InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lost Hopes ❯ Chapter 15

Author notes:Hello people! I am back and with the much-awaited lemon nonetheless. Although I think it is more on the sappy side than hot. Sorry about the delay but I usually post a chapter when I am id-way through the next but I was in a slump yet again and was feeling too lazy to do it until today morning. So there you go.

 

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Chapter 15

 

A eager tongue darted from it's confines, licking and wetting the dry chapped lips trying to push it's way past the barriers to reach it's destination into the wet warm cavern. Kouga pulled the smaller body towards him, covering it with his own hard frame as his clawed fingers gently trailed down the pale smooth of Inuyasha's side. Finally the cold lips opened with a silent gasp allowing him access to the forbidden troves inside as he gladly trailed the twin fangs with his tongue before moving to explore the sweetness within.

 

He groaned revelling in the taste that was his Inuyasha, the taste he had denied in favour of his selfish desires. The body under him shuddered and he felt the vibrations of a breath raggedly drawn and broke the kiss to peer at the angelic visage before him.

 

“Inuyasha…” Molten gold met burning azure silently before a single teardrop managed to escape the amber prison to slide down along the hanyou's face. More soon followed. Kouga cursed silently when he saw the uncertainty and fear in the once brilliant pool of yellow. Inuyasha still doubted his actions, he still felt himself to be inadequate to receive the alpha's attention still insecure about what was about to transpire. His inner wolf reared, crying out to Kouga to sooth his mate. Inuyasha needed to understand his importance in Kouga's eyes and this time the wolf prince gave into the feelings.

 

Gently wiping off the falling tears he placed feather-light, loving kisses on the twin eyelids before he spoke. “Trust me my love, I'll never hurt you.” He confessed. “You're too precious to me and I do not know if it means anything to you but within what short time I was given to spend with you, to get to know you, I have realised that you're the world to me. No… more than that. You define my very existence, there's no one else and I'll stay by your side until the last breath leaves my body. Understand that we wolves take and love only one in our lifetime. And as I gaze into those blazing amber eyes I am glad to say that you're only one for me. I promise I'll always love you, care for you. I know you hurt now so let me take it away from you. Let me love you, my mate.”

 

Inuyasha remained silent and still as he gazed into Kouga's eyes searching for the truth of the words spoken.

 

Kouga waited, giving the inu time, he wouldn't force himself on his love this time. He would wait for Inuyasha to make the next move. It was entirely up to Inuyasha's wishes, he would back away if needed. Watching the conflicting emotions play so openly on the inu's face he reached forwards caressing a pale cheek and gave a reassuring smile.

 

Inuyasha sighed. He truly didn't know what to think of it. Should he give into the feeling that was running rampant through his being? He desperately needed to feel alive; he needed to be loved but was Kouga was really capable of doing that? `Does he really love me?' He could see the truth in Kouga's eyes but was he worth it. He had lost much too much and he didn't want to be hurt again.

 

`But then again, what have I to loose? At least this way I'll be of some use, I could pay…' He closed his eyes taking a deep breath, Yes he would give into the feeling. He would let his instincts take charge now. `That's it… whatever happens, happens.'

 

Kouga smiled when Inuyasha nodded slightly but frowned when he watched Inuyasha trying to roll onto his stomach. Did he still not believe him?

 

Inuyasha stilled abruptly when he felt a hand on his shoulders stiling his movements. “No Inuyasha not that way. I don't want to possess you, my love. I want love you and want to see your face when I make love to you”

 

Tears welled up yet again, the words melting his heart and Inuyasha raised his chin, spreading his legs in complete submission and invitation begging silently for Kouga to kiss him.

 

Kouga sighed, he knew why Inuyasha was reacting this way but he could do nothing. He himself had placed Inuyasha in this position; stripped him of all dignity of being an alpha and this was the only way he could return what he had forcefully and cruelly ripped away.

 

He leant forward cupping a cheek as his lips descended on the thin ones of the hanyou and poured all his love in the soft yet sensual action, conveying his undying feeling towards the inu. Kouga leisurely tasted his lips, dipping his tongue in to languidly explore the inu's mouth while slowly stretching himself over the delicate frame beneath him.

 

Inuyasha couldn't help but let the soft needy whimper escape his throat as Kouga played with his tongue slowly deepening the kiss while his hands played with the soft flesh of his body, caressing and squeezing with soothing gestures. He reached out tentatively encircling his arms around the ookami's neck and as Kouga left his mouth in favour of placing feather light kisses down his jaw line, nibbling occasionally. This was so familiar yet so different. It felt so good.

 

A slight gasp rang out to his ears before the hands around his neck tightened pulling him closer and Kouga allowed himself a smile as he worked his ways down the pale of the inu's throat, sucking and biting, teasing the sensitive flesh drawing out mewls of pleasure from his partner.

 

Inuyasha shivered as Kouga dipped tongue in the hollow collarbone, licking and tasting. He gasped and involuntarily arched into the warm body over him as one of his soft nipples was devoured, the torturous tongue encircling the slowly hardening nub, sucking onto it. His finger curled around the long black tresses that fell open sometime during the exploring, creating a curtain of darkness around them, pulling the delicious mouth closer to his body. His semi-hardened cock twitched fully to life; he could smell the wolf's arousal mixed with his own teasing his senses, turning his body in a blazing inferno. Bolts after bolts of unadulterated desire coursed through his body spreading its wings, making every cell in his body come alive.

 

He was loosing himself in the wolf's touches and there was no going back now. He whimpered calling out Kouga's name softly as the wolf traced a path between the nipples with his tongue licking before he captured another pink nub into his mouth giving the same attention as its twin had received a moment earlier.

 

Kouga ignored his own need as he slowly worshipped the silver-haired beauty with kisses washing away the filth of humiliation and pain, purifying it. Travelling further down he reached the hollow on his navel and dipped his touch swirling it around hearing another sharp intake breath followed by a soft moan before the body arched again in need. Their previous encounter had given him opportunity to know Inuyasha's body inside and he swore to use the knowledge to pleasure his mate.

 

Inuyasha waited impatiently for Kouga to reach his destination as the wolf sucked. He knew that Kouga would always make him come first and he waited in anticipation but was slightly disappointed when the wolf ignored to move down further.

 

The distressed whimper made Kouga to look and he smile. “Shh… relax puppy… all in good time.” He assured as he began sucked on the inu's belly right below the belly button. He moved at an agonisingly slow pace, gently sucking on the hip area for a bit before he slowly reached for the burgeoning member. Wrapping his fingers around the taut shafted he slowly licked the vein underside cheering himself as the groans increased in sound and tempo. He looked up briefly taking in the visage of his inu lying on the furs and straw, pale body flushed a healthy red, gleaming in sweat, trembling for the pleasure he was responsible for. A mewl of discontent brought him out of his mental exploration and he bent down again wrapped his lips the head, tasting his mate, letting his tongue massage the sensitive skin.

 

Inuyasha groaned as head fell back on the fur blankets, a cry of sheer ecstasy arising from him. His body shuddered under the wolf's expert ministrations as he violently tried to ignore the urge to thrust his hips forward. Lips worked on his member relentlessly, twirling and sucking, taking him higher and higher towards his impending release. However an abrupt abandonment of the hot mouth around his aching shaft caused a cross between a growl and a mewl to escape him, which soon turned into a pleased moan yet again as Kouga closed lips on one the bulges beneath, sucking gently on it.

 

“Kouga… please…!” Inuyasha begged, thoughts of self-esteem be damned.

 

“Hai love, soon.” Kouga assured yet again, as he ventured down further moaning involuntarily at the sight of the soft pink rosette before placing a small lick into the area.

 

Inuyasha gasped, his eyes falling open as he felt a wet appendage probe into him, wetting the area in preparation.

 

“Kougahhh…”

 

The hanyou couldn't help but press down lightly onto the wolf's mouth; it felt so nice.

 

“Yes…” He hissed as a finger entered his sleek passage preparing him for the inevitable. Soon more followed and he desperately pushed against the urgency to feel Kouga inside him growing more intensely with every passing second.

 

Kouga took the gentle thrusts as an invitation and he lifted himself positioning his eagerly dripping shaft near the small pucker. Inuyasha whimpered softly as he felt Kouga push past his barriers slowly entering him. Kouga stilled, using all his will not to bury himself forcefully into his partner. Instead he leant forward catching the red swollen lips in his once more soothing and calming until the whimpers ceased. A hand slowly enclosed over engorged member, stroking it gently as Kouga carefully pushed forward before pulling out a bit and pushing again until he was fully inside Inuyasha. Inuyasha for his part was completely oblivious to the pain of penetration, as his world has zeroed in on the shot of the electric fire that spread through his body with every stroke. This was love, he somehow knew. Perhaps the wolf was true when he had said he loved him. He was not hurting him, he was being gentle.

 

Opening his eyes he looked at the wolf staring down at him smiling before his lips were seized more again and he pushed wanting Kouga to resume his actions. Breaking the kiss Kouga began to move slowly as Inuyasha wrapped his legs around him locking his ankles and arching his back to convey his urgency. However Kouga set a slow, meandering pace, bringing them both close, but not close enough, wanting to make this climax perfect.

 

Inuyasha knew that Kouga was desperately trying not to hurt him but at the moment he needed the wolf to increase momentum, thus he resorted to the old ways. He pulled the quaking form closer to his body, hugging him and softly begged him to move faster.

 

Lost in the haze of pure love and blazing carnality, the two sweat-sleeked bodies moved against one another, as the snow blazed outside. The thrusts become fiercer with breathy pleas as Kouga buried his nose into the side of his mate's arched neck nibbling onto the area viscously while Inuyasha moved to meet thrusts, his body arching into his partner's, his breathing ragged as he accentuated each movement with a more needy moan than the previous one. Both teetered on the edge of release as they rubbed sensuously against one another jolting every nerve their body to waken.

 

Finally after what seemed like hours they cried out in completion together, finding release and joining their youki as one for the entire life. Inuyasha threw his head back, screaming out to his mate, coating the ookami's hands in thick cum while Kouga toppled over the precipice, his fangs enlarging and sinking into the area between the inu's neck and shoulder marking him as his mate for all eternity. Neither of them noticed the power and myriad of soft golden glow surrounding their bodies before shooting out of the cave, marking a powerful joining of the two strongest youkai in the their era.

 

Miles away, Sesshomaru stopped in his tracks; he had indeed the shift in the power. He sniffed the air a small smirk growing on his lips before he continued his tracking back to his imp servant and the human child.

 

Inuyasha was still riding the waves of pleasure when unbelievingly tender warmth shot through his body, and he arched in Kouga's arms, the marks of possession on his pale globes burning into an angry red colour before they disappeared entirely. He panted in Kouga's arms whimpering softly as he felt the changes take place in his body, the need to grovel in front of the alpha receded and he felt more alive. He slowly opened his eyes looked in the azure orbs seeing nothing but unadulterated adoration; fierce protectiveness and unbound love for him before Kouga presented him with his neck to mark him.

 

“Kouga?” he was still a bit apprehensive about he offer but Kouga silenced him with a kiss.

 

“Do it, my love.” He urged. “This was meant to be long ago but my foolishness has caused you nothing but pain. But now that you're here with me I'll let you go, I'll always protect you and love you till the day I leave this earth.”

 

Inuyasha looked up searching the eyes and found the truth of Kouga's words in there yet again. Smiling softly he nodded before allowing his fangs to extend and then sunk them into his wolf, tasting the sweet blood and delighting in its flavour. Hands held onto him frail body more tightly as he completed the ritual, binding Kouga to himself forever.

 

The chilled darkness that had threatened to devour his soul slowly receded and the emptiness was filled by a strong sense of warmth and belongingness. Something had changed; he felt it in his bones, the blood flowing through his veins and his skin that was enveloped in a cocoon of love and care. He was not alone, the feeling soothed his troubled spirit and for the first in a long time, a tiny yet small smile stretched on his lips. He was loved, he was desired, and he was not alone, never again.

 

He started when he felt something wet travelling down his skin. He tried to sit up but was pushed down gently. “Shhh, Relax” the voice tickled his sensitive ears and they twitched. Inuyasha fell back onto the warm furs closing his eyes as Kouga's tongue worked on him, cleaning the remnants of fortification and sweat and bathing him in his scent. The inu in him preened at the attention he was receiving and the warmth spread through his body and he gave into the feeling of sedation and ever so slowly the dark lashes fluttered closed but this time in a peaceful slumber in his mate's arms.

 

The soft snores emanating form the hanyou turned Kouga's attention to this mate. He had quickly finished his work and slid up smiling when he saw the inu snuggled against the warm fur sleeping peacefully.

“Yes… you needed this, mate.” He loved the way the word slipped of his tongue. His puppy, his mate. He sighed happily; finally he had managed to begin the healing process. He knew he had a long way to go but for now he was content in being with his true mate; the one who his youkai and his inner wolf had longed for. Pulling the hanyou to him, he snuggled closer to his chest. He wrapped his arms protectively around him, slowly pulling the blankets around them before succumbing to the call of sleep unaware and uncaring of the storm that raged on outside

 

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Kaiya stared out at the snow gasping when she felt the shift in youki. She turned abruptly to her mother sitting by warm fire.

 

“Did you feel that mother?” she inquired, her eyes glowing in excitement and happiness.

 

“Hai my child, Kouga has finally found his true love and mate.” She smiled, mirroring the glow in Kaiya's lavender orbs as she pulled the blanket over Akemi's sleeping form.

 

Author notes: hope you've enjoyed it. Let me know your views okays?

 

Miyuki

 

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