InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Libera me - Lemon chapter ❯ Chapter 1

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Written by Mette Krangnes
e-mail: xelloss@online.no

A/N: This is the lemon part of the story "Libera me", a story about Sesshoumaru and Rin when
she's older. Kiddie sex bad!!!!!!!!!!!! >_< **makes a face**
Please read the full story before reading this lemon part.

WARNING: This following chapter is a lemon, which means sex. As in people having sex, doing the
mattress mambo, playing adult games in bed (or more correctly, a futon), scenes that minors should
NOT read etc etc. Unless you are 18 or older, please go visit http://www.disney.com instead!
If you are old enough to read about people having sex, go on. But if you are NOT old enough and continue
to read, don't come whining to me afterwards for filling your minds with filth! You were warned!
**points a warning finger and frowns** So there.
This is my second lemon btw, and I've spent several weeks on writing this one, asked many people for
their opinions as I've written it. I'm not fond of people turning people OOC just to write a steamy lemon.
Wether you like it or not, things are always best when you try to actually understand how the characters
would react to different things. Well, I've tried my best...

Disclaimer: Sesshoumaru and Rin belong to Rumiko Takahashi, not me. Please don't sue.

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When she relaxed against him, Sesshoumaru sighed, lazily stroking his cheek against her shoulder, where the hem
of her sleeping kimono had fallen down, revealing some skin. Gently stroking his lips over her collarbone and
nipping with his teeth to distract her, he moved his right hand down from her waist to her thigh, which made
Rin freeze.
"... what are..." she began, sounding both confused and a little scared at the same time.
"Shhh," hushed Sesshoumaru as his other hand found her chin, pushing her face towards his, "don't speak...
not now..."
Then Rin felt his lips cover hers in a gentle kiss, making her eyes go wide with surprise.
This was different from when Hatsui had kissed her. Hatsui had been shy, slightly hesistant and careful, to
say at least. Sesshoumaru was so much more.
Shyness overtook her as she felt his tongue lick at her lips, seeking entrance. In response to the surprising
move, Rin grasped at his arm that was wrapped around her waist.
Now this was really different from the kisses she had shared with Hatsui, Rin thought and felt her cheeks blush up
as Sesshoumaru's tongue entered her mouth, deepening the kiss. Her head felt heavy for some reason, and she
felt herself wanting more for some reason.

But after a few minutes Sesshoumaru broke the kiss, resting his cheek against hers as his gentle breath
brushed against her lips.
"I know you love me, Rin..." he mumbled under his breath, his eyes half open as he gazed at her face.
Her eyes fluttered open at his words, and she nodded softly.
Yes, she did love him. As a father, as a mentor, as a friend, as a guardian... but did she really love him like
this? Over the years as she had entered adolesence, she had noticed that he was indeed a handsome youkai.
He was strong, beautiful and deadly, a powerful combination indeed. And she had to admit, on the few occassions
when she had seen him shirtless, for example when his garments had been ripped or damaged and she had been
appointed the task of fixing them, she had been sure to sneak an extra peek at his chest and bare arms.
But did that mean she loved him if she felt herself physically attracted to him once and then?
Sensing her dilemma, Sesshoumaru leaned down to nuzzle her neck, closing his eyes. Her scent was pleasant,
her body soft and warm and this young woman was his. Her body and soul had been meant for him since the moment
he had lifted her limp body into his lap all those years ago when he had given her life back.

Of course he had seen her naked before when she was but a pup. When she had been taking baths then, he had
kept guard some distance away, far away to give her privacy, but also close enough to interfere if she was
attacked. Then she had been small, innocent, something that needed to be protected.
Now that her body had grown and gained new attributes, it had indeed become something that most
would have wanted to claim and be close to.
Sliding one hand sensually down her thigh and towards her calves, Sesshoumaru soon found the hem of her
sleeping kimono, then took his time pulling it up, revealing her legs to the dark room and his eyes.
With an eep Rin felt his hand move to her inner thigh, headed to her crotch. Warmth filled her belly,
and she felt excited, her breathing growing heavier.
He had never touched her before in this manner, it made her feel both strange and happy, and when his hand
finally cupped her, she couldn't help but moan softly, tilting her head backwards towards his shoulder.
"Are you scared, Rin?" he whispered into her ear, watching her eyes carefully.
She blinked, then nodded slightly before she stuttered out.
"Y-yes... a little... b-b-but not of you..."
"Of the pain?" he murmurred, his hand working to free her of her underclothing as Rin just laid there,
feeling the warmth spreading throughout her body, especially towards the are where his hand was now.
"Do you want me to stop?"
He almost regretted those words... fearing she would say yes. He didn't want to stop, but neither did he
wish to rape her.

She trusted him. He had always been there for her, saved her when she was in danger, kept her warm on cold
nights by letting her coil up in his tail, gave her food and clothing. He... he wouldn't hurt her, she
knew it.
With that she shook her head, smiling a little.
"No... Sesshoumaru-samaaaaa..." she groaned as he continued his gentle ministrations, nipping carefully
at her earlobe and enjoying the way her back arched as he did so.
Her breathing grew more and more erratic as the minutes passed, her head tilted back and eyes closed
as she enjoyed the growing ache she was experiencing. She had done it before of course, but just knowing
that it was her Sesshoumaru-sama's fingers that were working, not her own, made it even better.
How she wished that time could stop right there and then. That way she could enjoy the feeling of laying
with her back to Sesshoumaru who was making her feel wonderful, and she wouldn't have to leave Hatsui and
his family either...
As the worry about having to leave them the next morning came back like that, Rin opened her eyes a little,
but she didn't have time to worry as a wonderful feeling of fullfillment washed over her, making her
groan out loudly as all her muscles tensed, her back arching.

The sound of her moaning was nice, Sesshoumaru thought for himself with a smile as Rin came, and he let his
fingers linger between her legs a little longer. Gently pulling her closer to him he tilted her head up towards
his and placed his lips over hers, partly silencing her loud and pleasure filled moan. This was not the best
moment to wake up the other humans in the house, not at all. Right now he wanted to be sated as well,
and he almost growled out in frustration as Rin's behind pressed against the bulge in his pants.
Mentally chiding himself he managed to calm down a little, breaking the kiss as Rin relaxed in his arms,
her breathing still heavy though.
"Oh... god..." she breathed, eyes still closed.
With a soft chuckle Sesshoumaru nuzzled her cheek tenderly, turning her around so they were face to face, wanting
to see her eyes. She watched him, slightly dazzled, and Sesshoumaru smiled which looked quite alien on his
usual stoic face. Leaning closer, he licked at her lips, a slight murmurr rising from the depths of his chest.
Quite eager, Rin kissed him back, snuggling as close as she could into the warmth of his arms.
The kiss grew more carnage and Sesshoumaru's hands continued exploring her body, sliding her garments open.
Instantly blushing, Rin couldn't help but break the kiss, not pulling back though. Gathering her courage,
she slid her hands up to his chest, resting them on the cold metal of his armour.
Feeling himself growing a tad impatient, Sesshoumaru gently pulled out of their embrace, standing to rid
himself of the armour and to shed some clothing.

Rin's eyes were glued on the youkai lord as she saw him slowly remove his armour, putting it carefully down
on the floor. In the dark she couldn't see that much, but the light from the moon outside illuminated enough for her
to see the silk sliding off flawless skin. Before she knew it, he was standing there, naked and glowing
eyes fixed on her. She could feel the blush on her face, and she was aware of her heavy breathing.
Silently Sesshoumaru slid under the covers of the futon again, gathering her close and sliding the sleepingkimono
off her shoulders.
"Relax..." he murmurred softly into her ear, closing his eyes as he let his hands stroke her back soothingly.
He was so warm...
Scooting closer to him, Rin made a slight eep as she suddently felt something poking at her hip and pulled back, eyes
wide. Sesshoumaru groaned at the contact, gritting his teeth as his arms tightened their hold around her.
"Easy..."
"I..." Rin began with a blush on her face as she understood what she had felt was, her eyes glancing a little
hesistantly downwards between their bodies.
"Shhhhh," came his reply, and he rubbed his nose against hers, his eyes opening, "I'll be careful with you, Rin..."
Then his hands reached for her wrists, and Rin blinked curiously as he moved her onto all fours while kneeling behind
her, wrapping his arms around her waist as he leaned over her.
Feeling a clenching in her abdomen, Rin swallowed, a little unsure about this. This was how dogs mated, she knew that...
and Sesshoumaru was a dog demon after all. She relaxed a little as she felt him nuzzle her shoulder, though the
nervousness increased as she felt him moving closer and buck into her.

Holding back a growl, Sesshoumaru gritted his teeth, hearing Rin yelp underneath him. Of course she was a virgin,
well, had been at least, he himself had made sure nobody got to touch her in this manner before. Maybe it was because
he subconsciously had wished to do this and wouldn't give this experience to anybody else. The experience of having her.
Sesshoumaru held his breath, giving himself a mental slap. He had to be careful with her. The metallic scent of blood,
HER blood, reached his sensitive nose, and he gritted his teeth as he felt her tense underneath him, her inner muscles
contracting due to her discomfort.
"It... it hurts so much," Rin whimpered, her voice strained.
"It will pass... I'm sorry," murmurred Sesshoumaru into her ear, fighting back his instinct to go on with what they had
just started. The next minute felt like an hour, he thought as he tightened his grip around her waist, his ears able to
hear the frantic beating of Rin's heart, as well as her strained breathing. He hated this, having to bring her such pain.
Yet he cherished this, the fact that he was inside her, the first male to have her.
Finally Rin seemed to calm down, opening her eyes and sniffling a little before nodding slightly.
"Ok... I... I'm ready..." she breathed, then clenched her teeth and tightened her hold on the sheets as she felt Sesshoumaru
pull slightly out of her before pushing back in, taking full use of her acception.

With a gasp Rin closed her eyes again, a small tear running from her eye and joining the other tears that she had shed earlier.
Why did this have to hurt so?
This was the first time he had actually harmed her... it had dulled now though, but each time he pushed into her she felt
the pain come back for a second, though slowly the thrusts hurt less and less. Maybe she would enjoy he kept on doing this...
His strong arms clasped around her waist, his smooth chest on her back, and his face nuzzled into the crook of her neck.
It made her feel safe somehow. Her Sesshoumaru-sama would never let her be hurt again, she knew it.
At a particular hard thrust Rin couldn't help but moan, letting her head drop down. Yes, this wasn't so bad... not bad at all.
His breathing got heavier and heavier as he went on making love to the girl underneath him. Luckily she wasn't nervous anymore,
which made this alot easier for both of them. This was how he had thought it would be, if not better. He burried his face into
her hair, inhaling deeply as her entire being filled his senses. A pure scent, soft and warm skin, the salty sweat, the moans
and other delightful sounds she desperately tried to hold back, and her muscles around him. A soft growl left his lips, and
he quicked his pace, closing his eyes while he tilted his head back.
He wouldn't be able to hold himself back soon, and he could feel his control slip even more for each passing second.
That wouldn't do, he wanted her to be satisfied as well. Clinging onto that fact, he let his left hand move down over her
pelvis and to her crotch, his nimble fingers searching the the spot he had found earlier.
As his fingers stroked her, Rin moaned even louder, pushing her hips back to meet his as he pushed into her.
Another growl emminated from his chest, and his fingers worked even more insistantly.
"Rin..."
The thrusts came harder and faster, and Rin felt her arms growing weaker, forcing her upper body down on the futon.
"P-please," she gasped, her head getting even heavier and her cheeks flushing furiously.
Upon hearing her begging, Sesshoumaru couldn't stop himself, his eyes nearly flashing red as he tightened his hold on her.
His fingers stroked her even harder, and within a few moments Rin felt the same wonderful feeling rush through her, making her
groan out as her entire body shook with pleasure. Feeling her muscles clench around his arousal, the youkai lord growled out
in satisfaction as he reached his peak, finally coming inside her.

She had never felt like this before, never been so warm, and never so tired... she felt relaxed, though she didn't doubt that
she was going to be really sore when she woke up. This was worth it though, being close to her Sesshoumaru-sama who made her
feel like this. She loved him. Smiling tiredly for herself she closed her eyes, feeling his warm breath over her shoulder
as he laid over her. He was warm too, his drenched hair spilling over them where they lay. This was something she could get
used to, Rin thought as her need for sleep overtook her.

Groaning into her neck, Sesshoumaru finally dared breathing again after holding his breath. Rin was
gasping for breath underneath him, her hands clasping the sheets of the futon like a lifeline, sweat on her forehead and
soaking her hair.
He pulled carefully out of her, making her groan in slight pain and pleasure, then he laid down next to her on the futon and
wrapped his arms protectively around her as he pulled her close.
As he leaned his sweaty forehead against hers, he couldn't help but smile upon catching her scent
mixed with his. She truly belonged with him.
How could he give her up now? Among humans it was a disgrace for human females to mate before marrying, he knew that.
Maybe that was why he had done this, to make sure nobody else took her...? That was what he wanted to believe at least.
Maybe she would concieve a pup of her own from this? Then she would have to come back to him...
While he watched her sleeping face, Sesshoumaru's thoughts went high and low. This had been the right thing, right?
To his great annoyance a nagging feeling crept up his spine, making him queasy. Or was he just tired from this entire
ordeal?

But he knew what mattered. She was his. At least for tonight...

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A/N: There you have it! Hope it was worth the wait!!! **blushes** Thanks to Bakadeshi, Libby Rust, Laina Bug, Laura and others for
being betareaders for this part, hope y'all liked it!
**runs off to hide** Please review and give me comments and crits!