InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lost Hearts ❯ ch19 ( Chapter 19 )

A/N: IMPORTANT NOTE!! I just got my first flame! I was soooooo sad….and a lil pissed! I was really starting to feel confertable, I mean I had 143 reviews and all of them were positive… then this comes along! I was so sad! It ruined my day! THANKS! Here's the `Flame" and my response to it!

"me-flame-you 2004-05-07 18 Anonymous wow what a surprise. NOT! that chapter was so predictable. Let me guess Kikyo use some kind of spell or something to make herself look like Kagome so Inuyasha would sleep with her. There are so many storys out there like that. So Kagome finds out Inu was under a spell and things are ok and she goes back to him. BORING! The story was so good up untill this point. Oh well. Another story bites the dust. I'm sure If you can you will erase this flame so no one else can see it."

Well where do I start…. Hmm well I didn't erase it, in fact I put it on ch19 so everyone could see it. Second of all I'm really sorry "another story bit the dust" but no offense but u have NO IDEA what I have planned for this story and maybe if you would wait and not bite my head off maybe you would find that out! On the contrary of what you said, "me-flame-you" people are calling my story original. Now I have to admit the whole Inu cheating on Kag with Kikyo isn't original but I needed something to break them up. It's a free country so if you don't want to keep reading it, that's fine, but I would encourage it, you'll be surprised.

ANYWHOOOO Wow sorry I had to get that out of my system. I'm a really nice person, REALLY, I'm not mean but GEEZZZ!!! WOO! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE GREAT REVIEWS THAT I GOT! I really appreciate it! I guess I should be thankful for the flame too, I mean every good author has a couple people that don't like their stories, I guess it's the only way you know people are really reading and paying attention to what you say. Enough of me…here's the chappie!

Lost Hearts

Ch19: The Reason

Inuyasha woke up with his head throbbing.

"Huh, damn where am I, what happened?" Inuyasha looked around and slowly sat up from his uncomfortable position on the floor, it was only then he spotted Miroku sitting on the bed.

"Miro-"

SLAM! Miroku's fist had just come in contact with Inuyasha's jaw sending him flying backwards.

Inuyasha grabbed his jaw, his eyes flashing red for a minute, "What-what the hell was that?"

"Don't give me that bullshit Inuyasha, you better be fucking thankful that you aren't dead." Miroku says rubbing his hand.

"Dead? Miroku what the-"

"How could you do that to her Inuyasha, you told me you loved her!"

"Do? What did I --," suddenly all of last nights memories came flashing back to him, "shit! Miroku where's Kagome?"

"Gone"

"Gone? What do you mean gone?"

"Fuck Inuyasha, she's gone! She's gone because of you! She's gone because you hurt her!"

Inuyasha got up, stumbling towards the door.

"Where are you going?" asks Miroku.

"Why the hell do you care."

"Damn it Inuyasha! I care! Kagome is like a sister to me! The only reason why your not dead is because you're my best friend man!"

Inuyasha stood there for a minute then he went and sat down, his back to the wall, his head between his knees.

"What happened?" Miroku quietly asks, "What the hell happened?"

Inuyasha shook his head, "I don't know man I don't remember everything."

"Well tell me what you do remember then."

"Well me and Kikyo left the stadium in the limo…"

* FLASHBACK *

"Come on Yashie!" Kikyo says pulling Inuyasha's arm and leading him into the limo.

"Let go of me bitch!" Inuyasha says as they get into the limo.

"Aww Yash your being so mean!" Kikyo says making a pouting face, "Besides I did tell you I would be back!"

"I don't want you back bitch!"

"Yeah I saw you replaced me with that little whore!"

"Leave Kagome out of this!"

"She does look a lot like me, although I have to admit I have better boobs and my god, that hair it looks like she hasn't brushed it in ages!"

Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore, "SHUT THE FUCK UP KIKYO!" He says as he grabs her neck and presses her up against the window.

"Oh so you want to fuck do you? I thought you would at least wait until later, but if your up for it why not?" Kikyo says pressing her self to him.

"Uh, you disgust me!" he says pushing her back.

The limo stopped and Inuyasha quickly got out. Inuyasha was greeted with heavily bright lights.

"Where are we?" Inuyasha asks looking around.

"Hell" Kikyo responds smiling.

"Well no shit, anywhere is hell with you."

"Your so nice Yash, you know just what to say to make a girl smile."

"Feh, it's a curse. Now where are we really."

"I told you, `Hell'. It's the hottest new bar. I thought that we could have some drinks and talk. You know you can't refuse, I own you for tonight!"

"Oh lucky me." Inuyasha says sarcastically.

"Now come on!" Kikyo says grabbing his hand, "Let's get inside!"

Inuyasha and Kikyo made their way inside the smoky club and into the back where a private room was waiting for them. Inside the room the wall was lined up with couches and a few tables, in the center of the room was a pool table.

"Feel like playing pool Yash? You know I'm good at handling balls." Kikyo says giving him a wink.

Inuyasha shivered then shrugged, "Sure why not, anything to make this night go by faster."

Soon a waitress came by to get them some drinks, Kikyo ordered for them while Inuyasha sat down on one of the couch seats.

"Isn't this fun Yash?" Kikyo asked sitting next to him, "Now why did we ever break up?"

"Because you cheated on me bitch."

"Oh right! That! Aren't you over that now! It was such a long time ago! Besides he didn't mean anything to me and it wasn't a big deal."

"A big deal? You were fucking him at one of my concerts you dirty skank!"

"Ok I see I'm not getting anywhere with you."

"You aren't. I'm happy Kikyo, can't you just leave me alone?"

"But I want you to be happy with me! Can't you be happy with me?"

Inuyasha shook his head, "No, I'm happy with Kagome."

Kikyo was about to say something when the drinks arrived.

"Ok enough of the past!" Kikyo says lifting up her drink and handing Yash his, "to the future!"

"Feh." `That's right, to a happy future with Kagome."

Inuyasha took a big gulp of his drink.

"How about we continue playing Yash? We can keep talking."

"Sure, feh, whatever." Says Inuyasha as he takes another big gulp from his drink, "Hey Kikyo? What is this?" he says pointing to his drink.

"Oh nothing much, just something I cooked up!"

* END OF FLASHBACK *

"After that," Inuyasha continued, "it was all hazy. I just remember telling Kikyo I needed to go home, her telling me she was walking me to my door because I was drunk off my ass."

"How did Kikyo get inside though? Did you invite her in?"

"Of course not you dumb ass!"

"I wouldn't start the name calling Yash, just continue the story."

"Whatever, all I know is that Kikyo must have slipped in when I opened the door. I shut if after me, the room was pitch black and I couldn't see anything. I felt a pair of arms go around me and someone kissing my neck, I thought it was Kagome so one think led to the other, you know the rest."

"So you didn't do it on purpose?"

"Of course not man! I'm not stupid! I don't want to lose her! I love Kagome!"

"Look man I have to go talk to Sesh and fill him in. Don't come out of this room, everyone is pretty pissed at you. I said I wouldn't kill you but I can promise anyone else wont"

"Yeah thanks Miroku."

"No problem man!" Miroku says as he walks out of the room.

"…yeah so that's what happened." Says Miroku.

"My little brother is a dumb ass."

"Well at least we know he didn't do it on purpose!"

"That doesn't matter, what's done is done?"

"Have you heard from her?"

"No, I'm starting to get worried, I hope she didn't do something stupid."

Miroku nodded as Sesh's phone rang.

"Hello… Yes… No… Not yet…. Can we reschedule…When…fine…alright."

"What was that?" asks Miroku.

"The record label wants to hear you guys play, they have some companies that want to sponsor both bands."

"That's great!"

"Yeah it would be great but the lead singer of the Shikons is missing."

"Yeah that is a problem."

"I'm going to go out looking for her, tell the others I'm gone and tell them what happened. Maybe they'll hate Inuyasha less."

"I wouldn't count on it."

"I know, but one can only hope."

After Kagome had left the hotel she had wondered about the city. At about 4 she finally got to a hotel across town and got a room. That night she cried herself to sleep.

The next day Kagome woke up early, `I cant sleep, I just don't feel safe, normally Inuyasha's arm would-stop! Don't think about him! I shouldn't of fell for him, but I couldn't help it, I love him so much.'

Kagome broke down crying again, "How could he do that to me?" She says to herself, "HOW COULD HE DO THAT TO ME?"

"I don't know." Came another voice.

Kagome was so caught up in her thoughts that she didn't hear someone come in.

"Uh? Sesshomaru? What are you doing here? How did you find me?"

"Kagome, you are an international superstar, when you checked in to the hotel I got a call immediately."

"Oh" she says simply.

"Are you feeling better?"

"I guess, how am I suppose to feel."

"Pretty damn bad?"

"Yep got that down." She says giving him a watery smile.

"Look Kagome I know this isn't the best of time but I need you to come back."

"I can't! I can' face him! I don't want to face him!"

"I know, but the Shikons need you. Our label just called and want you guys to perform for some sponsors, if you don't want to I'll perfectly understand, and I'm sure the girls will too."

"No," Kagome says quickly, "just because I'll going through something it isn't fair I let the girls suffer for my actions."

Sesshomaru nodded as Kagome gathered up her few belongings and followed him out the door.

"…and that's what happened." Miroku says for the second time that day.

"I hope he doesn't think that it's ok just because of that!" says a furious Sango.

"Look guys go easy on him, he's having a tough time too." Miroku says.

"HE'S GOING THROUGH A TOUGH TIME!?" Sango yells, "WHAT ABOUT KAGOME? WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE THE HELL SHE IS! WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE WE?"

"I know, I know" says Miroku enveloping her into a tight hug, "calm down, Sesh should be home with her any minute."

"I knew that dog turd wasn't good enough for her! I shouldn't of let him near her! THAT BASTARD! I'M GONNA ENJOY RIPPING HIM SHREDS TO SHREDS WITH MY CLAWS!"

"KOGA!" says Shippo putting a hand on his shoulders, "now is really not the best time." He says motioning towards Sango and the girls.

Koga was still shaking with anger when Sesshomaru walked in with Kagome.

"Did we miss much?" Sesh says.

"KAGOME!" the group yells running towards her and immediately bombarding her with questions.

"People," Sesh says before Kagome could answer any of the questions thrown at her, "I'm sure Kagome is very tired and would love a bath, Sango please take her to your room."

Sango nodded and gave Kagome a big hug before taking Kagome to her room.

"Now the rest of you," Sesh says, "I don't want any one talking about what happened last night, understand? And make sure to keep my dumb ass of a brother away from Kagome."

"That's going to be hard." Miroku says.

"I know, just make sure he stays away from her. And uh by the way you have to perform for the label in a hour so I suggest you all get ready."

"Thanks for the warning Sesh." Says Shippo sarcastically.

"No problem, no go! And Miroku, go get my brother and tell him to get ready. I will take the girls early then you and the boys can take another limo, you guys are going to perform at a little club called "Refund" just tell the driver, he'll know where to go."

Miroku nodded as he made his way to Inuyasha's room.

When he got there Inuyasha was still sitting in the same place where he left him.

"Get up."

"…."

"Get up"

"…no…"

"Get up Inuyasha! Stop acting like a child! We have to go perform for the label in an hour not get up and go take a shower."

Inuyasha solemnly got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower; maybe he could drown him-self.

An hour later everyone arrived at "Refund" it was a small underground club. Sesh had led Kagome and the girls to a corner of the club. The sponsors decided that they would listen to the Demons first.

About 10 minutes later the boys arrived.

Kagome decided to slip away from her friends and go to a secluded part of the club, she really dint want to see Inuyasha right now.

Little did she know a certain hanyou had the same plans for hiding out. You must imagine their surprise when they saw each other.

"Kagome!" Says Inuyasha stepping towards her trying to hug her, "I was so worried!"

"Stay away from me you bastard!" Kagome says stepping back.

"Kagome, I, you don't understand! Let me explain!"

"NO! I perfectly understand! I wouldn't fuck you so you went to some one who would!"

"No! That's not it! Kagome I love yo-"

"DON'T! Don't give me your lies! I'm out of tears! I cant!"

"Kagome-"

"Inuyasha," Sesshomaru says standing behind Kagome with a hand on her shoulder, "go Inuyasha, get on stage, your up."

Inuyasha gave Kagome one last look before getting onstage.

He picked up his guitar and talked to the guys for a minute changing the song that they going to do.

"Umm this song is for a very special person in my life, and I hope she forgives me because I love her very much." Inuyasha says before the song starts.

* I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is yo*

Kagome stood at the back of the club listening to the words. She was looking straight into Inuyasha's eyes with tears streaming down hers.

* I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you *

As the song ended Kagome ran out of the club, she couldn't stay in there, she just couldn't.

Inuyasha put down his guitar and walked, with his head down, off the stage.

"Wait! Where's Kagome?" Sango asks looking around the club.

Everyone was soon looking for her but they all knew she was gone.

"Is there a problem?" one of the sponsors asks.

"No, none whatsoever." Sesh says giving the best smile he could offer.

"Good," the sponsor says, "Now the Shikons are up. Wait! I only see 3 where is the other one? Where is Kagome Higurashi?"

"She's taking some personal time off, but Rin can sing all of the songs."

"Well alright if you think she can."

"Wait Sesh! I can't! Kagome was better!"

"Rin now you don't have a choice."

Rin nodded and her and the girls made their way on stage.

The music started and Rin started to sing.

When the song was over everyone clapped as the girls got off the stage.

"Well I must say," the sponsor says, "that was quite impressive, both bands. I cant wait for all of you to continue the tour."

"We are very thankful for the compliments but I think the bands are going to be taking a little time off."

"You can't!" says the sponsor, "your popular now! What if you aren't when you decide to come back!"

"That's just a risk we're going to take now excuse us, we've had a trying day."

Sesh finished talking to the sponsors they made their way back to the hotel.

When the band stepped into the hotel the desk manager called them over, "Excuse me, Sesshomaru Tensaiga? This was left here for you, its from a Miss Kagome Higurashi."

"What is it Sesh?" Asks Rin.

"A letter."

A/N: DUM DUM DUM! Well whatcha think! Again I am VERY sorry for my lil or big outburst at the beginning of this story I just hope you all liked this chappie! I made it extra long for all the great reviews I got! The song was `The Reason' by Hoobastank! ((MY FAVE BAND!! BTW!!)) WOO! I love that song! I just had to add it! YEAH! Anywhoooo REVIEW!!

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