InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ It's a Secret ❯ Chapter 1

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it�s a secret how the tiny scratches and scars appear on Kagome�s legs. it�s a secret at night she must cry herself to sleep. But what's not a secret is how she decided to put a stop to it.
Tragedy/Horror
Rating M for disturbing mental images and language
Disclaimer: sadly I do not own Inu-tachi or the crew but I don�t own the story
Lyrics: �Don�t Fear the Reaper� by H.I.M

Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 06.23.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 934 | Status: Completed

It's a Secret

Summary: it's a secret how the tiny scratches and scars appear on Kagome's legs. it's a secret at night she must cry herself to sleep. But what's not a secret is how she decided to put a stop to it.

Tragedy/Horror

Rating M for disturbing mental images and language

Disclaimer: sadly I do not own Inu-tachi or the crew but I don't own the story

Lyrics: `Don't Fear the Reaper' by H.I.M

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All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are

She sat in her dark decrepit room as she awaited another day of heart-wrenching torture. She had not been able to properly sleep for the past few months, and if she could sleep it lasted for a few minutes maybe an hour a best. Her knees were now pulled tightly towards her chest and she rested her chin on her knee caps, rocking back and forth in hopes to calm herself. It failed miserably.

Tears flooded down her paled cheeks as she cried her silent cries. Her finger nails scrapped and cut her knees trying to `clean' herself for dear life.

“Oh gods get it off me! GET IT OFF!!!” she screamed lividly as she tried to kill what ever she thought was on her.

No one heard her as usual. The family had gone off once again when she had returned- but this time she rather wished was there.

Out of no where she just stopped crying, she was eerily calm as she looked over to the broken piece of glass and stared at it seeing her reflection, broken just as the glass.

Come on baby... don't fear the reaper
Baby take my hand... don't fear the reaper
We'll be able to fly... don't fear the reaper
Baby I'm your man...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Flash Back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Her clothes were torn to the point of no clothing. She was a bloody mess, her skin was cut and bruised, her face had marks on it from the beatings, and the rest of her body was clawed horribly from his claws. She didn't know what happened to him. He used to be her best friend, now he had raped and beaten her beyond any understanding. He betrayed her, and now to make things worse, he beat her on a daily basis.

“INUYASHA ......PLEASE....... DON'T” she cried out as InuYasha's hand met her cheek in a loud and painful slap.

“Shut up wench and do as I say” he said in a tone that could have made Sesshomaru look like a girl scout.

Tears poured harder then ever as she picked herself up off the cold ground. The second she stood up he slapped her back down to the ground again. Tears spilled down her cheek as she looked back at him questioningly- she dared not say a word.

“That was for taking so damn long, now get your fucking ass up or I'll slap you again!” he threatened menacingly.

Kagome didn't hesitate to get up. she whimpered a little bit and stood stiff. Inuyasha stared cruelly at her. It was silent for a brief moment until InuYasha grabbed her by her wrists and slammed her into the tree. His face was but maybe an inch away from her face.

He looked disgustedly at her before he spoke

“Pathetic.. ha I don't know how you managed to survive ...” he laughed before tossing her to the side like she was nothing.

“InuYasha why?” was all she managed to say before the wretched Kikyo came into place

“Why you ask? Why do you even have to ask bitch?! You're pathetic!” he scowled at her.

“Aww what's wrong? Mad that I took off his beads of subjugation? Or are you just mad that I can be with him and you cant?” Kikyo sleazily said

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...
Romeo and Juliet

Kagome held her head low in defeat. Kikyo laughed in the back ground wrapping her arms around InuYasha.

“Kagome, why couldn't you have been more like Kikyo? Then you might have had a chance.”

InuYasha said cruelly.

Tears spilled from Kagome's eyes once again. Why did this have to happen? her mind raced trying to find the answer, but none came.

“InuYasha.. lets leave this fool, she bores me” Kikyo whined

40,000 men and women everyday... like Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday... redefine happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday...we can be like they are

Kikyo and InuYasha left Kagome to cry alone. She knew they wouldn't go back t to he village just yet, so she made a run for it.

Guys please forgive me... her mind begged

It was late when she arrived at the outskirts of the village. Now or never her mind told her.

She ran into the small hut and left a note next to Sango and Kilala, she knew they would understand why she had to leave.

The next morning everyone was woken to sound of a woman crying like someone had died, which to Sango someone had died.

Miroku ran up to her to give her a comforting embrace minus the groping knowing this was when she needed him to be serious.

“Sango-chan what happened?”

Sango began to read Kagome's note

“Dear Sango, Miroku and Shippoe,

I'm sorry but I couldn't be here any longer, I can't the abuse day to day of knowing that the one person I loved will never love me in return, but only use me as his human punching bag. Sango-chan you already know the entire story, Miroku-san doesn't, please tell him so he will have a better understanding and tell Shippoe when he is old enough to understand. I'm sorry guys I love you all dearly. Good bye.

Love

Kagome.”

Sango sobbed on Miroku's shoulder -after she had told him what happened- as he held her and prayed to whatever Kami might be listening that InuYasha will pay for this.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! End Flash Back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kagome held the piece of broken glass to her wrist. Tears flooded her eyes as pictures of her friends from the feudal era played through her mind.

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear we couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

She began with one small slice in her arm. The blood trickled down like a crimson stream. Satisfied with the first, she decided to make another, and another until the slashes spelt out her last message to the world.

“InuYasha” the one explanation for her behavior, the one explanation for the abuse, the bruises, the crying at night, and now her death.

She left a small note on the dresser in her blood for her mother.

“so take this razor and sign my wrist so everyone will know who left me like this, InuYasha didn't sign my wrist but he did sign my heart.”

Come on baby... and we had no fear
And we ran to him... then we started to fly
We looked backward and said goodbye
We had become like they are
We had taken his hand
We had become like they are

Come on baby...don't fear the reaper

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A/N yea weird huh? Anyway I was in a depressed mood when I wrote this and I was rushed when I finished it but I think it turned out good so R/R

Ja Ne