InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Kagomes Desires, Inuyashas Heart ❯ Kagomes Place in Love ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: whatever. I don’t own Inuyasha....yet.
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It was a warm sunny, spring day as the the group of five headed towards Kaedes villiage after defeating Kikyo’s trick to bring inuyasha into hell with her. Ever since the battle had ended Kagome had been thrown deep into her thoughts and remembering how Inuyasha could not hear her yelling as she was bounded against a tree. Silence was heard amoungst the group.

~Kagome’s thoughts~

‘How could he not hear me? Was he ignoring me over kikyo or was he under a spell of some sort.. Only a final few shards to go until the Jewel is complete. Inuyasha has told me he’s loved me but why does he not act like it? I’m so confused. I mean he has lied to me about him searching for her because last time he told me he’d never go looking her her again. I don’t wanna go away forever and never see them agan but i don’t wanna leave mom, sota and grandpa. Okay, between now and then if he proves he loves me then i’ll stay,......but what if he never loves me the way he loves Kikyo? I can’t take this anymore! I need alone time.’

~Out of Kagomes mind~

“Uh,...Kagome honey. Are you okay?”Sango asked, noticing kagomes look of frustration.

“....no....No, Argh!”Kagome screamed, causing everyone to stop. The echoeing of her voice startled some nearby birds in the forest and they began to fly away in large groups.

“Kagome?”Inuyasha asked, raising one eyebrow.

“I can’t take this anymore....I can’t take you anymore!” Kagome shouted, pointing her finger to Inuyasha. Miroku,sango,Shippo and Kilala all shifted their eyes to Inuyasha.

“What you do this time?”Miroku said as Inuyashas ears sunk down.
Before Inuyasha could answer, Kagome was running deep within the forest, away from the group, into the dangerous parts of the feudal era.

“I don’t think i did anything......KAGOME! KAGOME GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE!” Inuyasha started yelling, chasing after Kagome.

“Shouldn’t we go after them?”Shippo asked.

“Mew” Kilala agreed. “No. I think the pressure of the final shard has finally got to Kagome. We should let them have their privacy and talk things over. They’ll catch up later.”Miroku assured.

“I guess it’s okay. I mean what could they really do?”Sango agreed as Mirokus head turned.

“On second thought, we’ll start looking for them after we get to Kaede and get some rest.”Sango said, looking at Mirokus very perverted look. “Yay!”Shippo shouted as they continued on.
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Kagome continued running through the forest, not stopping even though her legs were getting bruised and scraped against everything they ran into. She knew if Inuyasha caught up to her he’d make her explain why she said that and she’d hear how it hurt Inuyashas feelings.

~IKT~ (In Kagomes Thoughts)
‘I can’t believe i said that. Oh god what’s he gonna think of me now? Why does my heart ache so much? I can’t live on without Inuyasha yet he feels the same way for kikyo. I could never take her place in his heart. I’ve showed my affection for Inuyasha in so many ways it feels as though he’s been ignoring it....Huh?.....That’s it! That has to be the reason. He just doesn’t want anything to do with my love.....I wanna die now.’
~OOKT~ (Out of Kagomes thoughts)

Tears began to pour rapidly down her pale white cheeks. Even though her legs were in deep pain and badly bleeding, that wasn’t the cause of her tears. Her heart was broken. Then she realized Inuyasha was only a few trees behind her so she tried in vain to run away even faster. Realizing she wasn’t gonna stop, Inuyasha leapt infront of her, causing her to run into him. Unintentionally, Kagome collapsed into Inuyashas arms. Her head lay on his chest as his arms around her waist.

“Kagome, what you do that for? You worried me. If this is a joke it’s not funny.”Inuyasha shouted at her. She then raised her head, looking directly into Inuyashas eyes. He saw streams of salty tears pouring down her face.

“Inuyasha....I don’t wanna do this anymore. I can’t. I don’t wanna find the last shard and i don’t wanna leave you and.....and i don’t want to be rejected.”Kagome blurted out, gripping his shirt and re-burrying her face into his chest.

“Reject you? What the hell are you talking about?”Inuyasha asked.

“....Well?”Inuyasha persisted.

“I....Inuyasha....I.....I’m in love with you and i know you’d rather be with Kikyo. I just want to die. I have no meaning for my life since your heart lies with her. I’m sick and tired of being your....your precious jewel detector.” Kagome cried as Inuyashas eyes widened. Immediatly, he grabbed her shoulders, pulling her face too face with him.

“Don’t you ever say that,”Inuyasha growled. “You think i only protect you because of the jewels you find?....You’re wrong. If you don’t wanna help, just say so. But you are right about one thing. You could never take the place of Kikyo in my heart...”Inuyasha said as Kagome began to cry even more.

She then slid down, away from inuyasha and kneed down on the ground. Kagome knew she was right and wanted to run away so badly but her legs just wouldn’t pick her up to do so.

“....But Kikyo could never take the place in my heart that you reside in. I protect you because,....well because i do.”Inuyasha finished, kneeling down and pulling kagome into his lap.

“But why...do you?”Kagome said, becoming choked up from her tears.

Realizing, unless he gave Kagome the true answer, he may never speak to Kagome again without the look of betrayal from her or even worse. She may become capable of her threats by taking her own life. “Because......I love you. I’d rather be with you then Kikyo.” Inuyasha said, pulling her close too him, licking up her tears.
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Damn, looks like it’s gonna get hott in here! Beware to all, there’s gonna be some major lemon action going on in the second chappy. Okay, okay, so the first was a bit to sappy but please review, ight? Hey, you review mine i’ll review yours. See yah around!