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Losing Grip

By: Dark_Magician86

Genre: Angst/Romance

Rated: PG13 (for suicide)

Summary: Inuyasha and Kagome start out as the perfect couple and Inuyasha thinks that nothing can go wrong, or could it? Can Inuyasha save the girl he loves from choosing the fate laid out for her and choose him over the guy he hates?!

Type: One-Shot & Song-Fic (might continue it if you want me to though, it

doesn't matter though)

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or everybody else.

~~~*In the Park*~~~

Inuyasha and Kagome were walking around in the park where they first met and decided to become a couple. They decided to come here because Kagome had to tell him something really important. Kagome chose to be the first one to speak," Inu, I know that we've been a couple for 2yrs, but I think, no I know that I'm not the right one for you. It would do us some good if we, well, if we break up and see other people." And with that she left him to let the words sink in.

Are you aware of what

You made me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you

Like I'm not real

Inuyasha loved Kagome ever since he first asked her out, and Kagome knew that, she just didn't care about it anymore ever since his half-brother, Sesshoumaru asked her out. He always tried to make her remember them as a couple by locking his arms around her but she always turned away leaving him heartbroken once again.

Didn't you feel me lock

my arms around you

Why'd you turn away

Here's what I have to say

So after he let the words sink in, he started to cry in the park where they became a couple and shared their first kiss, he was a little happy at that thought but it didn't last long enough.

I was left cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided…

On Inuyasha's way home from the park, he was literally tripping over his own two feet because he was so upset over this whole thing with Kagome going out with Sesshoumaru. Inuyasha was now on the ground after falling for the hundredth time it seemed like, and he felt like he couldn't get up and like he was just losing his grip on life

Why should I care

Cause you weren't there

When I was scared

I was so alone

You need to listen

I'm starting to trip

I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

When Inu finally did make it home, he decided to just lock himself in his room for the rest of the day. He started to think. <I bet Kagome was just using me to take the place of my half-brother. I bet if I left now and came back in two or three years she wouldn't even recognize my face, she'd probably think that I was Sesshoumaru, I wonder what she really did see when she saw my face. >

Am I just someone

You placed beside you

To take somebody's place

When you turn around

Can you recognize my face

<I thought Kag loved me. She always use to hug me and hold me when I was upset about my memories of the past after my parents died and my damn bastard of a brother ignored me. Was I just delusional? Did I just think everything was ok? When it wasn't. >

You use to love me

You use to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't okay

Today was the day he'd lose Kagome to Sesshoumaru once and fore all, for today was the day Kagome and Sesshoumaru were to be married. Kagome had invited him, so he went but he ended up waiting outside the church crying. He still grinned about all the good times he and Kagome had though. So now their Inuyasha was left alone, no one to be there to hold him when he was scared or upset about his memories of his past. He knows he shouldn't still care for Kagome. But he couldn't help it.

I was left to cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided…

Why should I care

Cause you weren't there

When I was scared

I was so alone

You need to listen

I'm starting to trip

I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Crying, that was all he did anymore. Until the day he opened his eyes wide with pain as he slit his wrists, then his eyes drifted shut for the last time. The razor he had once gripped tight in his right hand had now fallen to the ground landing in a puddle of his blood.

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide

He was thinking funny thoughts of Kagome were with him even in death. Death was a welcomed change from having to deal with his former love, but you see Inu's last thoughts were indeed on his love but they were on why he still cared for him. You could see the wet streak on his face from the last tear he had ever cried for his love.

Why should I care

Cause if you don't care

Then I don't care

We're not going anywhere.

The End

A/N: Sorry if it's so sappy, but I'm a sucker for this kind of stuff. Oh yeah, almost forgot, review if you want, if you don't I don't really care; it's your choice.