InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Inuyasha songfic collection ❯ If you’re not for me ( Chapter 2 )

~Song is in~

Story is normal

If you're not for me

By melissa Spoula

~If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true


We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

`Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
` Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I~

Song by

Daniel Bedinfield

It had been a particularly bad fight between Inuyasha and Kagome. This resulted in many sits for Inuyasha and a very upset and crying Kagome leaving for her time through the well. Inuyasha now sat alone in his tree trying to hold on to every ounce of anger he could muster towards the feature girl.

As for Kagome she was doing just about the same. She had come home and quickly ran up the stairs shouting that she didn't want to talk when her mother asked what was wrong. Giving her door a good slam she picked up a pillow. Covering her face with it she began to scream all of her frustrations out.

Inuyasha dug deeply into the tree bark with his claws. `Damn that girl!' How one little human could cause him so much grief was something he had a hard time understanding. Somewhere in the back of his mind a voice answered him. `If you just admitted how you felt about her neither of you would have to go through this.' Inuyasha growled "shut up!"

Kagome was in the middle of a long line of unladylike swearing when Sota walked into the room. " Sister are you mad at brother Inuyasha?" Kagome lowered the pillow from her face. "Sota...." she said with a slight twitch of her head " Inuyasha is not your brother so stop calling him that." Sota innocently looked up at his sister. " But he's your boyfriend. I just thought that...." Kagome flung the pillow at her brother. "He is not my boyfriend!" Knowing better than to push his sister when she was in a mood like this Sota quickly ran form the room.

(Author proudly lifts her hand and presses the play button on the CD player. "Let the song fic begin!")

Inuyasha sat on the ground at the base of the tree. His anger towards Kagome left him long ago. Now it was just him and his heart.

~If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad when you're here?~

When she was with him everything seemed better. Life was worth living and he wanted to live now more then he ever had before in his life.

~If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours my dear?~

He looked down at his hands, ruff and callused form fighting, his claws long and sharp. Kagome never pulled away form him as so many others had. She was the one who touched him most of the time. When they held each other's hand it was like they were made to fit together.

~If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call~

Since he first met her there was always something between them. When she looked at him it was like she could see right into his soul. She understood everything about him and excepted him.

~If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all~

She was his reason to keep going. The only reason he had for fighting. When he felt he couldn't move one more steep, when the thought of just laying down and dying crossed his mind, there she was and she gave him all her strength and he always got back up.

~I only know your what the future brings
and that you should be here with me now~

They were separated by five hundred years and yet somehow she found her way back to him. Everything happens for a reason. This was where she belonged.

~We'll make it through
because you are the one I want to share my life with~

Inuyasha stood and began to walk to the well. He had made up his mind. This was where she should be and that was all there was to it.

~I don't want you to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?~

Inuyasha looked at the well that had been his connection to her for the past few years. On the other side Kagome had given in to her tears.

~If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?~

Kagome hugged her pillow. Why did he always do this to her? How many tears had she shed over him? How many more were going to fall?

~If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?~

He was all she could think about. How she missed him. How she wanted to be next to him, even if she was mad and crying because of him. She wanted to be near him. And five hundred years was just too far.

~If you're not for me then why was my soul brought back to you?~

Her soul was bound tightly with his. They had broken the law of time just to be together. And here she was, separated by choice. What was she thinking?

~If you're not for me then why do I dream of being your wife?~

She wanted to be with him forever. It didn't matter what time or place, as long as they were together that was all that mattered.

~I don't know why we started so far apart
But I know that this much is true~

Kagome got up and dried her eyes. She was ready to go back now. Leaving her room she quietly made her way to the well house.
~I know how much I need you~

Inuyasha placed his hand on the rim of the well.
~And I hope you are the one I spend all my life with~

Kagome looked down the well and swung her legs over the side

~And I wish that you would come and bring me back now~

~And I pray that your still waiting for me somehow~

On opposite sides of time the two jumped into the well at the exact same moment.

~I hope I love you all my life~

And there surrounded by blue lights and magic, they met.

~I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
I wish that I could always stay in your arms~

For a long moment the two simply stared into each other's eyes. They had each stopped falling and were floating in the ink blue darkness of the well.

~`Cause I missed you, body and soul so strong now you take my breath away~

After a moment Inuyasha reached out and grabbed Kagome. He pulled her into a tight hug and pushed his face in her hair, breathing in her sent.

~And you breathe life into my heart and give me strength to stand today~

Kagome quickly wrapped her arms around his waist and pressed her face into his chest. She felt tears forming in her eyes again and made not attempt to stop them.

~` Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right~

And they stayed like that for who knows how long, just happy to be together.

~And here I stand with you tonight~
~and I am glad just to be by your side~

Finally the light disappeared. Leaving the two standing at the bottom of the well. Kagome pulled away and looked up at Inuyasha, tears still falling from her eyes.
"I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand"

Inuyasha lifted a clawed finger and wiped away her tears.
"Kagome you're made for me and in my heart I know that I'm your man"

He leaned over and whispered in her ear.
"Is there any way that I could stay by your side?"

Author's notes

So what do you guys think? This is different from the first chapter. No one is really singing the song it's more like background music. But I changed the words to fit with Kagome and Inuyasha's thoughts. Well please review!!!

Love missy