InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Into Inuyasha's Mind ❯ My Brother Sesshoumaru ( One-Shot )

Disclaimer:

Turtlequeen2: Thanks tauras_chick for that awesome email! I’m on a roll on the poetry. For once this one will have nothing to do with the love Inuyasha has for Kikyo or Kagome.

Inuyasha: FINALLY!

Turtlequeen2: Because it will be about Sesshoumaru.

Inuyasha: NANI?! O.O

Turtlequeen2: Suck it up. This is my perception on Inuyasha’s thoughts. I do own these poems, but not Inuyasha. Rumiko Takahashi owns Inuyasha.

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My Brother Sesshoumaru

Sesshoumaru is sadly my half-older brother

How I despise that bastard

Ever since I was born, he made my life hell

I often wonder how we are related

He hates me for my human blood

Yet he has a human girl with him

He hates me for me having the Tetsusaiga

While he only gets the Tensaiga

That’s the only thing I have over him

Kagome says I also have human compassion

Which sometimes I wish I didn’t have

He is the one who calls me half-breed

After mother died, he abandoned me

He left me to die alone

He never wanted to help me

I hated him for it

He is a full-fledged demon unlike me

He has more power than me

He reigns over the Western Lands

Strikes fear in peoples’ hearts

I wish to be a demon like him

But it makes me often wonder

Will I loose my humanity?

Will I loose the love I hold for Kagome?

Will I loose the compassion I have for Kikyo?

Will I loose the memories of all of the friends I made?

Sesshoumaru is often confusing as well

Sometimes he doesn’t kill me when has the chance

He often makes up excuses, but I know better

Because of that human girl, he heart is softening

I hate to work with him

Although I’ll never admit that

Together we would make a great team

I’m sure he thinks the same of me

Because of my half-demon blood

He often comes to taunt me

To see what has become of Tetsusaiga

He says he had come to make sure that

My tainted blood has not yet made

A mockery of our old man

But what is his true purpose of coming to see me?

He shows up during my battles when I think all is lost

He says that he only wishes to rid the world of the enemy

If my stubbornness didn’t always get in the way,

Where would we be now?

Why does he constantly try to fight me?

Is it only because of the Tetsusaiga?

Or is it for my strength to build up?

Sesshoumaru what the hell are you doing?

When will you finally respect me?

When will you no longer look at me with disgust?

When will my blood no longer matter to you?

When will you look beside you and not below at me?

Would all of this ever happen?

I hardly doubt it.

But the thought wouldn’t be so bad to think about.

Will we ever finally see that we are indeed the Brothers of the Fang?