InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Is it Worth It? ❯ Epilogue ( Chapter 1 )

For so long I blinded myself in thinking that I was important and that once the jewel was fixed, I would still have value to people. Wow, I was naïve. After you have completed the task, you are no longer necessary. I was the one to destroy Naraku and purify the jewel. Thought, just for a moment, because of that I would get more recognition. Once again, naïve. Miroku, he doesn't need me. Without the wind tunnel, there is no chance of being poisoned by Naraku's insects. Sango, her quest for vengeance is done so she finally put her family to rest for eternity. Kohaku didn't survive, end of story. Kirara stays with Sango. Shippo, he decided to live with Kaede. I lost my only child. Inuyasha. What could I truly say about him? Kikyo was put to rest and he lost his hatred. The jewel is complete so he no longer has use for our old journeys. He only sees me as another Kikyo and since she's gone, it's like our bond went with it. Ever since the jewel was completed, the well lost its power. I am stuck in the Sengoku Jidai. I will never again experience electricity, go to school, see my friends, try to get Hojo to stop asking me out, play with Buyo, nothing. I will never see my family again. Not even if I live to be a hundred years. I have no life, no home, no purpose. Nothing at all. I wonder, is it worth it to stay alive when the pain is so terrible?