InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Learn To Trust ❯ Hating Is All It Takes ( Chapter 26 )

Learn To Trust

Chapter 26

Hating Is All It Takes

 

It's easier to hate someone, than to love someone ~Unknown

 

“That…was…amazing…”

 

“Did you…expect…anything less?”

 

“From you...never…”

It was always good to hear the impression one makes on a girl, after a good fuck. And believe me, this was a GOOD FUCK.

 

“You exhausted me out, Inu-baby.” She said as her fingers played in my hair.

 

“So, does that mean, no round three,” I teased her, as I climbed over her and started trailing my tongue down her neck.

 

She giggled, “Your name really does fit you, huh, Dog Daemon.” I lifted my face to hers and gave her a smirk that I knew she couldn't resist.

 

“If you haven't figured that out yet, Yuri, then maybe I should show you again.” I growled playfully at her, before plunging my lips onto hers. I grasped her left breast in my own and tweaked the hardening nipple. She lifted into my hand and gasped in my mouth, loving the sensation as I squeezed harder.

 

“…harder…” she moaned and I as only all too happy to oblige. Her legs squeezed around my waste as her hands grasping, yet not pulling, at my hair.

 

With my mouth free of hers I slid down her body, licking my way toward her red bruising nipples. I clasped them in my mouth, sucking and biting them with appreciation for their perfection.

 

“Inu-ya-sha!” she gasped as I squeezed the other breast as I milked this one. I looked up at her and smirked as I slid my hardening dick into that sweet pussy of hers. This time, it seemed talking was useless for her, which way okay by me, but she settled for moans and gasping my name with each thrust.

 

I pumped quickly and feverishly into her, I moved my lips over her stilling a few kisses, before I wrapped my lifted up a little, on my hands to angle into her better. Her arms were tightly wrapped around my neck, and her face buried into my next, I can even fell a few strained pulls of my hair that was un-relinquished of her hold.

 

She was no longer on the bed, but was wrapped in a oh-so fucking sweet way onto me,

I moved faster, loving the friction is was causing my hard cock, despite the feeling of the condom, release was soon. It seemed even the room added to our pleasure, the hard slaps of skin against each other, and the steady beating rhythm of the bed against the wall, which mocked in hot way our own. The smell of sex filled the air along with her alluring body sent, as buried my own face into her neck.

 

I could only concentrate on her; in…out…in…out, her inner muscles tightening around me, gasping her breast pressing into my chest, our sweat mixing together and sliding down our bodies, her lost of breath, her hiked voice-

 

“Oh God,” she gasped, her legs tightening around my waist, and I knew she was close.

 

“Fuck, Yuri.” I gasped when she came and her walls seemed to add pressure, which caused my thrusting even more pleasurable for me.

 

I kept moving through her climax, and it seemed her bed moved against the wall, with the same speed and determination as I did. Finally I came, with one big contraction from her, I strained as I released myself into the contraction holding my softening tool.

 

When it felt like my essence was all out of me, my arms gave in and we feel in a heap onto her bed, gasping for breath.

 

It took me a minute…

 

…and another…

 

…One more…

 

Okay! I'm fine now.

 

I gathered what was left of my strength to pull out of Yuri, and roll over onto my back, she followed, but at that point I didn't care.

 

She was a good fuck, and I'm relaxed.

 

“Hmm…Inuyasha, you do know how to satisfy a lady.” She growled as my hair was once again a prisoner of her hands, as if they were ever free. “I'm so glad you called.”

 

“Shit…I'm glad too.” I sighed with a chuckle before I pulled her naked frame to me, before waiting fro sleep to claim me.

 

I really was glad I called Yuri; she always knew just how to satisfy. She was a good fuck, and that's what I needed.

 

I understood that,

 

She understood that.

 

It was perfect, no emotion, (other than her sometimes creepy obsession with my hair), it was just a good fuck.

 

Although, we didn't display it at work, we fucked on the low plenty of times before. Hell, even once or twice in the bathroom at KFC. No one knew, and if they did, they sure didn't question me or her, which was fine by me.

 

I didn't really care if anyone knew, it's just that if Jenn found out, she would probably send me to hell, bring me back, and send me to hell again. Not that she cared who I fucked, but she couldn't stand Yuri, for some odd reason.

 

Yuri, for the matter, hated Jenn too, and times like these, she would often tell me so.

Why? Who know and who care. I just knew that I didn't want to loose Yuri as a fuck buddy, and even more so, didn't want to loose my friendship with Jenn

 

At least for the night, Yuri was too tired to even mention our black co-worker, and fell asleep against my side.

 

Yeah, I was glad I called Yuri, it helped me release a bunch of stressed caused by Naraku's phone call, De's pills, and that….dream.

 

So despite it being almost three in the morning, yet knowing she would most likely be up, I called Yuri, and told her to come pick me up. She didn't say anything else, but said she was on her way. I grabbed my stuff, and something to wear to school tomorrow, and waited outside for her back Saturn to pull up.

 

I got in without a word being said, there was no music, just silence, and in away it was building for what would happen when we got to her two room apartment, which she shared with not one. And it did.

 

The second I entered her house, the door was closed and locked, my bags on the floor, and her in my arms, our tongue danced with excitement. I picked her up, her legs around my waist, and I walked the familiar path to her room.

 

I can't say it enough because it was a good fuck. Well, three fucks and a good suck.

 

I pulled the red silk cover that fell off the bed, over our naked bodies, and joined the girl in sleep.

 

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“Thanks for the ride,” I said as I got out Yuri's back Saturn.

 

“No problem, it was my pleasure.” As well as mine

 

It felt good waking up, to a home-cooked breakfast that Yuri made. I had made myself get up, pulled on my boxers and a shirt, before making my way to her kitchen, which seemed like high class.

 

Did I forget to mention that Yuri came from a wealthy family, and was never without?

Well, everything in her place screamed money; from her black sterling steel fridge, stove and her microwave, to her glass table, and fine dishes. Her living room had cream carpet, black soft sofas, and a Plasma TV, and even more glass tables.

 

Oh and her two bedroom apartment was really, a two room condo.

 

So why was she working at KFC, which she said the checks weren't enough to even pay her phone bills. She once told me that her father (who actually let her move out the house at 16) told her that she need to develop responsibility, other than fucking around in school (how correct he was, he just didn't know it). In the end, he made her find and get a job, and made half her check go to her rent, which he paid for the rest.

 

Then of course he would just buy her what else she needed. Oh, yeah, talk about real responsibility.

 

Anyway, she made me breakfast, played in my hair as I ate, annoyed but to hungry to really complain. We took a shower, fucked again in the shower, and she drove me to school.

 

So I got a couple of fucks and a meal out of it, so it was good.

 

“You really should call me more, now that you finally have a cell phone.”

 

“I'll keep that in mind,” I nodded as I turned around, and started walking to school. No need for goodbyes and so long kisses when dealing with a fuck buddy. It was just a fuck and leave.

 

“Who was that?” a voice said from behind me. I sighed, God you really have it out for me don't you.

 

“Don't you have someone else to bother?” I growled so much for a good start, however kept walking. Sango quickly matched paces with me.

 

“I do, but you on my list right now, Inuyasha.”

 

“Lucky-fucking me,”

 

“Well, it's your own fault, if you would just fulfill you student responsibilities I wouldn't be here… and you didn't answer my question” Because I don't plan to.

 

“What responsibilities are you talking about?” I bet I could care less about them.

 

“Student dues,” Sango replied as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Well, at least I was right, I don't care about it.

 

“Keh, go fuck yourself. I'm paying anything.”

 

Student dues were so far in the back of my mind, it wasn't even there. Like I could spare money on something stupid like that, I still had rent, and food to worry about. Hell, I haven't gone clothes shopping for me in months. So what do I look like giving this dumb as school money for stupid events I cared nothing about.

 

“Inuyasha, those dues are needed, for Prom, Senior Field Trip, Gradation Robes-“

 

“Which I'll take no part of, thank you”

 

“So what, Asshole you're saying you won't graduation.” She yelled.

 

“No, Stupid Bitch, I'm saying I'm not walking the stage. I'll just get my diploma and be finally free of nosy bitches like you.”

 

“More like never going to. I can see you dropping out before the year are over.”

 

“You're such a bitch.” I snapped and left her huffing at the doors.

 

I made it to my locker, before the second off the 3 Annoying Musketeers, came pouncing at me. Which wasn't a good thing, because I was still pissed the fuck off.

 

“Inuyasha, my main, about the surprise for Sango-“

 

“FUCK SANGO!” I said pulling my books from class; I turned to Miroku, who seemed surprised at my outburst, like I gave a flying fuck. “Fuck you, fuck her, fuck the surprise, and fuck the money. I don't give a fuck. All I know is that you better watch your bitch before I punch the talkative bitch's teeth in damned she a girl or not.”

 

I punched locker hard, managing to break skin and dent the locker. I didn't even give a fuck as blood started to drip from my knuckles.

 

“Look, Inuya-“Miroku grabbed my wrist as I turned to walk away. In reflex, I snapped my arm free and shoved the damned Monk into the lockers. I let my anger out on him, as I punched him in the face.

 

Suddenly I was pulled away, how ever not by a teacher, hell, not even by someone who was trying to break the fight.

 

It was Kouga who pulled me around to face him, and before I even got a punch in on him, he decked me in the face, and making me stumble, back. Before I could even recover from that, he punched me again. I fell back against the lockers and he and his lackeys jumped me, pinning me to the ground against the lockers.

 

I punched wildly (and at the same time covering my face) and out of focus, warily aware of screams and yelling. And one voice, crying while pleading to stop, from Kagome?

 

However I couldn't even get the chance to figure it out before, one kick to the head and along with a hard collision with the steel locker behind me, sent the world rushing against me-

 

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~Flashback~

 

“I'm sorry Fluffy, I know you told me not to open the door but I did, I thought he was you.”

 

“It's okay, just stop moving.” Sesshomaru growled for the fifth time, as he treated my wounds. “If you only listen, things like this wouldn't happen to you,”

 

“I know, I know, you tell me all the time.” I growled this time, I really didn't want to hear another lecture.

 

“Well then why don't you ever do as I say?”

 

“Because I thought it was you, I wanted it to be you.” I couldn't stop the tears, even though I felt weak because of them…him. “I just wanted it to be with…”

 

“Shh,” my brother whispered as he hugged me, minding my bruises.

 

They weren't so bad now, kind of numb, so not so much pain, but Sess said that was a bad thing, but I didn't care, as long as it didn't hurt.

 

After a while, he let go and finished up.

 

“At least it was only a couple of punches.” Sess said. I nodded, but I wondered, what happened if he hadn't stopped, what happened if Sess hadn't gotten back home.

 

After hitting me for the fourth time, Sess had came through the window, and managed to get our drunken father off of me. Although he received some bruises himself he got Dad out the room and locked the room. The bastard didn't even try to come back in, but I feared for tomorrow.

 

“Is…is he going to kill us Sess?” I asked, although I wished held back my quivering voice.

 

“No, he may hate us, but he needs us alive, if he wants those checks he gets every month.”

 

I didn't know what the checks were; I didn't even bother asking Sess, maybe next time.

 

All I knew is that because of us, Dad get monthly checks from somewhere, as long as we were there.

 

“Why-why does he hate us so much?”

 

“Be-because, Inuyasha, It's easier to hate someone, than to love someone.”

 

When he said that, at first I thought it was a lie. After all, I was always told, I always see, people loving each other. My teacher said loving was a powerful, wonderful emotion.

And I loved my brother, and he always told me loving someone like me was easy. How can him not, but then…

 

What about Daddy and Mommy… didn't they hate us? And the way people looked at me in school, just because of my bruises…did they hate us too.

 

I hated them, all of them, because it was easierto deal with them like that, that to tell them how I feel. I'm scared to. And Sess always told me to talk to him, never to anyone else.

 

It's not fair, why do we have to live like this, other seven year olds don't have to be scared of coming home, only to get hit again. They didn't have to worry about where their next meal comes, or how to wrap a bandage around themselves incase their big brothers wasn't there to help.

 

I never asked to be born to them, I never asked for any of this. So why was this happening to me…Us…Sesshomaru and I…and no one else?

 

Why must I live this damned life?

 

“Inuyasha,” I looked up at Sess who was tending to his bruised lip. However he was looking at me in the mirror, our gazes met.

 

“You're crying?” he said, but it was more like a question than a statement.

 

“Sorry, I'm just realized something.”

 

“About what” Sess asked turning to me,

 

I smiled although it wasn't a happy one. “I just realized that I hate more people than I love.”

 

The room was filled with silent and Sess nodded and turned away from me, but I realized he was crying when he I heard his sobs and he kneeled down in front of his dresser, his head in his arms.

 

Startled, I jumped up and ran to him. I never had seen Sess cry, not even when Dad hit him. So something like this scared me.

 

I patted his back, and tried to sooth him, “Its okay, Sess, really its okay. I know I have to hate them just so I could survive, like you told me.”

 

I wanted him to know I was okay with hating, that he didn't have to blame himself like I knew he was doing. However if I knew that it was just going to make him cry even harder,

 

I wouldn't have said anything.

 

~END FLASHBACK~

 

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I opened my eyes, tears leaked from them. White walls stared back at me, in a mocking way. There was a muffled sound in my ear, but they seemed far away.

 

“So, that's it…” I whispered to myself, “That's why I hate so much, to…survive.” I closed my eyes again, losing to the growing darkness.

 

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A/N: Hello my fan's, here is the awaited continuing of my story Learn to Trust, pleas enjoy, short I know, but lets face it, I needed a filler and I realized I never finished what happened after Inu's father came in the room to find Sess window who left out the window, back in Chap 4. I'll try to update soon, by next week or sooner. I do have a good reason for not updating in 9 months. DISNEY SUCKS THE CREATIVITY OUT OF WHO EVER WORKS THERE. I believe. I worked there for 8 months and sat down to write so many times…nothing not one word. I'm sorry