InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ InuTaisho's Daughter ❯ She has Grown ( Chapter 1 )
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By: GoldenEyedGirl 
She's Backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Action / Drama / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.03.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 533 | Status: Work In Progress
She's Backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Action / Drama / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.03.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 533 | Status: Work In Progress
Hiya.. Long time no see, ne? Well I hope you guys like this chapter... some years have passed lol.... On with the story and oh... thanks to all those who reviewed.
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or Sesshoumaru or any of the Inu cast but I do own Yuki and Hanna... so far... and I do not own My Immortal by Evanescence.
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Chapter One: She has grown
As we come into our scene we see a young demoness about the age of 6 human years but in reality she is much older. She is 60 in Demon years. She is slumbering peacefully when all of a sudden she starts thrashing about in her sleep, whining....
" No, watch out! Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!"
She woke with a start, drenched in sweat, wondering if that was real or not. She had been having these dreams for a couple of weeks now and she didn't understand why. Her father is fine, last time he visited her, he said that everything was fine, and even Princes Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha came to see their new sister.
FLASHBACK
InuTaisho, Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha were all on their way to the small but quaint cottage, with plenty of yard for her daughter to play in. Inuyasha was about to complain about when they were going to meet Yuki when a white ball ran into Lord InuTaisho screaming....
" Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!"
To say they were shocked was an understatement. Lord InuTaisho never let anyone do that to him. He hardly touched anyone. When the fuss was over they noticed a small demoness in their father's arms, smiling up into the Great Demon Lords face. They could tell that she was of their line. Purely femine, delicate and absolutely beautiful. She looked beyond her father's shoulders and noticed the boys.
When Yuki hid her face in her fathers chest, he knew that she had seen her half-siblings. ( No armor by the way). He looked down at his daughter and brought her face up to his and looked back at Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha, signaling them to come forward and meet her. Sesshoumaru was the first to get the courage.
" Yuki, daughter. Meet your brother, Sesshoumaru."
Yuki slowly looked up at Sesshoumaru, InuTaisho put her down on the ground and she slowly made her way to her oldest brother. When she stood in front of him, she made a gracious curtsy. Sesshoumaru bowed his head and said....
" It is a pleasure to meet you." After those words came out of his mouth, he realised they were true.
Sesshoumaru liked Yuki better then Inuyasha, and she didn't look like a half breed either. Nope she was definately full blooded youkia. Afterall, her mother was another InuYoukai like his father, so that wasn't so bad. She straightened from her curtsy and said to him...
" The pleazzer is all mwine." lookin to her father for approval.
Her father smiled slightly and nodded. Sesshoumaru surpressed a small grin of his own. Oh he did like his sister. She had manners, more then Inuyasha ever thought about having. Inuyasha then stepped forward and said...
" Hi, I am InuWasha, and I am a wittle older then you. Haha!" he did this pointing in her face.
" Daddy says its not nice to point." she said and leaned forward and bit his finger.
" Ouch! You nasty girl!" he said and lunged at her.
Before he could get to her though, Sesshoumaru intercepted and was now holding his baby sister in his protective grip. ( I know that doesn't sound like him but tough cookie). Yuki looked up to him and grined big for him. She thanked him and kissed his cheek. That did bring a grin out of him and he put her down. They all went inside and had a meal and tea. They left that night and all was good, except for a very unhappy InuHanyou, still holding his bruised finger.
END FLASHBACK
That had happened a month ago. Her father should be back for another visit any day now. She got up and took a bath in the hot springs stationed not to far from her room. She got dressed in a beautiful blue and silver kimono with a gold obi. She then went outside and played with the flowers and butterflies. She felt a pressence and turned, finding her oldest brother behind her. She smiled and ran to him, hugging him tight around the middle.
She looked up at him and noticed he wasn't smiling, she then knew something had happened and her worst nightmares came true, literally. She looked deep into eyes that looked so much like her fathers and hers, she knew.... she started crying and ran. Sesshoumaru easily caught up to her but she did something he didn't know she could do. She put up a miko barrier and summoned a cloud, just as he was able to do at that age, just without the barrier.
He could do nothing but watch as she flew away. He knew where she would go. She would go to her mothers people. She would be safe and thats all he cared about. He hoped she would be anyway. He turned and left without another word. Forgetting to give her the sword that she had inheirited. The Sou'unga was hers and hers alone, only she could truely control the monster of a sword.
12 years later
" Yes ma'am I know. I will be safe. You and I both know that I can take care of myself. I just wish to see someone again, thats all." she said turning around and walking slowly into the forest.
' I need to know, I have to get rid of these fucking dreams.' she thought sadly.
--I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all of my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone--
He had been haunting her for 12 years now, and it was starting to become a nuisance. Over those 12 years she learned how to mask all emotion and hide it from anyone. No one knew what she was thinking or feeling. She wouldn't let anyone near her heart and she trained. Oh yes, she trained hard. She wanted revenge and if her brothers happened to get revenge then she would just fight evil or something.
She glided through the forest as quiet as a mouse, not even the animals knew she was there. She wore a black hooded cape so that no one knew what was underneath it. As she walked stealthly her mind wandered.....
-- These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase--
She thought of how her father and her would spend their time, talking, playing, laughing. He even started to train her. She still remembered the way he smelled of spice and and pine. That triggered another memory, Sesshoumaru smelled of pine and outdoors, while Inuyasha smelled of spice and sorrow.
She knew he got teased for being a Hanyou. She was always nice to him but for that one time she bit him for pointing at her, and let me tell you, he didn't do it again. Last she heard of him, he was pinned to a tree by his ningen lover.
Last she heard of Sesshoumaru, ( through the grapevine, lmao) he had taken in a little ningen girl he had brought back to life. She was close to the border of the Western Lands, she got to the border and steped into her brothers lands farther, and sat..... waiting for him to come to her.......
' 5.....4....3...2..1.'
" What do you think you are doing in my lands? Who are you and what do you want?"
" I am hurt, you don't remember me."
Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes and again asked who this Demon was. He commanded for 'them' to show 'themselves'. She said no and told him to use his nose, that he was suppose to be a dog and didn't even smell her scent yet. He was taken back by the brazeness of this 'bitch'. He closed his eyes alittle and inhaled deeply. What he got was a shock!
" You can't be her! She died in a fire 10 years ago."
" So much you know." she said and pulled down her hood.
What he saw, he couldn't believe how much she looked like InuTaisho, only more femine. She had the markings on her cheeks that InuTaisho had, her hair was in the same style but longer, and her mood was different, more icy then their fathers. She was beautiful and he got his protective youkai barging in AGAIN! He didn't want anyone to look at his sister, she is too good for them...
He took her by the hand and summonded his cloud and off they were, he pulled her hood up and told her to keep quiet. She asked him if he was ashamed of her for being half-sister. He said no, he didn't need all of his army chasing after his sister right now. That made her laugh and relax. She then said that she could fly on her own and he told her that it was good to have her back, hugging her in the process.
Only she brought out that side of him, the tender loving side that no one saw. He looked down to his little sister( which wasn't far, him being 6'3 and her being 6'0 even). He smiled to her and rested his head on her head and asked what had happened....while he said this he remembered caring for her like no other....
--When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me--
"..... and I trained like Father wanted me too, but I have a question for you..... Sesshoumaru??? Sesshy???"
" Hn, what?"
" Were you even listening to me?"
" Sorry, little one, go one what were you saying?"
" Ugh, never mind."
" Yuki...."
' Oh, he just had to go and use THE tone.' she thought rolling her eyes. ' Just like the good old days."
" Fine, I stated with Auntie Maggie for a few years then went on my own way, then I trained like Father wanted me too, but I have a question for you..."
" You trained?" raising an eyebrow, their Father was famous for.
" Yes, Brother Dear I did.... now let me ask you... What happened to Inuyasha?"
A deep growl could be heard from her older brother. She looked at him and asked again. All he would say is that Inuyasha disgraced the family by mating a ningen and then they got tricked by a half breed, named Naraku. She got the hint that Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha didn't get alone anymore, they barely got along last time.
They made it to the castle and landed softly in the courtyard. The courtyard was practically empty. Just two guards who instantly knew that the person with Lord Sesshoumaru was a female AND she was pure Demoness too! Sesshoumaru gave them both looks that said 'Try and you die'.
Even though Sesshoumaru gave them The Glare, they still watched his baby sister. Sesshoumaru draped a protective arm around his sisters shoulders, the guards on the other hand took it wrong but still the outcome was what he wished. They left her alone, and for a good reason. They didn't want to make their Lord mad.
They made their way along the corridors and maze-like hallways. They came to the second best room in the castle, because the best was his. He followed her inside her room and asked her if it was suitable. She of course agreed that it was more then suffiencent. Sesshoumaru then informed her to rest because dinner would be in a couple of hours and she would need her rest if she was to meet Rin.
She steped more inside the room and looked around. She noticed there was a painting on the wall above the headboard. She walked over to it, and what she saw brought tears to her eyes. It was a painting that Sesshoumaru had told her about when she was young.
FLASHBACK
" Our Father loves you so much, he even had a painting done and hung it in the room you are to have if you ever come home. It has him in the middle, then Me to his right and Inuyasha to his left, with you sitting on his lap."
" How did Father have that done? It never happened."
" Imagination, little one. That is how."
" What is imagination?"
" Imagination is where....."
She was jolted out of her little flashback by a timmid knock on the door. She walked to the door and opened it to find a small toadlike creature. She couldn't help but put a small smirk on, she would bet all the world he didn't recognize her.
" Hello Jaken, what do you want?"
" How do you know of me? Is my reputation that great?" he asked puffing up his chest.
" No stupid, its me."
" Stupid? Stupid?! Who do you think you are?!"
" It would be wise to calm your tone, Toad-man."
" Oh! My Lady Yuki! Forgive an old fool." he said his eyes bugging out of his head and bowing to the floor.
" Did you miss me, Jaken?"
" Of course I did, My Lady."
Believe it or not, they were friends and Yuki was the only one to ever call him Toad-man. It is hard to believe but Jaken had liked Yuki from the start, not out of fear but because she was always nice to him and had saved him from his Lord on one of their many trips to visit her.
He stood once more staring at Yuki, she asked what he had came for and he gave her the message he was supposed to. Saying that Lord Sesshoumaru thought that she would like to have a bath at the hotsprings nearby. She said yes and he said he could show her and she said no that she would be fine without him. That being said Jaken left to go find his Lord.
She shut the door and started looking through the closet that was there and found a beautiful Blue, Silver and Gold Kimono. It had cresent moons and stars emboidered into one side of it. All of the kimono was a royal midnight blue with gold trim around the collar, sleeves and hem, the cresents and moons were silver. She gathered her clothes and headed out into the hallway.
She followed her nose to a hotsprings close to her chambers and soaked for a few minutes, finally deciding she was clean she got out and dried off but before getting dressed she tucked a dagger into the sheath that was straped to her thigh her father had given it to her when she was but a pup and another smaller dagger that went into the sheath at her ankle.
When she got to her room, she went to the vanity and sat. She brushed her long silvery locks. She then layed down on her bed, ready to relax. Before long she was fast asleep and dreaming again of those horrid nightmares of her father being killed. Then it would skip to a happy memory, one of her father holding her as a pup, his face close her hers, his happy eyes smiling down on her, then telling her to go to sleep.
-- You used to captivate me by your resonating light but now I'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me--
She woke up crying, missing her father so much, it hurt so bad. All she could do was wish she had more time with him. She then felt so angry at Sesshoumaru, He had gotten to know their father so much better. Then she felt sorrow and grief, for she had been alone most of her life. After she left that day, she went to live with her aunt for a month before the grief was too much and she wanted to be on her own.
-- These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase--
She felt so alone without her father to make her happy. She had had a bond with him that not even Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha could even fathom. InuTaisho had once told her that she was his reason for being happy because of the betrayal of his mate and some people rebelling in his land. She would close her eyes at night and picture him the way he was, the way he would look when they would sit in the grass and talk, talk of anything.
--I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me I've been alone all along--
She cried her heart out, she was crying so hard that her throat hurt, her sides hurt and her pillow was soaked. She thought of how much she missed her father and cried more. Until she felt strong arms circle her slim waist, she looked up into her brothers eyes and he knew what she had been dreaming, what she had been thinking.
She layed her head on his chest and cried into her brothers clothing. He just held her until her tears stoped and her eyes dried. He said to her then that their father was so proud of her and that he bragged about you to everyone he knew. That made her smile and she nodded, standing and going to the basin, pouring water and washing her face. She said thanks. He then told her that she has a guest waiting to see her.
" Who?"
" If you must know it is.........."
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Thats all folks... well for the time being... hope you liked.. lemme know.. I ain't getting many reviews... I might stop every story but Naraku's shocking and final creation until that one is done.... thanks... review please...
Golden Eyed Girl
Ja Ne
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or Sesshoumaru or any of the Inu cast but I do own Yuki and Hanna... so far... and I do not own My Immortal by Evanescence.
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Chapter One: She has grown
As we come into our scene we see a young demoness about the age of 6 human years but in reality she is much older. She is 60 in Demon years. She is slumbering peacefully when all of a sudden she starts thrashing about in her sleep, whining....
" No, watch out! Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!"
She woke with a start, drenched in sweat, wondering if that was real or not. She had been having these dreams for a couple of weeks now and she didn't understand why. Her father is fine, last time he visited her, he said that everything was fine, and even Princes Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha came to see their new sister.
FLASHBACK
InuTaisho, Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha were all on their way to the small but quaint cottage, with plenty of yard for her daughter to play in. Inuyasha was about to complain about when they were going to meet Yuki when a white ball ran into Lord InuTaisho screaming....
" Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!"
To say they were shocked was an understatement. Lord InuTaisho never let anyone do that to him. He hardly touched anyone. When the fuss was over they noticed a small demoness in their father's arms, smiling up into the Great Demon Lords face. They could tell that she was of their line. Purely femine, delicate and absolutely beautiful. She looked beyond her father's shoulders and noticed the boys.
When Yuki hid her face in her fathers chest, he knew that she had seen her half-siblings. ( No armor by the way). He looked down at his daughter and brought her face up to his and looked back at Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha, signaling them to come forward and meet her. Sesshoumaru was the first to get the courage.
" Yuki, daughter. Meet your brother, Sesshoumaru."
Yuki slowly looked up at Sesshoumaru, InuTaisho put her down on the ground and she slowly made her way to her oldest brother. When she stood in front of him, she made a gracious curtsy. Sesshoumaru bowed his head and said....
" It is a pleasure to meet you." After those words came out of his mouth, he realised they were true.
Sesshoumaru liked Yuki better then Inuyasha, and she didn't look like a half breed either. Nope she was definately full blooded youkia. Afterall, her mother was another InuYoukai like his father, so that wasn't so bad. She straightened from her curtsy and said to him...
" The pleazzer is all mwine." lookin to her father for approval.
Her father smiled slightly and nodded. Sesshoumaru surpressed a small grin of his own. Oh he did like his sister. She had manners, more then Inuyasha ever thought about having. Inuyasha then stepped forward and said...
" Hi, I am InuWasha, and I am a wittle older then you. Haha!" he did this pointing in her face.
" Daddy says its not nice to point." she said and leaned forward and bit his finger.
" Ouch! You nasty girl!" he said and lunged at her.
Before he could get to her though, Sesshoumaru intercepted and was now holding his baby sister in his protective grip. ( I know that doesn't sound like him but tough cookie). Yuki looked up to him and grined big for him. She thanked him and kissed his cheek. That did bring a grin out of him and he put her down. They all went inside and had a meal and tea. They left that night and all was good, except for a very unhappy InuHanyou, still holding his bruised finger.
END FLASHBACK
That had happened a month ago. Her father should be back for another visit any day now. She got up and took a bath in the hot springs stationed not to far from her room. She got dressed in a beautiful blue and silver kimono with a gold obi. She then went outside and played with the flowers and butterflies. She felt a pressence and turned, finding her oldest brother behind her. She smiled and ran to him, hugging him tight around the middle.
She looked up at him and noticed he wasn't smiling, she then knew something had happened and her worst nightmares came true, literally. She looked deep into eyes that looked so much like her fathers and hers, she knew.... she started crying and ran. Sesshoumaru easily caught up to her but she did something he didn't know she could do. She put up a miko barrier and summoned a cloud, just as he was able to do at that age, just without the barrier.
He could do nothing but watch as she flew away. He knew where she would go. She would go to her mothers people. She would be safe and thats all he cared about. He hoped she would be anyway. He turned and left without another word. Forgetting to give her the sword that she had inheirited. The Sou'unga was hers and hers alone, only she could truely control the monster of a sword.
12 years later
" Yes ma'am I know. I will be safe. You and I both know that I can take care of myself. I just wish to see someone again, thats all." she said turning around and walking slowly into the forest.
' I need to know, I have to get rid of these fucking dreams.' she thought sadly.
--I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all of my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone--
He had been haunting her for 12 years now, and it was starting to become a nuisance. Over those 12 years she learned how to mask all emotion and hide it from anyone. No one knew what she was thinking or feeling. She wouldn't let anyone near her heart and she trained. Oh yes, she trained hard. She wanted revenge and if her brothers happened to get revenge then she would just fight evil or something.
She glided through the forest as quiet as a mouse, not even the animals knew she was there. She wore a black hooded cape so that no one knew what was underneath it. As she walked stealthly her mind wandered.....
-- These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase--
She thought of how her father and her would spend their time, talking, playing, laughing. He even started to train her. She still remembered the way he smelled of spice and and pine. That triggered another memory, Sesshoumaru smelled of pine and outdoors, while Inuyasha smelled of spice and sorrow.
She knew he got teased for being a Hanyou. She was always nice to him but for that one time she bit him for pointing at her, and let me tell you, he didn't do it again. Last she heard of him, he was pinned to a tree by his ningen lover.
Last she heard of Sesshoumaru, ( through the grapevine, lmao) he had taken in a little ningen girl he had brought back to life. She was close to the border of the Western Lands, she got to the border and steped into her brothers lands farther, and sat..... waiting for him to come to her.......
' 5.....4....3...2..1.'
" What do you think you are doing in my lands? Who are you and what do you want?"
" I am hurt, you don't remember me."
Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes and again asked who this Demon was. He commanded for 'them' to show 'themselves'. She said no and told him to use his nose, that he was suppose to be a dog and didn't even smell her scent yet. He was taken back by the brazeness of this 'bitch'. He closed his eyes alittle and inhaled deeply. What he got was a shock!
" You can't be her! She died in a fire 10 years ago."
" So much you know." she said and pulled down her hood.
What he saw, he couldn't believe how much she looked like InuTaisho, only more femine. She had the markings on her cheeks that InuTaisho had, her hair was in the same style but longer, and her mood was different, more icy then their fathers. She was beautiful and he got his protective youkai barging in AGAIN! He didn't want anyone to look at his sister, she is too good for them...
He took her by the hand and summonded his cloud and off they were, he pulled her hood up and told her to keep quiet. She asked him if he was ashamed of her for being half-sister. He said no, he didn't need all of his army chasing after his sister right now. That made her laugh and relax. She then said that she could fly on her own and he told her that it was good to have her back, hugging her in the process.
Only she brought out that side of him, the tender loving side that no one saw. He looked down to his little sister( which wasn't far, him being 6'3 and her being 6'0 even). He smiled to her and rested his head on her head and asked what had happened....while he said this he remembered caring for her like no other....
--When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me--
"..... and I trained like Father wanted me too, but I have a question for you..... Sesshoumaru??? Sesshy???"
" Hn, what?"
" Were you even listening to me?"
" Sorry, little one, go one what were you saying?"
" Ugh, never mind."
" Yuki...."
' Oh, he just had to go and use THE tone.' she thought rolling her eyes. ' Just like the good old days."
" Fine, I stated with Auntie Maggie for a few years then went on my own way, then I trained like Father wanted me too, but I have a question for you..."
" You trained?" raising an eyebrow, their Father was famous for.
" Yes, Brother Dear I did.... now let me ask you... What happened to Inuyasha?"
A deep growl could be heard from her older brother. She looked at him and asked again. All he would say is that Inuyasha disgraced the family by mating a ningen and then they got tricked by a half breed, named Naraku. She got the hint that Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha didn't get alone anymore, they barely got along last time.
They made it to the castle and landed softly in the courtyard. The courtyard was practically empty. Just two guards who instantly knew that the person with Lord Sesshoumaru was a female AND she was pure Demoness too! Sesshoumaru gave them both looks that said 'Try and you die'.
Even though Sesshoumaru gave them The Glare, they still watched his baby sister. Sesshoumaru draped a protective arm around his sisters shoulders, the guards on the other hand took it wrong but still the outcome was what he wished. They left her alone, and for a good reason. They didn't want to make their Lord mad.
They made their way along the corridors and maze-like hallways. They came to the second best room in the castle, because the best was his. He followed her inside her room and asked her if it was suitable. She of course agreed that it was more then suffiencent. Sesshoumaru then informed her to rest because dinner would be in a couple of hours and she would need her rest if she was to meet Rin.
She steped more inside the room and looked around. She noticed there was a painting on the wall above the headboard. She walked over to it, and what she saw brought tears to her eyes. It was a painting that Sesshoumaru had told her about when she was young.
FLASHBACK
" Our Father loves you so much, he even had a painting done and hung it in the room you are to have if you ever come home. It has him in the middle, then Me to his right and Inuyasha to his left, with you sitting on his lap."
" How did Father have that done? It never happened."
" Imagination, little one. That is how."
" What is imagination?"
" Imagination is where....."
She was jolted out of her little flashback by a timmid knock on the door. She walked to the door and opened it to find a small toadlike creature. She couldn't help but put a small smirk on, she would bet all the world he didn't recognize her.
" Hello Jaken, what do you want?"
" How do you know of me? Is my reputation that great?" he asked puffing up his chest.
" No stupid, its me."
" Stupid? Stupid?! Who do you think you are?!"
" It would be wise to calm your tone, Toad-man."
" Oh! My Lady Yuki! Forgive an old fool." he said his eyes bugging out of his head and bowing to the floor.
" Did you miss me, Jaken?"
" Of course I did, My Lady."
Believe it or not, they were friends and Yuki was the only one to ever call him Toad-man. It is hard to believe but Jaken had liked Yuki from the start, not out of fear but because she was always nice to him and had saved him from his Lord on one of their many trips to visit her.
He stood once more staring at Yuki, she asked what he had came for and he gave her the message he was supposed to. Saying that Lord Sesshoumaru thought that she would like to have a bath at the hotsprings nearby. She said yes and he said he could show her and she said no that she would be fine without him. That being said Jaken left to go find his Lord.
She shut the door and started looking through the closet that was there and found a beautiful Blue, Silver and Gold Kimono. It had cresent moons and stars emboidered into one side of it. All of the kimono was a royal midnight blue with gold trim around the collar, sleeves and hem, the cresents and moons were silver. She gathered her clothes and headed out into the hallway.
She followed her nose to a hotsprings close to her chambers and soaked for a few minutes, finally deciding she was clean she got out and dried off but before getting dressed she tucked a dagger into the sheath that was straped to her thigh her father had given it to her when she was but a pup and another smaller dagger that went into the sheath at her ankle.
When she got to her room, she went to the vanity and sat. She brushed her long silvery locks. She then layed down on her bed, ready to relax. Before long she was fast asleep and dreaming again of those horrid nightmares of her father being killed. Then it would skip to a happy memory, one of her father holding her as a pup, his face close her hers, his happy eyes smiling down on her, then telling her to go to sleep.
-- You used to captivate me by your resonating light but now I'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me--
She woke up crying, missing her father so much, it hurt so bad. All she could do was wish she had more time with him. She then felt so angry at Sesshoumaru, He had gotten to know their father so much better. Then she felt sorrow and grief, for she had been alone most of her life. After she left that day, she went to live with her aunt for a month before the grief was too much and she wanted to be on her own.
-- These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase--
She felt so alone without her father to make her happy. She had had a bond with him that not even Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha could even fathom. InuTaisho had once told her that she was his reason for being happy because of the betrayal of his mate and some people rebelling in his land. She would close her eyes at night and picture him the way he was, the way he would look when they would sit in the grass and talk, talk of anything.
--I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me I've been alone all along--
She cried her heart out, she was crying so hard that her throat hurt, her sides hurt and her pillow was soaked. She thought of how much she missed her father and cried more. Until she felt strong arms circle her slim waist, she looked up into her brothers eyes and he knew what she had been dreaming, what she had been thinking.
She layed her head on his chest and cried into her brothers clothing. He just held her until her tears stoped and her eyes dried. He said to her then that their father was so proud of her and that he bragged about you to everyone he knew. That made her smile and she nodded, standing and going to the basin, pouring water and washing her face. She said thanks. He then told her that she has a guest waiting to see her.
" Who?"
" If you must know it is.........."
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Thats all folks... well for the time being... hope you liked.. lemme know.. I ain't getting many reviews... I might stop every story but Naraku's shocking and final creation until that one is done.... thanks... review please...
Golden Eyed Girl
Ja Ne