InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Losing Grip ❯ Losing Grip ( One-Shot )

Hihi, Princess Kagome here with another story. This is my first song-fic, so be nice ^^

I do not own Losing Grip, Avril Lavigne does, and I do not own Inu Yasha, Rumiko Takahashi… I don't own anything … im a broke teen o.O;

The writing in parenthesis is the song, everything else is from Kagome's point of few.

Losing Grip

There he was, standing there, embracing Kikyo like I didn't exist. Like he didn't know I was there, like he didn't know I was alive. I knew he did… Like that kiss yesterday ment nothing to him… I guess it didn't, im invisible aren't I? Only to him and his dead lover…

(Are you aware of what

you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you

Like im not real)

Kikyo sensed me, and kissed him quickly on his lips, I saw the hair on the back of his neck stand up as he shivered when her cold lips met his warm ones. He was staring blankly into the forest, and I wanted to hold him, and whisper to him that I was here and I wouldn't leave him like she did. Slowly I made my way to him and hugged him gently. He pushed me away and turned so I couldn't see his face.

(Didn't you feel me lock

my arms around you

why'd you turn away

heres what I have to say)

"I need to be alone" He whispered and jumped up from treetop to treetop, away from me. I felt tears running down my cheeks…

(I was left to cry there

Waitin out side there

Grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided…)

But I didn't care… I let them fall… I was all alone now….

(Why should I care

You weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

Im startin to trip

Im losin my grip

And im in this thing alone…)

I didn't understand… I was always by his side, always caring for him and I thought he cared for me. I was loyal, understanding, forgiving, always there for him… Or was he seeing through me to Kikyo's soul? There'd be times when he'd call me Kikyo, comparing us out loud… did he really know who I was?

(Am I just some chick

You placed beside you

To take somebody's place

When you turn around

Can you recognize me face)

I could remember times when he hugged me, because he was afraid he'd loose me… Or when he kissed me…

(You used to love me

You used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't ok)

But where did that leave me? In a clearing, crying silently…

(I was left to cry there

Waitin out side there

Grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided…

Why should I care

You weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

Im startin to trip

Im losin my grip

And im in this thing alone…)

Now I was crying loudly, letting all my pain, sorrow, and heartbreak out.

(Crying out loud

Im crying out loud

Crying out loud

Im crying out loud)

Can't he see that I love him?! Is he so blind?

(Open your eyes

Open up wide)

Then I thought about it, why should I care? If he doesn't care about me, why care about him, he doesn't care for me, he only thought of me as a replacement…

(Why should I care

You weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care we're not goin anywhere

Why should I care

You werent there when I was scared

You, you need to listen

Im startin to trip

Im losin my grip

And im in this thing alone…)

I stopped my tears and began to walk in the opposite direction of Inu Yasha, Kikyo, and camp. Im in this thing alone.