InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In your mind ❯ My difficult past ( Chapter 5 )

Hey here's the next chapter.

I don't own anything but the plot =( oh well.

 

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Kagome sat in her room, books open everywhere, but she thought about Harry and Draco. Could they handle her past or would they hate her if they found out? It had been a month since their detention with Snape. Time flew fast but now it went by slow. Kagome, Ron, and Hermione had become good friends with each other. Kagome still loved to tease Harry and Draco every chance she got. Quidditch had started and she got to spend less time with Draco, Harry, Ron and Ginny who was around every now and then. Hermione one day asked if Kagome had ever loved anyone. Kagome asked why and Hermione went into almost an hour explanation about how over the years she came to really like Ron. She reminded Kagome of Sango and Miroku.

She shook her head and started going through the books again. She couldn't think of them now. She was looking for clues as to where the Shikon could be when the portrait opened. She looked up to see Dumbledore, Ron, Hermione, Harry, and Draco walking in. She waved her hand over several books and put them back where they belonged on the bookshelf. Harry and Draco sat next to her with wide eyes at what she did. Hermione and Ron sat on the couch across from her with open mouths.

“They wanted to speak with you but didn't know the password. Now I must be going.” With that Dumbledore left. After a moment Hermione was the first to break the silence.

“How did you do that with the books?” Kagome smiled, marking her place in her book and shut it. She walked over to the bookshelf and put the book up.

“Wandless magic. I've been able to do it since I was thirteen. It comes in handy sometimes but a burden because it's considered dark magic.” Kagome sat back down between the boys and sighed. “ I have a feeling that you came here about something.”

“Yes we wanted to know about you and your past.” Harry said looking at her. Kagome looked at the floor and sighed. She knew this day would come. She wasn't ready.

“What do you want to know?”

“Everything.” Kagome looked at Draco as he spoke. Everything, they wanted everything. Kagome closed her eyes and sighed again. She stayed like that for a minute before speaking.

“I'll tell you what you want to know but I will only go up to my fifteenth birthday, I'm not ready to explain what happened after that…I can't not yet.” The group nodded. Kagome took a deep breath and started.

“I was born in England but my family is Japanese. Two days after my birth I was presented to Voldemort, as a gift you could say. My farther was a big supporter of him and Voldemort said I would have great power, that I would one day be his right hand man. Not long after that, about three months, Voldemort fell thanks to Harry. We moved to Japan and stayed with my grandfather at a shrine there. When I was five Sota was born and my farther introduced me to what the meaning of pain meant. The Cruciatus Curse. It was only for a minute but long enough for me to know that if I disobeyed him I would be punished.

“At seven I started Hogwarts early because my magic was getting out of control. If I didn't learn to control it soon I would have killed everyone with in a two-mile radius. Now it's more like a five miles radius but I have better control. Anyway by the time I was eleven I had learned five years of magic. I didn't go to Hogwarts for my sixth year instead I went to Durmstrang because there they taught the Dark Arts and my farther wanted my far away from Dumbledore as possible.

“When I was twelve, my farther died at the hands of the Ministry. He had been caught doing something and had the dark mark. He had been sentenced to death. I was happy and a bit sad; I mean he was my farther after all. I attended a public school in Tokyo, after that, and came back every summer to practice my magic. At thirteen I managed to move something without my wand. Uncle then took it upon himself to teach me wandless magic. After the events of your forth year I couldn't go back to Hogwarts. I became afraid that Voldemort would find me and want me to join him as I was supposed to when I became of age. At fifteen…”

Kagome stopped and stared at the floor. It was easy to tell them about the first fourteen years of her life but not any more. Harry and Draco put an arm around her, telling her it was okay, that she didn't have to tell them any more. She nodded and thanked them. Ron and Hermione watched the three and both smirked as an idea came to them. They looked at each other and nodded.

“So you're farther gave you to Voldemort?” Draco asked Kagome, unaware of Ron and Hermione's smirks.

“In a sense, yes but I told my farther that I wanted nothing to do with him when I was ten. I was punished and told when he came back I would join him and kill anyone who doubted Voldemort.” Draco understood the pressure of being the child of a Death Eater. He rested his head on her shoulder; he knew all too well what she went through. Kagome smiled at the small gestures she was receiving. She moved her shoulder, telling Draco to get up, and summoned a book. She flipped through it till she found what she was looking for. Ron and Hermione moved behind the couch the trio were sitting on. The book she had was a photo album.

Inside were pictures of Kagome, Sota, Kagome's mother, and man, her farther. The pictures, some muggle some wizard, ranged for Kagome being two up to her being fifteen. Kagome explained about each picture and why it was taken. As she came to the end she stopped. The page she was on has a group picture. There was Kagome, Sota, her mother, and a man in red with sliver hair. It was a muggle picture but you could clearly see the man didn't want it taken. Kagome shut the book and put it away. She looked at her watch and sighed. She had to get to the dungeons in ten minutes to finish her potion.

The group followed her talking about their pasts, seeing as it was only fair she knew too. When they reached the Potions classroom all five entered much to Snape's displeasure. Kagome saw the look on Snape's face and shook her head. She got her potion and continued to work. The group sat around the table where she was working and continued to tell her their pasts. After a while Snape walked over to them and addressed Kagome.

“I take it they know.” Kagome looked at Snape for a minute then hit her head.

“No I left that part out Severus but if you don't want them to know that keep your mouth shut.” She started filling vials with her potions Hermione asked what was going on. Kagome shook her head and finished filling vials with Veritaserum. When she was done, it was about five-ten, so they went to dinner. Kagome sat with Harry, apologizing to Draco because they were in different houses. Kagome was introduced to Dean, Neville, and Seamus, who all took a liking to her. Kagome had always sat that the head table with Dumbledore but she decided a change was in order.

They talked about what they liked and what they didn't. When Neville said he didn't like Snape, Kagome reassured him by saying Snape hated everyone else. She had a few good giggles but didn't laugh yet. She made the food dance for Ginny and Hermione without her wand and managed to get the table laughing at what the food would say while dancing. Several students from other houses came over to see what was so funny. Soon most of the hall was at the Gryffindor table, but the fun was spoiled when McGonagall told her to stop. Kagome sighed but stopped. McGonagall walked away muttering about how difficult Kagome was when she was just a kid, but now as a teenager she was impossible.

Kagome shook her head and said her goodbyes to the Gryffindors. She headed to her room and sat on the couch. ` I should tell them the truth but it hurts knowing I'm not good enough to have.' Kagome changed into her pajamas and crawled into bed. She dreamed about Sango and the last day they had together unknowingly showing Harry and Draco her dream.

Harry, Ron, and Hermione were in the Gryffindor common room when Harry placed a hand on his head. Draco did the same thing in the Slytherin common room. They were being sent images of a dream or a memory. They closed their eyes and saw it like they were there.

Kagome walked down the dirt road with Inuyasha leading the way. Miroku walked behind him, looking over his shoulder at Kagome every now and then. Shippo was with Miroku giving the girls peace. Kagome and Sango walked slower than everyone else, far enough so Inuyasha couldn't hear him or her whispering. Sango kept trying to keep the teen next to her from breaking down. Sango put her arm around Kagome as they walked.

“It'll be okay Kagome you'll see Inuyasha will realize what he's doing and stop.” Kagome shook her head.

“No Sango, I have to let him go. I can't have Inuyasha as long as I look like her. Even after that Inuyasha will only see me as Kikyo, I'll never be anything else but Kikyo's reincarnation. I know that now, I didn't even have a chance at him.” A few tears slid down Kagome's face. She wiped them away as Inuyasha look back at them. Inuyasha glared at her them turned back around.

“Don't worry Kagome I'll make sure Inuyasha doesn't do anything. Kikyo isn't even near by…” Kagome shook her head.

“Kikyo is about ten steps ahead of Inuyasha in the woods. That's why he's so worried about us talking. He doesn't know that we already know that he's with Kikyo.” Sango shook her head and sighed. Kikyo was the cause of all this. Suddenly Kagome stopped and looked to the left. Her eyes were wide and her breathing short. Sango looked at Kagome, her hand flying to the weapon on her back.

“Kagome what is it?”

“Shikon shards…Naraku!” Kagome ran as fast as her legs could carry her. She darted into the woods, pushing branches out of the way as she ran. Soon she reached a clearing where Naraku stood with Kagura, Kanna and Kohaku. Inuyasha, Miroku, Sango, and Kirara soon reached her and they too noticed Naraku.

“Naraku what do we owe the honor of this visit?” asked Miroku as he held his staff ready to fight, Sango had her weapon drawn, and Inuyasha had his sword out. Kagome looked right as Koga ran into the clearing along with his two wolf friends. Naraku turned around and they saw Sesshomaru as well.

“Well it seems as if everyone I despise is here. Take a good look for this will be where you die.” With that Naraku charged at the group. Kagome dogged left as everyone split up. Kagome drew her bow as Kanna walked toward her. Kagome released an arrow at the young girl as Kanna drew her mirror. The arrow was pulled into the mirror followed by another one. Soon the mirror started cracking and then shattered.

Kagome looked up at Kanna as the pieces of the mirror fell to the ground. Kagome took her last arrow and fired it at the girl. Kanna didn't even move as the arrow pierced her heart. The girl fell to the ground with a smile on her face. Kagome turned to Kagura as Sango fell, a tentacle through her stomach. Kagome cried her name and tried to get to the girl, but Naraku prevented that. Kagome turned to see Miroku kill Kagura by sucking her in the wind tunnel, only to fall when a sword went through his heart.

Kagome started to glow a bright pink when Koga fell next, split in half horizontally. Kagome saw Ayame fell next, who arrived after the battle started. Shippo jumped in the way of a tentacle that was aimed at Kagome. It tore straight through Shippo's little body, killing him instantly. Naraku ripped the shard out of Kohaku, adding it to his collection, followed by the shards from Koga.

Kagome used her wandless magic to throw Inuyasha and Sesshomaru out of the way. She walked up to Naraku yelling, “You will pay for killing them you basturd.” She held up both hand as a pink light mixed with green shot out. Before Kagome knew what she was doing her mouth moved on its own accord.

“Avada Kedavra” The green mixed with the pink, striking Naraku, followed by two more attacks, one from the Tetsusaiga and the other from the Tokijin. There was a bright light as Kagome fell to her knees, eyes wide, as she stared at her hands. She preformed the worst curse of all. She looked up to see nothing but ashes and a pink jewel. Kagome stood and walked to the jewel, picking it up she smiled.

“Inuyasha we did it, we beat…” Kagome turned to Inuyasha as Kikyo came out of the woods, bow drawn. Kikyo walked up to Inuyasha as he hugged her muttering that they did it. Kikyo rested her head on Inuyasha's chest and nodded.

“Are you ready, Inuyasha, to fore fill your promise and come with me?” Kikyo looked at Inuyasha, who closed his eyes and nodded.

“Yes, I'm ready.” Kikyo wrapped her arms around Inuyasha as the ground opened up. Slowly they descended into the whole created at their feet. Kagome tried to run to stop him but Sesshomaru grabbed her with his arm. She looked at him and pleaded for him to let her go. Kagome started screaming at Inuyasha.

“Please Inuyasha don't go, I need you. Please don't leave me I love you. Please don't do this open your eyes, wake up please don't leave me!” Inuyasha looked up at Kagome and spoke the words she hated the most.

“Why have a copy when I could have the original.” Kagome stopped trying to get away as the last of her love was swallowed up. Kagome pushed out of Sesshomaru's grasp as a blue light hit her. Once it was gone Kagome ran to where Inuyasha was pulled into the ground. She tore at the dirt crying for Inuyasha to come back. She stopped thinking of something then spoke.

“He was right, no one will every love me, I'm just too different.” She cried yelling at the ground, telling Inuyasha never to come back. “Fine have it your way. I thought you cared about someone else but fuck you too Inuyasha.” Kagome stood and faced the damage that was done.

“I love you Kagome-chan.” Kagome looked up at Rin as she stood by Sesshomaru. Kagome smiled and nodded, waving her hand over her dead friends setting them on fire. Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow at Kagome but the girl shook her head.

Harry and Draco both raced out of their common rooms at the same time. Snape saw Draco and decided to follow him. Both boys reached the corridor that held Kagome's room at the same time. They doubled their speed, almost running into Dumbledore and McGonagall, and reached the portrait. Harry quickly said the password and the teens ran to Kagome's room. They found her sitting in her bed, her face in her hands. When she looked up they saw the tears running down her face. Draco moved around the bed, Harry walking up to Kagome, and both boys held her telling her it was okay. Snape, Dumbledore, and McGonagall found them like this.

Once they had Kagome calmed down; Dumbledore and McGonagall sat on the couch, Snape standing by the fireplace, while Kagome Harry and Draco sat on the other couch; Dumbledore asked what was wrong.

“I'm sorry, I never should of thought of them and I didn't do Occiumency like I was supposed to. I'm sorry.” Harry looked at Kagome.

“You study Occiumency too?” Kagome nodded.

“It's to keep from dreaming of my past and seeing that day again. It's the reason I didn't want to tell anyone, I'm not ready for anyone to know…how much did you two see?” Harry and Draco looked at each other then spoke.

“Everything.” They replied in union.

“Everything, great then you know what I did and why I'm always distance.” Kagome looked at the floor. “He always said I stupid and that the only reason he put with me was because I could see the shards.” Kagome shook her head and sighed. Harry and Draco both rubbed her back, trying to calm her down so she didn't break down again. She nodded her thanks and apologized again for her actions.

“Well now that you're alright you three should head for bed, it is getting rather late.” Dumbledore and McGonagall said their good nights and left. Snape waited for the portrait to close before looking at the teens. Kagome nodded and Snape left. As Harry and Draco went to leave Kagome grabbed their arms.

“Stay with me?” They both nodded and walked to her room. Leaving their clothes on the boys got on either side of Kagome and held her. They whispered goodnight and fell into a dreamless sleep.

 

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Well there you have it and for someone who asked- does Snape have custody of Kagome yet, because as far as I know, kag's mom isn't dead. And what about her grand father? - No Kagome's mother is still alive and her farther wrote it up so that if both parents died then Snape gets Kagome and Dumbledore gets Sota. I can't say anymore because it will ruin it. And yes this is a Draco/Kagome/Harry pairing.