InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Itazura na Kiss ❯ Way to be Bipolar ( Chapter 4 )

(Chapter 4)

A/N

 

I's back. It was fun and I got like million good quotes from the trip. I also realized that I look very much like an 18 year old…

I'm going to start writing now… since it's been forever since I updated…

 

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(Sesshomaru's POV)

 

I continued to look at him shocked, and at first a shock at what he'd said had passed over his own face, then he seemed to roll the thought around in his head, gradually seeming to accept it.

 

And do you agree with your youki?

 

Did I agree with my youki? Did I want my annoying, brash, insolent, half-breed brother as a mate? Did I even want a mate? I knew that if my youki weren't interfering I wouldn't even be considering having a mate, but it was interfering and I was considering.

 

If I were to have a mate… who would be a better candidate than Inuyasha? He was the only one I considered to even be in my strength range, one of the few people I respected, and of the InuYoukai line. Not to mention how beautiful he was. So beautiful, especially now, with the moon shining in silk waves illuminating his silver waves of hair, casting shadows upon his face under his cheekbones and accentuating them fantastically, making his lips look even softer than usual, the silver making his golden eyes glitter in a way that I found entrancing. And I'd seen him around his ningen, how protective he was with them. That was apparently what my youki needed, that protective quality.

 

And if I were going to be someone's Beta, why not let it be to Inuyasha's Alpha?

 

There was no reason really not to. Except of course, that base want to not be submissive, which really wasn't my choice at all. That was all my youki.

 

I sighed lightly and closed my eyes. When I opened them Inuyasha was crouched in front of me. I managed not to show reaction to his sudden close proximity, though I felt my pulse start to beat faster and my youki beg for him to reach out and touch me. This, surprisingly, was the next thing he did. A rough hand reached out and gently caressed my cheek.

 

“Sesshomaru.” He said looking straight into my eyes causing something in me to stir, bend, move. “My youki wants you to be my mate. I trust my youki, but do you want to be my mate? My submissive?” I cringed at the word.

 

“I don't know.” I said emotionlessly, though that thing he'd stirred had fully awaken now and was walking the corridors of me, looking for an exit, looking for a way to seek out what it needed.

 

“Alright,” was all he said to this. Then he leaped to be behind me on the branch and sat down and leaned up against the tree that it belonged to. In another act which surprised me, he spread out his arms to me. I could see this because I'd turned to watch him when he jumped.

 

My youki purred in contentment that he was now looking at me and only at me. And it was my youki that decided that I would go to him. I managed to get myself next to him. He looked at me and said quietly, “It's late. We both have to sleep; we might as well sleep comfortably together.”

 

And since he sounded so reasonable, and I did need to sleep, I went into his arms. They wrapped warmly around my body, bringing me closer to him. He had me sitting in between his legs with mine tossed over his left leg. The arm I still had was wrapped around his body. Both of his kept me close, warm, feeling safe, and… protected. My head snuggled into his shoulder.

 

I remembered thinking one thing specifically before I dozed off in my little brothers arms. The thing that walked inside had stopped when Inuyasha's arms encircled me, its restlessness gone.

 

(Inuyasha's POV)

 

I never thought he'd really come to me when I spread out my arms to him, especially after watching the display of uncertainty and thoughtfulness crossed his face.

 

But now my brother dozed quietly in my arms, his head nuzzled against my shoulder, letting me embrace him and share his warmth. He felt so soft and comfortable and my arms squeezed lightly to pull us closer together. I could imagine falling asleep like this every night, with Sesshomaru warm in my arms, his scent, so delicious and enticing, all around me. This warmness was like peace had finally descended all around me, and I shifted him so I could see his face.

 

Sesshomaru was truly gorgeous. He had an ethereal, heart-rending beauty that made one want to stare at him unendingly. On his forehead was a dark blue crescent moon, and under each of his eyes were two stripes of red. His skin was crème colored and pale. His long silver hair gave me the intense urge to softly run my hands through it, which now I did. I let the long strands glide across my fingers like liquid silk. His eyes when opened were only a shade darker than mine. A kind of dark golden ocher. Beautiful, and I didn't doubt that under his kimono my hands would find a body well worth exploring.

 

My youki suddenly popped up again; completely smug and satisfied about the thoughts I was having about Sesshomaru. I was pretty happy about it too. I could have a mate. A strong mate. One I could protect and love.

 

And I could tell now that that was exactly what Sesshomaru needed. He needed that protection, that love. He'd been alone for so long. Uncared for, and since he was so strong no one thought to protect him. While I was sure he could take care of himself, it didn't hurt to show someone you cared by being there to protect them, take care of their problems for them every once in awhile. And everyone deserved to be loved and cared for. I drew him close and kissed his forehead. I heard him whimper. “Inuyasha…” I smiled at him then leaned back to look at the sky. The moon shone brightly, it was my constant companion. And I thanked it for granting my wish that night.

 

I thanked it, for fulfilling my wish, for letting someone finally come to be my mate, for giving me someone to love truly forever.

 

With that thought I pulled Sesshomaru's body to mine and rested my head on top of his; inhaling his scent one more time, I drifted to sleep.

 

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(Sesshomaru's POV)

 

I woke feeling warm and comfortable. Around me lazed a delicious scent. I snuggled into whatever was holding me. Then I remembered where I was, who I was with. I looked up sharply to see Inuyasha, who was looking down at me, his whole face serene. “Inu…?” I whispered lightly.

 

He blinked once, and then lifted me closer to him, nuzzling his face in my neck; I could tell he was inhaling, drawing in my scent. The arm I had went up and wrapped around his neck. “You smell so edible, so delicious. I want to taste you.” He moved his head away from my neck and leant his forehead against mine. His eyes were closed, and his breath was a little faster than usual. He was close enough that his breath mingled with mine and I could taste a certain sweetness on it. He laid kisses on my cheek and up and down my jaw line, then one on the corner of my mouth. “Can I taste you?” He asked breathily.

 

The lump in my throat was so big I couldn't swallow it so I simply nodded. He leaned in and his lips pressed against mine.

 

At first he pushed just gently, and at the first touch my body felt like it had a current running though it, every cell of my being jumped to life under that touch. Then he was leaning in pushing harder against my lips. His mouth opened the slightest bit and I felt his tongue run across my bottom lip and then he bit it lightly. This caused me to open my mouth slightly in shock, and of this he took full advantage. He pulled me to him roughly. His tongue slid inside my mouth and started to rummage through it, sliding over teeth, gums, and then intertwining with mine. It was like he was devouring me, we were devouring each other.

 

It was right then that we both came to our senses. Inuyasha pulled away from me and looked down at me with wide eyes. He blinked a few times, the expression on his face shocked.

 

I was sure my face was a mirror image of his. I had just been kissing… passionately -I grimaced at the word- my younger brother, my disgraceful dirty half-breed younger brother.

 

What in all the lands was happening here? My youki begged me to remain calm as my body began to panic I struggled to understand how I ended up in my brothers arms, kissing him none the less. Damn mating season.

 

(Inuyasha's POV)

 

I was almost appalled at the fact that I'd been shoving my tongue down my brother's throat until I caught a huge whiff of his fantastic scent again.

 

I could see his mask gradually slip away and the panic and confusion start to show on his face. To calm him down I grabbed him closer, which only caused him to panic more. He jumped out of my arms, and his mask slid back on to his face. He stood balancing lightly on the edge of the branch.

 

“Disgusting half breed. What do you think you were doing with This Sesshomaru?”

 

“Feh, I was pretty sure we were kissing, but whatever.” I said looking back up at him. My youki was disappointed that his impassive and angry mask had slid back on, but it still wanted him. I however was not going to sit and take insults.

 

“If it wasn't mating season and my senses weren't going out of control that never would have happened, hanyou.”

 

“Yeah, yeah, well it is and it did. Come sit back down.” I said reasonably. My youki was begging me to make nice.

 

“I will not come any closer to you than I must, I shouldn't want your dirt and disgrace near me.” He said with a bitter glare. I ground my teeth together. Stubborn bastard.

 

So I did the first thing I thought of. I hopped over him, so I stood downwind of him. A slight breeze picked up my hair and also sent my scent towards him.

 

The look of disgust quickly fled his features. He turned to me and his whole body looked twitchy.

 

“Come over here Sesshy, come sit with me.” I said calmly sitting back down and leaning on the branch and holding my arms out to him.

 

Slowly he approached me, then sat in front of me. He shook his head. “No! I will not fall prey to my youki!”

 

“You already have. Why won't you just listen to your instincts instead of that over calculating head of yours for once?” I reached out and put my hand over his and he let out a low whimper. Since he hadn't killed me, I took it as a good sign, and pulled him towards me. “Sesshy.” I whispered lightly into his hair.

 

“Inu…,” he whimpered.

 

I kissed his throat. “Mate with me, Sesshy.”

 

“Noo. I will not be claimed!” he whined.

 

(Sesshomaru's POV)

 

No, no, no, no, No. If I had been a little kid I would have been shaking my head at him. No! I would not be claimed as a mate, not by anyone and not by my stupid hanyou brother! No it was all the mating season hormones. I couldn't stand it. I was leaving for my castle.

 

I broke out of Inuyasha's arms and stood. I suddenly felt wrong. The thing that had been roaming the corridors of my body, stood and roared loudly. I felt my body start shaking from the inside out. Everything started to spin around me, I could see the concern on Inuyasha's face as he stood and started to take a step towards me.

 

Quickly I took as step back. Then everything seemed to disorient. I felt a ripping pain from inside me and my balance fled my body. Since I was standing on nothing but a thin branch, my body just dropped to the side, and my reactions weren't working at a normal speed. I felt falling, and then I felt nothing.

 

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A/N

Sorry that I got lazy and that took fuckin forEVER. Sorreh guys!!!!!