InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Kagome ❯ Kagome ( Chapter 3 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

"Kagome dear, is there something you need?" She asked my again. I could feel those cold eyes staring a hole through my back. One gigantic hole being burned by the cold icy stares of all those who criticized me and always left me feeling like I wasn't worth a slice of daily bread. Not even worth the dirt that they walked on. It's that feeling that I felt every damned day. Every Damned Day! I'm sick and tierd of it. After today I will never feel that hole in my back again. I'll feel somewhat like I'm in a paradise. A nice place hat I can actually belong in. Some place I belong. That's the release I wanted.

"Kagome tell me what you want or return to your seat dear." I finally snapped out of my fantasy of paradise. "Ma'am I would like a chance to call forth five students." She looked at me with some slight confusion. "Why dear?" I reached into my back packfor the thing that I kept hidden in the dark, the thing I wanted to keep hidden from my mind but it just wouldn't go away. It stayed imprinted in my mind as the only way to fix things. I pulled the cold, steel weapon of death and mesery, the weapon everyone feared but ironically I looked to for comfort. I pulled out the gun, my grandfather kept hidden in the store. My teacher and fellow students gasped out of fear and disbelief.

"I would like to verymuch see the following people personally the rest can flee for their pitiful lives or call the cops for all I care, just get out if I don't call you name. Michiko Harada, Ranma Satoshi, Yumi Tondawae, Sasuke Uchia, and Hiro Tsuzuki. The rest of you just get the hell out of my way."

Surprisingly the five students I called stayed where they were, and as expected, the rest, including the teacher, fled and left the others stranded. Evacuating the shcool and calling upon the police. That's just what I expected and just what I wanted. I didn't just want release and paradise, I wanted to make a point, I wanted to prove nothing is ever as perfect as it seems. NOTHING!

I waited for the rest of the school to evacuate and waited until it was just us six. Just us. But only I knew how many would leave the room. Only I knew, which gave me the upper hand in things. Just the way it should be. When it's my release, when it's my paradise at hand, I think that things should go the way I want them to, the way I plan for them to go.

They sat there scared and shocked. Bewildered at why they wre the only ones in the whole entire school to be singled out. Why they were the victims. That's the same thing I wondered every day. 'Why me? Why am I the only one? Why should I only suffer?'

"Kagome why are you doing this? What are you doing?" asked Michiko. I simply looked at her with amazing calm, and cooly stated: " You are here because I willed it and because I chose you to stay, and remeber what happens when you throw the feelings of others aside freverously." They looked at me as though my mind wasn't actually being used. As if there was something wrong with me. Though there probably was, I din't care. Hopefully they would soon understand.