InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lolita: Sesshomaru and Rin ❯ Afterword ( Chapter 21 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
The rest of the story is a blur.
I drove off and accidentally sped down the wrong side of the road, and after running a red light and driving into a meadow I got arrested. I didn't even care if Naraku was really dead or not. I just wanted to forget about the whole thing.
The real tragedy, I then recognized after all these years, was not that I had lost Lolita, but that Rin had been robbed of her childhood.
Because of my personal beliefs, I oppose execution. However I will accept thirty-five years in jail for rape. As for murder, I don't consider it a crime. I did society a favor by getting rid of Naraku.
Rin. If you get a chance to read this, live the rest of your life in peace. Love your baby and be the best mother that you can be. Be true to your husband Kohaku. Don't talk to strangers. Kohaku better treat you well, because if he doesn't then I will get him even from beyond the grave. And don't mourn Naraku, please. The world is better off without him. It is better that I live a little bit longer than him so that I have a chance to tell your tale. I am not going to sit here and beg or plead for your forgiveness. Rather, I am attempting to make peace with you so that you and I can both be immortalized through this story, your story.
Finally, please do not publish this memoir until Rin is no longer alive either so that neither one of us would have to suffer through whatever reaction that the readers of this book may have.
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Note: Sesshomaru was found dead in his cell before his case got a chance to go to trial. Upon coming across this book, Rin supplied us with her old diaries, granting us her permission to use them alongside Sesshomaru's writing. Rin herself died of complications during a second pregnancy two years after Sesshomaru.
I drove off and accidentally sped down the wrong side of the road, and after running a red light and driving into a meadow I got arrested. I didn't even care if Naraku was really dead or not. I just wanted to forget about the whole thing.
The real tragedy, I then recognized after all these years, was not that I had lost Lolita, but that Rin had been robbed of her childhood.
Because of my personal beliefs, I oppose execution. However I will accept thirty-five years in jail for rape. As for murder, I don't consider it a crime. I did society a favor by getting rid of Naraku.
Rin. If you get a chance to read this, live the rest of your life in peace. Love your baby and be the best mother that you can be. Be true to your husband Kohaku. Don't talk to strangers. Kohaku better treat you well, because if he doesn't then I will get him even from beyond the grave. And don't mourn Naraku, please. The world is better off without him. It is better that I live a little bit longer than him so that I have a chance to tell your tale. I am not going to sit here and beg or plead for your forgiveness. Rather, I am attempting to make peace with you so that you and I can both be immortalized through this story, your story.
Finally, please do not publish this memoir until Rin is no longer alive either so that neither one of us would have to suffer through whatever reaction that the readers of this book may have.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Note: Sesshomaru was found dead in his cell before his case got a chance to go to trial. Upon coming across this book, Rin supplied us with her old diaries, granting us her permission to use them alongside Sesshomaru's writing. Rin herself died of complications during a second pregnancy two years after Sesshomaru.