InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In The End ❯ All the things she said ( Chapter 1 )

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All the things she said (x2)
Running through my head (x4)
All the things she said (x2)
Running through my head (x3)

The camp was quietwhile everyone slept, but inuyasha awoke from his slumber very suddenly. He lept off his branch and under the tree closed his eyes and sniffed the air. He recognized the stench that was there, death and graveyard soil. "kikyou," he quietly breathed out. He then began to run through the forest to search about.

This is not enough
Im in seriouse shit, i feel totaly lost
If im asking for help its only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could i ever believe such a perfect surprise

I keep asking myself
wondering how i keep closing my eyes
but i cant block you out
Wanna fly to a place where its just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

Runnin through the forest, dodging every tree, Inuyasha made i to a clearing where Kikyou sat quietly. She waited paitiently knowimg he would come expectantly. "I have been waiting for you Inuyasha," she said as coldly as always. He watched her cautiously as she spoke. "I knew you would come eventualy, even if you do so hesitantly." KNowing he would not move closer, she got up and began to close the space between them, soul collectors never being too far behind. As she aproached him, the repulsive stench of death attacked his nose. "You are wondering why I am here, I sapose." Inuyasha just stared at her, inquisitivly and slightly confused. Bad memories continue to haunt him of a loved refused.

And im all mixed up feeling cornered and rushed
They say its not my fault but i love her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and the rain
Come in over my face, washa away all the shame
When they stop and stare- dont worry me
'Cause im feeling for her what shes feeling for me
I can try to pretend, i can try to forget
But its driving me mad going out of my head

"I will answer all of your unasked questions, you just have to listen without interupting." All Inuyasha was able to mutter out was, "un- hun." Kikyou continued, "I have come to let you know that I am going to leyt myself die." His eyes widened and he yelled out, "WHAT?" She flinched, surprised by his reaction. "You nor Naraku's death is to my satisfaction. I just want to be in piece. I trust you will defeat Naraku and avenge my death anyways, but tomowrow will be my laast day." Inuyasha looked more hurt than ever as memories of the past torchured his mind. The tone being unkind, "Why Kikyou?" Still without any emotin in her face she responded, "I dont belong on this earth. Im a walking aimless shell, withou a soul. I Ifeel no warmth nor cold. I look young when ishould be old. isee no beauty nor pain. I no longer feel the rain. How much more fake can I posibly be." Inuyasha wrapped his arms around her not wanting her to continue insulting herself. "Your going to leave me again." Into his chest she said, "From the beginning we were doomed to this ending. It may hurt now but your heart will begin mending. Inuyasha i hope you will be able to understand." She pulled away from his embrace to lightly kiss his lips, but neither felt anything.

All the thing she said (x2)
Running through my head(x3)
All the things she said (x2)
Running through my head (x2)
All the things she said (x2)
This is not enough (x2)

Kikyou turned around and began walking in the opposite direction, but momentarily stoped. Without turning around she said, "I give you and Kagome my blessing. I can tell you have feelings for her, dont deny yourself that happiness." Kikyou dissapeared into the darkness of the the forest, soul collectors in tow. Inuyasha the fell to the flooronto his knees. He painfully criedout, "KIKYOU!!!" She never returned. "Im going to end up alone," he said out loud. "Kagome will never love me. Once the search for those damn jewel shards are over shewill go back home, to her tests and never return." Inuyasha got up and punche angrily at everyting insight until his knuckles were bloodied. He wanted to continue with the self distruction, but had to stop because of the pain. As much as he pleaded with himself not to cry, the tears began to fall like rain. "Im damned to being alone for the rest of my life." Inuyasha ran through the forest, her words replaying in his mind and cutting him like a knife.

All the things she said (x7)
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said (x2)

"Because of what I am, a hnyou, I am not ment to be with anyone, human or demon. Mother and father died because of me. they and I stepped over boundries that were not ment to be stepped over."

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, ive lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will i ever be free?
Have i crossed the line

"I need to calm down and get back to campbefore anyone notices im gone. Everything feels so unfair and wrongInuyasha the stopped at a hot spring to washa the hateful tears away before heading back to camp. When he made it back, he quietly jumped back onto his tree branch. 'This reminds me of a song Kagome always sings. Not that it matters i will be thinking about so many things.' Sure enough, he was unable to sleep. He had too may thought running through his head. The lack of sleep would make him cranky, he knew he would have along day ahead.

All the things she said (x2)
Running through my head (x2)


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A.N. Well what did you think? I already have the next few chapters written, i just need to type them up. Yes this was my first fic so please review with some constructive critisism.
Draven's-enigma