InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lies ❯ Lies ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha

AN: Just some thoughts I er.. thought of, so there!




It hurt.

It hurt so much.

As though my whole heart was being torn to shreds.

I thought I could do this, I guess I was wrong.

Why did I always feel that I had to be the martyr, why?

Why couldn’t I have fought for once for what I wanted, not Inuyasha, not Kikyo but me!

But I knew.

I knew the truth.

Truth is I don’t belong here, never did, never will.

At least Kikyo was meant to be here at sometime or another.

But me, I was a mistake.

I was a copy, a fake, an imitation of the real thing.

He will always love her, and she him.

Nothing can change this.

Not Naraku.

Not death.

Not me!

I am the one in the wrong.

How can I ask him to choose between the same person?

It’s not fair!

I didn’t ask to be her reincarnation.

I didn’t ask to fall in love with him!

But when has life been fair.

They always leave you.

To be alone.

In the dark.

Shivering in your own mind.

Whispers of promises once made gloating in your ear.

‘I’ll protect you…’

Liar.

‘I’ll never leave you…’

Liar!

‘Forever and always’

LIAR!!!

But don’t we all lie.

‘So Kagome want to go to the cinema with me tonight?’

No.

‘Sorry Hojo’

Lie.

‘I’m helping my grandfather clean the shrine’

Lie!

‘Maybe next time’

LIE!!!

It’s instinct.

Like a wild animal backed into a corner.

Desperation.

No contemplation.

Condemnation.

We’re all going to hell, ha!

I wish.

Earth is hell.

What is hell if not unbearable agony twisting and burning through your veins?

Poor sweet Kagome.

Fell down a well.

Fell in love with a hanyou.

Fell for his lies.

I fall a lot.

I wonder if my underwear ever shows?