InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In The Mirror ❯ Please forgive me ( Chapter 19 )

I'm watching The Lion king one and a half, because I'm baby sitting my little cousin and she likes it. And now I have that damn song stuck in my head. Quick before the hyena come! ::gets weird looks:: Okay okay so I'm crazy, but you like me that way don't you? And I'm really sorry for the late update!

 

Anyway, this chapter is dedicated to Inuyasha'smainsqueaze for reviewing most of the chapters in this story and my one-shot's. THANK YOU! I hope you didn't get into too much trouble with your dad. :-D

 

 

Disclaimer: Lalalalala, oh now? Okay, I don't own Inuyasha. Is that it? Good. ::goes on hot chocolate brake::

 

In the Mirror: Chapter eighteen. Please forgive me

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It's night time again. And I'm sweeping the grounds…again. But this is going to be the last time for awhile. I'm going back to the sengoku jidai tomorrow after I go to lunch with mama and Rinku, mama's new boyfriend. I've met him a few times before, he seems pretty nice and he's always taking Souta to baseball games and doing things with him. He's nice to me but I don't think he knows how to handle girls. Not that I hold it against him or anything, from what he's told me he has a son of his own about a year or two younger then me. I heard him talking to mama the other night about trying to fix me up with him. But mama told him that I had a boyfriend already and that he was just away visiting some relatives in America. I thanked her later that night; I'm still in love with Inuyasha even if he is the biggest jerk in the world.

 

And besides, I don't go for younger guys.

 

Grandpa came home from the hospital the other day and he seems to be doing fine. He's not up for working the shrine yet but Souta promised that he's take care of all that. He said that it would give him some more goofing off time with his girlfriend Yukina, (no not the same one from Yu Yu Hakusho, I'm just using the name ^^;) but he said that he'd get all the chores done before hand. And mama told Rinku that I was going to America to met my boyfriends family and check out some of the colleges. Yeah right, like I'll be going to college anytime soon. But hay it was better then saying that I had aids, which is about the only disease that gramps didn't tell everyone that I had.

 

I'm done sweeping the grounds. So now I'm going to go pack for my `trip to America' tomorrow. I walked into my house and took a bath. One of my most favorite places to think and relax after a hard days sweep. I can't wait to see Shippo, Sango and Miroku tomorrow. And, even if he gives me the cold shoulder, I want to see Inuyasha too. I got out of my bath, wrapped a towel around my self and walked to my room. And boy did I get a surprise.

 

Inuyasha's POV

 

Fuck how do I get my self into this shit? I'm out side Kagome's bedroom window trying to make my self go in there. She wasn't in her room and I couldn't pin point were she was. I think that's what's making me nerves, how would she react to me being in her room after all this time and with every thing I said to her? I slapped my self and opened the window. Even after all this time she still keeps it unlocked. I'm trying to take that as a good sign. I jumped in, sat down on the window sill and inhaled as deeply as I could. It's been so long since I've smelled her scent that all I want to do is drink it in until I choke on it.

 

Yes I've missed her. You got a fucking problem with that?

 

I wasn't even in the room for two minutes before the door handle turned and the door opened inward to revile the reason I was sweating like a pig. In just a towel. Gods help me now not to faint. She looked at me in shock before she turned a deep shade of red realizing was she was wearing, or what she wasn't wearing in this case.

 

`'S-sorry!'' I said looking at the ground and bracing my self for all the sits I was going to get. I was pleasantly surprised when they didn't come.

 

`'I-its okay. I, um, that is, I. T-turn around so I can get dressed.'' I did. I looked out the window trying to figure out what to say once more. `'Okay, you can turn around now.'' She called out to me. I did and lost what little breath I had. She was wearing a really short green skirt with a white top that had just two strings holding it up. I know it probably doesn't sound all that special, but she looked beautiful to me.

 

Don't think I can't hear you laughing. When this is all over with remind me to fuck you up.

 

`'What are you doing here?'' She asked me.

 

I didn't know what to say at first. What could I say? `Hi Kagome, I just realized that I'm in love with you and I was just being an ass hole the last time we saw each other, so you want to come back with me now?' Yeah, I'm sure that would go over well with her. I'd probably be sat into next week. Well I have to say something; I can't just stand here with my jaw on the floor staring at her. Well let's start out with something simple shall we?

 

`'I-I um, I wanted to say, that I'm, I mean I didn't-I. Fuck, I'm sorry okay? I've been sitting on my ass for almost two months now trying to forget you but I can't. Every time I look around a corner I see you. I hear people talking all the time near the village and I could swear on my mother's grave that I heard your voice in there somewhere. And I find my self praying to every god I know that it is you and that I'm not imagining things. But it never happens. It's always someone that just sounds like you. And do you have any idea what Shippo put me through after you left? Well first off he Cole coked me right in the face, which I deserved, then for a month after you left he chased me everyday through the forest just to ask why I said all that shit. And then I can't even go into the village anymore because Sango's got a hit out on my ass. So it's safe to say that it's been shity since you left so I'm saying I'm sorry and asking you to come back.''

 

Oh shit oh shit oh shit. That was a little to much. I hate it when I ramble on like that. But damn did it feel good to get it off my chest. Though with the look on Kagome's face my chest is going to be on the floor. Oh gods I said too much, I know I did. Fuck, why is it that every time I open my moth I stick my foot in it? She turns around and sits on her bed looking at her desk across from her as I wait to be sat or thrown out the window. Or both with the way my luck is going.

 

Kagome's POV

 

I think I'm going to faint. Did he really just say all that? I must have lost it there for a second. I look up and look into his eyes and realize that he did say all that. I can and always could read his eyes like a book. I sit down on my bed trying to take all of this in. He said he missed me. But then why…

 

`'Why did you say all that then? What did you feel like you had to make me cry before you sent me home again?'' The anger in my voice surprises me, but at the same time it feels good to lash out at something. ''Was this all some kinda sick joke to you?''

 

`'Kagome no-`'

 

`'Then what the Hell's wrong with you?! First you tell me that you don't need me and that you don't want to see me again, and then after almost two months you tell me you miss me. What did your other jewel detector run out of batteries?''

 

`'Kagome stop.''

 

`'Or did she just pain refuse to do the job? Because gods forbid that you don't get all your jewel shards so you can get your wish.'' I know I'm going too far. But I can't seam to get my mouth to stop running. `'I mean when has it ever been about anything else? It's always been about you and your jewel shards and your reason to get revenge on Naraku and your wish at the end of the quest and your-`'

 

`'Kagome STOP!'' He dropped down to his knees in front of me and grabbed my upper arms and pulled me towards him into a hug. Fainting time again.

 

Inuyasha's POV

 

I didn't know what to do. I know she had a right to yell at me for everything, but it was really getting to me. I did the only thing I could do, I hugged her. I could have just yelled at her to shut up, but that would have just made everything worse. For once I'm using my bran before I open my mouth. Miracle ain't it? She freezes for a minute before she starts punching on my chest. It doesn't hurt at all so I let her, even if it did hurt I still would have let her do it. This might be the only way to calm her down enough so I can talk to her. After a minute of hitting me she starts to cry.

 

Fuck. I hate it when she cries, the smell gets to me. Not to mention I hate it when I'm the one that made her cry in the first place.

 

`'Why? Why did you do that?! Why did you have to push me away?'' She asked me through her tears. I'm not lying anymore. I can't lie to her, even if she hates me she deserves to know the truth.

 

`'Because I knew that you wouldn't go back if I asked you too. I don't know how much you remember from the fight with Naraku's new pet Shizuka, but I almost lost you to him. I came way to close to losing you and I wasn't about to let it happen again. I knew that if I just asked you to go home you wouldn't, so I had to make you. E-even if it killed me never to see you again at lest you'd be safe.'' She hugged me back. Gods please let her forgive me.

 

Yeah, I'm becoming a softy, so what? You got a problem with it?

 

`'Gods, sometimes you can be so stupid you know that?'' That's not exactly what I was looking for, but I'll take whatever I can get at this point. `'It doesn't matter how close you come to losing me, you never will. I know you and I know that you'd die before you let anything too bad happen to me. I trust you. And I'm not leaving you by choice either, so you have nothing to worry about anymore.'' I pulled her tighter against me.

 

`'You mean that?'' I whispered in her ear. Just hearing that she's not leaving me sends my heart into my throat.

 

`'Of course I do, do you have any idea how much I've missed you? I spend my nights dreaming of you, and my days thinking of you. I never stop thinking of you, not even for a minute.'' Gods, if I don't do this now I never will. I have all the proof I need; I just need to do it.

 

Arthur's POV

 

He pulled away from her gently to look into her eyes. She's never seen him look so open with her before.

 

Maybe the saying is true then, absence dose make the heart grow fonder. She thought.

 

He was still on his knees in front of her, so his eyes were leveled with her lips. He cupped her cheek gently with his hand; she willingly leaned into his touch still looking into his eyes. He leaned in closer and closer to her. He was only a hairs breath away from her lips; she closed her eyes waiting for contact.

 

When the door to her bedroom was thrown open.

 

`'Hay Kagome I have-oh shit. Sorry guys, I'll just leave you two alone.'' Souta said before closing the door. Inuyasha and Kagome looked at each other with blushes on their faces before Kagome started giggling. Inuyasha aloud him self a smile before he buried his face in her neck chuckling. Kagome wrapped her arms around him holding his head to her trying to stop laughing.

 

He pulled back to look at her with a smile still on his face. He kissed her cheek as she rested her forehead on his, still smiling.

 

`'Come back with me?'' He whispered to her. She nodded.

 

`'But can we stay here the night. I just want to have some alone time with you.'' She asked blushing. He laughed.

 

`'Okay, as long as you lock that damn door.'' He said getting to his feet bringing her with him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and whispered.

 

`'That can be arranged.''

 

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GOT YA! Thought I was going to make then kiss didn't ya? I know, I'm evil. >= } Away what fun would it be to have them kiss this early in the story? Anyway PLEASE REVIEW! I'd love to know what you think about this chapter! Love ya! Dark Angel Of Love.