InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ let me love you ❯ i am released at last ( Chapter 14 )

Hey everyone!! Im sooo sorry for this huge wait but me being sick and all I just couldn't find the time to write! Haha! But…anyway..heres my long awaited chapter! Thanks for sticking with me! WARNING: this chapter does contain rape..If you do not like these type of things please do not read this chapter. Thanks!

 

Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha.. I never have..I never will…man you guys must love rubbing salt in the wounds! Geeze! **************

 

A soft groan passed Kagome's lush lips and she slowly, and painfully, opened her ocean eyes. Blinking the remnants of sleep from her eyes Kagome looked around, expecting to see the normal surroundings of her room. When a dimly lit and sparsely decorated room met her eyes she felt the first stirrings of worry. Confusion marred her porcelain face and she moved forward to try and sit up. When cold steel bit harshly into the milky skin of her wrists panic started to make itself known.

 

`Where am I?!' kagome thought, frightened. Tears started to gather in her azure depths and the panic coiled in her stomach got even worse. Kagome threw her head around wildly looking for any way to get out of the room. A small amount of relief nestled into her stomach when she spotted a shoji door a few feet away and she thought `now all I have to do is get out of these chains.'

 

Kagome let her swirling eyes slide closed and she concentrated on the power sleeping in her pure soul. Grasping the energy she pushed it into her arms and down to her fingertips and grasped the cold steel clasped around her small wrists. Kagome cried out as a large harsh shock coursed through her upon the contact of her power and the steel. The intense feeling was like being electrocuted and then switched to the hot intensity of being burned. Kagome's eyes shot open, the azure pools swimming with pain when the sensation continued. Finally she pulled away from the chains and the sensations stopped. A ragged breath hissed through her teeth as a single tear slid down her snowy cheek. She took in a deep shaky breath then tried to break the chains clasped to her legs. When the same intense pain filled her slender being kagome cried out and instantly pulled her powers back. Her eyes began to dance with sorrow as a thought hit her.

 

`I cant get out of here..I'll never see my friends again…I'll never see my family again..I'll never see Sesshoumaru again.' More tears gathered in her blue depths at the solemn thoughts. As liquid sorrow poured from her eyes the shoji door she planned to escape through slid open silently. Deep crimson eyes watched the raven-haired beauty in front of him in silent awe. She was startlingly beautiful when she cried. Onyx hair cascaded down her small back and crystal tears glistened as they slid down those snowy cheeks. Eyes he knew were the most breathtaking blue were tightly clenched together in her pain. Sounds of heartbreak passed full, inviting bubblegum lips. Her sorrow and pain called and caressed his sadistic nature and he found he couldn't get enough of those sad mewls.

 

` Well they wont be sad for long.' He thought, a lusty smirk forming on this handsome face. He took in a deep breath then silently started to walk towards the futon and the beauty that lay on it. Instantly kagome's eyes shot open and he frowned when they hardened. He rather liked seeing her so sad and vulnerable.

 

“Naraku!” she hissed through clenched teeth. “What do you want from me and why am I here?!” she barked.

 

“My, my, my kagome I don't honestly think that your in any type of position to start demanding answers so rudely.” Naraku said smoothly.

 

“You'd better tell me Naraku or..or I'll purify you straight to hell!” Naraku only chuckled and said

 

“You have quite the temper, but you know as well as I that you couldn't purify me even if you desperately wanted to.”

 

“Those chains will stop any of those powers of yours from leaving your body.” He said silkily as his crimson eyes slid down her curvaceous form. “I wish to let you know that I am quite sorry for such a large inconvenience.” Naraku purred mockingly. Kagome only scowled and spat

 

“ You do know that Sesshoumaru will be coming for me, he'll kill you!” Naraku's eyes narrowed at the taiyoukia's name and he barked

 

“Do not mention his name while in my presence, am I understood?” Kagome smirked and replied mockingly

 

“Ooh, please forgive me Naraku-sama, I will never do it again!” His red eyes narrowed further and he spat

 

“Do not mock me girl, you will regret it.” Kagome just rolled her eyes. With that being said and seeing his response Naraku began to move closer to the futon.

 

“Don't you dare come any closer Naraku!”

 

“Ohh, and why shouldn't I?” Naraku said questioningly. Stuttering, kagome knew she wouldn't be able to do anything if Naraku came closer. ` I really should learn to watch my mouth, it always get me into even worse trouble than I would've had to deal with in the beginning!' kagome thought to herself bitterly.

 

Naraku smirked and said smoothly “hmmmm, since I've yet to get a reasonable answer from you I think I will come just a bit closer.” Kagome's eyes grew wide with fear and she started to struggle against her cruel chains. Soon enough Naraku was right beside the futon and staring down at kagome with a lusty grin. Kagome struggled vigorously against her chains at Naraku's close proximity.

 

“Struggling against your chains will get you nowhere, the strongest of youkai could not brake free of them so you most certainly cannot.” Came Naraku's sultry voice. When those words hit her ears kagome only fought harder and bit out a

 

“We'll see about that!” Naraku's eyes darkened with malice and lust.

 

“Such a fiery spirit, I can not wait to break it.” Kagome's blood ran cold at his words and she shakily asked

 

“W-what do you plan on doing to me Naraku?” A large grin spread across Naraku's handsome face and he said smoothly

 

“I only plan to..hmmm..have a bit of fun with you my little miko.” At his words Kagome's eyes grew even wider, if that's possible, and her struggling was continued with vigor. Naraku only chuckled and said

 

“Since you are going to `entertain' me I brought you a present of sorts.” Kagome's panic stricken mind whirled with the possibilities and her eyes began to swim with fear. Smelling her distress and fear made his blood red eyes slide closed and he took in a large breath of her taunting scent. Her scent alone was already intoxicating, but, laced in fear and distress, Ohh it was just delicious. Taking one last deep breath he let his eyes slide slowly open and he reached into his hiori. Kagome watched fearfully as his pale fisted hand retreated from the dark cloth. Opening his creamy hand he allowed Kagome to look at her `gift'. Long, sleek golden dragon earrings glimmered in the dim light of the room, mouths open in a earthshaking roar, their emerald eyes glaring maliciously at Kagome.

 

“They are lovely, ne, let me have the honor of putting them on a beauty such as yourself.” Naraku cooed.

 

“Don't you dare touch me Naraku!” Naraku ignored her `orders' and grabbed her thrashing face harshly to keep it still. Kagome put all her strength into moving her head but Naraku was just too strong. Naraku slipped the earrings into Kagome's already pierced ears and mumbled something Kagome didn't quite catch. The emerald eyes of the dragons flashed crimson for the briefest of seconds before returning to their natural green. Naraku gently caressed Kagome's soft cheek and marveled at its velvet-like texture.

 

“What have…you…done..to…” Kagome never got to finish her sentence as she fell into an unnatural sleep. Naraku chuckled darkly and thought

 

`Once I awaken her she will see her precious taiyoukai, there is nothing better than breaking her trust in him.' A deep chuckle passed his lips at his cruel thoughts. He unlocked the chains around her arms and legs, letting his hands glide across the flesh of her legs before moving back up to sit next to her on the futon. His dark eyes danced with laughter as he thought

 

`Well, I will most defiantly enjoy my time as Sesshoumaru.' Kagome felt herself being shaken from the darkness of sleep. Groaning she opened her eyes, rubbing them with the back of her fists. As all the events came crashing back to her Kagome woke up completely and looked up only to see a concerned Sesshoumaru sitting next to her. Kagome's brow creased in confusion as she thought

 

`That couldn't have been a dream, could it?' she lightly pulled up her arms and felt no chains and did the same with her legs. Also feeling no chains she let a sigh pass her lips. Maybe it really was just a dream. Sesshoumaru's head shot over in her direction at the sound of her sigh.

 

“Are you feeling well?” he asked smoothly. `Am I well? What happened?'

 

“I'm feeling fine…ano..what happened?”

 

“You passed out during the ball and I brought you to your room. You have been asleep for three and a half hours.” A loud gasp passed her lips and she stared at Sesshoumaru with wide eyes

 

“Really, I've been asleep that long!” Sesshoumaru only nodded his head, some of his silken silver hair gracefully landing on his built chest. Before Kagome could stop herself her small hand leapt from the futon and gently tucked the stray hairs behind his pointy ear. She watched as Sesshoumaru's golden orbs slid closed and gasped as his much larger hand gently clasped her own. He guided her warm hand to his creamy cheek and leaned into her comforting touch. Blushing wildly Kagome sat up in bed, fumbling for something to say.

 

“Hehe..Ummm..Thank you for watching over me Sesshoumaru.” She said, swallowing thickly. Slowly opening his eyes his golden depths slid over to meet with blue. (a/n : remember this isn't Sesshoumaru it's Naraku so if he's just a tad out of character that's why..don't kill me please ^-^;;)

 

“It was my pleasure.” He said with an abnormally warm tone coloring his smooth voice. Kagome's cheeks lit up even more brightly and she gasped when his large hand made its way to her cheek. Day clashed with night and Kagome gasped as Sesshoumaru gently placed his pale lips against her own. Shyly she returned the kiss. Smirking against her lips `Sesshoumaru' trailed his moist tongue across her bottom lip, asking for entrance. Kagome let her eyes slide closed and she opened her warm mouth to him. Kagome shivered as Sesshoumaru's cool, moist tongue caressed her own. Kagome's eyes shot open when she felt strong hands roaming her lush body.

 

`I'm not ready for this, I have to tell him to stop.' Kagome thought. As Sesshoumaru pulled away from her swollen mouth Kagome took in a deep breath. She had to tell him no. But, when his pale lips began to leave hot, open-mouthed kisses along her neck the words we temporarily lost. Sesshoumaru trailed kisses down her neck and lightly nipped and sucked her strong pulse before moving to suckle on the juncture between her neck and shoulder. Kagome let out a soft moan at his ministrations.

 

`Gods, this feels so good.' Sesshoumaru trailed a hand slowly up her stomach to cup one of her full breasts and heard her gasp at the forward move. With wide eyes Kagome said

 

“I'm sorry Sesshoumaru but im not ready for this, I don't want this yet.” Narrowing his eyes Sesshoumaru looked into her blue eyes and spat

START OF RAPE SCENE

 

“What makes you think I care about what it is that you want?” Kagome gasped at his words and started to move away from him, the red silken sheets of the bed crumpling from the movement. Wide eyes stared in horror at her trusted friend and she shakily asked

 

“W-why are you doing this, I thought we were friends!” A hollow, bitter laugh escaped his lips at her words and he barked

 

 

“Friends, what gave you such a foolish and ridiculous idea?” Kagome's eyes filled with tears and a large, strangling lump formed in her throat, but she forced out her next question.

 

”What do you want from me?” she watched as his golden eyes darkened with lust and she shivered when he answered her, his voice much deeper than usual.

 

“I want what any male wants from a female, Kagome.” Kagome's eyes widened and she became paralyzed, not noticing when a non-stripped hand slithered around her waist and pulled her towards him. A broken sob left her lips as she cried

 

“Why! Why would you do this!?” Narrowing his eyes into slits he didn't even bother with the question and slashed his lips upon her own. Another cry escaped her throat , muffled by the demanding lips slashed across her own. Sesshoumaru's tongue pushed roughly through Kagome's lips as he harshly explored her moist mouth. Kagome brought her hands up to his chest and pushed with all her strength but it was no use. He was immensely strong. Tears trickled down her creamy cheeks as Sesshoumaru's claws ripped through her kimono and left red welts in their wake. She pounded helplessly against his hard chest but to no avail, he couldn't and wouldn't be moved. Pulling away from Kagome's now bruising lips Sesshoumaru lowered himself to one of her breasts, taking a soft nipple into his mouth and harshly biting into it with a sharp fang.

 

Kagome cried out at the sudden jolt of pain rushing through her. Grinning up at her menacingly he slowly lapped up her blood, closing his eyes and savoring the taste. Opening his eyes again he took the same breast into his mouth and roughly dragged his fangs across the smooth, pale skin, leaving dark red welts in his wake. Kagome tightly shut her eyes as the pain of his actions raked through her body. Glancing up at her pain-stricken face his grin grew wider. Before he let the abused nipple slide from his mouth he bit into it once again. Letting the crimson liquid trickled down her from her right breast he moved on to her left breast, doing the same cruel actions and savoring her cries of pain. Letting her bruised and bloody left nipple slip from his mouth Sesshoumaru pulled back only to harshly push kagome's upper body down to rest on the futon.

 

He chuckled darkly at the cries of pain and whispered “why's” that escaped from her bruised mouth.

 

“Because you mean nothing to me, you are only here for my needs and entertainment.” Sesshoumaru barked cruelly. Those words made the tears that kagome was shedding pour even faster from underneath her tightly closed eyes. Focusing his attention on her flat stomach Sesshoumaru let his claws glide roughly down her sides, leaving tiny rivulets of blood on her soft, pale skin. Stopping at the cloth that hid her dark curls from him Sesshoumaru growled in annoyance and quickly sliced through the measly cloth. Making his way down to her curls at an achingly slow pace Sesshoumaru allowed his tongue to dart out and lap at one of the many trails of blood on her stomach and sides. Reaching his goal Sesshoumaru took in her scent. It was absolutely delicious. Not wishing to wait any longer Sesshoumaru roughly plunged his tongue onto her hot core. Kagome cried out in shock and pain at the sudden intrusion.

 

“P-please stop Sesshoumaru, please!” Kagome begged. Sesshoumaru looked up at her with lust filled eyes and said

 

“Now why would I do something so foolish?” Violent sobs tore through her body at his answer and she flinched when the feeling of his tongue entering her coursed through her being. He relished the sound of her sobs and the feeling of her flinching and her tears only made this that much sweeter. Hungrily lapping her essence Sesshoumaru decided he had waited long enough; he wanted to be buried deep inside her. Pulling back from her sweet core he placed himself at her entrance. Kagome's eyes shot open and she wailed

 

“No, no, NO! Please stop Sesshoumaru, please!” her pleas fell on deaf ears as Sesshoumaru swiftly and harshly entered her, ripping her maiden barrier, ridding her of her innocence. Kagome's loud scream of pain bounced off the walls of the room making Sesshoumaru grin, he loved every one of her wails. Not waiting for her to adjust to his large size Sesshoumaru pulled out of her almost completely and then swiftly entered her again. He growled in pleasure at the feeling of her walls gripping him tightly. Pleas to stop left Kagome's mouth but they didn't even seem to reach the cruel youkai's ears. Sesshoumaru swiftly pulled out again and harshly pounded back into her, quickening his pace. Over and over again he entered her ruthlessly each time picking up speed and force. A low growl of pleasure rumbled in his chest and he quickly entered her again as he lowered his head to harshly bite an already bruised nipple. Suckling the blood from her wound Sesshoumaru once again picked up the force and speed of his thrusts. Kagome cried out in pain, her body felt like it was being ripped in two.

 

`Oh gods, help me!' Kagome thought as more tears streamed down her already tear streaked face. Letting go of her nipple Sesshoumaru felt the nearing of his climax and swiftly lifted both of kagome's legs to make it that much sweeter. With one final harsh thrust Sesshoumaru embedded his seed inside Kagome and collapsed on the sobbing girl. For minutes he just laid there on top of her and Kagome wished with every fiber of her being that he would just remove himself from her and leave. After that very thought Sesshoumaru pulled out of Kagome and gracefully got off of the futon. He quickly dressed and looked down at Kagome in disgust.

END OF RAPE SCENE

 

“I will send a servant to show you to the hot springs shortly.” And with that he left Kagome to lye on her futon in pain. After a few moments of crying Kagome began to drift off to sleep. But, right before she entered the realm of dreams the sultry voice of a woman met her ears.

 

`Do not worry Kagome, for through your pain I was finally released, I am the part of your soul that you have always been missing. I am you. But now you must make the choice that will change your life forever.'

 

 

Well, there you go! I'm soooooooo sorry about finally updating with such a cruel and heartbreaking chapter..but what happened, as you can see, was very important for Kagome. Though, of course it wasn't pleasant. Anyway..i just want to remind everyone that THAT WAS NARAKU not Sesshoumaru. kk. ^_^ anyway..thanks for reading and then next chappie will be out very soon! Ja for now!-sesshysgirl08-