InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lost and Found ❯ Memories ( Chapter 4 )

Lost and Found

Chapter 4 - Memories

 

Previously in the last chapter

 

He sighed, there was no denying it; they now had a small hanyou girl in their group and it was their daughter. Kagome was distraught and confused there was not doubt about that; he couldn't help but feel guilty, after all if he hadn't have given into his desires this never would have happened. `Look what I've done to her…this is all my fault. I have to talk to her; we both need it' He jumped off the branch of the tree he was sitting in and walked over to her, “Kagome….we need to talk”

 

 

Kagome looked up at Inuyasha; he saw the worry in her eyes and smelled a hint of fear. It filled his heart with more guilt for what this was doing to her; she stood and looked at the ground, “C'mon Kagome…we can go into the forest and talk” he gave her one last look then walked forward toward the forest with her behind him.

 

She walked quietly behind him, not knowing what to do or say; they came to a halt beside a lake which had calm waters, not a single wave or ripple. She had to admit the beautiful sight relaxed her slightly but she was still focused on the cause of her state of mind. The girl. Her girl. She sighed deeply before speaking out to him, breaking the silence, “Inuya….” However she did not get to finish before he interrupted her.

 

“I'm sorry Kagome…” she heard him loud and clear. His back was facing her so that she didn't see his face, but she still heard the quiver in his voice

 

“What for Inuyasha?” she asked putting a hand on his shoulder which he happily accepted.

 

He took in a deep breath and clenched his eyes shut, closing his fist tightly, “This is all my fault….I…if I hadn't…” he ended there not being able to finish his sentence as Kagome stood in front of him looking at his guilt ridden face.

 

She placed a hand on his cheek and he opened his eyes to look at her. Amber met brown and she gave him a reassuring smile, “This is not your fault…you did not force me….I chose to do it….” He still didn't say anything which was a little unnerving, “I'm sure that it won't be that bad…she seems happy to see us” her confident voice was heard but he still noticed a hint of fear. She noticed that gleam in his eyes `he's afraid' She reached out and hugged him around the waist; he stood there shocked for a moment, but realized that she needed comfort as much as he did. They stood there embraced together and Kagome whispered just enough that Inuyasha could hear it, “I chose to become your mate because I love you….besides…your going to be a picture perfect father….just like mine was…”

 

He stiffened at her words but then took her closer, burying his nose into her hair taking in her amazing scent of lilac and peppermint. He smiled before letting her go, “c'mon we should go…” but before he walked off Kagome grabbed his hand and intertwined her fingers in his, leaning against his arm. His shock wore off but he returned her motion as they walked back to the camp remembering their special night together…

 

Flashback

 

He couldn't stop thinking about it…Kagome hadn't talked to him in days, ever since we found out that Naraku's castle was getting closer and closer.

 

What the hell is the matter? She isn't talking or arguing with me! She hasn't even sat me!!

 

At that thought he sighed in realization that he actually missed her sitting him.

 

They had made camp about at least a day's journey from the castle and were carrying on their usual ways: Miroku and Sango were sitting next to each other peacefully until he would eventually grope her and she would smack him, Shippou was actually asleep in Kagome's sleeping bag already which wasn't surprising from all the hard work he had done in the last couple of days, Inuyasha was sitting in a tree blissfully thinking to himself, but Kagome was simply staring into the fire deep in thought and she had been doing this a lot lately.

 

Kagome sighed with her thoughts about Inuyasha; she felt tears start to well up in the brim of her eyes.

 

I wish I could tell him…but tomorrow we'll be facing Naraku and he might not make it….for that matter I might not either…I couldn't put him through that. It was just better if he didn't know…that way he can move on if I die

 

A tear made it's way down one of her cheeks as she stared emotionlessly into the fire.

 

He couldn't take it anymore, if there was ever a time to confront her it was now; he jumped from his spot in the tree and calmly walked over to Kagome, crouching next to her. When she didn't notice him he hooked a finger under her chin and turned her to so he could look into her face; he saw the pain and fear in her eyes that gazed into his, “Come with me Kagome…” holding out his hand waiting for her to take it; he didn't want to force her.

 

She looked at his face then to his hand and then back to his face before she took a hold of his masculine hand; he hoisted her up, and carried her bridal style as he bounded off into the forest to an abandoned cave where he knew that they could talk alone.

 

He took one last whiff of the air to make sure Naraku or some other demon wasn't around before he turned to Kagome who was looking at the cave floor. He quickly walked up to her and gazed into her distracted face, “Kagome….” She looked up to him with those same eyes, “what's wrong why haven't you been talking to me? What did I do to make you so mad at me?”

 

She saw the pain in his face and voice; her well held tears were released as she cried. Despite her efforts she had hurt him just like she tried not to, “You didn't do anything Inuyasha…I…I just…I've been…” her tears continued to flow down her cheeks and she cried a little harder.

 

He couldn't stand it; her tears and pain were almost too unbearable to watch. Reaching out he took the crying Kagome into his arms, “Please…Kagome…please tell me what's wrong…” he pleaded with worry as he stroked her hair for comfort

 

Her crying continued as she confessed, “Naraku's going to try and kill you…kill everyone…even me…I can't watch you die…I just can't! All those times that you've been injured I've cried wondering if you'll make it to the next day! I don't want you to die! I love you too much for me to lose you to a monster like Naraku!” she let it out still crying into his embrace as she felt him stiffen at her words.

 

`Did I just hear that right? She…She loves me? Oh kami she loves me!'

 

His heart flew in his chest he embraced her tighter, “I…I love you too Kagome…” now he felt her stiffen at his words and heard a gasp as she hitched her breath; she looked up into his face. He saw that the pain was gone and a warm feeling of joy replaced them as she smiled at him. They looked into each others eyes, getting lost in their depths; he looked at her warm, slightly parted, and inviting lips. He watched her moisten them with the tip of her tongue as her breath started to pick up and her heartbeat increased. Swooping down he claimed her lips with his, it was hard and passionate at first but then warm and loving the next.

 

WARNING LEMON!!!!

 

Her eyes closed as he kissed her and she wrapped her arms around neck; he snaked his arms around her waist pulling her into him as he caressed her bottom lip with his tongue asking for entrance. She more than happily complied and he explored every crevice of her mouth and they were matched in a battle of dominance as they wrestled their tongues together. His hands caressed her back before starting to explore every aspect of her goddess like body; she let out a moan through their deep kiss. Her lungs begged for air as she pulled her face from his, gasping for breath; he moved to her neck where he back soft sensual kisses to her collarbone. Her moaning grew louder as he grabbed her backside holding her against his hips.

 

His hands were next rubbing against bare skin as he moved his hands under her shirt, the next minute it was on the cave floor. Continuing his assault on her neck, a hand caressed her breast as another worked on the clamp in the back to remove the thin piece of fabric between his hand and her bare breasts. With the simple movement the bra was off revealing her beauty; she turned a faint shade of red as she covered herself. He smiled, pulling her close, “You don't need to hide from me, koibito…”

 

Kagome's blush went deeper as he called her that, but somehow it felt right as she lowered her hands and let her admire her body from the waist up; she heard him let out a groan as he kissed her again with more passion, pulling her as close as she could get.

 

She felt a prod against her thigh as he grew hard under his pants; she had a sudden feeling of warmth in her lower region, moans escaped her as her knees gave way and she leaned into him more. His grip on her waist tightened as she fell against him. He grabbed her and gently carries her bridal style deeper into the cave. Setting her down, he removed his haori and lay it on the ground before slowly and carefully putting her down onto it.

 

He lowered his head down and began sucking on her nipple. She gasped and moaned as he caressed her other breast with his hand; he switched and did the same with the other. She felt a rush of warmth as she felt wetness gather in her panties; he smelled her sudden spike in arousal. Making kisses down her stomach, he pulled her skirt off in one swift movement leaving only her undergarments on, which he removed next. He marveled her beauty before she sat up and began the task of removing his hakama which she gladly helped with. Now it was her turn to marvel his body; she immediately felt the heat rise in her face and so did he.

 

He made his way back to Kagome and lay beside her giving her a look of love as he brushed a stray lock of hair from her face. He kept her gaze as he moved on top of her being careful to shift his weight just right; her body tensed, “Relax” he said comfortingly as her body slowly but surely become relaxed. He opened her legs wider with his knee as he nuzzled her neck taking in her intoxicating scent once more.

 

She felt him lick on the junction between her neck and shoulder before she felt brief pain as his fangs sank into her skin. She didn't wince or cry out which relaxed him; she knew that he marked her as his mate as he lapped up the blood flowing from her wound until it stopped completely.

 

She willingly opened her legs wider as she felt the tip of his arousal on her entrance. He kissed her and thrust in quickly but gently.

 

She felt a small sting at first but it disappeared as he went deeper and deeper into her. He made sure that she was adjusted to the new feeling before he moved out and back in, slowly at first but his dog side was kicking in as he came closer and he went faster. Moaning profusely she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and moved her hips in a steady rhythm. She suddenly let out a cry and dug her nails into Inuyasha's back as she felt something rip inside her. A tear made its way down her cheek; he kissed her licked up her tears before kissing her on the forehead continuing. She was between pain and pleasure now almost reaching her peak, gasping for breath. Her walls clamped onto his manhood and he moaned; she looked into his eyes before Inuyasha buried his head in the crook of her neck as he felt a flow of ecstasy and release. Kagome felt a flood of warmth after her climax was over.

 

Inuyasha practically collapsed onto Kagome before rolling off to the side. Who knew that mating took that much out of you?

 

They were both panting for breath. Kagome rolled onto her side and buried her head in his chest; she was exhausted from her first time. “I love you Inuyasha”

 

He snuggled her and buried his face into the top of her head sniffing her now newly created scent that made her his mate, smiling he replied, “I love you too Kagome”

 

END LEMON & Flashback

 

They reached the camp again still holding hands and Kagome snuggling against his arm. Their friends were glad to see that the newly found parents were no longer distressed and were standing watching their daughter intently while she played with Tala, Shippou, and Kirara. Kagome wrapped her arm around Inuyasha's waist, and they couldn't help but smile at her; Kagome nudged him in the side, he looked down at her, “We're going to have to talk to her….tonight maybe?”

 

He gave her a smile, “Sure Kagome…c'mon lets finish packing then we can head out…”

 

She smiled giving him a peck on the cheek before going and finishing her packing leaving a scarlet cheeked hanyou behind……

 

Vocabulary

Koibito - lover / boyfriend / girlfriend

Kami - God(s)