sat him again?" Sango didn't even look up from sewing a new garment for her exterminating uniform.

"Hai, he deserved it. I think." Kagome burst into giggles, leading Sango as well, until a half-fuming hanyou reached the door way. They swallowed their laughs the best they could.

"What the hell was that for, Kagome?" He stormed over to her, grabbing her arm gently. "You sit me, when I'm only looking out for your well-being. You seem to think you're unbreakable, and my mate, let me tell you." His voice softened, "You are as vulnerable as my heart would be the second anything happened to you." His anger subsided into a concern no one other than Kagome had seen.

Sango's first thought was 'huh?' Then, 'What in kami did she do to him? He's speaking correctly and compassionately. This isn't the Inuyasha we all know.'

Kagome stared at him, feeling completely in the wrong. She didn't know what to say. Silence took over the room for a moment. Inuysasha obviously didn't notice the extreme changes in his disposition, otherwise he'd probably be throwing a fit. His glare was stern and unwavering, asking for an explanation.

"I... um... I don't know what to say." Kagome continued to stare.

"Listen, Kagome, even though we have a bond that lets me know when you're in danger, it isn't enough for me. I have to know you're safe. With my marking, other youkai know you belong to me, but that won't keep those without honour from trying to break that." He brought her down on the floor of the hut, to kneel in front of him. "I know you've gotten stronger, I've seen your powers increase. But you still don't seem to have a sense of this world yet. You must watch for danger at every corner, every minute of every single day. Until you have progressed to that point, I can't let you out of my sight, even to take a bath. Out of fear of you being stripped from my life again, out of my love for you, out of every ounce of my being that calls out to yours, you must listen to my words and feel them as I do. I'm not trying to be overprotective, nor am I saying you are weak. I promised the night you came back to me that I would never let anything tear us apart, and I won't. Do you understand?"

Kagome blinked a couple times, then she hugged him. "I understand. And I will train with Kaede to make sure that I can be prepared for anything, so that I will not burden you anymore."

"You are never a burden. Youkai choose the strongest mate they can find, so they will be a strong mother to their offspring, but never are they equal or moreso powerful than the male. I will not take that right from you, to be as strong as you wish. In some ways, throughout our journey, you have been stronger and smarter than I. Time is all you need, and then I will relent only a little." Inuyasha grinned.

Sango stared at them from her seat on the floor. Miroku had entered the hut, but stood frozen in the doorway, with Kagome's family and Kohaku. And Kaede went about her work, unnoticed to them, at the back of the hut. It wasn't really until Shippou tapped him on the nose that he realized their audience.

"What are all of you looking at?" Inuyasha grabbed Shippou by the tail and tossed him at the crowd of people. He then stomped out of the hut, pushing past all of them, grumbling about nosy bastards.

The silence gave way to a unison sigh of relief.

"We really thought we lost him right there." Sango said.

Miroku started laughing uproariously, "Ha, ha, ha! Did you hear all of that sweet 'Oh, I love you, I'll protect you stuff!' Full of mush and..." He was cut off when Inuyasha slammed him against the wall, and pointed his sword at his lower torso.

"Bouzu, I'm going to kill you. Slice you apart piece by piece." The hanyou was fuming.

"Heh, heh, I was... um kidding?" He didn't quite like the position of his friend's sword. "Eep, nice to have you back to yourself Inuyasha." The monk looked hopefully at Sango, "Lady Sango, would you mind arguing my part?"

Sango humphed. "Perhaps you should think back to the things you've said to me, houshi."

"Wha... I never... urg." Miroku placed his hand lightly on the blade, "Would you mind kindly removing your sword, so that I too can bring children into the world some day?"

"In that case, cut it off." Sango glared.

Miroku cleared his throat, 'How do I get myself in these prediciments?' He was soon rescued when Kagome wandered near, inches from Inuyasha's ear.

"Inu, would you mind letting go our friend. Killing him will bring you no pleasure, believe me." She mustered the sexiest voice she could muster. And he did, with a scowl and a short growl.

Miroku ran to the safer back corner of the hut.

"Well, then, what is for dinner?" Kagome's mother asked, like nothing had taken place. She was definately a wierd one.

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A few weeks had passed, and Kagome worked with Kaede every day to increase her miko powers and her ability to sense others around her. Inuyasha hadn't been that bad about keeping an eye on her. He did give her privacy when she asked for it, although even then his presence wasn't entirely unwanted. She enjoyed their relationship from every sunrise to sunset, and all the time in between. Now, old thoughts played out in her mind, nagging at her heart day to day. Anxiety plagued her, to the point she figgited in her mate's embrace, too nervous to simply ask him. Again, her monthly 'heat' came, and she thought she'd burst. Thoughts of her little babies running around with those adorable little ears atop their heads brought a fit of giggles he could never decipher.

This was one of those times, and her hanyou looked at her stupidly, like she'd just sprouted another head. "You okay, koi?"

Kagome nodded, smiling, "Hai, just thinking."

"You always say that. What is going on in that mind of yours, hmm?" He nuzzled her ear.

"You ask me that every time, and you always get the same answer. Nothing." Kagome pulled on his ear playfully, then got the picture of tiny fuzzy ears and sighed.

Inuyasha quirked and eyebrow, though he had an idea of what troubled her. Not because he knew her very thoughts, but he could sense her yearning. Mainly, however, it was the way her scent pulled at him, as if begging. To be completely honest, he was petrified, absolutely afraid. Would he admit this, of course not, which is why he was happy the conversation hadn't come up yet. He didn't know how to explain that he had no idea how to be a father. Then there were times like these that it tore him up to see that dreamy look in his mates eyes, and the occassional questioning, almost accusing glance. She knew he was hestitating, and he felt extremely guilty. He was.

True, though, it was highly difficult to ignore that invigorating, taunting scent during this time. It took quite a bit of willpower to lay there holding her. He did not doubt she knew when he got most uncomfortable. His youkai side would dominate a little, and his embrace would increase to nearly crushing as he held it off. Kagome never ran, never quivered, nor did she look upon him in disgust. It was almost like she invited it, surely pushing him to a point where he couldn't revert.

'Why?' Inuyasha always asked himself. 'She doesn't fear that side of me anymore. Like she knows more than I do about my own blood.'

"What are you contemplating, Inu?" Kagome gazed at him knowingly.

He shrugged, "Nothing." Then he grinned.

"Ha, ha." A mischievious smirk crossed Kagome's face suddenly. "Hmmm..." Inuyasha tried his best not to look nervous, but that smirk!

"Let's make a deal, mate." She purred.

Inuyasha fidgeted, "Pertaining to what exactly.?"

"You give me what I want, and I'll give you what you want."

He huffed, "What makes you think that you know what I want?"

"Oh, I don't know." She mockingly replied, "Maybe because I'm YOUR MATE!"

Grimacing, his ears flattened, "Not so damn loud, wench!"

The old nickname brought just enough pounce to her mission and sent her going. "That's it! Your mine." An ominous shadow embraced her features, and Inuyasha gulped. Kagome shifted her weight, causing him to fall backwards, and she twisted and sat up. Now she was straddling him, effectively pinning him. Her scent was smothering him in waves, to the extent it would suffocate him if it weren't so welcome.

He'd be stupid to know at that moment that she not wanted, not asked, but demanded his submission. A low growl eminated from deep in his throat, a consenting growl that let his mate know that she was in the right.

Warning (The next passage of this chapter is a LEMONYou have been warned.)

"Let go." She whispered furtively. When she still saw hestitation, she rubbed herself against him, her hands roaming his chest under his shirt. He moaned softly, but still resisted his youkai side. No one warned him of the effects of mating as a hanyou during a heat. No one informed him on the raging battle within himself. But here was his mate, his Kagome, who acted like she had all the knowledge in the world. She pressed him and pulled at the demon blood that fought to surface. Why!

While he was pondering her intentions, he hadn't noticed that he had managed to become completely shirtless. Her nails raked softly on his skin, causing chills to follow after her fingertips. Her lips caressed his skin, starting from his neck then down his chest. She flicked her tongue over his nipples, leaving a cool trail to his bellybutton. All the while her hands massaged and tickled his flesh, meshing sensations. He was in bliss, and his resolve was slowly slipping with each touch. Once she reached his waistline, she spared no time in removing his pants. Heat rushed into his face, so he turned to hide it. This was Kagome after all, no reason to be embarrassed.

Kagome looked up, her hair falling about her face and shoulders, as well as hiding his lower regions from sight. His gaze was halfway to wild, but amazement could not be missed in those amber orbs. Her smirk responded yet again, and she buried her face within the curtain of hair. All his thoughts, all his questioning dissappeared the moment he felt her velvet lips encircle him. She started with a gentle kiss, teasing him with her tongue. His breathing sped and she moved herself down to take him in, until he reached the back of her throat. At this point, he could not muffle the moan that escaped him. Purring and suckling, she began up and down movements, soon using her hands as well. His sounds of pleasure urged her on.

She had never done this, how she could dominate him so, she had no idea. Every move was instinct, purely emotion and the need to please her lover. His moans increased that need, as well as it pooled her passion. She snaked up his body, her own generating a heat between them. Inuyasha's eyes were half-closed, seemingly stuck in this world and that of a dream. Settling herself above him, she teased him with her swollen desire.

'Unbareable! I can't take this anymore!' Inuyasha growled, grabbing her hips. However, he was thrown a loof when she removed his hands and placed them beside his head gingerly, though demandingly.

"This is my time. I will give you what you want, what you desire, but what you are most afraid of. Please don't fear, koi. Trust me." Kagome spoke, her anticipation rolling off her lips, a sweet sound to his ears.

"What do you-?" Her kiss cut him off.

"Shhh, just let go. Let the youkai within you take over. You won't hurt me, I know you won't, I've always known."

"But-" Inuyasha was silenced as she crushed her hips against him, taking him fully. His breath hitched, and his blood raged. She moved against him, gracefully but with vigor. Each thrust moved him deeper within her. She removed her hands to place them against his chest, and his arms immediately grasped her hips. Kagome watched his eyes flash from yellow to red and back as he lost the struggle. His claws dug into her skin, which she welcomed with a heated cry. Moving faster, she felt his own strength grow. Surfacing his youkai blood completely, all human was lost. His moans turned to growls of lust, and before she knew it she was beneath him.

Kagome's smile never wavered, she pushed him as far to the edge that she could before he took himself over. She kissed his forehead after seeing that his love never left those crimson eyes. His teeth graced her neck lightly, as he kissed her with animal fervor. He shifted her hips so he could reach her deepest point, wrapping her legs around him. Every motion was fluid, fast, and sent her world spiralling. She kept the prayer within her mind, although it was tempting to lose it. Her sight was blinded in colors once again, and her pleasure exploded from her throat. Her muscles contracted upon him, squeezing the seed that would create her children. His howl echoed throughout the forest, and a blast of pure light enveloped them. Kagome hugged her love to her chest and his arms wrapped around her. Together, they lay on the forest floor, their minds shattered for the moment.

Energy spent, Kagome fell asleep. Inuyasha quietly got up and dressed the both of them, carefull not to wake her. Stooping, he lifted her into his arms. The flush was still in her cheeks, framed by the wild mass of her ebony hair. "Beautiful." He kissed her eyes, one after the other, and then wrapped her in his hoari for extra warmth. Leaping into a nearby tree, he held her to him, tightly, never to let go. His hands grazed her belly where his offspring would grow. There was no doubt what gift she had given him, but he would thank her for it with the coming of the sun. Smiling, he kissed her lips. She gave him two great gifts that night, his lovely mate.