InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Jade ❯ Broken ( Chapter 4 )

Chapter 4

Broken

It's Sunday midnight and I'm wondering “What am I doing here.” The thought of almost being kissed my first kiss was overwhelming. A finger traced my lips; the softness of them against the rough tip to real.

 I was an idiot. Thinking about what could happen. What should have... rolling over I faced a wall. A shadow of Shessomaru lined the faded pink trim. I rolled to the other side letting sleep take me “Stupid Shessomaru”

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Next day at school, I spent the time with Kagura, chatting, and Sango, listening. They listen of how I tricked him to Chucky Cheeses and of the kiss. Right then he appeared in his normal uniform, navy blue and kacky brown. Starting the other way, I headed to my next class only to be stopped by a hand on my shoulder. “Kagome wait” he said quietly. I felt a cold chill come over me. Kagura and Sango called out to me “See ya later Kagome”

I turned to Shessomaru. “What do you want?”

“To apologize” he said gruffly. His golden orbs held something I couldn't decipher. He looked away “You don't have to accept it.” My own misty blues widened in surprise then relief. “I accept”

 “What?”

“I accept your apology” Shess watched me awkwardly as I held out a hand “friends?”

Shessomaru's lips quirked in a brilliant smile when he took my hand “friends”

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Over the last few days my time was spent knowing Shessy. We went to zoo's , restaurant's ,plays , and he was happy to take me. He even paid for most of them.

Time snuck up on us. Shessomaru was to go back to Japan and I had to stay. Fate loved messing with my life and I no way to fight back.

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So here we are giving good-bye squeezes to the one I'd come to know as a friend. Sango went first then Kagura who clung to Shess for dear life. Raven had to pluck her off him leaving me to say bye.

 I stood there rubbing my arm in nervous abandon. He gave me a small smile the bright one I had become accustom to over the weeks. I looked down until I felt something snake around my shoulders. I wasn't a hugger like Kagura, Sango, my family yet I gave into his. Sneaking my hands around his back, I squeezed as if it would keep him here forever. “I'll miss you” he whispered into my onyx locks. I breathed in his sent one last time. “Have a good trip”

Releasing each other, I handed him his bags. Watching as he went dragging the bags behind him, I bit my lip. I'd never felt this way before. Like a soccer team I was going back and forth on him. With a loud roar his plane lifted off. I turned to leave for Kagura's Impala. I shook off the feelings I had. They're temporary. I wasn't going to be one who fell into that trap they called love