InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Longing ❯ Dirty thoughts, clean shower ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Inuyasha, and the characters therein, are the property of Rumiko Takahashi.
Kagome flopped down on her bed, and let exhaustion over come her. Everything was catching up with her. She was so tired after studying all night, and she was so confused about Inuyasha’s kiss by the well, and it had been so hard to concentrate on all of the exams she had taken earlier in the day. She was just grateful that she was able to sneak away from school without being cornered by her friends.
After laying down for a few minutes, Kagome decided to write a little in her diary before getting ready to go back through the well. After retrieving it, and a pen from her backpack, she leaned back against her headboard and started writing.

‘Dear diary,

OH MY GOD!! I just can’t believe it! Inuyasha kissed me! He ACTUALLY kissed me! WHAT THE HELL!! He has never done anything like that before….I didn’t even know he thought about those kinds of things. Then, to make matters even more confusing, the baka took off running into the woods afterwards without even looking back at me! It still makes me dizzy even thinking about it. It was so intense! Is that what your first kiss is supposed to feel like? I swear, at that moment, if he wanted to make love to me right there in front of the well, I don’t think I would have tried to stop him! GEEZ, I am silly! (good thing he stopped, huh, WHEW!)

I just hope he doesn’t regret doing it. I know he still misses Kikyou. Her death was so sudden. He hadn’t even gotten the chance to say goodbye. I felt so sad for him…the look on his face when she exploded into a million sparkles of light and the rest of my soul returned to me. I guess he just needs time. I wonder if he only did it because I remind him of her….’

Kagome set the diary on her night stand with a heavy sigh, and stood up to stretch. ‘I suppose I should start getting ready to go back…’ she thought as she walked down the hall to the bathroom.

The hot shower felt so good against her body, as she felt the tightness in her muscles dissipate under the massaging water. “Mmmmmm” Kagome sighed, as she rolled her head from side to side. ‘Feels soooo good…’ She let her head fall back as the water ran through her hair washing out the conditioner. Kagome leaned against the side of the shower with her eyes closed and let her thoughts drift back to that morning beside the well. She felt that aching want start to spring forth in her body, that she always felt when ever she thought about the handsome hanyou, and the longing she always felt for some sort of release.


Contrary to popular belief, Kagome wasn’t as innocent as she outwardly seemed. True, that she always kept some semblance of purity in the company of others, and always has had the good graces to blush in modesty whenever she is confronted with anything of a sexual nature in mixed company, but that doesn’t mean that she never thought about it. And it definitely didn’t mean that she never did anything about it on her own. She had only started to mature in this way in the past year (she is now 17), and had only recently discovered that she could solve the problem independently. Lately, she had taken to writing her fantasies down in her diary, then rereading them to herself on her visits home before she succumbed to her need for physical release.


Kagome squeezed her eyes shut tight and bit her bottom lip, as her body exploded under her rapidly moving finger. She opened her mouth to breath more deeply as she clung to the side of the shower and waited for her legs to stop shaking. ‘Inuyasha…’ she thought, as she leaned back, closed her eyes, and tried to catch her breath.